Ive been lost my entire life.

[jcub6999]

Ive been lost my entire life. When I was very young I had attended catholic school. Despite my mother, the priests, and teachers trying to convert me I had no faith in Jesus or God. I dont know what kept me from accepting there teachings and being brain washed besides the fact I felt alone and couldnt think that there was a higher power there to protect me. I hated religion at a young age because I was left with unanswered prayers and alone. I was only 8 when i made this decision. Despite me disregarding there teachings and never being taught about Satan. I always belived in Satan more then God. I had a growing curiousity about Satan more then God for reasons I dont know. I had no knowlege of satan but was far more curious about him then what i was being forced to learn. During this time of ignorance even though i belived in him more then God I had still thought satan was evil. Since I was 8 I was an atheist and I am now 17. All my life ive been betrayed, lied to, beat up, alone, hurt, misunderstood, wimpy, depressed, and weak. It wasnt until I was at the lowest point of being depressed that I came across for the first time, Satanism. I cannot express how much hope the information satinism provided gave me. It ansewred my questions and gave insite on all the things that are wrong with me and the world and gave me the most hope Id ever expericed. When I saw the real picture of Satan for the first time everything made more sense. I had performed the commitment ritual after reading about the general beleifs in Satanism for days.I felt great for a couple weeks. My problem is that I cant control my mind sometimes, Ive tried the meditations on this sight ive been on but I dont know if Im doing them right. Then I stopped for a while. I want to start again. I feel Satan might have doubt about me and may not be so sure of me. I truley belive in him. Im just weak and honestly intimidated by him and his power. I want to grow close to him. So my question is where should I start?

 

[Raven Lythrum]

The best meditation to learn to control your mind with is void meditation. Void meditation will also make you stronger instead of weaker but only if you do it daily. Skipping meditation makes you weak. So just keep on doing the meditations and don't stop. Even if it's only for five minutes a day, it's very important to meditate. As for what you feel about satan having doubts about you, many newbies experience that. It's an attack that the enemy uses and is best ignored. And there is no reason to be intimidated by satan. He is loving, loyal, faithful, beautiful, and honest. Strong, yes. But peaceful. Meditate on his sigil and picture if you want to grow close to him. Also meditate consistently and constantly.
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Knowledge is power.
"I am ever present to help all who trust in me and call upon me in time of need."~Father Satan; The Al-jilwah
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Hail Belial!* Heil Hitler!* Sieg Heil!* Ave Satanas!* Rege Satanas!* Heil, mein fuhrer!* Hail Satan!*
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From: jcub6999 <jcub6999@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Monday, October 22, 2012 6:03 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Ive been lost my entire life.

  Ive been lost my entire life. When I was very young I had attended catholic school. Despite my mother, the priests, and teachers trying to convert me I had no faith in Jesus or God. I dont know what kept me from accepting there teachings and being brain washed besides the fact I felt alone and couldnt think that there was a higher power there to protect me. I hated religion at a young age because I was left with unanswered prayers and alone. I was only 8 when i made this decision. Despite me disregarding there teachings and never being taught about Satan. I always belived in Satan more then God. I had a growing curiousity about Satan more then God for reasons I dont know. I had no knowlege of satan but was far more curious about him then what i was being forced to learn. During this time of ignorance even though i belived in him more then God I had still thought satan was evil. Since I was 8 I was an atheist and I am now 17. All my life ive been betrayed, lied to, beat up, alone, hurt, misunderstood, wimpy, depressed, and weak. It wasnt until I was at the lowest point of being depressed that I came across for the first time, Satanism. I cannot express how much hope the information satinism provided gave me. It ansewred my questions and gave insite on all the things that are wrong with me and the world and gave me the most hope Id ever expericed. When I saw the real picture of Satan for the first time everything made more sense. I had performed the commitment ritual after reading about the general beleifs in Satanism for days.I felt great for a couple weeks. My problem is that I cant control my mind sometimes, Ive tried the meditations on this sight ive been on but I dont know if Im doing them right. Then I stopped for a while. I want to start again. I feel Satan might have doubt about me and may not be so sure of me. I truley belive in him. Im just weak and honestly intimidated by him and his power. I want to grow close to him. So my question is where should I start?

 

[Brian Gibbons]

I would start by reading everything you can on the site,and start a power meditation program,which is also on the JoS site.Then when you feel you are ready and understand more,then you can dedicate you soul to Satan,which is also on the JoS site.
 Hail Satan
Brian 

From: jcub6999 <jcub6999@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Monday, October 22, 2012 6:03 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Ive been lost my entire life.

  Ive been lost my entire life. When I was very young I had attended catholic school. Despite my mother, the priests, and teachers trying to convert me I had no faith in Jesus or God. I dont know what kept me from accepting there teachings and being brain washed besides the fact I felt alone and couldnt think that there was a higher power there to protect me. I hated religion at a young age because I was left with unanswered prayers and alone. I was only 8 when i made this decision. Despite me disregarding there teachings and never being taught about Satan. I always belived in Satan more then God. I had a growing curiousity about Satan more then God for reasons I dont know. I had no knowlege of satan but was far more curious about him then what i was being forced to learn. During this time of ignorance even though i belived in him more then God I had still thought satan was evil. Since I was 8 I was an atheist and I am now 17. All my life ive been betrayed, lied to, beat up, alone, hurt, misunderstood, wimpy, depressed, and weak. It wasnt until I was at the lowest point of being depressed that I came across for the first time, Satanism. I cannot express how much hope the information satinism provided gave me. It ansewred my questions and gave insite on all the things that are wrong with me and the world and gave me the most hope Id ever expericed. When I saw the real picture of Satan for the first time everything made more sense. I had performed the commitment ritual after reading about the general beleifs in Satanism for days.I felt great for a couple weeks. My problem is that I cant control my mind sometimes, Ive tried the meditations on this sight ive been on but I dont know if Im doing them right. Then I stopped for a while. I want to start again. I feel Satan might have doubt about me and may not be so sure of me. I truley belive in him. Im just weak and honestly intimidated by him and his power. I want to grow close to him. So my question is where should I start?

 

[ch_3_coo]

Start with meditation. I started with Kundalini Yoga. Do it every day even if you can't feel the energy at the beginning, you will be able to in a short period of time. I started feeling it within a month, but I wasn't sure if I imaging it or if it was real. In time there will be no doubt when you can really feel the energy. Make it a habit, then you can start doing more when you feel the need. You'll soon notice how great you feel compared to before and how you can think so much more clearly and intuitively understand so much more.


http://www.pinklotus.org/-%20KY%20Kriya ... s%20fp.htm

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ation.html

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "jcub6999" <jcub6999@... wrote:

Ive been lost my entire life. When I was very young I had attended catholic school. Despite my mother, the priests, and teachers trying to convert me I had no faith in Jesus or God. I dont know what kept me from accepting there teachings and being brain washed besides the fact I felt alone and couldnt think that there was a higher power there to protect me. I hated religion at a young age because I was left with unanswered prayers and alone. I was only 8 when i made this decision. Despite me disregarding there teachings and never being taught about Satan. I always belived in Satan more then God. I had a growing curiousity about Satan more then God for reasons I dont know. I had no knowlege of satan but was far more curious about him then what i was being forced to learn. During this time of ignorance even though i belived in him more then God I had still thought satan was evil. Since I was 8 I was an atheist and I am now 17. All my life ive been betrayed, lied to, beat up, alone, hurt, misunderstood, wimpy, depressed, and weak. It wasnt until I was at the lowest point of being depressed that I came across for the first time, Satanism. I cannot express how much hope the information satinism provided gave me. It ansewred my questions and gave insite on all the things that are wrong with me and the world and gave me the most hope Id ever expericed. When I saw the real picture of Satan for the first time everything made more sense. I had performed the commitment ritual after reading about the general beleifs in Satanism for days.I felt great for a couple weeks. My problem is that I cant control my mind sometimes, Ive tried the meditations on this sight ive been on but I dont know if Im doing them right. Then I stopped for a while. I want to start again. I feel Satan might have doubt about me and may not be so sure of me. I truley belive in him. Im just weak and honestly intimidated by him and his power. I want to grow close to him. So my question is where should I start?

 

[Timothy1]

You can start by doing things slowly, by steps. The warfare program is a good guide for fast spiritual empowerment. Take as much time as you need.

http://fight4satan666.webs.com/Spiritua ... aining.htm

Yoga and personal study are also other very important things to do alongside meditations when it comes to Satanism.

It is most important that you develop a solid understanding of what Satan, the powers of hell and Satanism is all about. Satan does not doubt his own, as long as they are genuine of heart and want to advance themselves and finish his work.

Hope this helped!

Lucius O

Ek Ong Kara Satanaama Shiri Vhaa Guru

One creator who is an eternal and holy teacher.

HAIL SATAN

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "jcub6999" <jcub6999@... wrote:

Ive been lost my entire life. When I was very young I had attended catholic school. Despite my mother, the priests, and teachers trying to convert me I had no faith in Jesus or God. I dont know what kept me from accepting there teachings and being brain washed besides the fact I felt alone and couldnt think that there was a higher power there to protect me. I hated religion at a young age because I was left with unanswered prayers and alone. I was only 8 when i made this decision. Despite me disregarding there teachings and never being taught about Satan. I always belived in Satan more then God. I had a growing curiousity about Satan more then God for reasons I dont know. I had no knowlege of satan but was far more curious about him then what i was being forced to learn. During this time of ignorance even though i belived in him more then God I had still thought satan was evil. Since I was 8 I was an atheist and I am now 17. All my life ive been betrayed, lied to, beat up, alone, hurt, misunderstood, wimpy, depressed, and weak. It wasnt until I was at the lowest point of being depressed that I came across for the first time, Satanism. I cannot express how much hope the information satinism provided gave me. It ansewred my questions and gave insite on all the things that are wrong with me and the world and gave me the most hope Id ever expericed. When I saw the real picture of Satan for the first time everything made more sense. I had performed the commitment ritual after reading about the general beleifs in Satanism for days.I felt great for a couple weeks. My problem is that I cant control my mind sometimes, Ive tried the meditations on this sight ive been on but I dont know if Im doing them right. Then I stopped for a while. I want to start again. I feel Satan might have doubt about me and may not be so sure of me. I truley belive in him. Im just weak and honestly intimidated by him and his power. I want to grow close to him. So my question is where should I start?

 

[radzio_ss]

Do power meditations, put an aura of protection around yourself. Also ask Satan what you can do to help him advance his agenda.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "jcub6999" <jcub6999@... wrote:

Ive been lost my entire life. When I was very young I had attended catholic school. Despite my mother, the priests, and teachers trying to convert me I had no faith in Jesus or God. I dont know what kept me from accepting there teachings and being brain washed besides the fact I felt alone and couldnt think that there was a higher power there to protect me. I hated religion at a young age because I was left with unanswered prayers and alone. I was only 8 when i made this decision. Despite me disregarding there teachings and never being taught about Satan. I always belived in Satan more then God. I had a growing curiousity about Satan more then God for reasons I dont know. I had no knowlege of satan but was far more curious about him then what i was being forced to learn. During this time of ignorance even though i belived in him more then God I had still thought satan was evil. Since I was 8 I was an atheist and I am now 17. All my life ive been betrayed, lied to, beat up, alone, hurt, misunderstood, wimpy, depressed, and weak. It wasnt until I was at the lowest point of being depressed that I came across for the first time, Satanism. I cannot express how much hope the information satinism provided gave me. It ansewred my questions and gave insite on all the things that are wrong with me and the world and gave me the most hope Id ever expericed. When I saw the real picture of Satan for the first time everything made more sense. I had performed the commitment ritual after reading about the general beleifs in Satanism for days.I felt great for a couple weeks. My problem is that I cant control my mind sometimes, Ive tried the meditations on this sight ive been on but I dont know if Im doing them right. Then I stopped for a while. I want to start again. I feel Satan might have doubt about me and may not be so sure of me. I truley belive in him. Im just weak and honestly intimidated by him and his power. I want to grow close to him. So my question is where should I start?

 

[Quick SILVER]

You should keep reading joyofsatan.com site and just be persistent and patient, and keep practicing power meditations. We're all individuals.. And practice at a certain speed. You just have to be patient bro.. Just keep practicing and empowering your soul, Satan does not doubt you. HAIL FATHER SATAN!!

 

[lordazazl]

Try to start whit this :
http://fight4satan666.webs.com/Spiritua ... aining.htm

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "jcub6999" <jcub6999@... wrote:

Ive been lost my entire life. When I was very young I had attended catholic school. Despite my mother, the priests, and teachers trying to convert me I had no faith in Jesus or God. I dont know what kept me from accepting there teachings and being brain washed besides the fact I felt alone and couldnt think that there was a higher power there to protect me. I hated religion at a young age because I was left with unanswered prayers and alone. I was only 8 when i made this decision. Despite me disregarding there teachings and never being taught about Satan. I always belived in Satan more then God. I had a growing curiousity about Satan more then God for reasons I dont know. I had no knowlege of satan but was far more curious about him then what i was being forced to learn. During this time of ignorance even though i belived in him more then God I had still thought satan was evil. Since I was 8 I was an atheist and I am now 17. All my life ive been betrayed, lied to, beat up, alone, hurt, misunderstood, wimpy, depressed, and weak. It wasnt until I was at the lowest point of being depressed that I came across for the first time, Satanism. I cannot express how much hope the information satinism provided gave me. It ansewred my questions and gave insite on all the things that are wrong with me and the world and gave me the most hope Id ever expericed. When I saw the real picture of Satan for the first time everything made more sense. I had performed the commitment ritual after reading about the general beleifs in Satanism for days.I felt great for a couple weeks. My problem is that I cant control my mind sometimes, Ive tried the meditations on this sight ive been on but I dont know if Im doing them right. Then I stopped for a while. I want to start again. I feel Satan might have doubt about me and may not be so sure of me. I truley belive in him. Im just weak and honestly intimidated by him and his power. I want to grow close to him. So my question is where should I start?

 

[Emma Williams]

Hi,tell me how can one see father satan in person.i want to tell Him my problem



------------------------------

On Tue, Oct 23, 2012 9:28 AM PDT Brian Gibbons wrote:

I would start by reading everything you can on the site,and start a power meditation program,which is also on the JoS site.Then when you feel you are ready and understand more,then you can dedicate you soul to Satan,which is also on the JoS site.

 
Hail Satan
Brian 



________________________________
From: jcub6999 <jcub6999@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Monday, October 22, 2012 6:03 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Ive been lost my entire life.


 
Ive been lost my entire life. When I was very young I had attended catholic school. Despite my mother, the priests, and teachers trying to convert me I had no faith in Jesus or God. I dont know what kept me from accepting there teachings and being brain washed besides the fact I felt alone and couldnt think that there was a higher power there to protect me. I hated religion at a young age because I was left with unanswered prayers and alone. I was only 8 when i made this decision. Despite me disregarding there teachings and never being taught about Satan. I always belived in Satan more then God. I had a growing curiousity about Satan more then God for reasons I dont know. I had no knowlege of satan but was far more curious about him then what i was being forced to learn. During this time of ignorance even though i belived in him more then God I had still thought satan was evil. Since I was 8 I was an atheist and I am now 17. All my life ive been
betrayed, lied to, beat up, alone, hurt, misunderstood, wimpy, depressed, and weak. It wasnt until I was at the lowest point of being depressed that I came across for the first time, Satanism. I cannot express how much hope the information satinism provided gave me. It ansewred my questions and gave insite on all the things that are wrong with me and the world and gave me the most hope Id ever expericed. When I saw the real picture of Satan for the first time everything made more sense. I had performed the commitment ritual after reading about the general beleifs in Satanism for days.I felt great for a couple weeks. My problem is that I cant control my mind sometimes, Ive tried the meditations on this sight ive been on but I dont know if Im doing them right. Then I stopped for a while. I want to start again. I feel Satan might have doubt about me and may not be so sure of me. I truley belive in him. Im just weak and honestly intimidated by him and his
power. I want to grow close to him. So my question is where should I start?

 

[dakoopsta666]

I know how you feel. I have always been different and on another level of understanding in my opinion. I'm kinda crazy, well just because society MADE me feel like I was messed up in the head. As it says somewhere on this sight, when the kundalini thing descends lol, disturbing thoughts will come out and former thoughts.Looking back at what i went through, I am amazed at how cruel other living beings could be so cruel (angels i guess), I was in a mind prison of depression and intense confusion for years. I had lots of autistic tendencies, i was the weird, awkward, creeper. I am getting better. What has been helping me was my decision to get in shape and be healthy. I run miles, lift weights, and do pullups every day. Take vitamins too. Everything is becoming more clear, and this site is the truth. I believe that i am skilled in the energy meditation, void, and other stuff lol because crazy stuff is happening around me all the time lately. I can tell a lot about people just by their auras and sensing their emotions. I personally believe that I was a satanic warrior in one or more of my past lives as I have always been preoccupied with confusing thoughts of violence ever since I can remember. I headbutted kids as a toddler and would not understand why it would hurt their feelings and make them cry, i had to go to the emergency room as a child because I cut an X under my nose with a knife I got out of the kitchen (parents flipped), and more. i never thought much about my violent thoughts even though i was a christian, a good kid. I kinda was just a messed up kid

but yeah, I first dedicated when I was on insane doses of anti-pscyhotics and anti-depressants during the worst time of my life. bad decision as I went to a christian state youth convention messed up on these atrocious meds. my energy was so drained i was a noodle and couldn't stand up to worship and had to have people buy me breakfast while i would rest my head on the restaurant table. I hate doctors. After that high school year, I quit the meds when summer vacation start and ever since is when I have been turning around, after i quit those fucking drugs.

I have fire in my blood these days to improve my rep and fight the fuckin evils of this world! Fuck the damn jews!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "jcub6999" <jcub6999@... wrote:

Ive been lost my entire life. When I was very young I had attended catholic school. Despite my mother, the priests, and teachers trying to convert me I had no faith in Jesus or God. I dont know what kept me from accepting there teachings and being brain washed besides the fact I felt alone and couldnt think that there was a higher power there to protect me. I hated religion at a young age because I was left with unanswered prayers and alone. I was only 8 when i made this decision. Despite me disregarding there teachings and never being taught about Satan. I always belived in Satan more then God. I had a growing curiousity about Satan more then God for reasons I dont know. I had no knowlege of satan but was far more curious about him then what i was being forced to learn. During this time of ignorance even though i belived in him more then God I had still thought satan was evil. Since I was 8 I was an atheist and I am now 17. All my life ive been betrayed, lied to, beat up, alone, hurt, misunderstood, wimpy, depressed, and weak. It wasnt until I was at the lowest point of being depressed that I came across for the first time, Satanism. I cannot express how much hope the information satinism provided gave me. It ansewred my questions and gave insite on all the things that are wrong with me and the world and gave me the most hope Id ever expericed. When I saw the real picture of Satan for the first time everything made more sense. I had performed the commitment ritual after reading about the general beleifs in Satanism for days.I felt great for a couple weeks. My problem is that I cant control my mind sometimes, Ive tried the meditations on this sight ive been on but I dont know if Im doing them right. Then I stopped for a while. I want to start again. I feel Satan might have doubt about me and may not be so sure of me. I truley belive in him. Im just weak and honestly intimidated by him and his power. I want to grow close to him. So my question is where should I start?

 

[damnplanetsaturn]

Just focusing on him and talking to him is sufficient. He will hear you. You should find out who your Guardian Demon is. That way you can talk to them, as Father Is Buisy.

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Emma Williams <emmygwills@... wrote:


Hi,tell me how can one see father satan in person.i want to tell Him my problem



------------------------------
On Tue, Oct 23, 2012 9:28 AM PDT Brian Gibbons wrote:

I would start by reading everything you can on the site,and start a power meditation program,which is also on the JoS site.Then when you feel you are ready and understand more,then you can dedicate you soul to Satan,which is also on the JoS site.

 
Hail Satan
Brian 



________________________________
From: jcub6999 <jcub6999@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Monday, October 22, 2012 6:03 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Ive been lost my entire life.


 
Ive been lost my entire life. When I was very young I had attended catholic school. Despite my mother, the priests, and teachers trying to convert me I had no faith in Jesus or God. I dont know what kept me from accepting there teachings and being brain washed besides the fact I felt alone and couldnt think that there was a higher power there to protect me. I hated religion at a young age because I was left with unanswered prayers and alone. I was only 8 when i made this decision. Despite me disregarding there teachings and never being taught about Satan. I always belived in Satan more then God. I had a growing curiousity about Satan more then God for reasons I dont know. I had no knowlege of satan but was far more curious about him then what i was being forced to learn. During this time of ignorance even though i belived in him more then God I had still thought satan was evil. Since I was 8 I was an atheist and I am now 17. All my life ive been
betrayed, lied to, beat up, alone, hurt, misunderstood, wimpy, depressed, and weak. It wasnt until I was at the lowest point of being depressed that I came across for the first time, Satanism. I cannot express how much hope the information satinism provided gave me. It ansewred my questions and gave insite on all the things that are wrong with me and the world and gave me the most hope Id ever expericed. When I saw the real picture of Satan for the first time everything made more sense. I had performed the commitment ritual after reading about the general beleifs in Satanism for days.I felt great for a couple weeks. My problem is that I cant control my mind sometimes, Ive tried the meditations on this sight ive been on but I dont know if Im doing them right. Then I stopped for a while. I want to start again. I feel Satan might have doubt about me and may not be so sure of me. I truley belive in him. Im just weak and honestly intimidated by him and his
power. I want to grow close to him. So my question is where should I start?

 

[Jason Watts]

its my understanding that the aura of protection takes a while to build an effective barrier against some of the stronger enemy spirits... my question is about how long does it take to put yourself in a position where you no longer need as much help from Father.... more than likely that question can't be answered as everyone is individual and how qyickly our auras gain power/strength is dependant solely on our individual level of practice and dedication... but I would still like to hear experiences and such from other SS regarding the aura of protection Hail Satan!!!

On Oct 24, 2012 11:08 AM, "radzio_ss" <truth.seeker1@... wrote:

Do power meditations, put an aura of protection around yourself. Also ask Satan what you can do to help him advance his agenda.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "jcub6999" <jcub6999@... wrote:

Ive been lost my entire life. When I was very young I had attended catholic school. Despite my mother, the priests, and teachers trying to convert me I had no faith in Jesus or God. I dont know what kept me from accepting there teachings and being brain washed besides the fact I felt alone and couldnt think that there was a higher power there to protect me. I hated religion at a young age because I was left with unanswered prayers and alone. I was only 8 when i made this decision. Despite me disregarding there teachings and never being taught about Satan. I always belived in Satan more then God. I had a growing curiousity about Satan more then God for reasons I dont know. I had no knowlege of satan but was far more curious about him then what i was being forced to learn. During this time of ignorance even though i belived in him more then God I had still thought satan was evil. Since I was 8 I was an atheist and I am now 17. All my life ive been betrayed, lied to, beat up, alone, hurt, misunderstood, wimpy, depressed, and weak. It wasnt until I was at the lowest point of being depressed that I came across for the first time, Satanism. I cannot express how much hope the information satinism provided gave me. It ansewred my questions and gave insite on all the things that are wrong with me and the world and gave me the most hope Id ever expericed. When I saw the real picture of Satan for the first time everything made more sense. I had performed the commitment ritual after reading about the general beleifs in Satanism for days.I felt great for a couple weeks. My problem is that I cant control my mind sometimes, Ive tried the meditations on this sight ive been on but I dont know if Im doing them right. Then I stopped for a while. I want to start again. I feel Satan might have doubt about me and may not be so sure of me. I truley belive in him. Im just weak and honestly intimidated by him and his power. I want to grow close to him. So my question is where should I start?





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From: Emma Williams <emmygwills@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Tuesday, October 23, 2012 5:18 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Ive been lost my entire life.

 
Hi,tell me how can one see father satan in person.i want to tell Him my problem

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On Tue, Oct 23, 2012 9:28 AM PDT Brian Gibbons wrote:

I would start by reading everything you can on the site,and start a power meditation program,which is also on the JoS site.Then when you feel you are ready and understand more,then you can dedicate you soul to Satan,which is also on the JoS site.

 
Hail Satan
Brian 



________________________________
From: jcub6999 <jcub6999@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Monday, October 22, 2012 6:03 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Ive been lost my entire life.


 
Ive been lost my entire life. When I was very young I had attended catholic school. Despite my mother, the priests, and teachers trying to convert me I had no faith in Jesus or God. I dont know what kept me from accepting there teachings and being brain washed besides the fact I felt alone and couldnt think that there was a higher power there to protect me. I hated religion at a young age because I was left with unanswered prayers and alone. I was only 8 when i made this decision. Despite me disregarding there teachings and never being taught about Satan. I always belived in Satan more then God. I had a growing curiousity about Satan more then God for reasons I dont know. I had no knowlege of satan but was far more curious about him then what i was being forced to learn. During this time of ignorance even though i belived in him more then God I had still thought satan was evil. Since I was 8 I was an atheist and I am now 17. All my life ive been
betrayed, lied to, beat up, alone, hurt, misunderstood, wimpy, depressed, and weak. It wasnt until I was at the lowest point of being depressed that I came across for the first time, Satanism. I cannot express how much hope the information satinism provided gave me. It ansewred my questions and gave insite on all the things that are wrong with me and the world and gave me the most hope Id ever expericed. When I saw the real picture of Satan for the first time everything made more sense. I had performed the commitment ritual after reading about the general beleifs in Satanism for days.I felt great for a couple weeks. My problem is that I cant control my mind sometimes, Ive tried the meditations on this sight ive been on but I dont know if Im doing them right. Then I stopped for a while. I want to start again. I feel Satan might have doubt about me and may not be so sure of me. I truley belive in him. Im just weak and honestly intimidated by him and his
power. I want to grow close to him. So my question is where should I start?

 

[Mc Rundown]