Is this community a safe place for me?

[Memorie_BE]

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....

You could have accomplished the same goal of your message without graphically describing the death and destruction of this person. This could've been done by stating along the lines of "It is very hard for people to get past all characteristics of their gender. Although people may not say anything to you, they subconsciously will perceive you as still masculine. Because this problem is rooted mentally, any physical solutions will not alleviate your suffering, which may potentially get worse as it remains unaddressed."

Yet, for you to extensively write out a dismal and depressing prophecy is only going to sadden the person, not conjure feelings of actions. Beyond that, I am not even sure if you were trying to be constructive, given your conclusion, yet I am giving you the benefit of the doubt.

This person already described themselves as incredibly sensitive to this topic, and in general, so why did you decide to "go for the kill" so to speak? If you want them to advance past this, then they need to meditate, so that is where they should be encouraged.

I know some people who are incredibly sensitive, and they will take your message very deeply into themselves. Sensitive people do not need to be first "broken" down to hear your message. They are already receptive to what you say, including good or bad things. Therefore, what you wrote here could be incredibly hurtful to its recipient, and not in any "good" way.

Thanks for sticking out for me, though we might not share the same philosophy, I really do appreciate it.

 

[Henu the Great]

I appreciate your concerns, but really, I'll be fine.

You ignore Blitzkreigs advice at your own peril. What he laid out was the method closest if not the best course of action that is currently publicly available for us. This method, spiritual advancement and breaking free of limitations, in other words one way to mature yourself is key for growth. You have shown lack of maturity, and considering you are making permanent life altering changes I think you should reconsider what someone who has superior maturity, even in this commmunity, has to say about the subject.

 

[Memorie_BE]

I appreciate your concerns, but really, I'll be fine.

You ignore Blitzkreigs advice at your own peril. What he laid out was the method closest if not the best course of action that is currently publicly available for us. This method, spiritual advancement and breaking free of limitations, in other words one way to mature yourself is key for growth. You have shown lack of maturity, and considering you are making permanent life altering changes I think you should reconsider what someone who has superior maturity, even in this commmunity, has to say about the subject.

I've looked into my future many times over and I cannot see myself regretful for my actions. Trust me when I say that I've put thought into this, just like anyone should when making permanent decisions.

 

[The Outlaw Torn]

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I think you are just too pure and don’t understand what NOT “going for kill” will result in, for this person and the forum.

Also this is not my writing it is something that many who have been trying to warn against the T have wrote and copied

 

[Henu the Great]

I've looked into my future many times over and I cannot see myself regretful for my actions. Trust me when I say that I've put thought into this, just like anyone should when making permanent decisions.

It is one thing to put thought into a decision, and completely another to understand ramifications of the decision beyond the physical and mental spheres.

 

[tabby]

I appreciate your concerns, but really, I'll be fine.

You ignore Blitzkreigs advice at your own peril. What he laid out was the method closest if not the best course of action that is currently publicly available for us. This method, spiritual advancement and breaking free of limitations, in other words one way to mature yourself is key for growth. You have shown lack of maturity, and considering you are making permanent life altering changes I think you should reconsider what someone who has superior maturity, even in this commmunity, has to say about the subject.

I've looked into my future many times over and I cannot see myself regretful for my actions. Trust me when I say that I've put thought into this, just like anyone should when making permanent decisions.

I would be careful with saying that for certain. It's the same response and line of thinking whenever one has been warned that these actions to solve your problems run a huge risk of leaving you with regret later once what's done is done if you choose to continue to go through with it.

Unless you have the ability of foresight and literally seeing into the future (the psychic ability, not just planning ahead), then one can only judge that they may or may not feel a certain way based on their current mode of thought and feelings. We can say to ourselves "no, I've thought long and hard about this, and I won't regret it. I see myself only being happy from this decision."... it's always a bittersweet thing to think... Many things have ended in disaster because I blinded myself with that thinking.

Learn from the mistakes of others in front of you on this path. Regret often comes to those who think they know everything about their future self.

 

[The Outlaw Torn]

SWG, is that you buddy!?

I likely got this passage the same place he got it from. It was popular all around 4chan and other such places. You can just search for “you will never be a real woman copy” and it will come up. If this to you means that I am someone else then I can’t help it. You can have all the strange theories you want.

 

[The Outlaw Torn]

Oh well thanks for explaining. You didn't have to. I don't hang around 4chan (and other such places) so I wouldn't have known.

I did have to explain because you like to start rumors like this. I was reading on an older post and hilariously enough you said that this individual was an alt account of Jack.

So is this like inception where it’s an account within an account with one puppet master behind it? I wonder who the alt of me will be.

If you were joking then whatever.

 

[Fuchs]

Basic facts, basic reality, and the facts of every piece of DNA in every cell in your entire body. You are a man. There is nothing about this that is opinion, and there is nothing subjective. There is no opinion that exists, only the most basic simple facts.

If you want yourself to look, or dress, or act like a woman, there is nothing wrong with this and you have the freedom to do this. Nobody will stop you from doing this.

But the fact is that it is a man trying to imitate a woman. You are not going to subvert and erase the Universal Law of nature. Your own delusions are not going to overpower all of the universe and force it all to abide by your lies, and your exact opposite of all truth and reality.

Also if OP dies and reincarnates, he will have a penis again, but did live probably half his former live without one (after done surgery), this will be a big hang up.

3 things stay always the same: gender, sexual orientation, race. As the soul was placed/generated in the body according to these. The body is a reflection off the soul.

OP could try this rune working with only 18 reps instead of 111:

2. Intelligence and memory working (color visualised runes and aura yellow)

MANNAZ+LÖGR+ODHAL+PERTHRO (Madur+ Lögur+Odal+Pero norwegian spelled one breath together) x111 reps

"My intelligence and memory are increasing in a healthy and beneficial way for me. I am acquiring knowledge about myself, the runes and the universe now, continuosly and forever." x 18 reps

If that's true, then I will never reincarnate. I don't care if that's impossible, I'm not suffering for eternity when I didn't do anything wrong.

It´s the same with people who commit suicide, they take thear problems to the next live, but can have a weaker body to overcome these. Also something to note, even if you do the surgery on the astral your body is still as it was before, it is the same if someone would have a accident and loose a arm on the astral the arm is still attached. You can in ignorance mutilate your body, but this will not change your soul. We all have to solve our problems in this live or they will follow us.

 

[Aquarius]

SWG, is that you buddy!?

I likely got this passage the same place he got it from. It was popular all around 4chan and other such places. You can just search for “you will never be a real woman copy” and it will come up. If this to you means that I am someone else then I can’t help it. You can have all the strange theories you want.

Oh well thanks for explaining. You didn't have to. I don't hang around 4chan (and other such places) so I wouldn't have known.

I also thought it was him, but then he started promoting rape, incest and other weird things, SWG was a better dude.

 

[Memorie_BE]

Also if OP dies and reincarnates, he will have a penis again, but did live probably half his former live without one (after done surgery), this will be a big hang up.

3 things stay always the same: gender, sexual orientation, race. As the soul was placed/generated in the body according to these. The body is a reflection off the soul.

OP could try this rune working with only 18 reps instead of 111:

2. Intelligence and memory working (color visualised runes and aura yellow)

MANNAZ+LÖGR+ODHAL+PERTHRO (Madur+ Lögur+Odal+Pero norwegian spelled one breath together) x111 reps

"My intelligence and memory are increasing in a healthy and beneficial way for me. I am acquiring knowledge about myself, the runes and the universe now, continuosly and forever." x 18 reps

If that's true, then I will never reincarnate. I don't care if that's impossible, I'm not suffering for eternity when I didn't do anything wrong.

It´s the same with people who commit suicide, they take thear problems to the next live, but can have a weaker body to overcome these. Also something to note, even if you do the surgery on the astral your body is still as it was before, it is the same if someone would have a accident and loose a arm on the astral the arm is still attached. You can in ignorance mutilate your body, but this will not change your soul. We all have to solve our problems in this live or they will follow us.

Unfortunately, these aren't problems that can be solved with consistent meditation, it's engraved into the core of my soul and those problems never go away.

 

[Voice of Enki [SG]]

If that's true, then I will never reincarnate. I don't care if that's impossible, I'm not suffering for eternity when I didn't do anything wrong.

It´s the same with people who commit suicide, they take thear problems to the next live, but can have a weaker body to overcome these. Also something to note, even if you do the surgery on the astral your body is still as it was before, it is the same if someone would have a accident and loose a arm on the astral the arm is still attached. You can in ignorance mutilate your body, but this will not change your soul. We all have to solve our problems in this live or they will follow us.

Unfortunately, these aren't problems that can be solved with consistent meditation, it's engraved into the core of my soul and those problems never go away.

Most people like you think this way, which is why this issue remains and appears impossible to solve.

When you say to yourself this is engraved within the core of your soul and can never go away, you are actively programming this dross to engrave itself upon you, and you are programming your subconscious mind to cement this dross within yourself, making it a perpetual issue that will continue to haunt you until it destroys you.

The first step to overcoming this dross is understanding none of this is cemented within yourself and realizing it is a blockage which can be cleared as you realize your true self and try to advance as a living being.


Meteor understands a little about this process, as they have recently started clearing their dross related to this which has seemed impossible to them previously.

After a lot of counsel and advice from people here, he finally realized the answers to overcome these doubts and harmful beliefs about his self lie within and that these can be overcome through self-reflection and self-realization, opening your perception up to your true self which has been neglected and overshadowed by the false and clouded perceptions the mind clung to desperately due to the dross upon the soul.

Willful ignorance on your true self and rejection of reality caused by dross of the mind and soul are what makes one feel and believe as you do.

Don't reinforce these lies you tell to yourself, as you only suffer under it until it ends you.

Life is to lived, and the purpose of life is to advance and grow, not to perpetually degrade itself and reject itself until nothing of it remains.

Life is to seek eternal expansion and everlasting existence.

Not to jump of a cliff because you believe the ground below is a better place to be, remaining willfully ignorant of the fact this act only ends in your demise because you let your beliefs cloud the reality before you. Accept it as it is no matter how uncomfortable you think it, and move on from there to seek improvement and to grow positively.

That is part of what being an Zevism entails.

To seek understanding on life and all aspects of the self, in order to overcome life's hurdles and challenges and to master the reality we find ourselves in so nothing may impede our rise to Godhood, not even our own selves.

Ave Zeus!

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

Unfortunately, these aren't problems that can be solved with consistent meditation, it's engraved into the core of my soul and those problems never go away.

You have the ability to create a much larger amount of change than you are now able to imagine. There is zero possibility for your soul to ever be anything other than a man, and even the gods can't change this about you.

But all of your problem and all of your pain, this is something that can be completely healed and removed. And when you work consistently to heal yourself, the change becomes exponential. At first it will feel like nothing is changing, but after enough time you will be completely healed and completely comfortable. You will have no pain, and you will be comfortable with who you are. All of this is possible, and it is not even difficult. You do not need to do a large or difficult amount of work, you just have to do some small or medium amount of work every day. Workings to clean your soul, workings to accept yourself, and removing all curses. If you just do a small amount of these three things every day, in a few months from now all of your pain and discomfort will be solidly in the process of being removed, and a large amount of it will already be gone. You will feel a weight be removed from you, and you will feel like a completely new person. You will be comfortable with yourself, and you will love yourself.

And I am sure that it would not even take too much time for you to start feeling this. Your ability to heal yourself is infinitely larger than anything you can imagine, especially when the gods are helping you. And this is the entire purpose for all of us being here, to heal ourselves.

If you keep going on the path you are on now, and you keep working in a poisonous and self destructive way, it will not end well for you. Just the same way as we have infinite ability to heal ourselves, we also have the infinite ability to hurt ourselves. And there is no limit to how deeply you are able to hurt and injure yourself if that is what you want to do.

You have no ability to interfere with the cycle of reincarnation. This is a direct law of nature. You have absolutely no ability to kill your soul, or to stop yourself from reincarnating. No matter how deeply you injure and hurt your soul, you will always keep reincarnating. And in each lifetime, your pain will only be multiplied by what it was in the previous lifetime. This is the same reason why suicide is absolutely the wrong idea and should never be done. Because whatever pain the person was in in that moment, it will only be multiplied larger in the next life.

The way to stop this pain is to work on healing yourself, and work on appreciating yourself. The same way that a painful person's pain multiplies in each lifetime, a happy and healthy person's strength and blessings are also multiplied larger in each lifetime. And as you work on healing yourself, all of the pain is removed from your soul, and your next lifetime will start from a point of being happy and comfortable. You will have no pain or unhappiness in your next lifetime if you do the work now in healing yourself.

Just know that the effect of your actions are exponential. Whatever you do in this life, the same thing will be infinitely larger in your next life. You do not want to spend this lifetime by continuing to hate yourself. If you spend one hour today on a working to love and accept yourself, and to remove all curses and pain, this one hour of work will result in many years of pain being removed from your future. As the energy accumulation is exponential, the input of effort in healing yourself really is multiplied by many years of effect.

 

[Memorie_BE]

It´s the same with people who commit suicide, they take thear problems to the next live, but can have a weaker body to overcome these. Also something to note, even if you do the surgery on the astral your body is still as it was before, it is the same if someone would have a accident and loose a arm on the astral the arm is still attached. You can in ignorance mutilate your body, but this will not change your soul. We all have to solve our problems in this live or they will follow us.

Unfortunately, these aren't problems that can be solved with consistent meditation, it's engraved into the core of my soul and those problems never go away.

Most people like you think this way, which is why this issue remains and appears impossible to solve.

When you say to yourself this is engraved within the core of your soul and can never go away, you are actively programming this dross to engrave itself upon you, and you are programming your subconscious mind to cement this dross within yourself, making it a perpetual issue that will continue to haunt you until it destroys you.

The first step to overcoming this dross is understanding none of this is cemented within yourself and realizing it is a blockage which can be cleared as you realize your true self and try to advance as a living being.


Meteor understands a little about this process, as they have recently started clearing their dross related to this which has seemed impossible to them previously.

After a lot of counsel and advice from people here, he finally realized the answers to overcome these doubts and harmful beliefs about his self lie within and that these can be overcome through self-reflection and self-realization, opening your perception up to your true self which has been neglected and overshadowed by the false and clouded perceptions the mind clung to desperately due to the dross upon the soul.

Willful ignorance on your true self and rejection of reality caused by dross of the mind and soul are what makes one feel and believe as you do.

Don't reinforce these lies you tell to yourself, as you only suffer under it until it ends you.

Life is to lived, and the purpose of life is to advance and grow, not to perpetually degrade itself and reject itself until nothing of it remains.

Life is to seek eternal expansion and everlasting existence.

Not to jump of a cliff because you believe the ground below is a better place to be, remaining willfully ignorant of the fact this act only ends in your demise because you let your beliefs cloud the reality before you. Accept it as it is no matter how uncomfortable you think it, and move on from there to seek improvement and to grow positively.

That is part of what being an Zevism entails.

To seek understanding on life and all aspects of the self, in order to overcome life's hurdles and challenges and to master the reality we find ourselves in so nothing may impede our rise to Godhood, not even our own selves.

Ave Zeus!

But who's to say that's really true? As someone who experiences these emotions and problems personally, I can make more authentic conclusions with how and why it effects me. I see it as apart of my core personality just like how sexuality is and you can't change your deeper identity without damaging yourself immensely. I understand that you can change a lot of things about yourself, but I strongly believe that if I ever change the way I feel about myself gender-wise, I would be committing identity suicide and that is arguably a worse fate then death. I mean, it would be the equivalent of you having to live as the opposite sex and gender for eternity and having to learn to be okay with it. Most people would see that as a curse.

 

[Username]

Hi Melodie. After reading your post, you seem like someone curious who approaches things with an open mind and without any bias as seen from your approach on different religions. You also seem someone intelligent as frankly, I couldn't understand the first half of the paragraph about validating idea's existence and what not but definitely know that its something very intellectual and beyond my reach of comprehension. Perhaps you could explain it to me, actually could you explain it to me ? This part particularly:

"since they are considered unfalsifiable and only validated more by the idea's existence, though I don't strafe too far into the skepticism rabbit hole"

I am not smart so could you explain it in simple terms ? Anyways, so I see that you plan on getting a gender surgery. To be honest, as like others, I also recommend strongly against it. Not because of mental health issues only but actual physical complications too.

Please watch this video:
https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/transgender-surgery!-totally-worth-it*:a

Whether you get the surgery or not, this video above should be helpful as it talks about trans people's experience/physical complications after surgery. According to one of the transgender people, his doc quoted a 50% chances of developing complications.

Frankly finding any video that correctly explained actual physical complications regarding transgender surgery was quite hard, especially so late at night and after not having proper sleep for days. However, using my inspiration and admiration towards you as a fuel, I finally found it so that whether you get the surgery or not, at least this video will inform you on what you are getting yourself into.

Mental pain aside, just the thought of having a person go through such physical pain and tens of surgeries to change their gender is not worth it in my opinion. One of the person in the video went through 50 surgeries which even made the doctor lost in thought and contemplating. Although the last two trans people talk about how all the torturous pain was worth it, you can see the self denial due to pain and regret in their eyes.

It would hurt me to see you go through such physical pain. Adding onto the mental pain, its just not worth it in my opinion. Also, see how the transgender people adapt after post op in these two videos:

Part 1: https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/nullo-%E2%80%9Ci-wanna-be-castrated%E2%80%9D-extreme:b
Part 2: https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/nullo-%E2%80%A2-asexual,-agender-part-2-of-2:0

There are also other videos on her channel which explain the experiences about people both before and after getting the surgeries. I highly recommend you to watch them as it would be beneficial to you. My reason for you wanting to avoid the surgery is simple. It is because I simply do not want you to go through such physical pain and complications. It would hurt me extremely so, to see you go through such pain. I do not want you to live a life where you have to wake up 5 times at night just to be unable to pee, all the while seeing your family's best effort to comfort you despite their pain as seen in the video. The family's sadness is apparent in their eyes despite their best attempt at hiding them. The whole experience is painful not only for the one who is getting the surgery but the family overall. 50% chance of complications is just not worth it.

So please, whether you get the surgeries or not, at least watch those videos. I admire you and I do not want you to be paining 24x7. I look forward to your reply after you have watched at least the above three videos. My head is paining now and its late at night as I type this with deep emotions. Goodnight, oh I mean Good morning/afternoon/evening etc whatever the time is there. I look forward to your reply. Take care.

 

[Memorie_BE]

Hi Melodie. After reading your post, you seem like someone curious who approaches things with an open mind and without any bias as seen from your approach on different religions. You also seem someone intelligent as frankly, I couldn't understand the first half of the paragraph about validating idea's existence and what not but definitely know that its something very intellectual and beyond my reach of comprehension. Perhaps you could explain it to me, actually could you explain it to me ? This part particularly:

"since they are considered unfalsifiable and only validated more by the idea's existence, though I don't strafe too far into the skepticism rabbit hole"

I am not smart so could you explain it in simple terms ? Anyways, so I see that you plan on getting a gender surgery. To be honest, as like others, I also recommend strongly against it. Not because of mental health issues only but actual physical complications too.

Please watch this video:
https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/transgender-surgery!-totally-worth-it*:a

Whether you get the surgery or not, this video above should be helpful as it talks about trans people's experience/physical complications after surgery. According to one of the transgender people, his doc quoted a 50% chances of developing complications.

Frankly finding any video that correctly explained actual physical complications regarding transgender surgery was quite hard, especially so late at night and after not having proper sleep for days. However, using my inspiration and admiration towards you as a fuel, I finally found it so that whether you get the surgery or not, at least this video will inform you on what you are getting yourself into.

Mental pain aside, just the thought of having a person go through such physical pain and tens of surgeries to change their gender is not worth it in my opinion. One of the person in the video went through 50 surgeries which even made the doctor lost in thought and contemplating. Although the last two trans people talk about how all the torturous pain was worth it, you can see the self denial due to pain and regret in their eyes.

It would hurt me to see you go through such physical pain. Adding onto the mental pain, its just not worth it in my opinion. Also, see how the transgender people adapt after post op in these two videos:

Part 1: https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/nullo-%E2%80%9Ci-wanna-be-castrated%E2%80%9D-extreme:b
Part 2: https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/nullo-%E2%80%A2-asexual,-agender-part-2-of-2:0

There are also other videos on her channel which explain the experiences about people both before and after getting the surgeries. I highly recommend you to watch them as it would be beneficial to you. My reason for you wanting to avoid the surgery is simple. It is because I simply do not want you to go through such physical pain and complications. It would hurt me extremely so, to see you go through such pain. I do not want you to live a life where you have to wake up 5 times at night just to be unable to pee, all the while seeing your family's best effort to comfort you despite their pain as seen in the video. The family's sadness is apparent in their eyes despite their best attempt at hiding them. The whole experience is painful not only for the one who is getting the surgery but the family overall. 50% chance of complications is just not worth it.

So please, whether you get the surgeries or not, at least watch those videos. I admire you and I do not want you to be paining 24x7. I look forward to your reply after you have watched at least the above three videos. My head is paining now and its late at night as I type this with deep emotions. Goodnight, oh I mean Good morning/afternoon/evening etc whatever the time is there. I look forward to your reply. Take care.

To explain what I mean here: "since they are considered unfalsifiable and only validated more by the idea's existence, though I don't strafe too far into the skepticism rabbit hole", I'm saying that the existence of a concept that can't be proven wrong is only validated by how the idea exists in the first place. For example, the idea a soul can't be falsified; you would need some kind of method of seeing if someone has a soul and if a soul didn't exist, then a method like that couldn't either because there wouldn't be something to look for. That being said, the idea of a soul exists for a reason; it's an idea that makes sense and is something that can sensibly explain how people exist.

Also, I'm am well aware of the complications, it's one of the first things you're told when browsing the certain surgery methods. Some methods have more complications than others and some can be more painful. Probably the two universal complications that most of the surgeries share would probably be a slight risk of infection and the certainty of having to dilate for life (having to stick a rod up there so that it doesn't heal together). Other risks of certain surgeries can include prolapse, inner hair growth, damaged tissue and just being botched in general. Thankfully, the technique I'm looking forward too has minimal risk and is performed by two of the best surgeons around. My technique can also count intercourse as dilation after a few months too.

The risks wouldn't really turn me away that much neither as I just really want to rid myself of this parasitic Medusa hair (mind my euphemism).

 

[Henu the Great]

The risks wouldn't really turn me away that much neither as I just really want to rid myself of this parasitic Medusa hair (mind my euphemism).

Spiritual and mental issues will not be resolved like this.

Next lifetime you will be born as a man once more, and then you would have accumulated extra karma from mutilated body. Which means more problems.

0/10, do not recommend.

Instead, the spritual methods that have been relayed to you on this topic, I would recommend. Along with steady meditation routine. This way you can resolve whatever that is ailing you and continue better off to the next lifetime.

 

[Fuchs]

It´s the same with people who commit suicide, they take thear problems to the next live, but can have a weaker body to overcome these. Also something to note, even if you do the surgery on the astral your body is still as it was before, it is the same if someone would have a accident and loose a arm on the astral the arm is still attached. You can in ignorance mutilate your body, but this will not change your soul. We all have to solve our problems in this live or they will follow us.

Unfortunately, these aren't problems that can be solved with consistent meditation, it's engraved into the core of my soul and those problems never go away.

Most people like you think this way, which is why this issue remains and appears impossible to solve.

When you say to yourself this is engraved within the core of your soul and can never go away, you are actively programming this dross to engrave itself upon you, and you are programming your subconscious mind to cement this dross within yourself, making it a perpetual issue that will continue to haunt you until it destroys you.

The first step to overcoming this dross is understanding none of this is cemented within yourself and realizing it is a blockage which can be cleared as you realize your true self and try to advance as a living being.


Meteor understands a little about this process, as they have recently started clearing their dross related to this which has seemed impossible to them previously.

After a lot of counsel and advice from people here, he finally realized the answers to overcome these doubts and harmful beliefs about his self lie within and that these can be overcome through self-reflection and self-realization, opening your perception up to your true self which has been neglected and overshadowed by the false and clouded perceptions the mind clung to desperately due to the dross upon the soul.

Willful ignorance on your true self and rejection of reality caused by dross of the mind and soul are what makes one feel and believe as you do.

Don't reinforce these lies you tell to yourself, as you only suffer under it until it ends you.

Life is to lived, and the purpose of life is to advance and grow, not to perpetually degrade itself and reject itself until nothing of it remains.

Life is to seek eternal expansion and everlasting existence.

Not to jump of a cliff because you believe the ground below is a better place to be, remaining willfully ignorant of the fact this act only ends in your demise because you let your beliefs cloud the reality before you. Accept it as it is no matter how uncomfortable you think it, and move on from there to seek improvement and to grow positively.

That is part of what being an Zevism entails.

To seek understanding on life and all aspects of the self, in order to overcome life's hurdles and challenges and to master the reality we find ourselves in so nothing may impede our rise to Godhood, not even our own selves.

Ave Zeus!

I realy liked your sentence: Life is to seek eternal expansion and everlasting existence.

About OP, even if your birth chart would indicate that you have troube with your sexuality, you could do a venus square and change the "core/birthchart" who you are, because our birthcharts reflect our being.

 

[Memorie_BE]

The risks wouldn't really turn me away that much neither as I just really want to rid myself of this parasitic Medusa hair (mind my euphemism).

Spiritual and mental issues will not be resolved like this.

Next lifetime you will be born as a man once more, and then you would have accumulated extra karma from mutilated body. Which means more problems.

0/10, do not recommend.

Instead, the spritual methods that have been relayed to you on this topic, I would recommend. Along with steady meditation routine. This way you can resolve whatever that is ailing you and continue better off to the next lifetime.

I don't really care. I'll keep doing it until the Gods take the hint. I'm not gonna sit here and let the universe decide who I can and cannot be. I would literally rather be erased than be trapped as this sex for eternity.

I am my own person and I decide who I am. If karma's against that, then I don't want to live in this universe; it's that simple.

 

[Username]

Regarding the use of a medical transition to permanently alter gender expression, I think the precise nuances regarding this will be better understood in the future. That will sort itself out, so I'm not here to argue about that anymore. I understand if there are people who feel icky about this based on principles or just instinctively, so I don't intend to pressure anyone to applaud my decisions. However, I'm glad I have the freedom to make them. At least for me personally, it's something that I need to live my life to the fullest, even now that I no longer actively feel distressed by any part of my body. You can call me a transhumanist for this, but as long as people aren't forced or pressured to do such things, I don't think it's inherently wrong to rely on external means to improve quality of life. Of course, sustainable change from within is ideal, but I shan't judge others for relying on a crutch, nor shall I judge myself for it.

Since it tends to freak people out, I'll only bring it up anymore for the sake of being informative.

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Just because you have a mouth doesn't mean that you can go on blabbering whatever the fuck you want. Ignorance is better bled on the self than the group and best bled on no one else. Do you know the complications arising from transgender surgery ? Do you really know what kind of surgery is done and how much it has cost other people ? Don't bother answering. See these videos.

Complications:
https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/transgender-surgery!-totally-worth-it*:a

Life after surgery:
https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/nullo-%E2%80%9Ci-wanna-be-castrated%E2%80%9D-extreme:b
https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/nullo-%E2%80%A2-asexual,-agender-part-2-of-2:0

You can of course choose to explore the other videos there on this topic.

One of the person in the video had 50 fucking surgeries but his sutures kept rupturing again and again until his groin turned blue due to poor blood circulation. People who got the surgery wake up 5 times or more at night just to be unable to pee. They insert a fucking rod where the penis was just so that the make believe 'vagina' doesn't heal itself and close off. Any trans surgery has a 50% chance of arising complications and many trans from tiktokers have an average of 10 surgery to stabilize their state. The first one is the actual delusional gender change surgery and the rest 9 are damage control.

The people who supposedly turn into a male need a fucking machine to get the fake penis erect. I just can't seem to understand how you can have such a light hearted attitude to something so serious.
Most of all there's a chance that they might never orgasm ever in their life.

It has been said in the forums that those who abstain from orgasm destroy their soul for forever. No future reincarnations. Imagine wanting to orgasm but being unable to. The kind of consequences it will have on soul if it is denied something so basic, equivalent to food and water.
Again, just because you have a mouth doesn't mean that you can keep on blabbering whatever the fuck you want. Realize the consequences of your actions and what impact it might have on any confused people including the OP.

However, I'm glad I have the freedom to make them. At least for me personally, it's something that I need to live my life to the fullest, even now that I no longer actively feel distressed by any part of my body.

Any confused soul like OP doesn't need to know about your delusional sense of freedom. Them reading what you wrote can have severe damaging consequences to his/her life.

I think the precise nuances regarding this will be better understood in the future.

Is that so ? Why don't you explain it here and now ? I want to see just what kind of nuances there is that we are too ignorant to understand it right now.

You can call me a transhumanist for this, but as long as people aren't forced or pressured to do such things, I don't think it's inherently wrong to rely on external means to improve quality of life.

No, the only thing I will call you is a delusionalist. Whatever the fuck do you mean by relying on external means to improve quality of life ? How exactly does one go one improving their quality of life after getting a surgery which has a 50 % chance of complications and pushed by those fucking disgusting repulsive all thing negative hooked nose quark of shit disgusting disgrace of a carbon composition trying to disguise itself as a lifeform ? I see zero pro's in doing this surgery and only cons.

'll only bring it up anymore for the sake of being informative.

Very informative indeed. (Insert sarcasm)

I took their words to heart, and decided to just be my own kind of man, dressing however I like and using hormones and surgery to make my body more the way I want it to be. But somewhere along the way, something strange started happening: even though I'm obviously just a somewhat feminine man, everywhere I go, people keep referring to me with words like "she" or "miss" or "ma'am".
Are they making fun of me?!

You can no longer define yourself to be just a somewhat feminine man when you are already somewhere along the way in using hormones and surgery to make my body more the way I want it to be. Therefore, everywhere you go, people refer to you as miss or ma'am not because you are just a somewhat feminine man but someone who appears to be a female from outside due to hormones and surgery. I do not judge those men in calling you she or ma'am because I myself would call you she had I seen your feminine appearance due to hormones, surgeries and perhaps clothes. Again, I won't call you a transhumanist but a delusionalist. No Zevism or people reading this should take any kind of advice or inspiration from a delusionalist such as him or whatever he believes himself to be.

When I try to use the men's restroom, people yell at me that I'm in the wrong bathroom and tell me to get out, and my husband even told me not to do that anymore because it's dangerous, and to use the women's instead? But that doesn't make any sense! I'm obviously a man, and I'll never be a woman, no matter how people try to push that on me!

Again, they mistook you for a female due to surgeries and hormones. You call yourself obviously a man but feign obliviousness to the fact that you have taken surgeries and hormones to appear female. It is not that they push any sort of 'female' role to you but just that you delude yourself into thinking you are special and that people can't help but push this 'female' role onto you as if they are not busy already with their hectic life. They just mistook you for a female because you appeared to be so from the outside, not because they somehow sixth sensed that you were a female despite them supposedly having seen the self image you have of yourself inside your head where you are but a simple man. In truth though, outwardly you appeared to be a female. I won't deny that I too would call a woman walking by the side of street to be a female but I might not know if she is really a woman but not a man like you having used surgeries and hormones to appear as a female.

There's no way people are really this delusional, right?

There's no way you are really this delusional, right?

I think it's a conspiracy of sorts,

I think it's a delusion of sorts

but so many people seem to be in on it.

but only I seem to be in on it.

To be perfectly honest, I haven't been referred to as "he" or "sir" by anyone for years.

Hormones, surgeries and outward female appearance due to delusion.

Maybe the government is in on it too?

Lol.

Meteor, wake up. You have to wake up and face reality. Ask for help from both here and from the Gods. Perhaps, I have been to harsh on you above. I won't deny that its due to pure anger and is not meant to be productive anger that will propel you to advancement even though it might. I hope that at least this should serve as a good wake up call to you. Also, watch those video and think twice before putting forward a neutral attitude towards such an unnatural surgery.

If you want to flame me and call all sorts of bad things to me then go ahead, I don't mind. But after that, face reality and search for the truth. Ask for help from the Gods and from us too, then accelerate your advancement thereafter. Do not hesitate to quote me if you have any complaints or want to seek advice or just want to curse at me.

 

[Aquarius]

Regarding the use of a medical transition to permanently alter gender expression, I think the precise nuances regarding this will be better understood in the future. That will sort itself out, so I'm not here to argue about that anymore. I understand if there are people who feel icky about this based on principles or just instinctively, so I don't intend to pressure anyone to applaud my decisions. However, I'm glad I have the freedom to make them. At least for me personally, it's something that I need to live my life to the fullest, even now that I no longer actively feel distressed by any part of my body. You can call me a transhumanist for this, but as long as people aren't forced or pressured to do such things, I don't think it's inherently wrong to rely on external means to improve quality of life. Of course, sustainable change from within is ideal, but I shan't judge others for relying on a crutch, nor shall I judge myself for it.

Since it tends to freak people out, I'll only bring it up anymore for the sake of being informative.

--------------------

Just because you have a mouth doesn't mean that you can go on blabbering whatever the fuck you want. Ignorance is better bled on the self than the group and best bled on no one else. Do you know the complications arising from transgender surgery ? Do you really know what kind of surgery is done and how much it has cost other people ? Don't bother answering. See these videos.

Complications:
https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/transgender-surgery!-totally-worth-it*:a

Life after surgery:
https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/nullo-%E2%80%9Ci-wanna-be-castrated%E2%80%9D-extreme:b
https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/nullo-%E2%80%A2-asexual,-agender-part-2-of-2:0

You can of course choose to explore the other videos there on this topic.

One of the person in the video had 50 fucking surgeries but his sutures kept rupturing again and again until his groin turned blue due to poor blood circulation. People who got the surgery wake up 5 times or more at night just to be unable to pee. They insert a fucking rod where the penis was just so that the make believe 'vagina' doesn't heal itself and close off. Any trans surgery has a 50% chance of arising complications and many trans from tiktokers have an average of 10 surgery to stabilize their state. The first one is the actual delusional gender change surgery and the rest 9 are damage control.

The people who supposedly turn into a male need a fucking machine to get the fake penis erect. I just can't seem to understand how you can have such a light hearted attitude to something so serious.
Most of all there's a chance that they might never orgasm ever in their life.

It has been said in the forums that those who abstain from orgasm destroy their soul for forever. No future reincarnations. Imagine wanting to orgasm but being unable to. The kind of consequences it will have on soul if it is denied something so basic, equivalent to food and water.
Again, just because you have a mouth doesn't mean that you can keep on blabbering whatever the fuck you want. Realize the consequences of your actions and what impact it might have on any confused people including the OP.

However, I'm glad I have the freedom to make them. At least for me personally, it's something that I need to live my life to the fullest, even now that I no longer actively feel distressed by any part of my body.

Any confused soul like OP doesn't need to know about your delusional sense of freedom. Them reading what you wrote can have severe damaging consequences to his/her life.

I think the precise nuances regarding this will be better understood in the future.

Is that so ? Why don't you explain it here and now ? I want to see just what kind of nuances there is that we are too ignorant to understand it right now.

You can call me a transhumanist for this, but as long as people aren't forced or pressured to do such things, I don't think it's inherently wrong to rely on external means to improve quality of life.

No, the only thing I will call you is a delusionalist. Whatever the fuck do you mean by relying on external means to improve quality of life ? How exactly does one go one improving their quality of life after getting a surgery which has a 50 % chance of complications and pushed by those fucking disgusting repulsive all thing negative hooked nose quark of shit disgusting disgrace of a carbon composition trying to disguise itself as a lifeform ? I see zero pro's in doing this surgery and only cons.

'll only bring it up anymore for the sake of being informative.

Very informative indeed. (Insert sarcasm)

I took their words to heart, and decided to just be my own kind of man, dressing however I like and using hormones and surgery to make my body more the way I want it to be. But somewhere along the way, something strange started happening: even though I'm obviously just a somewhat feminine man, everywhere I go, people keep referring to me with words like "she" or "miss" or "ma'am".
Are they making fun of me?!

You can no longer define yourself to be just a somewhat feminine man when you are already somewhere along the way in using hormones and surgery to make my body more the way I want it to be. Therefore, everywhere you go, people refer to you as miss or ma'am not because you are just a somewhat feminine man but someone who appears to be a female from outside due to hormones and surgery. I do not judge those men in calling you she or ma'am because I myself would call you she had I seen your feminine appearance due to hormones, surgeries and perhaps clothes. Again, I won't call you a transhumanist but a delusionalist. No Zevism or people reading this should take any kind of advice or inspiration from a delusionalist such as him or whatever he believes himself to be.

When I try to use the men's restroom, people yell at me that I'm in the wrong bathroom and tell me to get out, and my husband even told me not to do that anymore because it's dangerous, and to use the women's instead? But that doesn't make any sense! I'm obviously a man, and I'll never be a woman, no matter how people try to push that on me!

Again, they mistook you for a female due to surgeries and hormones. You call yourself obviously a man but feign obliviousness to the fact that you have taken surgeries and hormones to appear female. It is not that they push any sort of 'female' role to you but just that you delude yourself into thinking you are special and that people can't help but push this 'female' role onto you as if they are not busy already with their hectic life. They just mistook you for a female because you appeared to be so from the outside, not because they somehow sixth sensed that you were a female despite them supposedly having seen the self image you have of yourself inside your head where you are but a simple man. In truth though, outwardly you appeared to be a female. I won't deny that I too would call a woman walking by the side of street to be a female but I might not know if she is really a woman but not a man like you having used surgeries and hormones to appear as a female.

There's no way people are really this delusional, right?

There's no way you are really this delusional, right?

I think it's a conspiracy of sorts,

I think it's a delusion of sorts

but so many people seem to be in on it.

but only I seem to be in on it.

To be perfectly honest, I haven't been referred to as "he" or "sir" by anyone for years.

Hormones, surgeries and outward female appearance due to delusion.

Maybe the government is in on it too?

Lol.

Meteor, wake up. You have to wake up and face reality. Ask for help from both here and from the Gods. Perhaps, I have been to harsh on you above. I won't deny that its due to pure anger and is not meant to be productive anger that will propel you to advancement even though it might. I hope that at least this should serve as a good wake up call to you. Also, watch those video and think twice before putting forward a neutral attitude towards such an unnatural surgery.

If you want to flame me and call all sorts of bad things to me then go ahead, I don't mind. But after that, face reality and search for the truth. Ask for help from the Gods and from us too, then accelerate your advancement thereafter. Do not hesitate to quote me if you have any complaints or want to seek advice or just want to curse at me.

The good heart of many people here has made them go on for months on trying to help this individual. At this point it's just a waste of words and time. He'll most likely regret it and become part of one of those transgender suicide statistics, oh well, not a great loss for society. Personally, I'd ban him so that people may stop wasting time on him, but the modus operandi of the moderators is different, I hope they come to realize how letting this sick dude write these blocks of text can affect negatively the people reading it, especially the more naive ones.

 

[Username]

To explain what I mean here: "since they are considered unfalsifiable and only validated more by the idea's existence, though I don't strafe too far into the skepticism rabbit hole", I'm saying that the existence of a concept that can't be proven wrong is only validated by how the idea exists in the first place. For example, the idea a soul can't be falsified; you would need some kind of method of seeing if someone has a soul and if a soul didn't exist, then a method like that couldn't either because there wouldn't be something to look for. That being said, the idea of a soul exists for a reason; it's an idea that makes sense and is something that can sensibly explain how people exist.

Also, I'm am well aware of the complications, it's one of the first things you're told when browsing the certain surgery methods. Some methods have more complications than others and some can be more painful. Probably the two universal complications that most of the surgeries share would probably be a slight risk of infection and the certainty of having to dilate for life (having to stick a rod up there so that it doesn't heal together). Other risks of certain surgeries can include prolapse, inner hair growth, damaged tissue and just being botched in general. Thankfully, the technique I'm looking forward too has minimal risk and is performed by two of the best surgeons around. My technique can also count intercourse as dilation after a few months too.

The risks wouldn't really turn me away that much neither as I just really want to rid myself of this parasitic Medusa hair (mind my euphemism).

Look, the only thing I see in the future if you take down this road is misery and pain and nothing much else. Perhaps they did not tell you probably under pressure for money but there's a certain chance you might never be able to orgasm in your life due to the alterations you might make to your body. Denying your soul of orgasm is equivalent to denying yourself of life. I do not mean life in a vague manner but in a literal sense. You will die for forever and you will not be able to reincarnate in the future for another life. You say you know all about the complications but do you ? Perhaps there's a new trans surgery method, if so inform me of its name. The name of the procedure of the surgery.

By the way did you watch all the videos that I highly recommended you to watch or did you skip or skim them due to self denial or a closed up mindset. Perhaps you considered yourself to be all knowing and didn't feel the need to watch them ? Either way I again recommend you to watch them in full.

https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/transgender-surgery!-totally-worth-it*:a
https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/nullo-%E2%80%9Ci-wanna-be-castrated%E2%80%9D-extreme:b
https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/nullo-%E2%80%A2-asexual,-agender-part-2-of-2:0
https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/%F0%9F%8F%B3%EF%B8%8F%E2%80%8D%E2%9A%A7%EF%B8%8F-trans-euphoria,-detrans:4
https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/conversion-therapy-and-medical:4
https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/based-gender-critical:2
https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/transaggression-the-case-of-karen-white:d
https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/%E2%80%9Cis-that-a-boy-or-a-girl-%E2%80%9D-children:5
https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/pregnant-trans-%E2%80%9Cdad%E2%80%9D-has-emotional:5

Sexual functioning after transition:
https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/sexual-functioning-after-transition:a
https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/sexual-functioning-and-transition-buck:1

The Human Female Experience Males can never ‘Identify’ With'
https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/the-human-female-experience-males-can:1
https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/no,-a-male-on-cross-sex-hormones-is-not:3
https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/%E2%80%98trans-men%E2%80%99-and-the-sexualized:6
https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/the-genetically-encoded-male-experience:0

If you have the time to make such a major life changing and life threatening decision then you must also have time to watch the above videos. Do not consider them as merely videos suggested to change your mind but to aware you of actually what exactly you are getting into. Watch all of those videos with an open mind and without any bias like how you were in the beginning of the first paragraph of your very first post.

After this surgery:
1. You might never be able to orgasm. You will weaken your soul so much to the extent that you might not be able to reincarnate in the future.

2. You might have to wake up many a times at night just to be unable to pee.

3. I don't know what the new method of this surgery is called but the average trans tiktokers still go through ten surgery to stabilize their state. The first one is gender change and the rest 9 are damage control.

4. You are probably underestimating the risk of infection. One of the person in that video went through 50 fucking surgeries due to infection from sutures. Assuming that the risks are low but if you end up with that low chances, are you prepared to go through tens of damage control surgeries just because you found your medusa hair too annoying ? Is it really worth it?

5. Your family will be shunned and ostracized by the society. You can say fuck society all you want but you will never be able to change the fact that human beings are social animals in that your family will also want to socialize with other people as its a basic human need. However, they will fall into a depression if everywhere they go, people will inwardly look down on them with contempt. Perhaps they might lie about you but this too will take a mental toll on them. In front of you, they will say 'No worries, we support you!' However, inwardly they might be suffering and very reluctant like the families in the video wiping their tears seeing their son/daughter in pain. Perhaps they might really support you but I ask you, do you support them ? This is not worth it. Think about your closed ones too.

Why do you think that so many are taking out time out of their busy hectic life to advise you ? Its because they care about you as a fellow human being and know that the path you are walking into is one of annihilation of the soul. Listen to us this once and you will endlessly thank us in the future from keeping you from going down this path. I for one do not want you to damage yourself to such an extent that it might take several lifetimes to heal if such number of lifetimes is even possible in the first place.

I will tell you how I personally feel. I feel pain and hurt seeing you go down a path that I know will lead to a dark permanent end. The pain arises from yelling the most loudest but the recipient not hearing what I convey and ultimately dooming himself permanently. Put yourself in my shoes, how would you feel if I walked a path of no return but you unable to being save me from it as you know what lies at the end of this path. If you are a fellow human being and not a Yehubor, then the answer would probably be pain and frustration.

If you care about my care for you and others too, please don't do this surgery. Its really not worth it. Perhaps you are still adamant about this surgery even after hearing all the above, in that case all I ask for you is to delay it for a year. Do the dedication ritual to Lord Satan and start meditating. If you still want to perform the surgery after a year of dedication and meditation, then I swear I won't stop you.
That's all.

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

Also I should say that if somebody gets this kind of surgery, the physical trauma of this horrifying injury will imprint onto his soul and will stay with him. When he reincarnates in the next lifetime, he will be extremely likely to have some kind of horrible physical deformity. Maybe you will have no legs, or have little twisted up legs that are unusable. Maybe a heart deformity like a hole in his heart. Organs might be formed on the outside of the body instead of inside. There might be no hands, or no arms.

All of these kinds of things become like a million times more likely to happen to you if you create the imprint onto your soul of some horrible deformity. And don't tell me any dumb thing like it's not a horrible deformity if you want to do it. There is nothing emotional about this, it is directly related to the circulation of energy paths through your body. Which can be thought of in the same way as circulation of blood through your body. It is directly related to the health and condition of your body. No amount of mental insanity is enough to overcome the natural reaction that the soul has to receiving such a horrible injury.

There are also other people who have fantasies about removing their body parts, and some of them do it. Fantasizing for years about cutting off a foot or an arm, and then one day they do it. There was a guy who cut off his legs with a circular saw after years of fantasizing about doing it, and had to call 911 to send an ambulance to stop the bleeding and bring him to the hospital. But he was very happy about what he did, and he did not have any regret. You can find articles about this and you can listen to the 911 call. This guy was proud of what he did, and he said he will have a happy life now.

What about this guy is different from yourself? You think you have any kind of valid reason that this guy doesn't have? No, both of you are exactly the same kind of insanity. The only difference is you haven't done it yet and you still have a chance to not do it. Other than that, your situation is identical with his. This guy would not be encouraged to cut off his legs. An anorexic person would not be encouraged to starve themself.

So why is your problem the only type of dysmorphia that is actually encouraged? Because the Yehubor doctors, and Yehubor psychologists, and Yehubor media, all of them hate you and they want to hurt you as deeply as they can. And it is just a joke to them. The unhuman Yehubor ghoul surgeon just loves to mutilate people, in any other lifetime he would have been a serial killer but he found a job that actually pays him a lot of money to be a serial killer and cut people up in the most gruesome and disgusting ways. And as he is doing it, he is only laughing at you. You mean nothing to him other than just another victim to play with.

The yehuborim write endless books and plans about wanting to extinct our people. They want to erase about 7.5 Billion people, and only leave 500 million slaves to serve them. And everything they do is for this goal. As the serial killer mutilates your body in the most horrible way, all yehuborim are celebrating because it is another person destroyed and another person who will never have any children. Another step closer to the 7.5 Billion that they plan for. You mean nothing to them, and that is why they are so happy and so proud to encourage your confusion, encourage your mental problems, and encourage you to physically destroy yourself.

And you come here and see that we are not going along with insanity. We are not encouraging you to destroy yourself. And instead, we are begging you to do meditations to remove curses from your soul, heal yourself, and remove all pain. We are begging you to live while the yehuborim encourage you to die. Do you even wonder what this difference is? It is because we are your people! You are a child of our people and a member of our shared racial soul. We beg you to live. We beg you to remove your pain, and to build comfort within yourself. We beg you to remove curses from yourself, and to heal from the curses that had hurt you. Satan is Life, and we beg you to come to life.


If you are going to do anything, or if you are going to make any kind of choice, the minimum responsibility for you to have would be to have it so your own self is choosing it. And with how cursed and injured you are, you are not choosing anything. You are so deeply cursed that your thoughts are filled with the product of these curses, and your actual self is somewhere in there weakened and quiet. We are encouraging you to do the Removing Curses from yourself, and we are encouraging you to make your soul healthier and stronger and more comfortable. And you have no possible excuse to refuse to do these things because it would only take a few minutes every day. You will be healed, you will be comfortable, and you will be yourself. And you will not be influenced by death curses anymore.

 

[Memorie_BE]

To explain what I mean here: "since they are considered unfalsifiable and only validated more by the idea's existence, though I don't strafe too far into the skepticism rabbit hole", I'm saying that the existence of a concept that can't be proven wrong is only validated by how the idea exists in the first place. For example, the idea a soul can't be falsified; you would need some kind of method of seeing if someone has a soul and if a soul didn't exist, then a method like that couldn't either because there wouldn't be something to look for. That being said, the idea of a soul exists for a reason; it's an idea that makes sense and is something that can sensibly explain how people exist.

Also, I'm am well aware of the complications, it's one of the first things you're told when browsing the certain surgery methods. Some methods have more complications than others and some can be more painful. Probably the two universal complications that most of the surgeries share would probably be a slight risk of infection and the certainty of having to dilate for life (having to stick a rod up there so that it doesn't heal together). Other risks of certain surgeries can include prolapse, inner hair growth, damaged tissue and just being botched in general. Thankfully, the technique I'm looking forward too has minimal risk and is performed by two of the best surgeons around. My technique can also count intercourse as dilation after a few months too.

The risks wouldn't really turn me away that much neither as I just really want to rid myself of this parasitic Medusa hair (mind my euphemism).

Look, the only thing I see in the future if you take down this road is misery and pain and nothing much else. Perhaps they did not tell you probably under pressure for money but there's a certain chance you might never be able to orgasm in your life due to the alterations you might make to your body. Denying your soul of orgasm is equivalent to denying yourself of life. I do not mean life in a vague manner but in a literal sense. You will die for forever and you will not be able to reincarnate in the future for another life. You say you know all about the complications but do you ? Perhaps there's a new trans surgery method, if so inform me of its name. The name of the procedure of the surgery.

By the way did you watch all the videos that I highly recommended you to watch or did you skip or skim them due to self denial or a closed up mindset. Perhaps you considered yourself to be all knowing and didn't feel the need to watch them ? Either way I again recommend you to watch them in full.

https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/transgender-surgery!-totally-worth-it*:a
https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/nullo-%E2%80%9Ci-wanna-be-castrated%E2%80%9D-extreme:b
https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/nullo-%E2%80%A2-asexual,-agender-part-2-of-2:0
https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/%F0%9F%8F%B3%EF%B8%8F%E2%80%8D%E2%9A%A7%EF%B8%8F-trans-euphoria,-detrans:4
https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/conversion-therapy-and-medical:4
https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/based-gender-critical:2
https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/transaggression-the-case-of-karen-white:d
https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/%E2%80%9Cis-that-a-boy-or-a-girl-%E2%80%9D-children:5
https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/pregnant-trans-%E2%80%9Cdad%E2%80%9D-has-emotional:5

Sexual functioning after transition:
https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/sexual-functioning-after-transition:a
https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/sexual-functioning-and-transition-buck:1

The Human Female Experience Males can never ‘Identify’ With'
https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/the-human-female-experience-males-can:1
https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/no,-a-male-on-cross-sex-hormones-is-not:3
https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/%E2%80%98trans-men%E2%80%99-and-the-sexualized:6
https://odysee.com/@Aslightlytwistedfemale:7/the-genetically-encoded-male-experience:0

If you have the time to make such a major life changing and life threatening decision then you must also have time to watch the above videos. Do not consider them as merely videos suggested to change your mind but to aware you of actually what exactly you are getting into. Watch all of those videos with an open mind and without any bias like how you were in the beginning of the first paragraph of your very first post.

After this surgery:
1. You might never be able to orgasm. You will weaken your soul so much to the extent that you might not be able to reincarnate in the future.

2. You might have to wake up many a times at night just to be unable to pee.

3. I don't know what the new method of this surgery is called but the average trans tiktokers still go through ten surgery to stabilize their state. The first one is gender change and the rest 9 are damage control.

4. You are probably underestimating the risk of infection. One of the person in that video went through 50 fucking surgeries due to infection from sutures. Assuming that the risks are low but if you end up with that low chances, are you prepared to go through tens of damage control surgeries just because you found your medusa hair too annoying ? Is it really worth it?

5. Your family will be shunned and ostracized by the society. You can say fuck society all you want but you will never be able to change the fact that human beings are social animals in that your family will also want to socialize with other people as its a basic human need. However, they will fall into a depression if everywhere they go, people will inwardly look down on them with contempt. Perhaps they might lie about you but this too will take a mental toll on them. In front of you, they will say 'No worries, we support you!' However, inwardly they might be suffering and very reluctant like the families in the video wiping their tears seeing their son/daughter in pain. Perhaps they might really support you but I ask you, do you support them ? This is not worth it. Think about your closed ones too.

Why do you think that so many are taking out time out of their busy hectic life to advise you ? Its because they care about you as a fellow human being and know that the path you are walking into is one of annihilation of the soul. Listen to us this once and you will endlessly thank us in the future from keeping you from going down this path. I for one do not want you to damage yourself to such an extent that it might take several lifetimes to heal if such number of lifetimes is even possible in the first place.

I will tell you how I personally feel. I feel pain and hurt seeing you go down a path that I know will lead to a dark permanent end. The pain arises from yelling the most loudest but the recipient not hearing what I convey and ultimately dooming himself permanently. Put yourself in my shoes, how would you feel if I walked a path of no return but you unable to being save me from it as you know what lies at the end of this path. If you are a fellow human being and not a Yehubor, then the answer would probably be pain and frustration.

If you care about my care for you and others too, please don't do this surgery. Its really not worth it. Perhaps you are still adamant about this surgery even after hearing all the above, in that case all I ask for you is to delay it for a year. Do the dedication ritual to Lord Satan and start meditating. If you still want to perform the surgery after a year of dedication and meditation, then I swear I won't stop you.
That's all.

Trust me, I've heard all this stuff before. I'm willing to take the risks.

 

[Memorie_BE]

Alright everyone, this thread has gone on for a while and I'm a little exhausted with it. I will no longer be replying to anyone. I hope y'all can understand.

 

[Head Guardian Blitzkreig]

Personally, I'd ban him so that people may stop wasting time on him, but the modus operandi of the moderators is different, I hope they come to realize how letting this sick dude write these blocks of text can affect negatively the people reading it, especially the more naive ones.

Because this has to be balanced by the freedom of speech, as well as allowing the person in question to grow beyond their problems. This is further complicated when this person may still be helpful in other ways as well, or express a willingness to advance, etc.

Of course, these principles can still get strained, which would warrant some sort of harsher action, but there isn't really a good way to limit someone without banning them, due to both human factors and factors involving forum-based communication.

So there isn't always an easy solution except responding to the person, or the thread in general, or hoping someone else does something similar to add a positive influence. Continual reorganization of ToZ information, as well as people continuing to learn on a individual basis also mitigates delusions or errors.

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Those who are air dominant can have multiple different thoughts or questions, requiring even more time to be spent communicating with them. It gets even worse when they may be ungrounded, placing more weight on some erroneous thought, rather than analyzing how it appears in practice.

As a side note, this is why Mercury is exalted in Aquarius since that relates to telepathic communication, which is way easier than spending 40 minutes reading, then replying in detail to a post.

 

[Henu the Great]

I don't really care. I'll keep doing it until the Gods take the hint. I'm not gonna sit here and let the universe decide who I can and cannot be. I would literally rather be erased than be trapped as this sex for eternity.

I am my own person and I decide who I am. If karma's against that, then I don't want to live in this universe; it's that simple.

You do not understand the position of Gods. They know you better than you do know yourself, so it is not that they would not understand. In fact, you do not understand.

Karma is not against anything. Karma is consequence, your actions have consequences.

 

[Veritá_666]

I don't really care. I'll keep doing it until the Gods take the hint. I'm not gonna sit here and let the universe decide who I can and cannot be. I would literally rather be erased than be trapped as this sex for eternity.

I am my own person and I decide who I am. If karma's against that, then I don't want to live in this universe; it's that simple.

Karma is just a law of the universe, and now karma is against you because you have made unnatural choices about yourself, to get karma on your side you have to work in harmony with your nature.

Also, you don't decide what you can be, if you are male then you will be male forever and NOTHING can ever change that.

Also, it is not the Gods who must conform to you, but you who must conform to the Gods.
Anyone who has done this has seen an improvement in their life.

Also, the universe is one, and you have to conform to it, whether you want to or not, you have to live on this universe.



The only place you can be anything you want is in sandbox online video games, maybe in desperation you'll lock yourself in the metaverse with a microchip in your head in the "fantasy world" of the corrupted being zuckerberg.
But even if you were crazy enough to follow Yehuborim liars just because they lie to you about being able to be what you want, in their final plans the sexes will be removed, and the appearance of the human being will become similar to that of a grey (google "grey aliens" and you'll understand).
You would be a complete slave.



Stop whining about how unfair the universe is to you and grow a pair, become the best version of yourself.

Stop insulting everything feminine with your behaviour and stop denigrating masculinity like it's a disgusting thing.

 

[Soaring Eagle 666]

Yeah its safe, and you are fine, Astaroth is the patron Goddess of trans girls,

Nowhere is it written or said by the clergy or the ToZ ministries that the respected Goddess is patron Goddess to any trans girls. Do not blaspheme the Gods as you please.

That line was from a sermon by Jake Carlson, who used to be a High Priest, but was given the boot because he started writing more and more nonsensical garbage. Everything he said should be taken with a grain of salt.

 

[Veritá_666]

Yeah its safe, and you are fine, Astaroth is the patron Goddess of trans girls,

Nowhere is it written or said by the clergy or the ToZ ministries that the respected Goddess is patron Goddess to any trans girls. Do not blaspheme the Gods as you please.

But in the end it would not be a trans girl, but a trans boy.

 

[Voice of Enki [SG]]

Yeah its safe, and you are fine, astaroth is the patron Goddess of trans girls, and there is a beautiful emerald green God named uvual(ewvall) who also is like us. His official description is unisex.

Do not attribute your own false beliefs to our Gods and Goddesses. If you were in any way open to speak with the Gods, or observe even a fraction of their qualities, you wouldn't even imagine nonsense like this.

Do not dare compare the so called "trans" person with Uvall, this is literally on a multidimensional difference that is completely incomparable. Greater than Cosmic. Greater than the difference in existence between our Gods and the enemy. No less than the difference between Satan's existence and the average human being.

The sexual duality ascribed to Uvall, is in no way similar to that of the so called "trans" person on earth. Since I cannot speak for Uvall, I won't say more on it, but it must be understood that thinking of Uvall in this manner by comparing him to transexuality as it is thought of here on Earth, is an unspeakable blasphemy and is no different than cursing his image (Not that it would affect him in any way, but certainly the offense is on the same level).

Astarte is also absolutely not your Guardian, and definitely doesn't patron any sort of transexuality in any form or in any way whatsoever.

I will not tolerate this kind of misinformation and disrespect against Her, or any of the Gods.

You lack so much understanding, the fact you even think you can speak on any of this here is unthinkable.

For any member, to actually understand Goddess Astarte, study her page on the TEMPLE OF ZEUS which HP Zevios has updated recently. You will also notice, there is no mention of any patronship to transexuality or anything of the sort there, because this is not anything related to Her or any of the Gods in any form whatsoever.

Ave Zeus!

 

[Username]

Meteor, I am extremely sorry for being harsh with you. I should have written my reply in a harsh yet caring manner. However, I totally let out my anger and irritating emotions pout out as I wasn't in a good mood before writing that post . I let my negative feelings pour onto that post. Midway through that post, I did realize that this was too harsh or contemptuous and that I shouldn't post it. I apologize for my rudeness.

That said, you can see that your sentences contradict each other around the last part of your post starting from the bold sentence. About people calling you a 'she' although you thought you wore a male exterior on the outside when you clearly said that you had hormones and surgeries before. It is clear that something is wrong here. I want to help you sort out whatever it is that you are going through. I promise to be respectful, understanding and not judgemental. I want to help you in whatever way I can. If perhaps you do not feel comfortable sharing things here, we could talk in protonmail.

Here's my email:
[email protected]

 

[The Alchemist7 [SG]]

I believe everything that doesn't completely interfere with the basics of what we know (gravity, bacteria, science) are entirely possible since they are considered unfalsifiable and only validated more by the idea's existence, though I don't strafe too far into the skepticism rabbit hole, challenging our existence completely, as I know that can drive you to insanity (Rene Descartes had the same idea). Because of this philosophy of mine, I set myself to understand as many different occultists and religions as I know that the majority of them are strong contenders of what is true. I explore theistic Zevism, Wicca, Greek mythology, Norse mythology and other Pagan religions (I try to stay away from certain monotheistic religions, however, as I know how much people like to rewrite their history and that they're usually infested with not the greatest people). So, I'm wondering if this is a safe place to explore and understand. I am in no way trying to mediate, I am only here to understand, and I believe that that is one of my sole purposes in this life.

Greek and Norse mithology, ancient pagan religions and Zevism here and now are all one and same religion in different shapes, times and cultures. We follow the same Gods followed by ancient Greeks, Norse and Pagans, and we do the same practices of advancing the soul.

As about science, `science` is relative and can easily be challenged, for example things like big bang, darwinism, climate change, how to heal certain diseases etc. Science does advance but nowadays is used by evil people for evil purposes while revolutionary scientific discoveries of people like Tesla or the insane scientific advancements that propelled Nazi Germany to the top of the world in terms of economy and millitary, discoveries that can uplift the entire Humanity are being hidden from people and kept in a place where probably only the top yehuborim and their politcal slaves benefit from them.

 

[Voice of Enki [SG]]

Ave Zeus!

I was wrong and hasty in interpreting God Uvall. I should not have used to word biokinesis as right now, I am too ignorant to speculate or hypothesize or even understand what the word 'unisex' means when it comes to God. It might be a gender, it might be energies, it might be something much more advanced the concept of which is not easily grasped by me or others.

It was Fanboy who attributed his own delusions upon Uvall, I've read your post and didn't see anything disrespectful or delusional written about Uvall, so do not worry. My reply was directed at Fanboy who attributed his ignorance to Him.

Uvall is complex, like all the Gods are. Perhaps you didn't fully realize what something like Unisex would mean when regarding a God or Demon, but overall you haven't said or attributed anything disrespectful onto Him.

Just remember, anything when in the context of the Gods, is of a greatly elevated quality and cannot be interpreted through the common human understanding on these subjects in most cases.

While writing for Him to clear that blasphemous nonsense spoken by Fanboy, I felt Uvall's energy and caught a glimpse of Him (I write Him since that is how the ToZ refers to Uvall despite Him being referred to also as a Unisex Demon), that glimpse was enough to dispell any notion of similarity between common human understanding about gender duality and His existence.

Perhaps to try and be able to explain it, it would be worth meditating upon His name to understand what is meant on the ToZ with the description about Uvall. This also did remind me once more how magnificent all our Gods are, as understanding their essence alone requires completely transcendental consciousness.

Ave Zeus!