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curtis.teala

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My name is Teala I have been a satanist sience I was 15 and I will be turing 20 In august, how I came a satanist is very odd story I was hanging out with some freinds at lunch one day and this kid brings up the satantic bible even though pretty much everything that came out of his mouth was bullshit I couldnt help but to find out more and it was hard for me at first cause I was extreamly brainwashed I used to go to church on my own and watch god tv. But I kept doing research I read the satantic bible few times and learn that was not my path but I kept wanting to learn more and I was looking up at the time teens for Satan and I came across Joy Of Satan and thats when I open my eyes and I have always stay true to this path. It was hard at first as telling people is not always a good idea I learned that fast but it made me stronger in my path. Now I have studied so many things as researching is my streath I dedicated my soul few months into my pratice. And I know so much I felt so connected to the earth and the universe I am so grateful for father Satan as I truly belive he put me on this path. When I was younger I had seen many spirts and I use to imagine this powerful blue electric light to protect me and later on in life on the Year of aquarius Enki site that is way to protect yourself in a satanic meditation. I feel that Satan has always been with me and I am so grateful for him and the true gods. I feel Satan has protected me in so many ways. My only struggle as a Satanist is meditation as I seem to find it very hard to mediatate everyday I should be alot father in my spirit journey but Im steal at the begging stages I have doing guided meditations or listining to binual beats has helped me but im steal so far behind what I should be Thanks everyone for reading this
Hail Satan
 
That's a great story I use to go to church too then I learned also I been satanic since I was 16 and I'm 23

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On Jan 24, 2013, at 10:53 PM, "curtis.teala" <curtis.teala@... wrote:
  My name is Teala I have been a satanist sience I was 15 and I will be turing 20 In august, how I came a satanist is very odd story I was hanging out with some freinds at lunch one day and this kid brings up the satantic bible even though pretty much everything that came out of his mouth was bullshit I couldnt help but to find out more and it was hard for me at first cause I was extreamly brainwashed I used to go to church on my own and watch god tv. But I kept doing research I read the satantic bible few times and learn that was not my path but I kept wanting to learn more and I was looking up at the time teens for Satan and I came across Joy Of Satan and thats when I open my eyes and I have always stay true to this path. It was hard at first as telling people is not always a good idea I learned that fast but it made me stronger in my path. Now I have studied so many things as researching is my streath I dedicated my soul few months into my pratice. And I know so much I felt so connected to the earth and the universe I am so grateful for father Satan as I truly belive he put me on this path. When I was younger I had seen many spirts and I use to imagine this powerful blue electric light to protect me and later on in life on the Year of aquarius Enki site that is way to protect yourself in a satanic meditation. I feel that Satan has always been with me and I am so grateful for him and the true gods. I feel Satan has protected me in so many ways. My only struggle as a Satanist is meditation as I seem to find it very hard to mediatate everyday I should be alot father in my spirit journey but Im steal at the begging stages I have doing guided meditations or listining to binual beats has helped me but im steal so far behind what I should be Thanks everyone for reading this
Hail Satan
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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