In need of help. I would like to talk to someone advanced in satanis

[hiimcordell2]

I believe everything. Or at least I thought I did. Everything I've read about satanism and correlated to history makes sense, but I don't know how to prove it to myself that this is all real. I don't want to question it, but I can't help it. I need to believe in something I know is real, but I don't know how to erase the doubt. What do I have to do to experience some solid phenomena?
Christianity is just completely unintelligent. Satanism seems legitimate, and seems to be based on fact. But I cannot commit to something without a prior experience to back up everything I have read. I've tried the meditations, but as a procrastinator I didn't have the self discipline to meditate regularly for more than a week. I would be able to if I made even the slightest progress. But I have experienced nothing.

 

[Light Yagami]

Hm... Well...First of all, you need to realize that in order to believe in Satanism, you'll have to leave behind the enormous brainwashing you've fed up throughout your entire life (and believe me, even if you don't see any brainwashing on the surface, we've all had a good deal of brainwashing, whether from parents, television, cartoons, school, "friends" etc etc etc).In other words, you'll have to deny all that you've been taught. This is the hardest step of all people I believe, since us, as Gentiles, we're naturally drawn to our Father, Creator Satan... So, when someone rejects him so blatantly, it is because he's too afraid to reject all that he's been taught so far.Take this into consideration.
Also, I'm surprised that you said you tried the meditations and didn't feel anything... There isn't a single person I know who tried the meditations and didn't feel something.Start with the basics. Aura + chakras cleaning... You'll feel the difference right away. I find it extremely hard to believe that you didn't feel anything at all. Did you do things correctly? I'm not even telling you to do it everyday (it's a must of course but since you're so uncertain), I'm asking you to do it *once*... And hey, don't do meditations with the thought "oh man, that's bullshit, I'm wasting my time atm"... <-THAT kind of logic is really fucking annoying (sorry, I knew someone who was thinking like that) and it will not get you anywhere. Just clear your mind and go with the flow. Don't push it, don't pressure it, let it come naturally.

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Στάλθηκε: 2:12 π.μ. Σάββατο, 10 Αυγούστου 2013
Θέμα: [JoyofSatan666] In need of help. I would like to talk to someone advanced in satanism.

  I believe everything. Or at least I thought I did. Everything I've read about satanism and correlated to history makes sense, but I don't know how to prove it to myself that this is all real. I don't want to question it, but I can't help it. I need to believe in something I know is real, but I don't know how to erase the doubt. What do I have to do to experience some solid phenomena?
Christianity is just completely unintelligent. Satanism seems legitimate, and seems to be based on fact. But I cannot commit to something without a prior experience to back up everything I have read. I've tried the meditations, but as a procrastinator I didn't have the self discipline to meditate regularly for more than a week. I would be able to if I made even the slightest progress. But I have experienced nothing.