Aaah, put some spaces man... .<Look. If your Guardian or your instinct told you that you're going overboard, then obviously it is because you /can't/ handle something. It would only be wise to listen to that.
Anyway, don't obsess so much about the hours, as I said it's not about quantity but quality. For example, I used to do a chakra meditation that took me an hour (for all chakras) but now I started something new that takes me half an hour, but is much more powerful than the other. So yeah, you get the point.
Look, start with Hooded Cobra's 40 days meditation program and then move on steadily. As soon as you open all of your chakras, you can also do the Magickal Squares (uh, I tried to put the link but "the site is frozen"... talk about the Internet being attacked -_-) and anyway, with the squares you can do empower certain aspects of yourself, either your memory, or even your artistic skills, or your strength, even your luck/wealth etc etc etc, the list is endless. You could even use the Runes to do a 40 days working for your own advancement but FIRST since you're new do the Hooded Cobra's meditation program. If you don't have any spiritual power, what's the point of trying to do magick? First do meditations in order to empower your soul.And seriously, don't obsess with the hours; hours do not matter. What's important is that you do certain meditations everyday (eg yoga) because you wouldn't want to raise your bioelectricity and then lower it suddenly.
Ah, as for insomnia, you could send a ball of energy to Satan and the Powers of Hell. You can see/read how to do this here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gM6f06xm59U at minute 3.22
Στις 9:26 μ.μ. Τρίτη, 18 Μαρτίου 2014, ο/η "buddy13az@..." <buddy13az@... έγραψε:
Thank you for answering Light Yagami and karthikkashyap. Sorry if I wasn't very specific. What I mean't to say was I thought that the reason I shouldn't go overboard on meditating was because gaining too much power when I am not ready could either kill or destroy me, but thank you for assuring that isn't the case. I'll just throw up and other thing's? HA! That won't stop me cause I'm NOT going to let it! Anyway, meditating for 4 hour's everyday IS most definitely what I plan on doing. Meditating at 1 in the morning and 1 in the afternoon that is. I know I need to take it slow, but that just isn't gonna cut it for me. Satan and the Gods NEED me just like they need every other warrior and I can't let it take too long for me to empower myself when they need me to do more than my best to fight for them. I have no intention of doing the whole 10,000 breaths and declaring myself a god thing. I wouldn't dream of doing something so idiotic. I just want to be able to fight as soon as I possibly can. I have some concern's though. My memory isn't that good, which mean's I could easily forget the instruction's but I think I have an idea that might help. Would it be ok if I focused on going into a trance so I can affirm that I have a photographic memory and that I am an expert at meditating, breathing exercises, hatha and kundalini yoga and other thing's? Meaning would it be ok if I focused on going into a deep trance befor starting my program? I plan on doing Hooded Cobra's 40 day program and adding every single other meditation to it so that it gets to be a 4 hour or more thing (an 8 hour thing if you count that fact that I plan on meditating in the morning and afternoon). Speaking of which, if I meditated that much everyday, would I end up with permanent insomnia? If so I wouldn't mind because I could use the extra time to practice magic and other thing's. Oh and about Satan, the Gods, and my Guardian Demon telling me to slow down when they feel I'm doing too much. Would it be ok if I let them know that I'll be fine and can keep going? I don't ever want to disrespect them because that would be like destroying myself. And could I fight my instict's if they tried to keep me from pushing myself? I'm truly sorry for making this post so long. I hope you don't mind and I really hope you reply. Thank you and HAIL SATAN!!!!