Important issue with abusive family member, not sure how to act

[exarkuun1991]

There will be a briefed version near the the bottom. But first, storytime My mother has raised me well, understanding that I am different and was always different from the other kids my age (I am a diabetic). She loves me and raised me as such. However, although my grandmother has paid for my tuition to college, she is a cold hearted, racist bitch. I'm not kidding. We own property and she HATES the idea of renting to Spanish or even dark skinned people! Thankfully I inherited none of this. Now, my mother is in her mid to late forties, grandmother in late eighties..she waited late to have my mother, and has thus far, ruined her life. Now, my dad is open minded on religion, and while my mother has hints at my faith, she is still xtian. I cannot blame her; I believed out of being raised, and she believes out of her parents beating her into it.. My grandmother is an annoying nag. She calls every day expecting my mother to LITERALLY drop what she is doing or has planned over some of the DUMBEST POSSIBLE SHIT. She is a hypochondriac, racist, and just a plague. My mother has almost had one heart attack already, might actually have another one real soon, and my mom is incapable of doing anything she wants in life. I actually feel bad for her! I want to act, but my rage is misguided. Mars retrograde can be felt by me (that a good thing?), and I cannot do anything in black magick against her.. Tl, dr. Grandmother is abusing and slowly killing my mom, but I don't want to kill her, even with black magick. Is there anytjing I can do? She is family, if even a bitch. My guardian is leaving this up to me, but I cannot stand my mother suffering. She has been too good to me and the world for this treatment. And, before asking, I do help out where I can..but my grandmother only wants my mother. I honestly need help. And please, my mom IS a good person. I know she follows the false god, but even I did..I was raised, yet questioned the faith and saw the truth. She has, actually as of our last ritual, srsrted seeing the flaws in the church system..she might be saveable to an extent..but I'm not sure. I know I need to help somehow. I just feel powerless.

 

[nteady]

now you sound like you have enough rage that you can and will be willing to do this. I'm not very experienced in magic but I am very experienced in energy manipulation. first off energy can't be forced it has to be guided it follows. in other words you have to channel it. energy is influenced by emotion. this is a good way to get you grandmother out of the picture for good. what you do is poison her with your energy as long as you can manage to touch her it should work. 1) visualize your rage and/or hatred as water in your body then all you have to do is touch her and visualize that water flowing into her body. the MOST IMPORTENT thing is your intentions without that it won't do shit. this will make her very sick and considering her age DIE so you have to be 120% sure that this is what you want to do. this will kill her and there will be no possible evidence that can prove you did it. you have the intention to kill her for it to work. once again BE 120% SURE YOU WANT TO DO THIS THERE IS NO GOING BACK!!!!!turn you rage in to power. this is after exploring all options that way there is no doubt in your mind saying "there must be another way". I hope this helps and that it doesn't come to this.

 

[Ass Hole]

The hag should die before she kills your mother. I hope you know you're special, if ur mom dies who else will take good care of you?

On May 3, 2014 12:08 PM, <nteady@... wrote:

  now you sound like you have enough rage that you can and will be willing to do this. I'm not very experienced in magic but I am very experienced in energy manipulation. first off energy can't be forced it has to be guided it follows. in other words you have to channel it. energy is influenced by emotion. this is a good way to get you grandmother out of the picture for good. what you do is poison her with your energy as long as you can manage to touch her it should work. 1) visualize your rage and/or hatred as water in your body then all you have to do is touch her and visualize that water flowing into her body. the MOST IMPORTENT thing is your intentions without that it won't do shit. this will make her very sick and considering her age DIE so you have to be 120% sure that this is what you want to do. this will kill her and there will be no possible evidence that can prove you did it. you have the intention to kill her for it to work.  once again BE 120% SURE YOU WANT TO DO THIS THERE IS NO GOING BACK!!!!!turn you rage in to power. this is after exploring all options that way there is no doubt in your mind saying "there must be another way".  I hope this helps and that it doesn't come to this.

 

[exarkuun1991]

Yes..well one option is not to kill, but just as bad to me.I have almost no confidence I can change her mind, but inflicting something like Alzheimer's or dementia would put her in assisted living..it would simply draw her life on.I think I don't want to kill her because I feel bad for her, but, that seems to be the most logical solution..and, as I've had to do before, it's easy to put that guilt on a string, and cut it, letting it fall.Problem is going to be getting close to her. I cannot actually touch her. Hell, I rarely see her, and she's paranoid if I just show up..not insane paranoid, but suspicious paranoid..I'll look at some more options, but they have always been limited.

 

[exarkuun1991]

I kinda know I'm special..I'm a spiritual Satanist, child of Father Satan..but where exactly is my freedom to kill another in this? Yes, she does deserve it..
ok, once Mars is out of retrograde, she'll be a history mark. I have no choice, and I can live with this; I only stand to gain by her death..but I hope I don't have to use this often. I don't care how "normal" killing with magick is..doesn't matter.