SouthernWhiteGentile said:
SouthernWhiteGentile said:
Friend ,I feel somewhat nostalgic while reading your posts and I feel I should infact tell you some things about myself and what I learned since the beginning of my Satanic journey here and how my values have changed.
At first I was also rather unpolished, crude and assholish. Although it was primarily based on disagreements where I couldn't take any disagreement and had to come out on the top. I also had this "Might is Right" Beta ,Alpha mindset and this Masculine Feminine conundrum. But I had to let go of those things and move towards accepting the complexities of life. Nowadays when I saw Masculine, I don't mean it the General cultural sense of the word. What I'm trying to say is a person who is in control of and directs his will and doesn't let emotions drive him.
The "Might is Right" thing where you're constantly on the edge trying to one up someone is just an antisocial rationalization ideology created by the Globalists, because they were Psychopaths and they needed to justify their Psychopathy to themselves in the form of an ideology.
And from that flows into common culture all this bullshit parlance that actually doesn't reflect the values of reality. People are Obsessed with Dominance and Submission, but its primarily a Sexual thing and not needed to be extrapolated to the society. Some couples like having variety, some don't. Its just an astrological thing or may be personal.
And it's not even like your trying to Dominate or Submit to your partner. Submissive women will seek out Men who are Dominant and vice versa. It's not done out of compulsion, but out of need. In essence it's a coupling that is natural. For me,I like to choke and slap women and tie them up (Shibakiri), but that's because of my personal astrological makeup and needs. Many different people like different varieties. Some just want to
have normal sex. The woman who wants to be spanked has that need to be spanked ,she's not to be judged. And so we need not judge polyamorous or whatever couples just because it's not common pairing in society. Infact i personally feel the need for Multiple wives but that can't happen with current laws and this feminism bullshit.
People have personal needs and behaviors. What we need is a common ideology for a common good that advances society, and allowing the utmost degree of freedom in the personal lives of the ones who live in a society.
You should know this, that Aryans have the Highest Empathy levels of any other race. Aryans were baited into helping out every other race in the world for their high empathy. And that is because our Societies weren't based on violence but were based around comradeship and coming together to build something. Its not ," I get one up this guy and I'm better. " There was always sacrifice for the Greater good and having that common ideology, we never had this liberal muh choice in things that mattered. Most people pulled their weight in for things that mattered and their personal lives were their own.
Authority is not Dominance. Infact its the opposite. Leaders cannot be leaders if they don't have people who trust in them and forward their cause. Aryanism is primarily based on advancing the common good. And so if you have the virus of Social Darwinism in your brain, throw it out.
Leaders are only leaders because they have the organizational capability and the great desire to help their common man. And then the common man ,who believe in that leaders ability agrees to help him as his subject. That is how Hierarchical Systems work - on merit and empathy, not on Dominance and submission.
And we don't need everyone to have the same behavior. If everyone was a leader fanatic type, then there would be no leadership because everyone would be butting heads. We don't need that kind of personality in everyone.
Some people are more sensitive, some like me are more Yogic and disciplined. Its all okay. Diversity in this way within our own race is beautiful. What we don't need is communism,liberalism, Crony Capitalism and Feminism to exist.
We need to recognize and uphold every member of our family here.
And as a white person you should celebrate the jrVaN and Tabbys marriage in the time at history considering how rare it is that both are Spiritual Satanists and Nationalist Socialists. You should applaud and encourage them collectively and hope they have lots of kids. Having Kids and raising them well is one of the highest values in a White Nationalist sense.
Most certainly this guy is not a Beta Male. He was able to get a wife in such a serious situation in the West where a large portion of Young people are not having sex and relationships. This just asserts that he a capable man who knows how to attract women and he has the allegiance of a wife who is dedicated to him and supports him.
You should look at Lydia's working to remove Emotional problems. There's no shame in admitting shortcomings my friend. I was really stubborn once too but now I actively search out opposing opinions that could disprove me. The conservative and Family oriented values are very hard to disprove and most certainly in a Gentile run country that will be the majority of coupling.
I can see myself in you. Its because of the lack of fatherhood and a lack of motherhood. I know it's hard but when you're in a very bad place ,unknowingly you attract bad people are events that reinforce your view about the world. There are a lot of good women and men in this world.
You need to let go of your Negative Ego and mature as a man. You need to get in touch with your emotions, feel them fully and choose whether to act on them or not as a matter of will. To become a true Yogi who is unflinching, but at the same time understanding. One who is fanatical in his dedication, who is undoubting about himself and his cause, but also caring and empathetic to his fellow man. One who leads by example and not by intimidation.
You need to let the suffering come out and be done with it. I can see you have a lot of trauma and suffering in you. The more quickly you start to remove it and work on rehabilitation, the better.
I implore you to find some regular female friends and you should become friends with them. Do not try to have sex with them and don't hit on them. Just become friends and try to connect with women that way before looking for an actual relationship. You already know the values of having boundaries and related so I won't go into that. Once you feel the power of female friendship you can appreciate the value of the feminine and become more mature as a man and get more better Male friends as well. Having female friends and becoming acquainted with interacting with the Opposite sex will make you capable of being able to appreciate their way of being.
I'd like to you read some books,
https://libgen.is/book/index.php?md5=05CA5B6CF10F3883F041458F448904AB
https://libgen.is/book/index.php?md5=02E7EBBA67BD9FA6C3DAE2B341F9F951
https://libgen.is/book/index.php?md5=B47FD81465C55C5724E4AD35641F4B8D
But please do the psychological healing working to get rid of the trauma from your parents. Do it multiple times. Its okay. In the future, you will have a loving wife and family who you can raise correctly this time. We're all in this together, against psychopathic Jews hell bent on destroying humanity. Let's bond together after getting over our differences.
Let's all be one happy family after rooting out the undesirable elements who are already going away as we see now. We are all your support system and we will all help you to change as it is natural on the spiritual path. Through little deaths to the ego, you will be free of the inside blockages that are within us all.
