There's this little thing, it's called patience! Lol. Seriously, man!
This stuff takes time! It was at least a year, I think, until High
Priestess Maxine even saw Lord/Father Satan. Oh, and if you have no
faith in your own abilities, you ain't gonna get very far. Just
sayin'. Patience is key here! And welcome, brother/sister!

No clue
as to yur gender, because of your somewhat genderless username. Lol.
You might be skeptical, but regardless, you have found the truth, and
something in your soul knows it. The truth of Satan always burns
bright! Satan/Enki is the Lord of Aeons, the One Who Sees Far! Satan
is the Father Who Never Forsakes. Satan is the Breaker, the Mender and
the Binder, the one who makes and unmakes!
On 11/14/16,
newtosatanism@... [JoyofSatan666]
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
I'd be thankful if someone could be my partner through this... I'm starting
to lose faith... In myself at least, maybe I am a spiritual mute. I cannot
open my chair as, visualize my aura, I can barely make it into a deep
trance... No matter how hard I try and practice, I feel useless..