I would like to know who my gaurdian demon is (Please read full)

[Indigo Warrior]

I looked through the list on JOS and when I got to the name Vapula I immediately felt something very familiar, how do I know if this is really my guardian demon. Vepar also fits the description of who I have seen in my dreams all my life. Beleth could also be this demon. But for some reason I felt something a very familiar type feeling I saw the name Vapula. I know my guardian is a female if this is not some enemy spirit playing BS on me, but this same person has been appearing to me in dreams since as early as I can remember way before I even knew of Satanism. I have some personal things I would like to talk about but I have never summoned a demon before so I am a little nervous. I have felt the presense of someone very positive and protecting several times throught my life and have had positive coincidences (some of which are nearly impossible were it not for some spiritual intervention) Ok the person/demon that has appeared to me in dreams as long as I can remember from time to time has black hair, white, she is of thin complexion. She once appeared as a younger child with a red pentagram on her shirt. She usually tries to comfort me when I am lonely in dreams. She is very kind and often in my dreams she likes to show me around this city (looks nothing like anything on earth) and there are these huge and very luxurious houses there one such was along a sea it kind of was like a kings castle in the middle ages. I met someone who said she was familiar with this person from there dreams as well once (but she spouted what sounded like nonsense about us both being gods at one point who were binded by evil spirits and cast down to earth and she was kind of bipolar/anti social so I am very weary of what She said) always wears casual of ten Gothic clothes. Who is this. Any help would be appreciated. Any advice on how I could find out who my gaurdian is. Note I have talked to several psychics and asked who my soul mate is (they did not know eachother) and they all immediatly gave me the exact description of the person showing up in my dreams. Could this just be a premonition of someone I will meet in the future on this earth or am supposed to.

 

[Exar]

If Vapula's name jumped out, it is most likely her. Perhaps a pendulum would help.
Eh long read, but I read it.

--- In , "Indigo Warrior" <darkmonkey87@... wrote:

I looked through the list on JOS and when I got to the name Vapula I immediately felt something very familiar, how do I know if this is really my guardian demon. Vepar also fits the description of who I have seen in my dreams all my life. Beleth could also be this demon. But for some reason I felt something a very familiar type feeling I saw the name Vapula. I know my guardian is a female if this is not some enemy spirit playing BS on me, but this same person has been appearing to me in dreams since as early as I can remember way before I even knew of Satanism. I have some personal things I would like to talk about but I have never summoned a demon before so I am a little nervous. I have felt the presense of someone very positive and protecting several times throught my life and have had positive coincidences (some of which are nearly impossible were it not for some spiritual intervention) Ok the person/demon that has appeared to me in dreams as long as I can remember from time to time has black hair, white, she is of thin complexion. She once appeared as a younger child with a red pentagram on her shirt. She usually tries to comfort me when I am lonely in dreams. She is very kind and often in my dreams she likes to show me around this city (looks nothing like anything on earth) and there are these huge and very luxurious houses there one such was along a sea it kind of was like a kings castle in the middle ages. I met someone who said she was familiar with this person from there dreams as well once (but she spouted what sounded like nonsense about us both being gods at one point who were binded by evil spirits and cast down to earth and she was kind of bipolar/anti social so I am very weary of what She said) always wears casual of ten Gothic clothes. Who is this. Any help would be appreciated. Any advice on how I could find out who my gaurdian is. Note I have talked to several psychics and asked who my soul mate is (they did not know eachother) and they all immediatly gave me the exact description of the person showing up in my dreams. Could this just be a premonition of someone I will meet in the future on this earth or am supposed to.

 

[castleofserpent91]

As it seems your guardian demon is most likely to be Vapula,but to be 100% sure you should try using a pendulum.

AVE SATANAS

Hail The Crown Princess

--- In , "Indigo Warrior" <darkmonkey87@... wrote:

I looked through the list on JOS and when I got to the name Vapula I immediately felt something very familiar, how do I know if this is really my guardian demon. Vepar also fits the description of who I have seen in my dreams all my life. Beleth could also be this demon. But for some reason I felt something a very familiar type feeling I saw the name Vapula. I know my guardian is a female if this is not some enemy spirit playing BS on me, but this same person has been appearing to me in dreams since as early as I can remember way before I even knew of Satanism. I have some personal things I would like to talk about but I have never summoned a demon before so I am a little nervous. I have felt the presense of someone very positive and protecting several times throught my life and have had positive coincidences (some of which are nearly impossible were it not for some spiritual intervention) Ok the person/demon that has appeared to me in dreams as long as I can remember from time to time has black hair, white, she is of thin complexion. She once appeared as a younger child with a red pentagram on her shirt. She usually tries to comfort me when I am lonely in dreams. She is very kind and often in my dreams she likes to show me around this city (looks nothing like anything on earth) and there are these huge and very luxurious houses there one such was along a sea it kind of was like a kings castle in the middle ages. I met someone who said she was familiar with this person from there dreams as well once (but she spouted what sounded like nonsense about us both being gods at one point who were binded by evil spirits and cast down to earth and she was kind of bipolar/anti social so I am very weary of what She said) always wears casual of ten Gothic clothes. Who is this. Any help would be appreciated. Any advice on how I could find out who my gaurdian is. Note I have talked to several psychics and asked who my soul mate is (they did not know eachother) and they all immediatly gave me the exact description of the person showing up in my dreams. Could this just be a premonition of someone I will meet in the future on this earth or am supposed to.

 

[Marek Litnevski]

m.. ok. This begs me ask the question now, that I wished to ask long before, and I would love if someone "in the know" would explain this to me:   Why do we (well, You, Indigo, some others, also me for some reason) think, that only those 72 are the ones that we "feel" our GD has to be among? (I had a distinct feeling Amdusias is my GD, but, well, this is kinda absurd really) There was only ONE posting that I´ve read during the whole time I have been here, in which one person wrote that she saw a small funny looking but very benevolent and friendly being sitting on her bed, that connected with her and that she knew was to be her GD. Of <em>totally insignificant rank</em>. Which is actually much more like true. I mean, who we are to think that only High Ranking Demons would be our guardians? Don´t they have like a shitload of stuff to do commanding and managing in their own space, instead of being a guardian to a noob, that has high hopes?
I understand if priesthood has high ranking ones to watch over them. I understand if a longtime satanist (I mean, truly high potent one, who has raised his/her Kundalini serpent) might acquire one for him/herself. They have proven their dedication to Satan and thus deserve all the best. There are thousands of centurios, generals under the direct or indirect command of the High 72. It would be honor to be guarded by them already. But no, we go to JoS site, we read about Demons, and at some point "it really clicks together! Oh, I have this or that one to be my GD!! Fuck yeah!!".   Like, Come ON!!! Get real, people!   -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------   Ave Satanas! Ave Amdusias (regardless of our relation, He has helped, for which I am very grateful!) Ave Demones Inferno!    
From: Indigo Warrior <darkmonkey87@...
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Sent: Thu, February 10, 2011 4:01:12 AM
Subject: I would like to know who my gaurdian demon is (Please read full)

  I looked through the list on JOS and when I got to the name Vapula I immediately felt something very familiar, how do I know if this is really my guardian demon. Vepar also fits the description of who I have seen in my dreams all my life. Beleth could also be this demon. But for some reason I felt something a very familiar type feeling I saw the name Vapula. I know my guardian is a female if this is not some enemy spirit playing BS on me, but this same person has been appearing to me in dreams since as early as I can remember way before I even knew of Satanism. I have some personal things I would like to talk about but I have never summoned a demon before so I am a little nervous. I have felt the presense of someone very positive and protecting several times throught my life and have had positive coincidences (some of which are nearly impossible were it not for some spiritual intervention) Ok the person/demon that has appeared to me in dreams as long as I can remember from time to time has black hair, white, she is of thin complexion. She once appeared as a younger child with a red pentagram on her shirt. She usually tries to comfort me when I am lonely in dreams. She is very kind and often in my dreams she likes to show me around this city (looks nothing like anything on earth) and there are these huge and very luxurious houses there one such was along a sea it kind of was like a kings castle in the middle ages. I met someone who said she was familiar with this person from there dreams as well once (but she spouted what sounded like nonsense about us both being gods at one point who were binded by evil spirits and cast down to earth and she was kind of bipolar/anti social so I am very weary of what She said) always wears casual of ten Gothic clothes. Who is this. Any help would be appreciated. Any advice on how I could find out who my gaurdian is. Note I have talked to several psychics and asked who my soul mate is (they did not know eachother) and they all immediatly gave me the exact description of the person showing up in my dreams. Could this just be a premonition of someone I will meet in the future on this earth or am supposed to.

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[Shadow Child]

<td val[/IMG]hey i had the same problem you had when i couldn't really find out who my guardian was i went to father Satan and her told me it was Thoth so i would just ask out father.

HAIL SATAN!!!!

~shadow~

--- On Thu, 2/10/11, Indigo Warrior <darkmonkey87@... wrote:

From: Indigo Warrior <darkmonkey87@...
Subject: I would like to know who my gaurdian demon is (Please read full)
To:

  I looked through the list on JOS and when I got to the name Vapula I immediately felt something very familiar, how do I know if this is really my guardian demon. Vepar also fits the description of who I have seen in my dreams all my life. Beleth could also be this demon. But for some reason I felt something a very familiar type feeling I saw the name Vapula. I know my guardian is a female if this is not some enemy spirit playing BS on me, but this same person has been appearing to me in dreams since as early as I can remember way before I even knew of Satanism. I have some personal things I would like to talk about but I have never summoned a demon before so I am a little nervous. I have felt the presense of someone very positive and protecting several times throught my life and have had positive coincidences (some of which are nearly impossible were it not for some spiritual intervention) Ok the person/demon that has appeared to me in dreams as long as I can remember from time to time has black hair, white, she is of thin complexion. She once appeared as a younger child with a red pentagram on her shirt. She usually tries to comfort me when I am lonely in dreams. She is very kind and often in my dreams she likes to show me around this city (looks nothing like anything on earth) and there are these huge and very luxurious houses there one such was along a sea it kind of was like a kings castle in the middle ages. I met someone who said she was familiar with this person from there dreams as well once (but she spouted what sounded like nonsense about us both being gods at one point who were binded by evil spirits and cast down to earth and she was kind of bipolar/anti social so I am very weary of what She said) always wears casual of ten Gothic clothes. Who is this. Any help would be appreciated. Any advice on how I could find out who my gaurdian is. Note I have talked to several psychics and asked who my soul mate is (they did not know eachother) and they all immediatly gave me the exact description of the person showing up in my dreams. Could this just be a premonition of someone I will meet in the future on this earth or am supposed to.

[/TD]

 

[lydia_n_666]

Well said, Marek! I myself have thought from the beginning that my GD (whom I have not yet met) would be more like Pazuzu's race, or Bes's. Or perhaps Nordic but not high ranking. I would actually prefer one that is not high ranking as he (I'm female so I'm assuming my GD would be male) would have more time for me. Also, going by a lot of peoples posts, it seems like about 20 people have the same GD! I think I would like mine to be somewhat exclusively mine lol.

Hail Satan!

--- In , Marek Litnevski <gortashryn@... wrote:

m.. ok.
This begs me ask the question now, that I wished to ask long before, and I would
love if someone "in the know" would explain this to me:

Why do we (well, You, Indigo, some others, also me for some reason) think, that
only those 72 are the ones that we "feel" our GD has to be among?
(I had a distinct feeling Amdusias is my GD, but, well, this is kinda absurd
really)
There was only ONE posting that I´ve read during the whole time I have been
here, in which one person wrote that she saw a small funny looking but very
benevolent and friendly being sitting on her bed, that connected with her and
that she knew was to be her GD. Of totally insignificant rank. Which is actually
much more like true.
I mean, who we are to think that only High Ranking Demons would be our
guardians? Don´t they have like a shitload of stuff to do commanding and
managing in their own space, instead of being a guardian to a noob, that has
high hopes?
I understand if priesthood has high ranking ones to watch over them. I
understand if a longtime satanist (I mean, truly high potent one, who has raised
his/her Kundalini serpent) might acquire one for him/herself. They have proven
their dedication to Satan and thus deserve all the best.
There are thousands of centurios, generals under the direct or indirect command
of the High 72. It would be honor to be guarded by them already. But no, we go
to JoS site, we read about Demons, and at some point "it really clicks together!
Oh, I have this or that one to be my GD!! Fuck yeah!!".

Like, Come ON!!! Get real, people!

 

[Carl]

I havent found out who's my GD but... ill just keep at bay on that and advance in meditations and Magic =D

HS!!

--- In , Shadow Child <shadowchild66613@... wrote:

hey i had the same problem you had when i couldn't really find out who my guardian was i went to father Satan and her told me it was Thoth so i would just ask out father.

HAIL SATAN!!!!

~shadow~

--- On Thu, 2/10/11, Indigo Warrior <darkmonkey87@... wrote:

From: Indigo Warrior <darkmonkey87@...
Subject: I would like to know who my gaurdian demon is (Please read full)
To:
Date: Thursday, February 10, 2011, 2:01 AM







 









I looked through the list on JOS and when I got to the name Vapula I immediately felt something very familiar, how do I know if this is really my guardian demon. Vepar also fits the description of who I have seen in my dreams all my life. Beleth could also be this demon. But for some reason I felt something a very familiar type feeling I saw the name Vapula. I know my guardian is a female if this is not some enemy spirit playing BS on me, but this same person has been appearing to me in dreams since as early as I can remember way before I even knew of Satanism. I have some personal things I would like to talk about but I have never summoned a demon before so I am a little nervous. I have felt the presense of someone very positive and protecting several times throught my life and have had positive coincidences (some of which are nearly impossible were it not for some spiritual intervention) Ok the person/demon that has appeared to me in dreams as
long as I can remember from time to time has black hair, white, she is of thin complexion. She once appeared as a younger child with a red pentagram on her shirt. She usually tries to comfort me when I am lonely in dreams. She is very kind and often in my dreams she likes to show me around this city (looks nothing like anything on earth) and there are these huge and very luxurious houses there one such was along a sea it kind of was like a kings castle in the middle ages. I met someone who said she was familiar with this person from there dreams as well once (but she spouted what sounded like nonsense about us both being gods at one point who were binded by evil spirits and cast down to earth and she was kind of bipolar/anti social so I am very weary of what She said) always wears casual of ten Gothic clothes. Who is this. Any help would be appreciated. Any advice on how I could find out who my gaurdian is. Note I have talked to several psychics and
asked who my soul mate is (they did not know eachother) and they all immediatly gave me the exact description of the person showing up in my dreams. Could this just be a premonition of someone I will meet in the future on this earth or am supposed to.

 

[Belial_666]

I went through the JoS site, and had a feeling my Guardian was Vassago. However, upon telepathically contacting Him, I just heard the name "Thoth" repeated a few times to me. I have since contacted Lord Thoth, and believe Him to be my Guardian. When I asked Him, I got a warm feeling all over my body, from my head to my toes, and I felt an instant connection with Him, like I have never felt with anybody in my life.

Nik

Ave Satanas! Hail Lucifer! Hail Thoth! Hail the Gods of Duat!

--- In , "Carl" <darkshadowsly@... wrote:

I havent found out who's my GD but... ill just keep at bay on that and advance in meditations and Magic =D

HS!!

--- In , Shadow Child <shadowchild66613@ wrote:

hey i had the same problem you had when i couldn't really find out who my guardian was i went to father Satan and her told me it was Thoth so i would just ask out father.

HAIL SATAN!!!!

~shadow~

--- On Thu, 2/10/11, Indigo Warrior <darkmonkey87@ wrote:

From: Indigo Warrior <darkmonkey87@
Subject: I would like to know who my gaurdian demon is (Please read full)
To:
Date: Thursday, February 10, 2011, 2:01 AM







 









I looked through the list on JOS and when I got to the name Vapula I immediately felt something very familiar, how do I know if this is really my guardian demon. Vepar also fits the description of who I have seen in my dreams all my life. Beleth could also be this demon. But for some reason I felt something a very familiar type feeling I saw the name Vapula. I know my guardian is a female if this is not some enemy spirit playing BS on me, but this same person has been appearing to me in dreams since as early as I can remember way before I even knew of Satanism. I have some personal things I would like to talk about but I have never summoned a demon before so I am a little nervous. I have felt the presense of someone very positive and protecting several times throught my life and have had positive coincidences (some of which are nearly impossible were it not for some spiritual intervention) Ok the person/demon that has appeared to me in dreams as
long as I can remember from time to time has black hair, white, she is of thin complexion. She once appeared as a younger child with a red pentagram on her shirt. She usually tries to comfort me when I am lonely in dreams. She is very kind and often in my dreams she likes to show me around this city (looks nothing like anything on earth) and there are these huge and very luxurious houses there one such was along a sea it kind of was like a kings castle in the middle ages. I met someone who said she was familiar with this person from there dreams as well once (but she spouted what sounded like nonsense about us both being gods at one point who were binded by evil spirits and cast down to earth and she was kind of bipolar/anti social so I am very weary of what She said) always wears casual of ten Gothic clothes. Who is this. Any help would be appreciated. Any advice on how I could find out who my gaurdian is. Note I have talked to several psychics and
asked who my soul mate is (they did not know eachother) and they all immediatly gave me the exact description of the person showing up in my dreams. Could this just be a premonition of someone I will meet in the future on this earth or am supposed to.