I will tell you a little about myself

[Clayface]

I did an rtr x3+aura cleansing today on the same day she came home telling me about a financial situation and also telling me that she is heavily considering enrolling me into a vocational program that will help me be qualified for a job.

I am so nervous but I think it is a sign from the gods for some reason since it all happened on the same day.

She is also having me start a list to brainstorm some ideas on how I can handle this and I want you to help me with this list and she told me I might show my face on zoom or even go in person and then I started thinking about the fact that I could make some friends there so I can escape that evil cult but I don't know how to make friends and that is one reason why i am nervous.

I want to know what is really going on here

 

[Clayface]

Today there was a jw convention and I looked at my mom while she was paying attention to it and she seemed like a total zombie with the cult speakers sucking her brains in and she was also in a bad mood when I distracted her from it like she was addicted or something.

I am glad that I got away with not having to put up with it but she told me that she knows I "have no regard for jehovah" and she told me that she will take her biggest regret into her grave (that I didn't dedicate to jehovah) but she said it in a way that feels like she gave up on life but after a bit she "forgets" it until something reminds her of it.

I'm glad that I had time to do some rtr and aura cleansing since she was gone earlier today.