I was one of Jehova's Witnesses

[AnnaMarie]

I cannot continue as one, for I have sinned. I feel the pull of gay pornography very strong. Please help me, Satan, for I feel God will no longer accept me as I am.

 

[Spidersweb]

Shalom Mordecai

 

[FancyMancy]

I was a christian. I was nearly a fundy one. I am also non-heterosexual myself. Welcome!

One question you might want to ask yourself is why "god" made you gay! If "god" gates homosexuals, then it should stop making gay Babies!

 

[Head Guardian Blitzkreig]

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You have made a very wise decision in coming here, as opposed to any Christianity-related. Pornography usage is bad, but nothing about homosexuality is inherently bad. It is a false perception that homosexuality is equal to heavy promiscuity or other undesirable behaviors.

Through Satanism, we directly work to advance our soul, free ourselves of our limitations, and reach new heights in our personal abilities. You would do well to put some effort in practicing meditations, studying the writings, and deprogramming from Christianity.

 

[darkmonkey666]

Glad your here Jehovas Witnesses that is hard to say the least. Post anything on here if you need support I know how hard it is to get out of Xtianity. Read the site and keep reading it fill your mind with the opposition. You may find some places useful like www.ex-christian.net as well. Reading the stories and maybe talking to people. I found that site useful when getting out. I grew up in a strong xtian household where my dad was a pastor.

Be careful though that is an actual cult they may shun you or cause some issues in your life in the physical. There are some documentaries too on getting out if you search online.

Nothing wrong with being gay in our beliefs but Porno is mostly bad read on here if you like about it in the search function. If you have a problem with this there are good suggestions to help you out on some threads.

 

[FancyMancy]

I was a christian. I was nearly a fundy one. I am also non-heterosexual myself. Welcome!

One question you might want to ask yourself is why "god" made you gay! If "god" gates homosexuals, then it should stop making gay Babies!

While I agree with your argument, I don't think I've ever seen a gay baby!

I'm well aware that certain sexual preferences and inclinations are based on things that are already set in stone at a very young age (as it has to do with a person's natural instincts), but attributing the resulting sexual orientation to a child or infant seems rather silly to me.

Regardless, denying one's very nature just to conform to the expectations of others would be completely unnatural and harmful. People should be free to do what will fulfil them the most sexually, as long as everyone involved consents to it.

It was a meme or a quote I saw online ages ago. Someone said "god" should stop making gay Babies. Of course, christians can't explain why "god" continues to make gay Babies, so they just blame "the devil" instead.

 

[Stormblood]

I was a christian. I was nearly a fundy one. I am also non-heterosexual myself. Welcome!

One question you might want to ask yourself is why "god" made you gay! If "god" gates homosexuals, then it should stop making gay Babies!

While I agree with your argument, I don't think I've ever seen a gay baby!

I'm well aware that certain sexual preferences and inclinations are based on things that are already set in stone at a very young age (as it has to do with a person's natural instincts), but attributing the resulting sexual orientation to a child or infant seems rather silly to me.

Regardless, denying one's very nature just to conform to the expectations of others would be completely unnatural and harmful. People should be free to do what will fulfil them the most sexually, as long as everyone involved consents to it.

Sexual orientation is an inborn human trait that is in the soul. It cannot be changed through different lives, as it is determined when your soul was first born. That is the nature side of the question.

Now, regarding the nurture side, it is possible to make someone believe they are whatever through brainwashing. This happens through media, social norms, religion, etc. This is why there are so many trans, why so many people are confused, why homosociality between males is based mostly on aggression, dominance and fear of being labelled 'gay' (especially a gay bottom), and also why so many things. Hypnosis can turn you into a monkey or a parrot, so it's perfectly possible for some people to believe they are something they aren't such as another sexual orientation or an teacup.

In the age we live, only power meditation, deep cleaning, purification and freeing the soul can lead you to deep self-knowledge, and take you out of the loop of confusion and brainwashing. Your sexual orientation may 'change' this way as you discover your true nature, and so will your hobbies, interests, passions, and ambitions change, revealing your true essence. So much is mystified on purpose.

There is also advancement, and that will lead you toward better things, and to relinquish that which holds you back. That happens because, as you start settling on higher and higher frequencies, you no longer resonate with things that are lower and thus dross. In that case, it is dangerous to keep clinging to them, as it will only bring you back down where you were, stalling your advancement. This is why it is important to keep an open, flexible mindset, always questioning yourself in the strive for ascension.

 

[Stormblood]

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There is also advancement, and that will lead you toward better things, and to relinquish that which holds you back. That happens because, as you start settling on higher and higher frequencies, you no longer resonate with things that are lower and thus dross. In that case, it is dangerous to keep clinging to them, as it will only bring you back down where you were, stalling your advancement. This is why it is important to keep an open, flexible mindset, always questioning yourself in the strive for ascension.

I see how it would be harmful. I tried looking at pornography for a few days last year purely for nostalgia's sake, and while it was exciting at first, I soon felt a disgusting feeling and literal pain accumulating in my sacral chakra. I haven't felt like looking at any since.

Given that, why would anyone want to cling to such things, rather than leave it behind when they realise they can't enjoy it anymore? Isn't it a no-brainer to stop engaging in things that no longer resonate with them?

Even if it concerns a habit someone regularly engaged in with their long-term partner, I don't think they'd be able to force themselves to continue with it for long. It would make more sense to try to discuss it than to keep putting up with something they no longer like.

So what could cause someone to want to cling to something they don't like anymore, when it's even harmful to them?

In my experience and observation, the force of habit and a fixed mindset can cloud your judgement and perception, deluding you into believing that something is good for you just because it always was. Porn, gaming, Netflix, alcohol caffeine, sweets, being sedentary, tech dependency, spoon-feeding... there is a lot of things that hold us back. Prejudice and personal bias prevent many people from advancing at an optimal pace. HP Zevios Metathronos tried many times to offer a grounded perspective in his sermons, to push people to identify imbalances and rectifies. Hopefully, people stop ignoring his warnings once and for all.

A note to some of the readers that like to twist my words for the sake of argument: just because I recognise things and unveil them in front of everyone, it doesn't mean that I am by any stretch perfect. Everyone has their own struggles to overcome.