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i want to delete my account,dont want to but have to

AvatarMerkabaforce2 min to read

hello
pls i want my account deleted
I feel am not ready to have an account yet,am going through something that is affecting my life seriously,and I feel my involvement in this forum is not needed right now,I know you guys think everyone is unique and i know but I can't shake I'd this feeling that I am not doing enough to be knowleged and not to talk I have gotten into some agurments that didn't end up well for me.
I just feel like myself is not here,it just like someone watching through his body,I can see through my eyes and move my body and things but I don't feel me,its just like myself is inside but is not coming out.
when I see something use to like the feeling of like just do not come out,I don't feel it in my heart of anything same happens when I feel something I hate.I can't feel this hatred.its like everything about myself is blocked out thoroughly and I can't bring them out.
even my user name I don't even know what I feel about it,if I like it or not.lol

I have been meditating anyway and I will not stop but I have fallen back on the Ritual because of physical problems that are going on,but I wish to come back up.

thank you for reading
maybe I will create another account in future when it is the right time.

#1
This is the targeted message.

I think you are doing really great eventhough you may experience issues, since, when the soul clears up things like this are common. Whatever happens, just keep meditating so that the soul can effectively clear out.

You do not have to dwell on hatred, being aware of things is enough.

Be open with yourself, and do not harshly judge yourself. Observe what arises but do not harshly judge as the meditations can bring out a lot of crap.

#2
Nama Enkisaid:

...

I apologize for being a bit mean to you back then. I just wanted to let you know I have nothing against you. I merely got suspicious back then because you were a new account, but that was my bad.
I don't think there really are many people here who dislike you. There may be some from time to time who get suspicious because you're still new, but other than that I think you are already an accepted member on the forums here.
Personally I'd want you to stay. :)

#3
Nama Enkisaid:

hello
pls i want my account deleted
I feel am not ready to have an account yet,am going through something that is affecting my life seriously,and I feel my involvement in this forum is not needed right now,I know you guys think everyone is unique and i know but I can't shake I'd this feeling that I am not doing enough to be knowleged and not to talk I have gotten into some agurments that didn't end up well for me.
I just feel like myself is not here,it just like someone watching through his body,I can see through my eyes and move my body and things but I don't feel me,its just like myself is inside but is not coming out.
when I see something use to like the feeling of like just do not come out,I don't feel it in my heart of anything same happens when I feel something I hate.I can't feel this hatred.its like everything about myself is blocked out thoroughly and I can't bring them out.
even my user name I don't even know what I feel about it,if I like it or not.lol

I have been meditating anyway and I will not stop but I have fallen back on the Ritual because of physical problems that are going on,but I wish to come back up.

thank you for reading
maybe I will create another account in future when it is the right time.

Hey. sounds like you are going through a soul cleansing for sure or should I say an identity issue. But take it from me, not too long ago, I needed a break from this forum and even left, and even at one point, not getting acknowledged bothered me. I had a lot of things bothering me now I am actually in a better state, and can fully understand what you are going through.

You should just take a break from the forums, or technology as much as possible. In fact try to get outside and get fresh air. Take in the scenery of nature and rest your mind. That is what always worked for me. What can I say I am a sucker for earth's natural beauty.

#4

thanks guys for your replies,
I will just be creating new account soon but I won't be posting much.
shael thats OK,I get why you were suspicious,I knew people will be because they were not used to what I was saying and little bit from me for not explaining properly,but just to let you know its fine,but I am not new though,have had previous accounts.
thanks again for your reply.

#5
HP. Zevios Metathronossaid:

I think you are doing really great eventhough you may experience issues, since, when the soul clears up things like this are common. Whatever happens, just keep meditating so that the soul can effectively clear out.

You do not have to dwell on hatred, being aware of things is enough.

Be open with yourself, and do not harshly judge yourself. Observe what arises but do not harshly judge as the meditations can bring out a lot of crap.

thank you HP Zevios Metathronos,personally this is coming from me,and I am working to make everything fine,I love Zeus and the gods and will never let world problems get between me and them,so I will not be leaving but just laying low,thank you again and HAIL ZEUS

#6

I never understood this "pls delete my account" thing.

If I were to leave, I would just leave, eventually, I would write a post, just to let people know why I am leaving.

I don't understand the drama behind it, seriously.

"You will be here as long as I am here and that is forever."

#7
Larissa666said:

I never understood this "pls delete my account" thing.

If I were to leave, I would just leave, eventually, I would write a post, just to let people know why I am leaving.

I don't understand the drama behind it, seriously.

Yeah,

Me neither.

#8
TopoftheAbysssaid:
Larissa666said:

I never understood this "pls delete my account" thing.

If I were to leave, I would just leave, eventually, I would write a post, just to let people know why I am leaving.

I don't understand the drama behind it, seriously.

Yeah,

Me neither.

Same

I am reaching towards a green apple.

#9
Nama Enkisaid:

thanks guys for your replies,
I will just be creating new account soon but I won't be posting much.
shael thats OK,I get why you were suspicious,I knew people will be because they were not used to what I was saying and little bit from me for not explaining properly,but just to let you know its fine,but I am not new though,have had previous accounts.
thanks again for your reply.

It’s not that we don’t understand what you were saying, it’s that you were posting misinformation and couldn’t accept it when we corrected you. Maybe you wanna fix that trait.

I am reaching towards a green apple.

#10
Nama Enkisaid:

thanks guys for your replies,
I will just be creating new account soon but I won't be posting much.
shael thats OK,I get why you were suspicious,I knew people will be because they were not used to what I was saying and little bit from me for not explaining properly,but just to let you know its fine,but I am not new though,have had previous accounts.
thanks again for your reply.

As you meditate and clean your soul, negative things from past lives and otherwise will start rising to the surface. It's like you are cleaning out layers and when you clean out one layer the next layer comes up to be dealt with and will make you feel all kinds of negative things from that layer. You just have to keep going and keep cleaning these out and it will get better and better the more you do it, I dealt with this starting out a lot and still have layers to clean out but they are SO much easier to deal with and I hardly even get 2 seconds of negative feelings, I just go and deal with it and clean it out.

You don't need to have your account deleted, but nobody's going to stop you if you want to make a new one for the name. There's absolutely no issue with deciding to just not be active on the forum. I had taken a 2 year long, possibly longer hiatus of not touching the forums at all since the old forum and I was still advancing and meditating behind the scenes. It was only about a year ago that I decided to join again here with my newfound experiences, knowledge and advancement to help others here now that very little ever hinders me spiritual wise and now that I am stronger. Sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do.

Just remember that we're always here whenever you need advice, guidance or assistance. The enemy can try with all their might but we're not going anywhere. And if you decide to lay low or avoid the forum, I strongly suggest that if you ever get the urge to check the forum that you follow this urge and do so, because chances are something important has been posted for you to see whether it be a new ritual working for everybody to do or for something that might answer a question you've been asking yourself.

Good luck, keep advancing no matter what and stay true to the path of truth.

#11
TopoftheAbysssaid:
Larissa666said:

I never understood this "pls delete my account" thing.

If I were to leave, I would just leave, eventually, I would write a post, just to let people know why I am leaving.

I don't understand the drama behind it, seriously.

Yeah,

Me neither.

I've had the same thought. What gets me is this sudden rash of requests to delete one's account. It feels like every 1-2 weeks there's a new one.

I mean it's their business I suppose, I'm just puzzled by the sheer number of requests in such a short period.

#12
Nama Enkisaid:
Aquariussaid:
Nama Enkisaid:

thanks guys for your replies,
I will just be creating new account soon but I won't be posting much.
shael thats OK,I get why you were suspicious,I knew people will be because they were not used to what I was saying and little bit from me for not explaining properly,but just to let you know its fine,but I am not new though,have had previous accounts.
thanks again for your reply.

It’s not that we don’t understand what you were saying, it’s that you were posting misinformation and couldn’t accept it when we corrected you. Maybe you wanna fix that trait.

its not misinformation,its the truth I believe and if you don't want to accept it am not forcing anyone,I just asked why people say soul can die when every ancient text I read says that soul is immortal one of which is the book "phaedo'' where Plato proved the immortality of soul using the examples of forms and particulars,you may want to get that book and learn from it
the Egyptian text state that every living thing is an expression of Amun.amun who created the universe through sound and every soul is a part of amun,since amun is the eternal one and existed before the universe and time didn't it mean we are eternal as well.I am not talking of physical eternal,but our souls is eternal even if we may have countless reincarnation cycles soul never dies it only transmigrates,not only from human to human but from human to animal as well.
when people do not meditate for a long time and their soul energy drastically reduces maybe this is what happens,they reincarnates as animal or plants,such reincarnation cycle is known in hinduism and other eastern religions.
all Greek philosophers believed that soul is immortal including Egyptian and eastern text so what is the misinformation in that

Some simple studying here on the forums would show you that most of the works of the Greeks and Egyptians have been corrupted, and no, nobody will ever reincarnate as a plant because that is just some degenerate corruption of texts, hinduism isn’t right, hinduism also promotes degenerate and sick stuff like fasting that is not healthy and we know it. Maybe you can’t accept that the soul can die because of your own insecurities? Who knows...
Maybe use the search function on the forums and type the keywords “reincarnation soul” and you will get a super lengthy explanation by the HP’s on how the soul will actually dissolve in the astral if a person neglects the spiritual for lifetimes.

I am reaching towards a green apple.

#13

Immortal doesn't mean that it can't be destroyed, it means that it never dies of old age.

#14
Nama Enkisaid:

its not misinformation,its the truth I believe and if you don't want to accept it am not forcing anyone,I just asked why people say soul can die when every ancient text I read says that soul is immortal one of which is the book "phaedo'' where Plato proved the immortality of soul using the examples of forms and particulars,you may want to get that book and learn from it
the Egyptian text state that every living thing is an expression of Amun.amun who created the universe through sound and every soul is a part of amun,since amun is the eternal one and existed before the universe and time didn't it mean we are eternal as well.I am not talking of physical eternal,but our souls is eternal even if we may have countless reincarnation cycles soul never dies it only transmigrates,not only from human to human but from human to animal as well.
when people do not meditate for a long time and their soul energy drastically reduces maybe this is what happens,they reincarnates as animal or plants,such reincarnation cycle is known in hinduism and other eastern religions.
all Greek philosophers believed that soul is immortal including Egyptian and eastern text so what is the misinformation in that

The soul is "immortal" in the sense that it will keep reincarnating over and over again. That is what those texts you refer to, meant. However, if one does not work on their soul, it will eventually lack the energy to reincarnate again. If this happens, it will be stuck on the astral and without the help of another entity (like Zeus and the Gods) it would eventually completely run out of all energy and dissolve back into the aether and stop existing.

The eastern texts state the soul is called the demon this was the same for the Greeks as well. The condition of the soul is the fate of the soul. The soul its clearly stated has to be made immortal by the inner practices. If the soul is not worked on with the inner practices the texts are clear the individual will wander the astral within a low energy state and after a few years the subtle body will dissipate due to its low energy state and the person reincarnates according to the karmic influences upon their soul. In time the soul will no longer be able to reincarnate if not empowered by what is called Chi the spiritual light. And that will be the end damnation.
From Forums Contributor, in this sermon: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=26124

Also humans cannot reincarnate as animals or plants. That stuff is just ridiculous corruptions by the enemy. The human Soul already requires a very specific human body for reincarnation, so reincarnating into a different type of organism entirely is completely impossible. The teachings who spread this also go around saying blacks and whites are both the same race, and that people could reincarnate as whites or blacks interchangeably. And all sorts of other ludicrous garbage like that.

#15
TopoftheAbysssaid:

Immortal doesn't mean that it can't be destroyed, it means that it never dies of old age.

Not of old age but if it's too weak to sustain itself it will dissolve in the astral.

I am reaching towards a green apple.

#16
Aquariussaid:
Nama Enkisaid:
Aquariussaid:

It’s not that we don’t understand what you were saying, it’s that you were posting misinformation and couldn’t accept it when we corrected you. Maybe you wanna fix that trait.

its not misinformation,its the truth I believe and if you don't want to accept it am not forcing anyone,I just asked why people say soul can die when every ancient text I read says that soul is immortal one of which is the book "phaedo'' where Plato proved the immortality of soul using the examples of forms and particulars,you may want to get that book and learn from it
the Egyptian text state that every living thing is an expression of Amun.amun who created the universe through sound and every soul is a part of amun,since amun is the eternal one and existed before the universe and time didn't it mean we are eternal as well.I am not talking of physical eternal,but our souls is eternal even if we may have countless reincarnation cycles soul never dies it only transmigrates,not only from human to human but from human to animal as well.
when people do not meditate for a long time and their soul energy drastically reduces maybe this is what happens,they reincarnates as animal or plants,such reincarnation cycle is known in hinduism and other eastern religions.
all Greek philosophers believed that soul is immortal including Egyptian and eastern text so what is the misinformation in that

Some simple studying here on the forums would show you that most of the works of the Greeks and Egyptians have been corrupted, and no, nobody will ever reincarnate as a plant because that is just some degenerate corruption of texts, hinduism isn’t right, hinduism also promotes degenerate and sick stuff like fasting that is not healthy and we know it. Maybe you can’t accept that the soul can die because of your own insecurities? Who knows...
Maybe use the search function on the forums and type the keywords “reincarnation soul” and you will get a super lengthy explanation by the HP’s on how the soul will actually dissolve in the astral if a person neglects the spiritual for lifetimes.

again your wrong,soul does not dissolve in any astral,soul does not belong to the astral plane,the astral body when we reincarnate dissolved in the astral so we take a new astral body.
soul is life and soul gives life to a body when it inhabits it,nothing can live without soul in it,so when death comes it means that soul has left the body and death take over which then lead to destruction of that body since what is dead is destroyed.soul can not die because soul being life is the opposite of death so when the two meets one has to give way for the other one to take over.either soul being life gives way for death to take over and that is what happens,since soul is life just as snow is cold,if snow was not cold it is not snow.so if soul is not life it is not soul.
energy can not live without soul in it,our physical,astral and aetheric body are energy,but they would not be alive if soul does not inhabit it.if you create an energy form does it mean it has life,it doesn't,it is only a thoughtform manifested by your thoughts and nothing more,it has no soul it is not alive so soul is not an energy form and it don't dissolve back to the ether since ether is energy.
animals and plants have souls too,they are living things just like us,soul can incarnate in the body of a human,animal or plant depending on ones actions,karma and energy levels.our actions affect who we are this also means what we reincarnate into.
I am not the one who have insecurities,you are the one who can't accept anything because it didn't come from jos because you are quite insecure of reading anything outside Jos not me.I remember when I posted something about inner terrestrial civilization and you immediately called it new age because it did not come from jos.
do not call my own researches insecurities and I am done auguring with you since it is leading nowhere,have your way let others have theirs.

#17
Nama Enkisaid:
Aquariussaid:
Nama Enkisaid:

its not misinformation,its the truth I believe and if you don't want to accept it am not forcing anyone,I just asked why people say soul can die when every ancient text I read says that soul is immortal one of which is the book "phaedo'' where Plato proved the immortality of soul using the examples of forms and particulars,you may want to get that book and learn from it
the Egyptian text state that every living thing is an expression of Amun.amun who created the universe through sound and every soul is a part of amun,since amun is the eternal one and existed before the universe and time didn't it mean we are eternal as well.I am not talking of physical eternal,but our souls is eternal even if we may have countless reincarnation cycles soul never dies it only transmigrates,not only from human to human but from human to animal as well.
when people do not meditate for a long time and their soul energy drastically reduces maybe this is what happens,they reincarnates as animal or plants,such reincarnation cycle is known in hinduism and other eastern religions.
all Greek philosophers believed that soul is immortal including Egyptian and eastern text so what is the misinformation in that

Some simple studying here on the forums would show you that most of the works of the Greeks and Egyptians have been corrupted, and no, nobody will ever reincarnate as a plant because that is just some degenerate corruption of texts, hinduism isn’t right, hinduism also promotes degenerate and sick stuff like fasting that is not healthy and we know it. Maybe you can’t accept that the soul can die because of your own insecurities? Who knows...
Maybe use the search function on the forums and type the keywords “reincarnation soul” and you will get a super lengthy explanation by the HP’s on how the soul will actually dissolve in the astral if a person neglects the spiritual for lifetimes.

again your wrong,soul does not dissolve in any astral,soul does not belong to the astral plane,the astral body when we reincarnate dissolved in the astral so we take a new astral body.
soul is life and soul gives life to a body when it inhabits it,nothing can live without soul in it,so when death comes it means that soul has left the body and death take over which then lead to destruction of that body since what is dead is destroyed.soul can not die because soul being life is the opposite of death so when the two meets one has to give way for the other one to take over.either soul being life gives way for death to take over and that is what happens,since soul is life just as snow is cold,if snow was not cold it is not snow.so if soul is not life it is not soul.
energy can not live without soul in it,our physical,astral and aetheric body are energy,but they would not be alive if soul does not inhabit it.if you create an energy form does it mean it has life,it doesn't,it is only a thoughtform manifested by your thoughts and nothing more,it has no soul it is not alive so soul is not an energy form and it don't dissolve back to the ether since ether is energy.
animals and plants have souls too,they are living things just like us,soul can incarnate in the body of a human,animal or plant depending on ones actions,karma and energy levels.our actions affect who we are this also means what we reincarnate into.
I am not the one who have insecurities,you are the one who can't accept anything because it didn't come from jos because you are quite insecure of reading anything outside Jos not me.I remember when I posted something about inner terrestrial civilization and you immediately called it new age because it did not come from jos.
do not call my own researches insecurities and I am done auguring with you since it is leading nowhere,have your way let others have theirs.

Yes bro we are all already immortal and perfect, our souls will live forever, keep beliving it, stop meditating cause your soul is untouchable and perfect lol. If so why Satan PROTECTS his souls in Hell and asked Pythia to do energy works on some of them? He could have let them alone in astral but evidently there are some dangers. No? A soul is made of energy and it can die. The basic of Christianity is to take people's souls and convert it in pure energy and this has been said many times. Everyone here knows that, it's ok if you have your New Age belifes, just don't try to promote them here. K?

#18
Nama Enkisaid:
Aquariussaid:
Nama Enkisaid:

its not misinformation,its the truth I believe and if you don't want to accept it am not forcing anyone,I just asked why people say soul can die when every ancient text I read says that soul is immortal one of which is the book "phaedo'' where Plato proved the immortality of soul using the examples of forms and particulars,you may want to get that book and learn from it
the Egyptian text state that every living thing is an expression of Amun.amun who created the universe through sound and every soul is a part of amun,since amun is the eternal one and existed before the universe and time didn't it mean we are eternal as well.I am not talking of physical eternal,but our souls is eternal even if we may have countless reincarnation cycles soul never dies it only transmigrates,not only from human to human but from human to animal as well.
when people do not meditate for a long time and their soul energy drastically reduces maybe this is what happens,they reincarnates as animal or plants,such reincarnation cycle is known in hinduism and other eastern religions.
all Greek philosophers believed that soul is immortal including Egyptian and eastern text so what is the misinformation in that

Some simple studying here on the forums would show you that most of the works of the Greeks and Egyptians have been corrupted, and no, nobody will ever reincarnate as a plant because that is just some degenerate corruption of texts, hinduism isn’t right, hinduism also promotes degenerate and sick stuff like fasting that is not healthy and we know it. Maybe you can’t accept that the soul can die because of your own insecurities? Who knows...
Maybe use the search function on the forums and type the keywords “reincarnation soul” and you will get a super lengthy explanation by the HP’s on how the soul will actually dissolve in the astral if a person neglects the spiritual for lifetimes.

again your wrong,soul does not dissolve in any astral,soul does not belong to the astral plane,the astral body when we reincarnate dissolved in the astral so we take a new astral body.
soul is life and soul gives life to a body when it inhabits it,nothing can live without soul in it,so when death comes it means that soul has left the body and death take over which then lead to destruction of that body since what is dead is destroyed.soul can not die because soul being life is the opposite of death so when the two meets one has to give way for the other one to take over.either soul being life gives way for death to take over and that is what happens,since soul is life just as snow is cold,if snow was not cold it is not snow.so if soul is not life it is not soul.
energy can not live without soul in it,our physical,astral and aetheric body are energy,but they would not be alive if soul does not inhabit it.if you create an energy form does it mean it has life,it doesn't,it is only a thoughtform manifested by your thoughts and nothing more,it has no soul it is not alive so soul is not an energy form and it don't dissolve back to the ether since ether is energy.
animals and plants have souls too,they are living things just like us,soul can incarnate in the body of a human,animal or plant depending on ones actions,karma and energy levels.our actions affect who we are this also means what we reincarnate into.
I am not the one who have insecurities,you are the one who can't accept anything because it didn't come from jos because you are quite insecure of reading anything outside Jos not me.I remember when I posted something about inner terrestrial civilization and you immediately called it new age because it did not come from jos.
do not call my own researches insecurities and I am done auguring with you since it is leading nowhere,have your way let others have theirs.

Maybe you’ll wake up one day? Start doing some Rituals

I am reaching towards a green apple.

#19
Aquariussaid:
Nama Enkisaid:
Aquariussaid:

Some simple studying here on the forums would show you that most of the works of the Greeks and Egyptians have been corrupted, and no, nobody will ever reincarnate as a plant because that is just some degenerate corruption of texts, hinduism isn’t right, hinduism also promotes degenerate and sick stuff like fasting that is not healthy and we know it. Maybe you can’t accept that the soul can die because of your own insecurities? Who knows...
Maybe use the search function on the forums and type the keywords “reincarnation soul” and you will get a super lengthy explanation by the HP’s on how the soul will actually dissolve in the astral if a person neglects the spiritual for lifetimes.

again your wrong,soul does not dissolve in any astral,soul does not belong to the astral plane,the astral body when we reincarnate dissolved in the astral so we take a new astral body.
soul is life and soul gives life to a body when it inhabits it,nothing can live without soul in it,so when death comes it means that soul has left the body and death take over which then lead to destruction of that body since what is dead is destroyed.soul can not die because soul being life is the opposite of death so when the two meets one has to give way for the other one to take over.either soul being life gives way for death to take over and that is what happens,since soul is life just as snow is cold,if snow was not cold it is not snow.so if soul is not life it is not soul.
energy can not live without soul in it,our physical,astral and aetheric body are energy,but they would not be alive if soul does not inhabit it.if you create an energy form does it mean it has life,it doesn't,it is only a thoughtform manifested by your thoughts and nothing more,it has no soul it is not alive so soul is not an energy form and it don't dissolve back to the ether since ether is energy.
animals and plants have souls too,they are living things just like us,soul can incarnate in the body of a human,animal or plant depending on ones actions,karma and energy levels.our actions affect who we are this also means what we reincarnate into.
I am not the one who have insecurities,you are the one who can't accept anything because it didn't come from jos because you are quite insecure of reading anything outside Jos not me.I remember when I posted something about inner terrestrial civilization and you immediately called it new age because it did not come from jos.
do not call my own researches insecurities and I am done auguring with you since it is leading nowhere,have your way let others have theirs.

Maybe you’ll wake up one day? Start doing some Rituals

I already do Rituals bro and am woke