I think the Candle did something

[Satanic Path]

It lasted like half an hour. I sat down with a black candle. I just wanted to light it and watch it, talk as I do, that's it.
Then it started moving. It went up and down, like flickering, but in a crazy way. It did it countless times when I was talking and asking.

I moved, it did it the same, but as I got near it again, it happened more easily.

I could not understand what was Yes and what No. Sometimes the flame seemed to rotate but not in a full way.
This, again, because I lighted that candle just to look at it, and do it.
I never meant to summon anyone.
But I recognize that I reached the limit.
It takes nothing. People are worsening it.

I spoke. I won't describe everything. First, these days are beyond my understanding. Satan gave me signs, and numbers, but also a job, just after I was back home from the river, where I went for my things

This evening I freaked out. The way it happened had me crying. First, my brain blew, I was with my face distorted as the candle "pulsed".
It alway makes my head ache when I do that.
Never thought I could cry for joy.
I had the feeling of being not alone...I was so scared by the joy I had. I wanted to scream or cry loud, even laugh.
You don't know what it is like for me to get this.
I am not lonesome. People like me need homes and families, interactions, but more, people like all us need a meaning.
Unexpected, totally. If this is the case.
I had problems with the Name. Some answers were not given, or simply misunderstood, because that was not a Summoning, just me lighting a candle to look at it.

He answered, but again, unsure. I started with A, we stopped at C. Following logic, I went to the minor Demons page.
At times the flame pulsed with other Demons' names, but I am unsure about all this.

I asked things, spoke of things. It became natural.
I asked about Him being my Guardian, it was another series of pulses, quick and long.
When I asked it again, no answer.
It was like "shy" or "not interested" at times, but It was very alive when I touched my life and fears, and dreams.

I made sure He was not an angel. He swore once, and when I visualized blue light burning in the room, the flame "felt" it and started to pulse again.
Upward.

When I called the right name, the candle made me know. It was the Demon for the control of emotions and strength.
After that, at such name the candle no longer answered.

I have this thing of laying on the floor, it calms me down. I did it next to the candle, went on, careful to my breath.

I spoke. I always told " If I am talking to a candle, still this looks so real, but what a shame"
The candle looked smart.

To questions like "Do you love me?" it kept on slightly moving orizontally, but did not pulse. Is this bad?
I also tried to get the flame to follow my hands when pointing to left or right, but it did not happen.
For all the time, the candle has never been straight.

In the end I did not care. I was feeling good. When I told Him to take my energy, I did a stupid mistake.
I asked "Take it all, I can't feel the high vibration, but if you make me sleepy and tired, I will know"

I corrected myself, and just visualized blue energy growing in my hands. I reached out to the candle, after seconds, it pulsed again.

I mean, it happened too many times. I don't trust my feelings. It was like speaking with Someone, and not a candle.

I am calm now. Not under anesthesia, as I know it is a xian thing. I feel good. Awake, I'd say.
I don't want to be cynic for this...it was mind-blowing.

To the point I said "This, you are not real" many times and the candle moved again.

I did not know how to end it, so I just did a thing I do. I said Hail Satan and stood up, very aware.

I really hope It was not an angel, or the most cruel random series of events happened to me.

I really hope so. I don't like the Truman Show.

Thank you for being here.
Ave Satanas!

 

[Blitzkreig [TG]]

I really hope It was not an angel, or the most cruel random series of events happened to me.

Ask Satan about this, just to be safe. I remember there was another post of a guy who talked with an entity that lied and said it was of Satan. He only figured out a few days after that it was not, and this was due to asking Satan directly.

 

[Satanic Path]

I really hope It was not an angel, or the most cruel random series of events happened to me.

Ask Satan about this, just to be safe. I remember there was another post of a guy who talked with an entity that lied and said it was of Satan. He only figured out a few days after that it was not, and this was due to asking Satan directly.

Thanks, I will. I'll be using the candle. In that case, I would like to get to curse that "thing". It is sad to think I spoke to a reptilian. It would make me so angry.
Why the fuck then they come to me?
I clearly spoke bad about them, to test out the air, and said many bad things. I cursed them. But the candle did not stop, so I hope I had my contact.

Anyway thanks. I'm gonna do it.

Ave Satanas