I need some help

[The Phantom Stranger]

Hi this is embarrassing to say but I guess it was just natural consequences and I think it mainly affects men more than women because men watch more porn.

I think I have gathered unwanted fetishes from watching porn, I stopped watching video-porn a while ago, probably a year ago, but still masturbate, I try to stick to static photos of hot women I suppose to stay away from anything too freaky. I have natural fetishes and those are okay, but ones that I gathered from porn I want gone.

Will my unwanted fetish go away in time?? It has been bothering me constantly that I might have degenerate fetishes which I don't want.

I want to be a famous and powerful satanic warrior but I don't want my reputation stained with the fact that I have degenerate fetishes.

Luckily I haven't engaged in these fetishes in the real world with real women, just watched videos of this shit back in the past but I don't want these fetishes.

These thoughts have been bothering me quite a bit in the past few weeks, or months.

I don't even know who to talk to about this, its just so embarrassing.

 

[Henu the Great]

This is one way to tackle this issue: https://joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Words-of-Power.html

 

[The Phantom Stranger]

This is one way to tackle this issue: https://joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Words-of-Power.html

Man I feel like I'm too young to be dealing with this shit, I wish I never touched porn.

From the web page, I think Ansuz will do me good?

Because I see yellow is supposed to be good for removing addictions and breaking habits, that should include sexual fetishes right?
And because yellow is air, Ansuz also ties into air, I think it should work right?

Which one do you think is better and more suited red Uruz energy or yellow Ansuz energy for removing fetishes?

 

[Henu the Great]

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That's a tough question because this can be handled all the same with either option. It is a matter of a slightly different route, in my view. ...And then there is the option of Sanskrit, as well.

Go with whatever option you are more comfortable with and have trust that your effort works.

 

[Henu the Great]

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On a second note, I think that using white-gold is the best approach in this case.