i need some advice...

[d1am0nd_mag3]

so, yea...as the title says i need some advice...
as in rune magic, one of the greatest "laws" in satanism, is 'a gift for a gift' which means one must give back, for whats received, one thing for another, and nothing for free...
well, my issue or whatever, is that, ive nothing to give back to satanism, atleast, not now.
i say this, becase i cant really do, the destuction ruituals becase...i dont trust myself enough to not screw it up, and end up damageing myself, or non involved people. im just not very capable in casting magics, nor am i very far in spirituality or chakras, so i cant give back in that way, yet.
in the past...i used to 'hide' little notes at my school, telling finders to go to the JoS homepage, and the exposingchristianity one, but i stopped after realising that, its just as bad as if a xian was doing it. i guess, i could do the same, just in a different place.
and...now that i think about it, i may not be strong...in the practice of magic, but i am more then good at the therory, in the past, ive worked on reversing the old high magics, the ones used for binding our gods, changing it, so, it would bind angels instead, maby...if i dig that resurch up, and start agein, i could give that?

aah, i dont know....but i do hope i can get some advice on this, and sorry for the length ^-^;

 

[blackkat_411]

..Hail Satan!! yes, what anaxium says is true, although if you want to do something right away go to sites like yahoo answers--people asking questions in the R&S. answer and post link to exposingchristianity or joy of satan. You can also leave the links in xian books/buybulls or even religious books in the library. There are many creative ways to 'give back' until you feel strong enough to do rituals and such.

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so, yea...as the title says i need some advice...
as in rune magic, one of the greatest "laws" in satanism, is 'a gift for a gift' which means one must give back, for whats received, one thing for another, and nothing for free...
well, my issue or whatever, is that, ive nothing to give back to satanism, atleast, not now.
i say this, becase i cant really do, the destuction ruituals becase...i dont trust myself enough to not screw it up, and end up damageing myself, or non involved people. im just not very capable in casting magics, nor am i very far in spirituality or chakras, so i cant give back in that way, yet.
in the past...i used to 'hide' little notes at my school, telling finders to go to the JoS homepage, and the exposingchristianity one, but i stopped after realising that, its just as bad as if a xian was doing it. i guess, i could do the same, just in a different place.
and...now that i think about it, i may not be strong...in the practice of magic, but i am more then good at the therory, in the past, ive worked on reversing the old high magics, the ones used for binding our gods, changing it, so, it would bind angels instead, maby...if i dig that resurch up, and start agein, i could give that?

aah, i dont know....but i do hope i can get some advice on this, and sorry for the length ^-^;