i have trouble communicating with demons too, i think i did manage to talk with Set for a little but thats all the luck i've had so far. have u done the dedication ritual yet? if u havent that may be part of the problem. do u have any malls near ur house? at my mall we have a place called The Gothic Shop where they have really nice incense for 10 cents a stick. u might be able to get a good friend to buy the stuff for u and u pay them back. also read everything u can on the JoS, that really helps get all that christian shit out of ur head. if i were u i'd be most concerned about u getting sick when u go into a trance. since ur in a christian home there could be a thoughtform thats affecting u. try putting white and gold into ur aura to help out. sometimes if i have somethin bothering me when im tryin to meditate i print out a demonic sigil and put it on my lap. ur not spiritually weak at all, just keep doin ur meditations and ull be fine

I have tried contacting Demons but I have failed. I can't do meditation because I have no time to do it because of my nosy christian grandmother. I have tried my ouija board but no luck. A pendulum didn't work either. I can't create an astral temple. I can't buy insence or candles. When I tried to go into a trance I get a real sick feeling and feel like throwing up and start salivating. I was able to open my third eye (I think). I don't know what to do know. I also am having trouble with the images of Father Satan and the Original Gods that was imprinted from the media. I know Father Satan the Gods are not ugly monsters. Can anyone help me? maybe I am spiritually weak?
HAIL SATAN!!!!