I have to tell this

[mitniko]

I have been meditating for a little over a week and a half to open my chakras and nothing strange has ever happened to me except waking up in the night heat in the stomach while I was meditating and the truth these days while meditating I did not concentrate I did not feel like the first few days I thought I was doing something wrong until this day at night I lay down like 11:00 pm but I could not sleep I felt restless so I decided to sit in my bed cross my legs as if to meditate but everything was worse I felt drugged as with Mdma and for over a year I do not use any drug eyes I was going back I felt afraid but at the same time I was calm I had a mixture of emotions I wanted to cry but no tears came and fuck my fucking eyes blurred vein and they hurt me so much That I was closing my eyes I felt that I could see images of my room arrived now while I write this I do not know if it was the best experience of my life or the worst I just wanted to get rid of thanks for reading.

 

[Shael1]

Probably an effect of blocked up energy getting a more free flow. Just to be safe I would do a banishing ritual every day for a few days. Might aswell have been an enemy entity. 
-Shael

On Mon, Dec 26, 2016 at 10:09, mitniko@... [JoyofSatan666]<[email protected] wrote:  
I have been meditating for a little over a week and a half to open my chakras and nothing strange has ever happened to me except waking up in the night heat in the stomach while I was meditating and the truth these days while meditating I did not concentrate I did not feel like the first few days I thought I was doing something wrong until this day at night I lay down like 11:00 pm but I could not sleep I felt restless so I decided to sit in my bed cross my legs as if to meditate but everything was worse I felt drugged as with Mdma and for over a year I do not use any drug eyes I was going back I felt afraid but at the same time I was calm I had a mixture of emotions I wanted to cry but no tears came and fuck my fucking eyes blurred vein and they hurt me so much That I was closing my eyes I felt that I could see images of my room arrived now while I write this I do not know if it was the best experience of my life or the worst I just wanted to get rid of thanks for reading.

 

[mitnik olea]

I saw a video of a girl from India who saw blindfolded as it was initiated by a guru. But in case of doubts do the ritual you say thank you.


El Martes, 27 de diciembre, 2016 15:36:51, "Shael shael666@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] escribió:


  Probably an effect of blocked up energy getting a more free flow. Just to be safe I would do a banishing ritual every day for a few days. Might aswell have been an enemy entity. 
-Shael

 
I have been meditating for a little over a week and a half to open my chakras and nothing strange has ever happened to me except waking up in the night heat in the stomach while I was meditating and the truth these days while meditating I did not concentrate I did not feel like the first few days I thought I was doing something wrong until this day at night I lay down like 11:00 pm but I could not sleep I felt restless so I decided to sit in my bed cross my legs as if to meditate but everything was worse I felt drugged as with Mdma and for over a year I do not use any drug eyes I was going back I felt afraid but at the same time I was calm I had a mixture of emotions I wanted to cry but no tears came and fuck my fucking eyes blurred vein and they hurt me so much That I was closing my eyes I felt that I could see images of my room arrived now while I write this I do not know if it was the best experience of my life or the worst I just wanted to get rid of thanks for reading.