I am VERY lost!!!!

[lost_be_found]

Hello all,Well first of all it took me forever to figure out how to make a post, is there a quick way to do it?
And second I'm a little worried about somethings. I dedicated myself awhile ago, and I haven't had any reassurance yet. I'm aware that the Father is very busy but should have have had something by now? It has been months, and no feeling, no sign, no dreams. What could that mean? I have been waiting for something like this since I was a little kid, and when I stumbled upon the JOS website I knew I had to do this. Could that mean the Father doesn't accept me? Did I dedicate myself for reasons He doesn't like perhaps? I'm very worried I thought I finally found my life. Any thought??

 

[richardlesterhailsatan11]

Welco[/IMG]</var> 

---In , <lost_be_found@... wrote:

Hello all,Well first of all it took me forever to figure out how to make a post, is there a quick way to do it?
And second I'm a little worried about somethings. I dedicated myself awhile ago, and I haven't had any reassurance yet. I'm aware that the Father is very busy but should have have had something by now? It has been months, and no feeling, no sign, no dreams. What could that mean? I have been waiting for something like this since I was a little kid, and when I stumbled upon the JOS website I knew I had to do this. Could that mean the Father doesn't accept me? Did I dedicate myself for reasons He doesn't like perhaps? I'm very worried I thought I finally found my life. Any thought??

 

[richardlesterhailsatan11]

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---In , <richardlesterhailsatan11@... wrote:

Welco[/IMG]</var> 

---In , <lost_be_found@... wrote:

Hello all,Well first of all it took me forever to figure out how to make a post, is there a quick way to do it?
And second I'm a little worried about somethings. I dedicated myself awhile ago, and I haven't had any reassurance yet. I'm aware that the Father is very busy but should have have had something by now? It has been months, and no feeling, no sign, no dreams. What could that mean? I have been waiting for something like this since I was a little kid, and when I stumbled upon the JOS website I knew I had to do this. Could that mean the Father doesn't accept me? Did I dedicate myself for reasons He doesn't like perhaps? I'm very worried I thought I finally found my life. Any thought??

 

[richardlesterhailsatan11]

Only way you can f[/IMG]</var> 

---In , <richardlesterhailsatan11@... wrote:

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---In , <richardlesterhailsatan11@... wrote:

Welco[/IMG]</var> 

---In , <lost_be_found@... wrote:

Hello all,Well first of all it took me forever to figure out how to make a post, is there a quick way to do it?
And second I'm a little worried about somethings. I dedicated myself awhile ago, and I haven't had any reassurance yet. I'm aware that the Father is very busy but should have have had something by now? It has been months, and no feeling, no sign, no dreams. What could that mean? I have been waiting for something like this since I was a little kid, and when I stumbled upon the JOS website I knew I had to do this. Could that mean the Father doesn't accept me? Did I dedicate myself for reasons He doesn't like perhaps? I'm very worried I thought I finally found my life. Any thought??

 

[light_algur]

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What kind of B.S is this? Where did you get this, or how did you come up with this illogical conclusion? 

---In , <richardlesterhailsatan11@... wrote:

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---In , <richardlesterhailsatan11@... wrote:

Welco[/IMG]</var> 

---In , <lost_be_found@... wrote:

Hello all,Well first of all it took me forever to figure out how to make a post, is there a quick way to do it?
And second I'm a little worried about somethings. I dedicated myself awhile ago, and I haven't had any reassurance yet. I'm aware that the Father is very busy but should have have had something by now? It has been months, and no feeling, no sign, no dreams. What could that mean? I have been waiting for something like this since I was a little kid, and when I stumbled upon the JOS website I knew I had to do this. Could that mean the Father doesn't accept me? Did I dedicate myself for reasons He doesn't like perhaps? I'm very worried I thought I finally found my life. Any thought??

 

[richardlesterhailsatan11]

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---In , <yc28@... wrote:

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What kind of B.S is this? Where did you get this, or how did you come up with this illogical conclusion? 


---In , <richardlesterhailsatan11@... wrote:

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---In , <richardlesterhailsatan11@... wrote:

Welco[/IMG]</var> 

---In , <lost_be_found@... wrote:

Hello all,Well first of all it took me forever to figure out how to make a post, is there a quick way to do it?
And second I'm a little worried about somethings. I dedicated myself awhile ago, and I haven't had any reassurance yet. I'm aware that the Father is very busy but should have have had something by now? It has been months, and no feeling, no sign, no dreams. What could that mean? I have been waiting for something like this since I was a little kid, and when I stumbled upon the JOS website I knew I had to do this. Could that mean the Father doesn't accept me? Did I dedicate myself for reasons He doesn't like perhaps? I'm very worried I thought I finally found my life. Any thought??

 

[black.chaosdragon666]

Well, I think yc28 said everything needed to be said. Just wanted to add a bit of personal advices based on personal experiences. What I'm going to talk about is "signs". You said you don't get signs. Can I advise you to look at anything before you say something like this? You know, many things could have happened, and you just didn't notice them. Making a right decision, some good sensations when reading about Satan and the Demons, even just that inner peace feeling when meditating. Those are all signs that you are accepted and doing right things, maybe you just overlooked them. If you except Father or a Demon to just pop out of nowhere greeting you, well, that's not going to happen. Like I said, focus on those little things that make you feel good. If you are in trouble, you can TALK to Father. If you are not open you may not hear Him back, but He DOES hear you. So, for an example, I'm facing a really hard period right now, where I just don't know what to do. Yesterday night I talked to Father about this. Just pictured his sigil in my mind and talked to him. Yes, to be honest I tought I could have a dream but nothing. Just this evening suddently lots of things started to make sense and it's like I got advised on what to do to face this period. You see? Something like this means Father DOES hear you and gives you signs. Again, don't overlook anything, keep advancing your soul and try doing some online warfare to start. P.S. I'm trying to post this from the website, 'cause I tried to reply some posts by email and none of my replies sent that way showed up. Dunno if my accounts has problems or I just have to reply using the site.

 

[mancunianninja]

Objectively I have not been given any signs that I am of Satan. But subjectively I definitely am!
 

---In , <richardlesterhailsatan11@... wrote:

Only way you can f[/IMG]</var> 

---In , <richardlesterhailsatan11@... wrote:

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---In , <richardlesterhailsatan11@... wrote:

Welco[/IMG]</var> 

---In , <lost_be_found@... wrote:

Hello all,Well first of all it took me forever to figure out how to make a post, is there a quick way to do it?
And second I'm a little worried about somethings. I dedicated myself awhile ago, and I haven't had any reassurance yet. I'm aware that the Father is very busy but should have have had something by now? It has been months, and no feeling, no sign, no dreams. What could that mean? I have been waiting for something like this since I was a little kid, and when I stumbled upon the JOS website I knew I had to do this. Could that mean the Father doesn't accept me? Did I dedicate myself for reasons He doesn't like perhaps? I'm very worried I thought I finally found my life. Any thought??

 

[Allison P]

Be patient! Patience is essential in Zevism. And hang in there, BlackChaosDragon! ^

On 10/24/13, mancunianninja@... <mancunianninja@... wrote:
Objectively I have not been given any signs that I am of Satan. But
subjectively I definitely am!



---In , <richardlesterhailsatan11@... wrote:

Only way you can find out for sure, is a third eye open... which I've been
trying to achieve for over a couple years now. At first, (which was more
than 4 years ago) I achieved this, but it only lasted for a couple weeks
until it closed again. Best BEST advice I can give you, try to master the
trance state then open your third eye that way, but like I said... I've been
trying to do this for years, and nothing for me. I've never had a dream or a
sign, or anything like that either... maybe a few signs, but I've always
been confused on that, because they were small. Only way to know for sure,
is third eye open. If you can't do that, then you may never know.


---In , <richardlesterhailsatan11@... wrote:

I'll give you the advice everyone gives me... work on your third eye and
opening up your chakras. Do it everyday, and if nothing happens after a
couple years or three, maybe four. Then most likely, he hasn't accepted you.



---In , <richardlesterhailsatan11@... wrote:

Welcome to my life.


---In , <lost_be_found@... wrote:

Hello all, Well first of all it took me forever to figure out how to make a
post, is there a quick way to do it?


And second I'm a little worried about somethings. I dedicated myself awhile
ago, and I haven't had any reassurance yet. I'm aware that the Father is
very busy but should have have had something by now? It has been months, and
no feeling, no sign, no dreams. What could that mean? I have been waiting
for something like this since I was a little kid, and when I stumbled upon
the JOS website I knew I had to do this. Could that mean the Father doesn't
accept me? Did I dedicate myself for reasons He doesn't like perhaps? I'm
very worried I thought I finally found my life. Any thought??

 

[black.chaosdragon666]

Thanks Allison! You know, maybe now I'm getting over emotional but I'm so glad I'm here, in the Satanic Family. Satan really made me understand that it's not going to be easy to overcome this shit I'm going trough, and that I really need to work on myself a lot, but it will worth the effort. He really gave my life a meaning. If I ever feel lost again I just have to think about it and here it comes the strenght I need. I'm also writing this for anyone who is going trough shit. Never surrender. Talk to Father and do everything you can to advance yourself and to destroy our enemies. Life can and does get better. I'm facing shit right now ok, but I just have to look in the past where I was "without" to understand that things are getting better. Ok, I'm really getting over emotional now, but every single word I said is meant.

 

[Allison P]

Hey, it's okay! ^ I am glad to be here too, in our Father's tender
embrace and among his loyal brethren.

Yes it will be hard to overcome your present obstacles, but as long as
you persevere, you shall overcome them! It just takes persistence, and
trust in both yourself and Father and the other Gods of Elysium. They
will never abandon you!

On 10/25/13, black.chaosdragon666@...
<black.chaosdragon666@... wrote:

Thanks Allison! You know, maybe now I'm getting over emotional but I'm so
glad I'm here, in the Satanic Family. Satan really made me understand that
it's not going to be easy to overcome this shit I'm going trough, and that I
really need to work on myself a lot, but it will worth the effort. He really
gave my life a meaning. If I ever feel lost again I just have to think about
it and here it comes the strenght I need. I'm also writing this for anyone
who is going trough shit. Never surrender. Talk to Father and do everything
you can to advance yourself and to destroy our enemies. Life can and does
get better. I'm facing shit right now ok, but I just have to look in the
past where I was "without" to understand that things are getting better. Ok,
I'm really getting over emotional now, but every single word I said is
meant.

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Keep a journal, and write in it, all the good things that have happened to you since coming to Lord Satan and Satanism. This is Lord Satan and your GDs. Just take your time.

On Saturday, October 26, 2013 6:43:10 AM, Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:
  Hey, it's okay! ^ I am glad to be here too, in our Father's tender
embrace and among his loyal brethren.

Yes it will be hard to overcome your present obstacles, but as long as
you persevere, you shall overcome them! It just takes persistence, and
trust in both yourself and Father and the other Gods of Elysium. They
will never abandon you!

On 10/25/13, black.chaosdragon666@...
<black.chaosdragon666@... wrote:

Thanks Allison! You know, maybe now I'm getting over emotional but I'm so
glad I'm here, in the Satanic Family. Satan really made me understand that
it's not going to be easy to overcome this shit I'm going trough, and that I
really need to work on myself a lot, but it will worth the effort. He really
gave my life a meaning. If I ever feel lost again I just have to think about
it and here it comes the strenght I need. I'm also writing this for anyone
who is going trough shit. Never surrender. Talk to Father and do everything
you can to advance yourself and to destroy our enemies. Life can and does
get better. I'm facing shit right now ok, but I just have to look in the
past where I was "without" to understand that things are getting better. Ok,
I'm really getting over emotional now, but every single word I said is
meant.

 

[Nathan Stawz]

Alright when you say all that I feel very stupid. I realize the Father or a God wont just pop up and say "oh hey nice to meet you" and with that be said Ive tried summoning too and nothing. And I know the summoning takes a few times but I think its been too many. But I said I feel stupid because I knew to look for little signs and I blanked on it because there has been so many of those signs. I myself am in a dark place, Ive had a bad feeling for years. Ive always felt as if I was made for something, something important, as cliche and arrogant as that sounds. I feel like somethings coming

On Friday, October 25, 2013 4:29 PM, "black.chaosdragon666@..." <black.chaosdragon666@... wrote:
  Well, I think yc28 said everything needed to be said. Just wanted to add a bit of personal advices based on personal experiences. What I'm going to talk about is "signs". You said you don't get signs. Can I advise you to look at anything before you say something like this? You know, many things could have happened, and you just didn't notice them. Making a right decision, some good sensations when reading about Satan and the Demons, even just that inner peace feeling when meditating. Those are all signs that you are accepted and doing right things, maybe you just overlooked them. If you except Father or a Demon to just pop out of nowhere greeting you, well, that's not going to happen. Like I said, focus on those little things that make you feel good. If you are in trouble, you can TALK to Father. If you are not open you may not hear Him back, but He DOES hear you. So, for an example, I'm facing a really hard period right now, where I just don't know what to do. Yesterday night I talked to Father about this. Just pictured his sigil in my mind and talked to him. Yes, to be honest I tought I could have a dream but nothing. Just this evening suddently lots of things started to make sense and it's like I got advised on what to do to face this period. You see? Something like this means Father DOES hear you and gives you signs. Again, don't overlook anything, keep advancing your soul and try doing some online warfare to start. P.S. I'm trying to post this from the website, 'cause I tried to reply some posts by email and none of my replies sent that way showed up. Dunno if my accounts has problems or I just have to reply using the site.

 

[brammeth]

Nathan I feel the same way. Like I was meant for something important and something more than just this simple human life. All we can do is wait and see what Father wants of us and keep expanding out knowledge of the truth and strengthening ourselves spiritually

--- In , Nathan Stawz <lost_be_found@... wrote:

Alright when you say all that I feel very stupid. I realize the Father or a God wont just pop up and say "oh hey nice to meet you" and with that be said Ive tried summoning too and nothing. And I know the summoning takes a few times but I think its been too many. But I said I feel stupid because I knew to look for little signs and I blanked on it because there has been so many of those signs. I myself am in a dark place, Ive had a bad feeling for years. Ive always felt as if I was made for something, something important, as cliche and arrogant as that sounds. I feel like somethings coming



On Friday, October 25, 2013 4:29 PM, "black.chaosdragon666@..." <black.chaosdragon666@... wrote:

 
Well, I think yc28 said everything needed to be said. Just wanted to add a bit of personal advices based on personal experiences. What I'm going to talk about is "signs". You said you don't get signs. Can I advise you to look at anything before you say something like this? You know, many things could have happened, and you just didn't notice them. Making a right decision, some good sensations when reading about Satan and the Demons, even just that inner peace feeling when meditating. Those are all signs that you are accepted and doing right things, maybe you just overlooked them. If you except Father or a Demon to just pop out of nowhere greeting you, well, that's not going to happen. Like I said, focus on those little things that make you feel good. If you are in trouble, you can TALK to Father. If you are not open you may not hear Him back, but He DOES hear you. So, for an example, I'm facing a really hard period right now, where I just don't know what
to do. Yesterday night I talked to Father about this. Just pictured his sigil in my mind and talked to him. Yes, to be honest I tought I could have a dream but nothing. Just this evening suddently lots of things started to make sense and it's like I got advised on what to do to face this period. You see? Something like this means Father DOES hear you and gives you signs. Again, don't overlook anything, keep advancing your soul and try doing some online warfare to start. P.S. I'm trying to post this from the website, 'cause I tried to reply some posts by email and none of my replies sent that way showed up. Dunno if my accounts has problems or I just have to reply using the site.