I am a bit lost

[siddharthsharma.19]

Actually due to my studies and obsessive laziness, i remained apart from my true creator. I did the dedication. I am a dedicated satanist.
Due to some circumstances, i had to follow some rituals of my previous religion.
Will my father forgive me and take me back?
What should i do?
How should i start again?
I know everything is written on JOS and have read almost every sermon. I also spread the beautiful wisdom of almighty to the chosen ones. I did everything possible to make him happy. I know he is seeing me.
But the question is.. what should i do first and how should i continue now for now i am totally ready to give 100%.
Regards.
Reply soon.

 

[satanicninja]

Adding to what I wrote earlier. All in all you should talk to Satan yourself. Just focus on his image or sigil and say what you want to say either out loud or in your mind. If you can't see or hear Satan this will still work. Look for positive coincidences and things out of the ordinary.

The Truth About Satan
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... Satan.html

By reading answer from other members on related questions it all points towards the positive.

---In , <siddharthsharma.19@... wrote :

Actually due to my studies and obsessive laziness, i remained apart from my true creator. I did the dedication. I am a dedicated satanist.
Due to some circumstances, i had to follow some rituals of my previous religion.
Will my father forgive me and take me back?
What should i do?
How should i start again?
I know everything is written on JOS and have read almost every sermon. I also spread the beautiful wisdom of almighty to the chosen ones. I did everything possible to make him happy. I know he is seeing me.
But the question is.. what should i do first and how should i continue now for now i am totally ready to give 100%.
Regards.
Reply soon.

 

[satanicninja]

You should do the Ritual's daily. We got some other rituals now from HPS Pythia. Returning Curses Part 2: Building a Powerful Aura of Protection:\n\n\nSimple guide for what to do is fighting the enemy, empower yourself, heal yourself and work towards your goals in life. \n\nStarting Guide for New Satanists\nhttps://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/Joy ... ics/162014\n\n\n---In , <siddharthsharma.19@... wrote :\n\nActually due to my studies and obsessive laziness, i remained apart from my true creator. I did the dedication. I am a dedicated satanist.\n Due to some circumstances, i had to follow some rituals of my previous religion. \n Will my father forgive me and take me back?\n What should i do?\n How should i start again?\n I know everything is written on JOS and have read almost every sermon. I also spread the beautiful wisdom of almighty to the chosen ones. I did everything possible to make him happy. I know he is seeing me.\n But the question is.. what should i do first and how should i continue now for now i am totally ready to give 100%. \n Regards.\n Reply soon.