This is a very long thread. I have yet to fully read and digest some of HPZM's posts here on this topic, they behoove further study.
Either way, if you are serious, feel free to look around and stay around if you want. I personally could not desire this any less, and there is no way to overstate this, but I know the Gods are real and thus, Their Clergy is divine too and at least on big matters, I see them as infallible. I will absolutely never, ever accept your people on a personal level, and I do pray (and only pray) that even the extreme tiny minority that HPZM mentions still does not find the light and thus, we are not obligated to rub shoulders with them... But should you go through with the Dedication and follow the dictates of the Gods with a sincere heart and you don't burst into flames, then my overwhelming hatred will stay as personal feelings alone. Of course, absolutely no matter what, civility and courteousness is guaranteed, especially in the House of the Gods.
Should you happen to be one of the mythical "good ones" that I staunchly do not believe even exist at all, then I still welcome you and despite my extremely strong feelings on the matter, I am nonetheless very eager to be proven wrong. I genuinely do not think my worldview will not be "expanded" on this topic because I still hold myself to be correct, but I would not be a devotee of the Truth Himself if I did not at least allow for the possibility to manifest itself.
I also freely admit that I need to study and internalize our Ethics and Liturgical Terms more - I have done the prayer each Cure and Affliction multiple times (but I still need to do far more), and study their pages more closely. I do not think this is going to change anything for me - if anything, my hatred merely intensifies. But again, feelings are feelings and I am not one to throw profanities around or Gods forbid, accuse our divine Clergy of treason which is basically tantamount to blasphemy itself. You have nothing to fear from any Gods-fearing - or rather, Gods-loving Zevist, in the Temple, outside, or in person. Just, if you are a truly sincere person, I would like you to understand our side and recognize that none of this is baseless, or coming from nowhere. It is the accumulation of literal millennia of hatred that we were dictated to put aside and look at the greater picture over, and we are. Still, I would say some tension is unavoidable, especially until what we are told and we do recognize as true is still proven to us as real, by actions on your part. Nonetheless, enjoy your stay.
With a heavy heart, I am again one of those who welcome you and those like you, and I would like you to know that while my distaste is real, far be it from me to become a hindrance in your or anyone else's path to liberation from negative karma - personal, racial or anything else.
Praise Father Zev, may He guide us through these confusing and tense times as He has through far, far worse. I trust in Him and through Him, I extend my hand to you in wary, but hopeful courtesy.