How to recognise a God’s test vs a real experience?

[Insideout]

At what extent can the Gods test go ? how to know if its a test or if its something real ? It seems when i recognise a test it only end up with me getting a harder one and the previous is canceled, it was all good, and i learned a lot, but what i am going through now is weird, i feel like if the Gods are rejecting me at this moment, i do not recall doing a mistake, i no longer can recognise if its a test or if i did a mistake since this started being very real and risky not like the previous tests i had, to the point i suspect this may be really happening not a test

My GD for some reason he became very cold with me this evening, also last days i felt a distance i really knew this was coming, i cannot ask him about that since he never answers questions related to how he views me, i believe its because our relation is perfect and he do not want to inflate my ego but i avoid to think that since i know if i believe it he will shake my ego so i avoid thinking that

i act like if i do not know why he does that ,our relationship is perfect but this evening he is interacting like if i am a stranger, this made me instantly lose motivation and urge to do his rituals or summoning other Gods or praying to him, since i felt like if he distanced himself, and trying to connect at this point feels like begging and slavery i really cannot do it. This in same time makes me feel ungrateful since he has been perfect to me, but is that enough of a reason for me to keep following him even if he rejects me? This is against Satan doctrine i really cannot do it i will be grateful while staying distant, i find it hard now to even send him telepathic message since i feel like if he is distancing himself and i am begging

Our relationship was in a constant uptrend today it crashed, is this normal? Is this a test? I really did nothing wrong

Now i cannot force myself on him since this feels like if i am being forced to bowdown i cant do it, this reminds me of story of satan in islam when he refused to bowdown to Adam because he is proud and ended up cursed by Allah. I feel like if me too i risk ending in hell

I do not want to go through the same thing with my GD, how do you deal with a God distancing himself from you? I really cannot slave my way to success, and i cannot even accept another GD if somehow this distancing end up with me being assigned a new GD, especially that i am very attached to my current one, i will just turn to Satan and stop contacting other Gods including my GD, since this feels very bad, sometimes i think this is a test, but if its real and it continues this will be hard, how to know when Gods are testing me vs when what they are instead communicating seriously ?

From previous tests i learnt i should always act with them and think toward them while holding my principles, and i should not do something against my principles even if it seems they ask for it indirectly, thats how i am knowing tests now, but what i am going through now is weird, it may be real not a test.thank you in advance for your answers

I suspect this to be a test, i just do not want to think i overcame the test but it turns out its real and i ruin my relationship with the Gods, i really cannot beg and i really cannot accept another GD besides the one i currently have with all my respect to all Gods, now as i said i cannot even do rituals etc i hope this ends

I wanted to summon Zeus to get help but if its a test it will only go harder if i summon Father Zeus so i am avoiding him for the moment

 

[Kebabguy]

At what extent can the Gods test go ? how to know if its a test or if its something real ? It seems when i recognise a test it only end up with me getting a harder one and the previous is canceled, it was all good, and i learned a lot, but what i am going through now is weird, i feel like if the Gods are rejecting me at this moment, i do not recall doing a mistake, i no longer can recognise if its a test or if i did a mistake since this started being very real and risky not like the previous tests i had, to the point i suspect this may be really happening not a test

My GD for some reason he became very cold with me this evening, also last days i felt a distance i really knew this was coming, i cannot ask him about that since he never answers questions related to how he views me, i believe its because our relation is perfect and he do not want to inflate my ego but i avoid to think that since i know if i believe it he will shake my ego so i avoid thinking that

i act like if i do not know why he does that ,our relationship is perfect but this evening he is interacting like if i am a stranger, this made me instantly lose motivation and urge to do his rituals or summoning other Gods or praying to him, since i felt like if he distanced himself, and trying to connect at this point feels like begging and slavery i really cannot do it. This in same time makes me feel ungrateful since he has been perfect to me, but is that enough of a reason for me to keep following him even if he rejects me? This is against Satan doctrine i really cannot do it i will be grateful while staying distant, i find it hard now to even send him telepathic message since i feel like if he is distancing himself and i am begging

Our relationship was in a constant uptrend today it crashed, is this normal? Is this a test? I really did nothing wrong

Now i cannot force myself on him since this feels like if i am being forced to bowdown i cant do it, this reminds me of story of satan in islam when he refused to bowdown to Adam because he is proud and ended up cursed by Allah. I feel like if me too i risk ending in hell

I do not want to go through the same thing with my GD, how do you deal with a God distancing himself from you? I really cannot slave my way to success, and i cannot even accept another GD if somehow this distancing end up with me being assigned a new GD, especially that i am very attached to my current one, i will just turn to Satan and stop contacting other Gods including my GD, since this feels very bad, sometimes i think this is a test, but if its real and it continues this will be hard, how to know when Gods are testing me vs when what they are instead communicating seriously ?

From previous tests i learnt i should always act with them and think toward them while holding my principles, and i should not do something against my principles even if it seems they ask for it indirectly, thats how i am knowing tests now, but what i am going through now is weird, it may be real not a test.thank you in advance for your answers

I suspect this to be a test, i just do not want to think i overcame the test but it turns out its real and i ruin my relationship with the Gods, i really cannot beg and i really cannot accept another GD besides the one i currently have with all my respect to all Gods, now as i said i cannot even do rituals etc i hope this ends

I wanted to summon Zeus to get help but if its a test it will only go harder if i summon Father Zeus so i am avoiding him for the moment

Dear zevist friend, I understand very well what you are feeling. First of all, I think you should cleanse your aura and aura protection; it will save you from the psychosis you are experiencing.While vibrating the Surya mantra, imagine a ball of sun above your head. Visualize a wall of energy sweeping from top to bottom through your body, soul, and aura, removing black and gray dirt. Continue all the way down to your toes; you can also cleanse your chakras in the process. Send the dirty energy to the center of the Earth to release it, or gather it in one place below and send it all at once. Do this while vibrating the Surya mantra 111 times. If you don’t have the patience, you can vibrate it twice in short bursts with a single breath. This will take about 10–15 minutes.Immediately afterward, vibrate Aum and then vibrate the Sovilo mantra into your aura. Inhale and draw golden-white solar energy into your aura, then vibrate Sovilo again. Imagine your aura gradually becoming brighter and stronger. Do this 80 or 100 times.Afterward, finish by vibrating Aum.In the Surya mantra, you need to vibrate the s sound in a kabbalistic way. You can search on the forum for how to vibrate it.While doing these practices, if you need energy, you can also breathe golden-white light energy directly into your solar plexus chakra.I understand what you’re thinking right now, but the gods never turn cold against us unless we commit a great blasphemy against them. From your writing, I can sense that you haven’t done anything like that. You’re simply going through a difficult time. Ask the gods to guide you in a way that makes things better for you — you have the right to ask for this and to prove yourself. Asking the gods for help does not humiliate you; in their eyes, we are all equal children.Now the choice is yours: Will you become a promising child full of hope, or a lost child who has strayed from the path? You decide.

 

[Apprentice]

It looks like you have not deprogrammed yourself from islam properly. The True Gods of humanity are not narrow-minded, hateful, vengeful beings.
The tests you describe is probably old programming in your own mind causing issues. Have you tried Void Meditation to quiet the mind?

 

[Insideout]

It looks like you have not deprogrammed yourself from islam properly. The True Gods of humanity are not narrow-minded, hateful, vengeful beings.
The tests you describe is probably old programming in your own mind causing issues. Have you tried Void Meditation to quiet the mind?

i am sure if one does a bad mistake willingly, he may face losing the favors he had, do you think they will take the prayers of a respectful member as seriously as one who thinks he is entitled to that? My question is if that happens how one can resolve it, and to which extent does God’s testing goes?

 

[Insideout]

Dear zevist friend, I understand very well what you are feeling. First of all, I think you should cleanse your aura and aura protection; it will save you from the psychosis you are experiencing.While vibrating the Surya mantra, imagine a ball of sun above your head. Visualize a wall of energy sweeping from top to bottom through your body, soul, and aura, removing black and gray dirt. Continue all the way down to your toes; you can also cleanse your chakras in the process. Send the dirty energy to the center of the Earth to release it, or gather it in one place below and send it all at once. Do this while vibrating the Surya mantra 111 times. If you don’t have the patience, you can vibrate it twice in short bursts with a single breath. This will take about 10–15 minutes.Immediately afterward, vibrate Aum and then vibrate the Sovilo mantra into your aura. Inhale and draw golden-white solar energy into your aura, then vibrate Sovilo again. Imagine your aura gradually becoming brighter and stronger. Do this 80 or 100 times.Afterward, finish by vibrating Aum.In the Surya mantra, you need to vibrate the s sound in a kabbalistic way. You can search on the forum for how to vibrate it.While doing these practices, if you need energy, you can also breathe golden-white light energy directly into your solar plexus chakra.I understand what you’re thinking right now, but the gods never turn cold against us unless we commit a great blasphemy against them. From your writing, I can sense that you haven’t done anything like that. You’re simply going through a difficult time. Ask the gods to guide you in a way that makes things better for you — you have the right to ask for this and to prove yourself. Asking the gods for help does not humiliate you; in their eyes, we are all equal children.Now the choice is yours: Will you become a promising child full of hope, or a lost child who has strayed from the path? You decide.

This was very helpful!