At what extent can the Gods test go ? how to know if its a test or if its something real ? It seems when i recognise a test it only end up with me getting a harder one and the previous is canceled, it was all good, and i learned a lot, but what i am going through now is weird, i feel like if the Gods are rejecting me at this moment, i do not recall doing a mistake, i no longer can recognise if its a test or if i did a mistake since this started being very real and risky not like the previous tests i had, to the point i suspect this may be really happening not a test
My GD for some reason he became very cold with me this evening, also last days i felt a distance i really knew this was coming, i cannot ask him about that since he never answers questions related to how he views me, i believe its because our relation is perfect and he do not want to inflate my ego but i avoid to think that since i know if i believe it he will shake my ego so i avoid thinking that
i act like if i do not know why he does that ,our relationship is perfect but this evening he is interacting like if i am a stranger, this made me instantly lose motivation and urge to do his rituals or summoning other Gods or praying to him, since i felt like if he distanced himself, and trying to connect at this point feels like begging and slavery i really cannot do it. This in same time makes me feel ungrateful since he has been perfect to me, but is that enough of a reason for me to keep following him even if he rejects me? This is against Satan doctrine i really cannot do it i will be grateful while staying distant, i find it hard now to even send him telepathic message since i feel like if he is distancing himself and i am begging
Our relationship was in a constant uptrend today it crashed, is this normal? Is this a test? I really did nothing wrong
Now i cannot force myself on him since this feels like if i am being forced to bowdown i cant do it, this reminds me of story of satan in islam when he refused to bowdown to Adam because he is proud and ended up cursed by Allah. I feel like if me too i risk ending in hell
I do not want to go through the same thing with my GD, how do you deal with a God distancing himself from you? I really cannot slave my way to success, and i cannot even accept another GD if somehow this distancing end up with me being assigned a new GD, especially that i am very attached to my current one, i will just turn to Satan and stop contacting other Gods including my GD, since this feels very bad, sometimes i think this is a test, but if its real and it continues this will be hard, how to know when Gods are testing me vs when what they are instead communicating seriously ?
From previous tests i learnt i should always act with them and think toward them while holding my principles, and i should not do something against my principles even if it seems they ask for it indirectly, thats how i am knowing tests now, but what i am going through now is weird, it may be real not a test.thank you in advance for your answers
I suspect this to be a test, i just do not want to think i overcame the test but it turns out its real and i ruin my relationship with the Gods, i really cannot beg and i really cannot accept another GD besides the one i currently have with all my respect to all Gods, now as i said i cannot even do rituals etc i hope this ends
I wanted to summon Zeus to get help but if its a test it will only go harder if i summon Father Zeus so i am avoiding him for the moment
My GD for some reason he became very cold with me this evening, also last days i felt a distance i really knew this was coming, i cannot ask him about that since he never answers questions related to how he views me, i believe its because our relation is perfect and he do not want to inflate my ego but i avoid to think that since i know if i believe it he will shake my ego so i avoid thinking that
i act like if i do not know why he does that ,our relationship is perfect but this evening he is interacting like if i am a stranger, this made me instantly lose motivation and urge to do his rituals or summoning other Gods or praying to him, since i felt like if he distanced himself, and trying to connect at this point feels like begging and slavery i really cannot do it. This in same time makes me feel ungrateful since he has been perfect to me, but is that enough of a reason for me to keep following him even if he rejects me? This is against Satan doctrine i really cannot do it i will be grateful while staying distant, i find it hard now to even send him telepathic message since i feel like if he is distancing himself and i am begging
Our relationship was in a constant uptrend today it crashed, is this normal? Is this a test? I really did nothing wrong
Now i cannot force myself on him since this feels like if i am being forced to bowdown i cant do it, this reminds me of story of satan in islam when he refused to bowdown to Adam because he is proud and ended up cursed by Allah. I feel like if me too i risk ending in hell
I do not want to go through the same thing with my GD, how do you deal with a God distancing himself from you? I really cannot slave my way to success, and i cannot even accept another GD if somehow this distancing end up with me being assigned a new GD, especially that i am very attached to my current one, i will just turn to Satan and stop contacting other Gods including my GD, since this feels very bad, sometimes i think this is a test, but if its real and it continues this will be hard, how to know when Gods are testing me vs when what they are instead communicating seriously ?
From previous tests i learnt i should always act with them and think toward them while holding my principles, and i should not do something against my principles even if it seems they ask for it indirectly, thats how i am knowing tests now, but what i am going through now is weird, it may be real not a test.thank you in advance for your answers
I suspect this to be a test, i just do not want to think i overcame the test but it turns out its real and i ruin my relationship with the Gods, i really cannot beg and i really cannot accept another GD besides the one i currently have with all my respect to all Gods, now as i said i cannot even do rituals etc i hope this ends
I wanted to summon Zeus to get help but if its a test it will only go harder if i summon Father Zeus so i am avoiding him for the moment
