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black_knight_4 · 2016-09-21T01:09:16+00:00

Guys, I have a rebellious problem of rebelling against father, it stupid subsconcious crap I was taught to never submit to anyone. I love my father, but in order to be disciplined, quoting "discipline": "the practice of training people to obey rules or a code of behavior, using punishment to correct disobedience" This is a pathetic cry for help, this is why I wish someone could subsconciously program me, when I think about delving into the subsconcious, stupid self-killing thoughts come. These annoying thoughts all have to do with the enemy, and "what do you know " the enemy comes running at me because of my thoughts. And then the thing is to void meditate to get control of thoughts, but concentration is low, so I need to flame meditate. I do get ruthlessly attacked, but I just have to "PUSH" through, I do get tired with the current condition of my solar chakra. This why I wish, it be pure ecstasy and bliss and joy if someone hypnotized me - giving someone control over your subsconcious is very dangerous tho, I was thinking if I suicide and go to hell, will my soul be trained to be a warrior? Like some sort of military discipline camp thing. Hail Satanand Hail my GD for protecting my useless self(Never going tell the GD's names to the fuking rapist murderer jew, this traingulates attacks and gives info on your sun sign dammnit!)