How To Advance Faster: Example of Cleaning The Soul

[Henu the Great]

Can one meditate to the point of simply negatively condition the body, brain , so on ? To the point one can't really meditate and clean his soul without pain and issues? I've been frying myself for a very long period, and I genuinely feel like I'm splitting in two.

It is possible to overdo anything in life, including meditations. Why are you hurting yourself? Take a rest, recover. Once recovered, play the long game. Spiritual Satanism is marathon effort, not a sprint.

 

[Aorphis]

It is possible to overdo anything in life, including meditations. Why are you hurting yourself? Take a rest, recover. Once recovered, play the long game. Spiritual Satanism is marathon effort, not a sprint.

Yeah didn't really had the calm to do that, felt always functional only in a flight or fight situation (or the circumstances were such in general) either way I pushed so to get my head above the surface, and I'm really only now realising how much the mercy of the Gods kept me sane.