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Hello everyone. I haven't been on here for a while but I decided I should give back to the community in some way. One thing I know many of us question or feel confused of is race. More specifically hybrids(those of us who are mixed). I wanted to share this story for those who may have had a similar experience to my own.
In the beginning when I found out about there only being 3 gentile races, it was easy for me to find out which one I belonged to. I have many features both physical and non physical of one. Any characteristics I have of another race are minor and don't take away from the big picture. Just to give clarification for anyone new who isn't educated on race yet, Race is biology(having to do with DNA), ethnicity is culture, nationality is the land you were born in(with the exception of army bases). One thing I noticed was that many hybrids, specifically people who identify as Hispanic, said their race was their ethnicity. It's something taught to them and embedded in their minds at a young age. Same with nationality. Many actually had a negative reaction to being an American since many Hispanics take pride in their nation. I myself was in denial in the beginning as I didn't understand my life before this was basically a lie. I was what the people around me told me to be and made me out to be. I was never truly me. The gods made me realize many things. A lot of my knowledge didn't come without harsh lessons. I was secure with my racial identity for a while and tried to help other hybrids out as well. Many hybrids were indeed cruel and closeminded. They denied me of my race and said I was part of a "Hispanic" race. This next part will go a bit in depth for other Hispanics and sort out any confusion.
Hispanic is a culture. Not a race. The term comes from the territories the Spanish conquored while doing expeditions. The lands they took over were influenced by Spanish culture. Spanish being someone from Spain. Due to migration, the cultures blended. Hispanic generalizes Puerto Ricans, Dominicans, Peruvians,Mexicans, etc. But not all are the same culture. Each one has exclusive differences but many similarities. Each one also has people of all 3 races. I read many studies for Puerto Ricans that basically say the majority was Asian, then there were some "whites"(which many Jews identify as white), then a small percentage of blacks, and another one said the majority was jews and the smallest percentage was Asian. The reason I use this as an example is because when identifying your race you are at the mercy of not only enemy influences, but your own perception of information and for some people, closemindedness. The enemy is known to make people think they are jews. They could easily use that Jewish statistic to their advantage. Keep in mind surveys like these cannot count for everyyone and they need to do it in some form of group. Maybe one survey got a bunch of Asians by chance, and another got a handful of kikes. The fact you made it this far without being killed by the gods means you are gentile enough to be with them. Don't let the enemy get to you when trying to identify yourself.
I can go on and say look at the history of your culture. Like Puerto Ricans. I know the natives migrated from Asia. There was also a time where the Chinese migrated there. That alone could confuse someone since the population seems to be more Asian. But remember the Spanish came over during expeditions and slaves were there too. Expect all possibilities. I've personally seen some racially black people with white skin. Many things can mislead you when finding out about yourself.
My suggestion is to first practice studying the physical racial features. You can also study the non physical traits, however it is harder to pick up on. Due to the personality, some people may not seem to have their racial qualities. I've noticed the qualities are truly there just hidden by the personality and even our modern terms. For example when I see people in a video about to fight over something that could easily been talked out over "pride" I don't see pride. I see closemindedness and emotional sensitivity. That doesn't mean pride doesn't exist. But a combination of qualities can also mimic others. That's especially important to know for hybrids when studying race. Someone who is a bit kookoo(weird sense of humor), who is also intellectual, can be seen as creative. Creativity is seen as an Aryan trait but intellect is seen as an Asian one. That's why I say to focus more on the stuff you can see. But ultimately it is necessary to look at how people act to truly understand race. Bone structure and personality seemed to help me the best but I'm also extremely observant. Maybe my way of identifying race isn't what's best for you however the point is clear. There are many ways to identify your race. You can also use runes. I know one works for race, however if you're finding it hard to focus on the messages or you're not observant enough, you have energy to command that can filter out anything that will deter you. Nothing is impossible. If you truly are stuck then ask the gods. Race is ultimately important to know. It doesn't stop you from doing rtrs or other workings, but it helps you be safe when finding romantic partners, helps you indicate jews who are also hybrids, helps you be closer with your roots. But what's more important than having pride in your race, is to have pride in the other races. We are truly different. But that's what's so beautiful about it. We cannot win without one another. We are all the representatives of our respected races. We are the best of the best.
Remember to keep an open mind and be observant. The gods and energy sometimes speak in mysterious ways. Anyone can be from any location and any culture. History has been distorted many times and can surely confuse people. Many things are possible in a world ruled by energy, but some things are certain. Everyone will be more of one race than another. And your main race will be what you will resemble the most.
This post isn't meant to offend anyone. It is meant to aid those who are going through racial identity issues. Obviously you are all free to criticize and give feedback.
This next part will be my personal story. I've covered the base of racial discovery for anyone who has identity issues. If anyone has found this helpful I will surely try to make a new post going over physical and non physical attributes of the 3 races. I left this part till the end as I felt that letting you all have the information first was more important. Though my story does have a meaning behind it of how the enemy can influence you and how the gods can speak to you in a mysterious way, it is nothing that hasn't been said in the section above. Here is my story:
As mentioned above I was met with a lot of negativity by other hybrids and people of my own culture. They never bothered me though. In my mind, as a Satanist, I already knew a lot about race. They could say nothing to make me think otherwise. However the enemy got a hold of me in a way. Since I spend a lot of time in my mind, that's the way the gods now tend to reach me. The enemy managed to do the same. I have committed the greatest sin and the only sin many times. That is stupidity. No matter how much intellect I have, and no matter how much I try to deny it, I have some closemindedness. But mine is based on emotions, not superiority. It still does the same thing. It blinds me. Slowly I started to feel like I wasn't of the race I stated I was of. There is no denying the fact I've had romantical issues before. However I noticed when doing workings, I managed to attract people of other races and anyone seemingly of my race I could have gotten, which were few, were extremely negative and xians. They used that as leverage. It made me wonder why everything but my race wanted me. Including kikes. The thoughts kept coming and I didn't know what I was. I was a hybrid. My form was, in my eyes, distorted. I knew in my past I may have been pure but that didn't help me at all. With these thoughts going through my mind the enemy tried to make me do interracial or have interest in it. By that I mean they tried to have me confuse my race, so I would seek out partners of that race. They even tried to make some kikes seem like the race I was of so I could do interracial. One night I stayed up late. I lit some candles, had a robe on, tied my hair into a small bun, and I was playing with my nunchucks and chain whip along with doing some kung fu. The thought if racial confusion clouded my mind again. I didn't know what I was and the enemy tried taking advantage of that. Something made me look up at my shadow. When I looked at it, the robe, the bun, my figure. It all came together and it finally made sense. My form was distorted, but my silhouette was perfect. The gods reached out to me In my mind, uplifted the negative emotions I had, and assured me of what I was. Though yes it does bother me that I am not pure like my former, original self was. I remember the magnum opus will take care of that. Even if I don't look like it fully, my soul is of a specific race and the gods acknowledge me as part of that race. That is my story.
I'm glad to be back on the groups
In the beginning when I found out about there only being 3 gentile races, it was easy for me to find out which one I belonged to. I have many features both physical and non physical of one. Any characteristics I have of another race are minor and don't take away from the big picture. Just to give clarification for anyone new who isn't educated on race yet, Race is biology(having to do with DNA), ethnicity is culture, nationality is the land you were born in(with the exception of army bases). One thing I noticed was that many hybrids, specifically people who identify as Hispanic, said their race was their ethnicity. It's something taught to them and embedded in their minds at a young age. Same with nationality. Many actually had a negative reaction to being an American since many Hispanics take pride in their nation. I myself was in denial in the beginning as I didn't understand my life before this was basically a lie. I was what the people around me told me to be and made me out to be. I was never truly me. The gods made me realize many things. A lot of my knowledge didn't come without harsh lessons. I was secure with my racial identity for a while and tried to help other hybrids out as well. Many hybrids were indeed cruel and closeminded. They denied me of my race and said I was part of a "Hispanic" race. This next part will go a bit in depth for other Hispanics and sort out any confusion.
Hispanic is a culture. Not a race. The term comes from the territories the Spanish conquored while doing expeditions. The lands they took over were influenced by Spanish culture. Spanish being someone from Spain. Due to migration, the cultures blended. Hispanic generalizes Puerto Ricans, Dominicans, Peruvians,Mexicans, etc. But not all are the same culture. Each one has exclusive differences but many similarities. Each one also has people of all 3 races. I read many studies for Puerto Ricans that basically say the majority was Asian, then there were some "whites"(which many Jews identify as white), then a small percentage of blacks, and another one said the majority was jews and the smallest percentage was Asian. The reason I use this as an example is because when identifying your race you are at the mercy of not only enemy influences, but your own perception of information and for some people, closemindedness. The enemy is known to make people think they are jews. They could easily use that Jewish statistic to their advantage. Keep in mind surveys like these cannot count for everyyone and they need to do it in some form of group. Maybe one survey got a bunch of Asians by chance, and another got a handful of kikes. The fact you made it this far without being killed by the gods means you are gentile enough to be with them. Don't let the enemy get to you when trying to identify yourself.
I can go on and say look at the history of your culture. Like Puerto Ricans. I know the natives migrated from Asia. There was also a time where the Chinese migrated there. That alone could confuse someone since the population seems to be more Asian. But remember the Spanish came over during expeditions and slaves were there too. Expect all possibilities. I've personally seen some racially black people with white skin. Many things can mislead you when finding out about yourself.
My suggestion is to first practice studying the physical racial features. You can also study the non physical traits, however it is harder to pick up on. Due to the personality, some people may not seem to have their racial qualities. I've noticed the qualities are truly there just hidden by the personality and even our modern terms. For example when I see people in a video about to fight over something that could easily been talked out over "pride" I don't see pride. I see closemindedness and emotional sensitivity. That doesn't mean pride doesn't exist. But a combination of qualities can also mimic others. That's especially important to know for hybrids when studying race. Someone who is a bit kookoo(weird sense of humor), who is also intellectual, can be seen as creative. Creativity is seen as an Aryan trait but intellect is seen as an Asian one. That's why I say to focus more on the stuff you can see. But ultimately it is necessary to look at how people act to truly understand race. Bone structure and personality seemed to help me the best but I'm also extremely observant. Maybe my way of identifying race isn't what's best for you however the point is clear. There are many ways to identify your race. You can also use runes. I know one works for race, however if you're finding it hard to focus on the messages or you're not observant enough, you have energy to command that can filter out anything that will deter you. Nothing is impossible. If you truly are stuck then ask the gods. Race is ultimately important to know. It doesn't stop you from doing rtrs or other workings, but it helps you be safe when finding romantic partners, helps you indicate jews who are also hybrids, helps you be closer with your roots. But what's more important than having pride in your race, is to have pride in the other races. We are truly different. But that's what's so beautiful about it. We cannot win without one another. We are all the representatives of our respected races. We are the best of the best.
Remember to keep an open mind and be observant. The gods and energy sometimes speak in mysterious ways. Anyone can be from any location and any culture. History has been distorted many times and can surely confuse people. Many things are possible in a world ruled by energy, but some things are certain. Everyone will be more of one race than another. And your main race will be what you will resemble the most.
This post isn't meant to offend anyone. It is meant to aid those who are going through racial identity issues. Obviously you are all free to criticize and give feedback.
This next part will be my personal story. I've covered the base of racial discovery for anyone who has identity issues. If anyone has found this helpful I will surely try to make a new post going over physical and non physical attributes of the 3 races. I left this part till the end as I felt that letting you all have the information first was more important. Though my story does have a meaning behind it of how the enemy can influence you and how the gods can speak to you in a mysterious way, it is nothing that hasn't been said in the section above. Here is my story:
As mentioned above I was met with a lot of negativity by other hybrids and people of my own culture. They never bothered me though. In my mind, as a Satanist, I already knew a lot about race. They could say nothing to make me think otherwise. However the enemy got a hold of me in a way. Since I spend a lot of time in my mind, that's the way the gods now tend to reach me. The enemy managed to do the same. I have committed the greatest sin and the only sin many times. That is stupidity. No matter how much intellect I have, and no matter how much I try to deny it, I have some closemindedness. But mine is based on emotions, not superiority. It still does the same thing. It blinds me. Slowly I started to feel like I wasn't of the race I stated I was of. There is no denying the fact I've had romantical issues before. However I noticed when doing workings, I managed to attract people of other races and anyone seemingly of my race I could have gotten, which were few, were extremely negative and xians. They used that as leverage. It made me wonder why everything but my race wanted me. Including kikes. The thoughts kept coming and I didn't know what I was. I was a hybrid. My form was, in my eyes, distorted. I knew in my past I may have been pure but that didn't help me at all. With these thoughts going through my mind the enemy tried to make me do interracial or have interest in it. By that I mean they tried to have me confuse my race, so I would seek out partners of that race. They even tried to make some kikes seem like the race I was of so I could do interracial. One night I stayed up late. I lit some candles, had a robe on, tied my hair into a small bun, and I was playing with my nunchucks and chain whip along with doing some kung fu. The thought if racial confusion clouded my mind again. I didn't know what I was and the enemy tried taking advantage of that. Something made me look up at my shadow. When I looked at it, the robe, the bun, my figure. It all came together and it finally made sense. My form was distorted, but my silhouette was perfect. The gods reached out to me In my mind, uplifted the negative emotions I had, and assured me of what I was. Though yes it does bother me that I am not pure like my former, original self was. I remember the magnum opus will take care of that. Even if I don't look like it fully, my soul is of a specific race and the gods acknowledge me as part of that race. That is my story.
I'm glad to be back on the groups
