It is very common that people who are really clueless speak about things they have no idea about. One of these cases is when individuals speak about "cults", trying in failure to compare a community like our own to a "Cult".
Our community is the reverse of any "Cult". For one, every spiritual community has to do specific things in order to be called such. Similarity of methods is unavoidable, as these odious programs also parade as "Religions".
There are many idiots who still believe Christianity, the planted seed of the jewish people in the Western Civilization, is still a "Religion" or that it "Leads to the divine". They find out the hard way that it led them nowhere, with most of them not even having one "Religious" experience once in their lives, but living their existence with a fully destroyed mind and soul.
However weird it might sound, a lot of people might leave the Christian or Muslim programs, but it takes a while until these programs leave them too. This requires meditation, deprogramming, and cleaning the soul, as these programs are odious.
Most people come on the run from these cults, damaged and broken into the Joy of Satan, which evidently heals most people by restoring common sense, real spirituality, and re-instating the ability of freedom of the mind.
The Joy of Satan is hated by the enemy as it can free people en-masse. Even just READING the Joy of Satan, whether one wants to join or not, will absolve and answer to the most illogical fears.
This destroys the enemy who is founded upon lies and merely childish deceptions that are primarily based on terrorizing human beings.
The striking majority of human beings now belong into mainstream Abrahamic religions which are for all intents, cults based on fear, abuse, tremendous ignorance, and prohibit any true or real spirituality.
The only thing these people have to do is obey or burn in "hell" in all of these programs. This leaves many people with subconscious fears, even atheists. The closer one gets to these "religions", the stronger becomes the grip of the hostile and evil alien forces that are here to keep humanity back and destroy it.
On the final stage of this, people completely lose their humanity. One only needs to look at radical Muslims, obsessive Jews, or in Christians who are really repeating verses like a broken record in the Bible belt. These people one looks at them and really knows they are gone in the mind.
Over the years, there have been people frozen to their boots from fear of hellfire, eternal punishment, or that they will be judged in the end of the world or other mental illnesses that the enemy gave them.
It is important in life for one to mention the facts and not one's perceived emotional feelings. Certain people write false and deliberate slander against the Joy of Satan calling it all sorts of things, included a "cult".
This shows a severe lack of education at best, and at worst, clearly jewish shills who are losing their grip on reality that we have built something so level headed and wonderful that will free Gentiles en masse as time goes.
Needless to say, the lack of education of these people and their sentimental feelings that are based on solely the need to just "say something negative" are really much present, using the word "cult" for every viable spiritual community in which members are free, thriving and growing and so on.
Basically as idiocy is best answered by facts and living experience, it really boggles the mind that some people still think this way in a world where Scientology or real cults like the Catholic Church have the full podium and are in full activity.
One of the cures about this is really getting to see with your own eyes or through the negative experiences of others what a "Cult" truly is and how it operates. Therefore Tabby's story will walk you all through how real cults are and how these operate.
As the situation with someone having been a member of an actual cult is a very difficult one, I had to insist that Tabby would write about this subject and not keep silent, especially in a time where Jews just love to claim that every Gentile religious system or any Gentile worthy of respect as a respected spiritualist is a "Cultist".
Generally most "cults" out there constantly preach about how the world will "imminently end" [doomsday prophecy is their favorite] and they have similar methods of breaking down individuals such as Chakra removal, but also might obsess over suicide. These are very strong characteristics of cults. Force is constant within these real "cults".
Other methods are to constantly speak, like the greys do to humans, that "your self must die" and all this other nonsense that is taken completely out of it's proper spiritual context in the realm of really killing your individual self with suicide, or becoming a vegetable of a human being by "Exterminating your self".
I will also add for you below some other videos so you can see what the enemy really is and how their cults, which are the actual cults, do operate. If one watches these and still is living in wonderland in regards to what we do here and how we are the bastion of True Spirituality, then there is nothing further I can do to help you.
For extra information, see below what "Jews" are doing in regards to REAL cults in this world:
Rabbi of the Pure Hearts : Inside Lev Tahor - the fifth estate
This documentary is about a Jewish cult where abuse, murder, drug use and so on is part of daily life. It should also help you see for yourself how crazy the jews are.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fnyx6pqb-zM
The Jonestown Massacre: Paradise Lost (Cult Documentary) | Real Stories
The infamous Guyana cult is a cult that commanded it's people to commit suicide because of the Rupture or something. Of course, this was passed down as a mere accident as always with the crimes of the enemy.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VWqACvTknls
This one below is even crazier, but with another subject, Islamic "Women" strange Muslim norms.
The Dark Truth About This Islamic Cult | Refinery29
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mDuKDrJZQVI
And below one of the known to all, all time favorite of Jehovah's Witnesses:
Escaping Jehovah's Witnesses: Inside the dangerous world of a brutal religion | Four Corners
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gDwHdj7plWo
After you watch all these and you have a goddamn clue about what you are talking about, then you might also read Tabby's post to understand how REAL cults operate, destroying hundreds of thousands of people or millions, and the lives of individuals to literally ENSLAVING them in facilities and other more insane things.
Admittedly I did not enjoy reading Tabby's experience. I think however compared to the abuse she has underwent, the writing of hers is on the golden zone of reality and facts.
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Life in a Cult - a disturbing reality
Due to the nature of this post, there are some things I can’t write about publicly or directly, so some references will have keywords altered, or be worded from a different angle and such, to still provide the original meaning without compromising our safety too much. Some things I’ve needed to leave out entirely.
It’s known to some here that my partner and I had once been in a cult. In this post, you’ll read about the different components of a cult, what it does to people, the psychology and relationship dynamics, and some of our personal story. Through this, hopefully people will have a better understanding of what a cult actually is.
Thank you, HP Hoodedcobra, for giving me enough courage to write about this properly and share it publicly. Thank you, Jrvan, for your love and support in all this, for without you, I wouldn’t be here.
Bless you both.
Grab some tea or something, this isn’t going to be a short story…
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I used to wonder, “how can anyone fall for a cult? People who get involved in them must be crazy to believe anything they say.” One day, you’re living an ordinary life, and then, you’re just wrapped up with the wrong crowd and everything goes to shit.
Cults lure people in the same way a child predator lures a child with drug candy at a corner shop. Once you’ve taken that candy, you don’t even realize what’s happening until you’re already caught in the trap, and it’s too late.
I’ve seen people try to label the JoS, of all places, a “cult” or compare it to one... Personally, it angers me every time I see that, and there’s a part of me that is glad such people don’t truly know because the real thing… it scars you.
Look around you on these sites of the JoS. What’s allowed?
Encouragement of self-study, discovery, and self-EVERYTHING: advancement, personal power development by your own hard work, knowledge, growth, strength, truth, facing and overcoming your problems and fears, etc… thinking for yourself, being allowed to question things, personal safety rules, etc. The list is huge. Everything the JoS is and teaches - none of these is at all part of any cult. Not even close.
To make a long story short for a sec: what the JoS is, is quite literally the opposite of a cult.
To determine if a place is a cult or not, you need to look at everything from the “rules”, teachings, the top of the hierarchy and how it impacts its members, all the way to the bottom. What are the “give and take” dynamics? One must take everything into consideration and analyze everything before coming to a decisive conclusion. The health of the tree is determined by its roots, and if you only look at the rotting apples laying on the ground you might miss the fact that the tree isn’t diseased.
For a cult to be… a cult, and actually succeed as a cult, a few things need to be in play, and these are how you can learn to separate healthy groups and organizations from actual cults.
So that there’s some structure to this madness, this post will be separated into the following sections:
- The Leaders and the Victims
- The “Candy”:
- Part 1
- Part 2
- Part 3
- What Happened After We Left…
Let’s Begin...
The Leaders and the Victims - the “predator” and the “child”:
The aim of a cult is always control, through whatever means they want to achieve that, and it becomes an abusive game of candy on a stick (or “carrot and stick” - “a metaphor for the use of a combination of reward and punishment to induce a desired behaviour” ~ https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Carrot_and_stick ). In my experience, a cult leader is highly skilled and experienced in manipulation (e.g. gaslighting, scapegoating, blackmailing, etc), psychology, isolation tactics, and are often people who would probably classify as having ‘narcissistic personality disorder’, and such. The success of a cult is greatly dependent on the leader’s ability to control their victims, and twist their own minds against themselves and others in their victims' lives.
The leader continually uses these things to manipulate their victims into believing they are lesser and weaker than the leader, and cannot be or become smarter, stronger, more successful, or more anything than the leader. This gets to the point where victims will talk against themselves, shame themselves, and abuse themselves because they truly believe they are “dirt” compared to the leader, and this is reinforced. The more they break a victim down, the easier it is for the cult leader to seem like a “saving grace” by comparison, and make themselves a victim’s “savior” (basically through forced transferring of power from the victim to the leader). The stronger the need to be “saved” grows in a victim, the better a cult can manipulate them.
One doesn’t need to already be crazy or a broken person to fall for a cult (if a person is, that's just less work for the leader). A person can be a completely healthy person and still fall for them. Cults usually don’t want people who are healthy nor can they afford for you to be healthy, because their entire relationship with their victims is based on fear and manipulation. The simple reason why they do this is because you can’t control and oppress healthy, strong people. If you are healthy and the cult wants to go to the trouble of targeting healthy people, they will first try to break them or “get rid” of them (depending on the cult, this can mean different things…), usually through methods of brainwashing, abuse, manipulation, fear, force, torture, etc.
The leader drags their victims down (mentally, emotionally, socially, sometimes physically, etc.) beneath themselves and keeps them there. They believe they are “perfect”, and the victims are “broken”. The leader is “infallible”, they don’t “make mistakes”, and if they do wrong they are not accountable and will transfer any blame back onto their victims. Anyone beneath them is accountable for everything, even for things that are not their fault. The victims are manipulated to believe they need to be “fixed” and “healed” by the leader, and they can “help you do it” through their “services” and whatever else. They don’t allow you to use your own power to help yourself, power is filtered through the leader. This is important because this places a person into a weakened and dependent-position to the cult leader.
Over time, the victim is manipulated by the leader of the cult to become, for all intents and purposes, a literal child in terms of what a child is like - naive; lacking knowledge, experience and independent thought; overly dependent, overly trusting, helpless; able to be controlled, spoon fed, etc. A cult will never allow its victims to rise above or out of this state.
This is where a cult leader enforces a codependent relationship on its victims, and this ultimately is what makes the clockwork run in a cult.
See more here:
https://www.verywellmind.com/what-is-codependency-5072124#:~:text=Exelberg,'
It should already be obvious the differences between a healthy leadership to follower relationship compared to what I’ve just described above. Cult leader to follower (victim) relationships are NOT based on trust, earned respect, and mutual benefit. “Respect and trust” is “won” through fear, abuse, and manipulation (rather than an honest relationship), and only the leader benefits while the victim suffers in whatever fashion.
The entire cult is centered around the leader, and the leader is the only important person and the only one that matters (key word here: ONLY).
In the cult I was a victim of, there were three leaders; 2 main and 1 co-leader. The leaders claimed to be many things, including but not limited to: claiming to be the reincarnation of deities (which later, they claimed to “literally” be these deities after doing rituals on themselves, including one of our highly beloved Gods). The extent of blasphemes in this cult would make most here puke. One of the main leaders knew how to astral project and work with energies, and they were the main person who performed rituals on people.
Early on, these people had connections to other enemy mages whose spiritual practices were even more damaging than the cult leaders’. The main leaders kicked them out from the cult and a small propaganda war happened between them because these mages had been making more money off of the cult victims than the main leaders were at the time. Not much else to it, I guess. These enemy mages really fucked up Jrvan’s chakras.
I didn’t notice until it was too late to make a difference, but the main leader who could do magick never performed their own rituals on themselves. They did so to everyone else in the cult, the other leaders included, but never on themselves. People like this in cults are a major red flag. They are fully aware of what they’re doing to their victims.
One of the dangerous things about a cult is when they finally get into a person’s head and twist them so that the person “naturally” follows whatever direction the leader wants them to go in on their own, without the leader having to pull strings to make it happen. In the above cult, a victim would defend the leaders even when they were abusing them. They’d love them even when the leaders or other victims were telling them to die, and give themselves up to entities. If outsiders tried to get the victims out, they would fight them and defend the leaders, and make excuses for their behavior. If the leaders were in any way criticized or flaws in the narrative pointed out, the leaders would become more hostile and attempt to turn other victims in the cult against this person… which wasn’t difficult. Many of the cult's victims targeted whoever the leaders hated on their own anyway. If something threatened the cult's ability to use and keep its victims under its control, the leaders and/or brainwashed victims attacked the threat.
Some cults plainly don’t care if outsiders know they’re a cult or not, because they have their followers (victims) so controlled, people wouldn’t be able to convince them they’re in one anyway. You could probably think of a couple well known ones off the top of your head. Xianity is, frankly, one massive cult.
The psychology starts to become an insane loop of blinded “love” and worship (the corrupted kind), and fear: victims wanted to please and stay in the leaders’ favor to gain their affection, “love”, and attention, and to avoid losing access to their “services” or suffering punishment. So when punishment was threatened for anything (even unnecessary minor things), the leaders had their victims on puppet strings, and they would do whatever the leader wanted them to do. Total blind obedience. The more the leader favored a victim, the more they “rewarded” them and were “nice” to them to rope them further into their control. If a person remained loyal, obeyed, and were “good”, they were rewarded sometimes with status in the cult, and more tracks or rituals, which really… all that meant was just being a better pawn for the leader to use as they pleased.
Anyone within the inner circle to the leaders became like guard dogs to reinforce the narrative onto lower ranked victims. These were the closest victims to the leaders and most “trusted” - (again… simply the ones most deeply controlled and obeying the leaders’ wishes. There’s no actual “trust”). These people often behaved similarly to the leaders, and treated lower ranks the same as, or in some rare cases worse than, the leaders did. A sort of corrupted “family” dynamic was pushed by some higher ranked victims of the cult… one victim that I was close with, abused me continually and claimed that I was going to be raped and killed at one point (basically pushing their gang stalking mentality onto me). They constantly pointed out all the signs of some people apparently stalking me, and had seen them come into my home when I wasn’t there. They claimed the food and water had been poisoned so I couldn’t eat or drink. That I couldn’t trust my family… it wasn’t hard to believe, given how my parents are underneath. Yet this person kept calling me their sibling, and insisting they were my older sibling. They would tell me they love me, and then tell me that they wanted me dead. Once, they pushed me to watch distburing pornography, and afterwards mocked and shamed me for not liking it and telling them to turn it off. That I had offended them because of my reaction, and had to make it up to them.
The victims are not people nor allowed to be people in a cult. They are completely dependent on the leader, trapped in a child state, poisoned by the leader’s “candy” and tied on puppet strings. A victim can be high ranking, and later be discarded because anyone is disposable the moment the leader doesn't need them or are a threat to the cult.
I learned as I write this, that there was a cord deeply rooted into the back extension of my throat chakra leading to one of the cult leaders. It felt like wearing a collar, and being owned. In a cult, you’re a slave, for all intents and purposes.
The “Candy” - Part 1:
This is the endless poisonous unfulfilled promises, lies, deception, and fake narrative fed to victims again and again by the cult leader, designed to slowly break them down over time into an addicted, paranoid mess that they can use for their benefit.
In normal healthy organizations, there are appeals to a cause/s and marketing is used to encourage people to join and support the cause, and they follow up on these things. A cult does not follow up on its promises. EVER. The leader convinces their victims in different ways, twisting their perception of reality, to make them believe they are giving their victims exactly what they promised but it’s just lies. The victim might get bread crumbs, but they’ll never get the meal that was promised. The best deceivers always tie a little truth in with lies. Whatever is presented on the surface is just a mask to trap you and that’s it, whatever lies underneath is only poison.
In the JoS, there is continual and visible progress upward that people make in their lives who actually take it seriously. We go up here in personal power, prosperity, health, happiness, strength, and all positive things, even as we go through the ugly stages of clearing away karma and healing. The path is upward.
In a cult, you see a continual downward spiral that only keeps going into the negative, and when a victim hits the bottom (if there is one), it is extremely hard to rise back up and out of it, especially alone. A person loses far more than one is ever promised they might gain in a cult. I guess one could think of it like gambling, with the cost being that you lose everything just to win a penny, but have been blinded to think this “penny” is a million dollars.
The “candy” that was presented in the cult, in my case, had two forms: the “services” they offered (tracks, rituals, etc), and the narrative they sold to their victims. I’ll write more about the first form in part 2, however, both of these things were going on simultaneously. I’m just separating them for ease of writing and keeping my thoughts on track.
Over time the narrative changed and became more ridiculous and crazy, but by then it didn’t matter how insane it got. People bought into it and accepted it without question, even if it was plainly obvious to anyone with their head on straight how stupid it was. Originally, it started off as just some kind of online “self-help” thing, I guess you could call it, and as it grew, this eventually turned into just doomsday “spiritual” cult nonsense. Victims were brainwashed and manipulated enough that, even when people picked up on the irregularities and plot holes, or had warnings in their thoughts telling them this cult was no good place, they always gave excuses and made up things to explain it away.
As things progressed, the leaders fed their victims the main narrative of what the cult believed in. The process was like swallowing a spiked drink or a hidden pill in food. A person didn’t know they’d slipped it in, but they were there accepting it like they’ve accepted everything else at this point, unaware of it but feeling the effects, and then losing their ability to reason.
There were many claims about “saving the planet” but false ones. They brainwashed people to believe they needed to reconnect with their "real self" and that they were the incarnations of different beings and creatures from different worlds, and needed to fuse back with them from earth. There was a lot of perversion of the mythologies, mixing movie and video game crap with the stories of different ancient cultures, and fed back to people over and over. This was a huge part of the foundation of that cult, and the victims were not allowed to share information to outsiders unless given permission by the main leaders.
The leaders asked for donations from their followers so they could build a “safe house” where followers of the cult would eventually go to live when the “collapse of society began”. They succeeded in building this place. They talked about the collapse of society often and “when it would happen”, and whenever the cult went another year without their prophesied “doomsday” occurring, they made up further narratives to explain it had been “postponed” to a later time date. The narrative developed to include a lot of human-hating crap, and this sometimes got a bit extreme with a few of the higher ranked victims.
This “safe house” was quite the opposite of its name. On rare occasions, they’d give victims a bone here and there if one was lucky and the leaders were in a decent mood, but that’s all one would get. Scraps.
Those who lived at this place were abused continually, and constantly scraping the bottom of the barrel to simply meet their needs. If one was an immediate family member of the leaders, they were at least treated semi-decently, for the most part. Everyone under the leaders were completely dependent on them for just about everything.
During the day, victims in the house (even children in the house) labored away with whatever the leaders told them to do. If they worked, they were “paid” - unless one was immediate family. Any payment they earned from labor was only allowed to be used for food, board, and more rituals. It wasn’t money in a bank account or physical cash… more like credit points or something. Victims couldn’t access this so-called “payment” unless they asked the leaders and told them what they wanted to spend it on. The payment wasn’t much, so they had to work more to have more to get by.
For my sake and to keep us safe in the cult's house, my partner tolerated a lot of abuse from these people. One of the leaders made several attempts to separate us and often started fights with my partner, to keep me there and try to justify kicking him out. This person was quite perverted and creepy towards younger girls.
My partner at times went some days without eating, so that I could eat, because the leaders wouldn’t let the victims use any of their food. Anything of theirs we were “allowed” to eat were drugged treats, even the kids were given them. One kid stated loudly once during a meal time, eating one of these things, that they loved being high. The first time I was given one, I started having twitches and seizure-like spasms until I blacked out. I remember being able to hear voices and feeling my body being moved, but I couldn’t open my eyes or move my body on my own or respond. It was like being paralyzed.
The drinking water tasted horrible. The leaders didn’t like water to be “wasted” on hygiene, so no one bathed much. If anyone wanted to bathe more, they were told to bathe in the pool which smelled. There was a young teen I caught trying to wash themselves with a cloth in the sink of the single bathroom. They hadn’t showered for a month, and their skin was coated in a visible layer of dirt. Victims of the house were not allowed to help the younger kids without someone getting into trouble in some way with the leaders, whether it’d be the kids or the older victims, or both. The children didn’t go to school, nor did I ever see them being homeschooled.
The leaders were also quite abusive to their animals at this place. One of them confessed to me that they were planning to use the animals for sacrifices, like the chickens they had and such.
Another of the victims that lived there was obsessed with the cult leaders and their blood-family. They wanted to one day have a gravestone with the cult leaders’ last name written on it instead of their own.
Any mistake or accident that occurred was blamed on the victims living in the house, even if they were doing nothing wrong or didn’t make the proclaimed “error”. The leaders kept giving everyone different rules and instructions to follow that contradicted each other, so when anyone tried to do what they thought was the right thing, they were barked at and bullied instead. Often victims couldn’t sit for more than a few minutes to have some space without being yelled at for being “lazy”.
At night, our bed was a concrete floor and sleeping bags in a separate part of the building. The children were cramped in one small room with bunks, a couple of the kids sometimes slept on the floor, and the leaders had proper full sized bedrooms and beds.
It was always cold and we couldn’t sleep properly. Then in the morning, it would start all again. Work, eat, work, kinda-sleep, repeat.
I remember feeling constantly anxious, stressed, and scared. My partner struggled with damage done to his chakras, and trying to keep us both afloat, while day after day taking abuse. When I got my period, it was worse than normal, and I was screaming in the bathroom for hours because of the cramps and no pain killers. No one, except my partner, came to see what was wrong. My partner asked the leaders for help with my health problems, and in exchange he had to do more labor work. The leaders did a ritual on my womb and breast because of the problems I was having. I don’t know what it was exactly they did, but the next cycle I had (when we inevitably left), I almost needed to go to the hospital, and since then my periods haven’t been ok.
Later, there was a situation that happened between us and the cult leaders. They began seeing us as a threat to their cult, but it gave us an opening to get out of there. In a way, we were lucky. We managed to get outside help from someone we knew to be able to leave, since we didn’t have the transportation or money to do so ourselves.
We didn’t try to tell the other victims what had happened at first. I realize now that even if we had at the time, it wouldn’t have done anything other than bring us trouble. Like I mentioned earlier, some cults just don’t care if anyone knows it’s a cult because their followers are too brainwashed and controlled. We found out in the end anyway just how far gone they were when we did end up deciding to attempt to expose it ourselves out of anger.
We found out that one of the leaders was a criminal, another had been a long-time scammer, and the other had been a mormon before being part of the cult. Despite trying to bring this information to the other victims with the evidence of it, no one cared, and continued to praise and defend the leaders without hesitation.
The “Candy” - Part 2:
The other form of the “candy” was, in the beginning, the leaders convincing people to use their subliminal message tracks (one of their “services” offered). Effectively, self-hypnosis tracks. In their cult, they had pictures of people showing before-and-after results of using the tracks, etc. These were free to use as anyone pleased at first, and were plastered with “self-responsibility” warnings, and what have you. When one listened to them, you couldn’t tell what was being said aside from some words and sentences here and there. There were many overlapping voices and it was jarring to listen to. The first time I tried, I threw off my headphones, frightened by it.
I don’t think I need to explain just how dangerous this was. Victims listened to these tracks for months on end as was instructed in order to “see results”; others did so for years. These later became rituals, chants, and so on. I learned later that they were making their living from the revenue of these so-called “free” tracks. When rituals started to be offered, something happened to the cult's ability to get money from the tracks behind the scenes. So the leaders abandoned the tracks, and things changed completely over to rituals that one needed to pay for. This is when the leaders started to manipulate people through different fear tactics into believing they needed these things to “help themselves”, and followers were happy to pay whatever price the leaders wanted in exchange for these rituals. It got to a point that victims were asking for donations from other victims to help them afford the rituals and new things “offered” by the cult. Many became obsessed with them, spending hundreds to thousands of dollars on rituals and such (each one cost anywhere between $50 to $800 per ritual).
People became stuck in the cult through the leaders fueling their desperation, fear, addiction, and such, and making them blinded by whatever thing the cult was manipulating them to need. This is how they controlled people.
When you are able to get a person to want and need what you claim to have, you have the ability to manipulate people to do as you want them to and behave as you want them to through behavior (operant) conditioning, without ever actually making good on your promises. Yet the victim fully believes they are getting said “promises”. They used this to control and keep their victims in line and obedient to the leaders’ desires. “Do as I say, get rewarded. Disobey, receive punishment and/or ‘lose’ access to X ritual”, etc.
Through this, the cult leaders convinced people to hand over their personal power to them. The more of a person's own power they hand over and give up, the tighter the hold the cult can have over a person. This could be anything depending on the aim and desires of the cult - your body, your life, your identity, your ability to do things for yourself, your successes, your beliefs, your social connections, your wealth, etc.
With a subliminal like the ones victims in this cult listened to, the cult leaders don't have to do anything. They’ve already convinced a person to brainwash themselves without lifting a finger.
The “Candy” - Part 3:
They offered many many rituals of all sorts. New rituals and services, and much later even servitors that connected to the heart chakra, were offered periodically whenever the flow of income in the cult was starting to stagnate:
“Chakra Removal”, “Subconscious Removal”, and rituals for connecting with these “beings” that they claimed were people's “real self”. The list is endless. These rituals were highly destructive. It was like being cursed over and over again. Some rituals did damage to chakras and such, some to steal energy, but the main idea for most of them was to slowly kill the “human self” (the “real self” was not considered to be human), i.e. the victim, their identity and self, and replace them with entities.
A person’s identity, personality, sense of self, desires, thinking patterns… everything was altered. And victims had already been convinced to want this, crave it, need it. There was a lot of New Age approach to this “spirituality”, and just plain corruption of shit.
Ignorance is such a curse…. Anyway. Victims were paying the leaders to ruin themselves all under the guise of “self-improvement and saving the world”. For a price, victims got to “talk” to their “real self”, find out who “they” are, and connect with them / “become” them.
Sometimes the leaders used experiences in their victim’s pasts, especially childhood, where people would share things that had happened that they couldn’t explain, and one of the leaders would claim something-or-other about it having a connection with their “real self”. Or things like how their “real self” was trying to communicate with the person and whatever… It’s an easy way to sell a narrative and manipulate people into believing lies, making undeniable things that truly happened in a person's past connect to a false cause / reality of the situation in their memory. As I write this, it kinda reminds me of how xians always think it’s “god” who caused this or that to happen in their life and shit. It’s a form of control over a person's perception of reality, since it reinforces belief and alters memories to suit the cult leader’s narrative and story they feed the cult. Because of this perceived past connection with these “real self” beings, it gave an anchor to an otherwise retarded and false story that had no basis in reality.
“You as the human need to die so you can be your ‘real self’ ” - was a frequent way of thinking there. The cult leaders took everything a person was into their hands, and the person was taught to hate themselves and favor being their “real self” because the “human self” was “inferior”. As is the way of things in cults, everything became filtered through the leaders, and victims were manipulated to no longer trust themselves and their own judgement.
These rituals were performed regularly on people by the cult leaders. Even their own children, and the children of different victims in the cult. Most of the cult victims were teens and young adults. These rituals… It was like a drug. Victims became totally addicted to them, buying and buying and buying constantly. No one ever actually got the results they were promised, of course, and the leaders just made up reasons why this was the case, such as “for your own safety, X won’t physically develop until society collapses because you’ll be persecuted otherwise”.
They changed a person from the inside out, and many people became possessed by different entities. There are people who think that a person can’t be convinced or manipulated to go against their nature and natural tendencies… if you lose your power to a cult leader, they can take you away from yourself entirely. Doesn’t matter what your astrology is. Things you wouldn’t ever normally do, they can convince you to do it, even make you believe you want to do it, and like it. If they possess you with who-knows-what, all the worse.
From personal experience, possession feels like there are two people inside your head: yourself, and whatever thing you are being possessed by. Each day, it’s like switching a light on and off, constantly. You’re there, then you’re not and the entity is there instead, and repeat. You watch the world in your eyes for a while, then you see it through the entity's eyes, and your mind gets cloudy, like a constant haze that won’t go away. Slowly, each day the clear difference between you and this thing bleeds into each other, until you no longer know who’s who, and your consciousness merges entirely with that of the entity’s. It feels like you’re buried alive inside your own head, and you have some awareness of it but also no awareness either anymore. Your memory goes to shit, you forget yourself, your energy changes.
I couldn’t remember most of my childhood anymore or even what happened during much of the time I was in the cult, neither what happened before it until some months ago and things started coming back to me as I worked on myself with the knowledge of JoS and guidance of our Gods. When I had started to break the possession, sometimes I could hear my voice at a distance yelling in my head, quite like the way it sounds when someone is telepathically talking to you, saying over and over “I hate you”.
The more rituals one had, the worse it got. Seeing “shadows”, paranoia, nightmares, voices telling you to die or shame you again and again, getting attacked astrally. Victims increasingly became more and more hostile and cruel to each other, worse to those who were still retaining some sense of self or were considered lower in rank. Some “higher” victims manipulated and frightened others of the cult into completely believing their life was in danger, and to run away from their family. The leaders didn’t care.
Whenever these things were spoken about, or people complained of attacks, the leaders would craft elaborate narratives around it to explain them away. Sometimes even offering further rituals to have these "entities" removed, if you could afford to pay for it. Before coming to JoS, there was a time where this tall gangly black being dug its hand into my shoulder and fed off my energy for a few days. I was exhausted and had constant pains all over my body, and couldn’t move well. When my partner and I asked for help from the leaders, they told us we had to pay some amount to first get a scan to see what it was, and another payment to have it actually removed and dealt with. We didn’t have the money to spare at the time until days later. Sometimes they claimed that these “entity attacks” people complained of were life threatening and had to be taken care of asap, but if someone couldn’t pay the leaders to have them removed, they just ignored the person and offered no way to help themselves.
It’s common for cults to isolate their victims from outsiders, and this is what this cult did. The cult leaders and some “higher ranking” victims began to close off and isolate the cult from the public, and crafted a “the cult vs the world” kind of narrative… among everything else. Everyone else was a “threat”; the victim’s friends, their families, authorities like police, common folk, themselves. Everyone who was human (they had long brainwashed their victims to believe they weren’t human because of the “real self” thing). They convinced their victims to fester hatred for everyone else except the leaders. Anyone could be an enemy of the cult leaders anytime the leaders chose to make one their enemy. Once a person was their target, they would curse them, sometimes through the use of a poppet ritual, and other victims would abuse them.
I tried to suicide because I couldn’t take it anymore. I asked the leaders to be killed in ritual, to simply let the “real self” that possessed me have my body because I didn’t want to live anymore… Victims in the cult I was close with encouraged it as well. The ritual messed with my consciousness and altered my personality enough that I really thought I was gone, and the “real self” was all that was left.
What Happened After We Left...
Unfortunately, there are still people left in that cult. My partner and I tried confronting some victims who had abused us the most, and it just became more obvious the kind of shit hole it all was. We were angry and felt hopeless. Though we had left and gotten a place of our own, we were at a low on many levels.
We were always hungry for a while, and lost weight from not being able to eat properly. We looked ill for a long time and felt aged. Our health was poor on many levels, mentally and physically. Our auras were riddled with holes, like someone had decided to play target practice with them. Entities clung to our energy and made us feel miserable, but no matter what we did, they wouldn’t go away. Things felt like they were missing from our heads due to one of the rituals. We felt disconnected from the world and humanity. Our chakras were in an awful state, and our souls were heavily polluted. Our memories were messed up, and many things were just wrong… We attracted toxic people, and were treated as outcasts. Things were bad enough that we nearly fell for the bullshit of xianity all over again despite having rejected it long ago.
I don’t remember how, but my partner found his way to Bitchute, and eventually found all sorts of videos regarding the jews, their crimes, and the truth about Germany and Lord Hitler. We began walking down a long road watching documentary after documentary. It flipped everything we’d known on its head. During a fasting because we were struggling with food, my partner got really angry and shouted about how he was sick of all the lies, and wanted the truth. Some days later, there was a person on Bitchute who had made comments on videos sharing the link to the JoS websites.
Jrvan followed the link and spent much time reading over the information. He seemed excited and suddenly full of life about it, and wanted to give it a try. I, on the other hand, was terrified. “What if this is just another trap? What if it’s another cult?” - these thoughts went through my head a lot, but my partner was encouraging and I trusted him, so I began reading the information as well. We spent several months just reading and reading, before we decided to dedicate ourselves to Satan.
Even during the dedication ritual, I was still afraid, but I figured I’d already gone through all the crap, I had nothing else to lose… If things weren’t what they truly are, I could just walk away. What more could happen? The first week after dedication, I had few doubts anymore. The entity that had felt impossible to get rid of suddenly started to loosen its grip on me, and even though I wasn’t really myself yet, it was enough that it felt like I could breathe again if just a little. It was the greatest hope that what had happened to us could be undone, so I started to fight back to get myself back. That hope has kept us going even when we were ready to give up, when things seemed so suffocating that simply dying looked like the only solution rather than trying to fight this uphill battle to heal. This hope ultimately decided my path forward from there to trust in Satan and begin meditation and learning magick along with my partner.
The damage has been confusing to sort out, and just trying to understand what exactly happened to us and how to heal from everything has been extremely stressful and challenging.
As I’ve worked through things, I’ve had panic attacks, and sometimes have had episodes of being terrified of being in my own body. But I feel myself coming back all the time, and my energy slowly waking up and becoming unpolluted. My partner’s energy has also improved considerably from where it was at the beginning of dedication. Our auras are healing at a good pace. Things in our life are getting better for us, and our wealth is building back up. For the first time, we have hope that someday we can have a normal life and achieve our goals.
We’ve done many bindings on those who hurt us, and have felt great results from them. We hit the ground running, and it’s been nonstop every day since dedication, working on healing ourselves, clearing karma, cleaning away the soul pollution, destroying the entities, clearing the rituals from our souls, and trying to get back to a level of normal. Sometimes we’ve gotten harassed by entities of the leaders, but their attacks are becoming less and less effective.
All I can say to close this post is that, no: the Joy of Satan is not a cult.
If you’ve ever had days where you feel like something is impossible to fix… believe me, it can be fixed. With your own power and strength, and all that the JoS offers you, you can heal, and you can create a better life for yourself. It may take time, and a lot of hard work, but it’s worth it. Don’t give up. I know I am not.
By Tabby
Our community is the reverse of any "Cult". For one, every spiritual community has to do specific things in order to be called such. Similarity of methods is unavoidable, as these odious programs also parade as "Religions".
There are many idiots who still believe Christianity, the planted seed of the jewish people in the Western Civilization, is still a "Religion" or that it "Leads to the divine". They find out the hard way that it led them nowhere, with most of them not even having one "Religious" experience once in their lives, but living their existence with a fully destroyed mind and soul.
However weird it might sound, a lot of people might leave the Christian or Muslim programs, but it takes a while until these programs leave them too. This requires meditation, deprogramming, and cleaning the soul, as these programs are odious.
Most people come on the run from these cults, damaged and broken into the Joy of Satan, which evidently heals most people by restoring common sense, real spirituality, and re-instating the ability of freedom of the mind.
The Joy of Satan is hated by the enemy as it can free people en-masse. Even just READING the Joy of Satan, whether one wants to join or not, will absolve and answer to the most illogical fears.
This destroys the enemy who is founded upon lies and merely childish deceptions that are primarily based on terrorizing human beings.
The striking majority of human beings now belong into mainstream Abrahamic religions which are for all intents, cults based on fear, abuse, tremendous ignorance, and prohibit any true or real spirituality.
The only thing these people have to do is obey or burn in "hell" in all of these programs. This leaves many people with subconscious fears, even atheists. The closer one gets to these "religions", the stronger becomes the grip of the hostile and evil alien forces that are here to keep humanity back and destroy it.
On the final stage of this, people completely lose their humanity. One only needs to look at radical Muslims, obsessive Jews, or in Christians who are really repeating verses like a broken record in the Bible belt. These people one looks at them and really knows they are gone in the mind.
Over the years, there have been people frozen to their boots from fear of hellfire, eternal punishment, or that they will be judged in the end of the world or other mental illnesses that the enemy gave them.
It is important in life for one to mention the facts and not one's perceived emotional feelings. Certain people write false and deliberate slander against the Joy of Satan calling it all sorts of things, included a "cult".
This shows a severe lack of education at best, and at worst, clearly jewish shills who are losing their grip on reality that we have built something so level headed and wonderful that will free Gentiles en masse as time goes.
Needless to say, the lack of education of these people and their sentimental feelings that are based on solely the need to just "say something negative" are really much present, using the word "cult" for every viable spiritual community in which members are free, thriving and growing and so on.
Basically as idiocy is best answered by facts and living experience, it really boggles the mind that some people still think this way in a world where Scientology or real cults like the Catholic Church have the full podium and are in full activity.
One of the cures about this is really getting to see with your own eyes or through the negative experiences of others what a "Cult" truly is and how it operates. Therefore Tabby's story will walk you all through how real cults are and how these operate.
As the situation with someone having been a member of an actual cult is a very difficult one, I had to insist that Tabby would write about this subject and not keep silent, especially in a time where Jews just love to claim that every Gentile religious system or any Gentile worthy of respect as a respected spiritualist is a "Cultist".
Generally most "cults" out there constantly preach about how the world will "imminently end" [doomsday prophecy is their favorite] and they have similar methods of breaking down individuals such as Chakra removal, but also might obsess over suicide. These are very strong characteristics of cults. Force is constant within these real "cults".
Other methods are to constantly speak, like the greys do to humans, that "your self must die" and all this other nonsense that is taken completely out of it's proper spiritual context in the realm of really killing your individual self with suicide, or becoming a vegetable of a human being by "Exterminating your self".
I will also add for you below some other videos so you can see what the enemy really is and how their cults, which are the actual cults, do operate. If one watches these and still is living in wonderland in regards to what we do here and how we are the bastion of True Spirituality, then there is nothing further I can do to help you.
For extra information, see below what "Jews" are doing in regards to REAL cults in this world:
Rabbi of the Pure Hearts : Inside Lev Tahor - the fifth estate
This documentary is about a Jewish cult where abuse, murder, drug use and so on is part of daily life. It should also help you see for yourself how crazy the jews are.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fnyx6pqb-zM
The Jonestown Massacre: Paradise Lost (Cult Documentary) | Real Stories
The infamous Guyana cult is a cult that commanded it's people to commit suicide because of the Rupture or something. Of course, this was passed down as a mere accident as always with the crimes of the enemy.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VWqACvTknls
This one below is even crazier, but with another subject, Islamic "Women" strange Muslim norms.
The Dark Truth About This Islamic Cult | Refinery29
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mDuKDrJZQVI
And below one of the known to all, all time favorite of Jehovah's Witnesses:
Escaping Jehovah's Witnesses: Inside the dangerous world of a brutal religion | Four Corners
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gDwHdj7plWo
After you watch all these and you have a goddamn clue about what you are talking about, then you might also read Tabby's post to understand how REAL cults operate, destroying hundreds of thousands of people or millions, and the lives of individuals to literally ENSLAVING them in facilities and other more insane things.
Admittedly I did not enjoy reading Tabby's experience. I think however compared to the abuse she has underwent, the writing of hers is on the golden zone of reality and facts.
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Life in a Cult - a disturbing reality
Due to the nature of this post, there are some things I can’t write about publicly or directly, so some references will have keywords altered, or be worded from a different angle and such, to still provide the original meaning without compromising our safety too much. Some things I’ve needed to leave out entirely.
It’s known to some here that my partner and I had once been in a cult. In this post, you’ll read about the different components of a cult, what it does to people, the psychology and relationship dynamics, and some of our personal story. Through this, hopefully people will have a better understanding of what a cult actually is.
Thank you, HP Hoodedcobra, for giving me enough courage to write about this properly and share it publicly. Thank you, Jrvan, for your love and support in all this, for without you, I wouldn’t be here.
Bless you both.
Grab some tea or something, this isn’t going to be a short story…
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I used to wonder, “how can anyone fall for a cult? People who get involved in them must be crazy to believe anything they say.” One day, you’re living an ordinary life, and then, you’re just wrapped up with the wrong crowd and everything goes to shit.
Cults lure people in the same way a child predator lures a child with drug candy at a corner shop. Once you’ve taken that candy, you don’t even realize what’s happening until you’re already caught in the trap, and it’s too late.
I’ve seen people try to label the JoS, of all places, a “cult” or compare it to one... Personally, it angers me every time I see that, and there’s a part of me that is glad such people don’t truly know because the real thing… it scars you.
Look around you on these sites of the JoS. What’s allowed?
Encouragement of self-study, discovery, and self-EVERYTHING: advancement, personal power development by your own hard work, knowledge, growth, strength, truth, facing and overcoming your problems and fears, etc… thinking for yourself, being allowed to question things, personal safety rules, etc. The list is huge. Everything the JoS is and teaches - none of these is at all part of any cult. Not even close.
To make a long story short for a sec: what the JoS is, is quite literally the opposite of a cult.
To determine if a place is a cult or not, you need to look at everything from the “rules”, teachings, the top of the hierarchy and how it impacts its members, all the way to the bottom. What are the “give and take” dynamics? One must take everything into consideration and analyze everything before coming to a decisive conclusion. The health of the tree is determined by its roots, and if you only look at the rotting apples laying on the ground you might miss the fact that the tree isn’t diseased.
For a cult to be… a cult, and actually succeed as a cult, a few things need to be in play, and these are how you can learn to separate healthy groups and organizations from actual cults.
So that there’s some structure to this madness, this post will be separated into the following sections:
- The Leaders and the Victims
- The “Candy”:
- Part 1
- Part 2
- Part 3
- What Happened After We Left…
Let’s Begin...
The Leaders and the Victims - the “predator” and the “child”:
The aim of a cult is always control, through whatever means they want to achieve that, and it becomes an abusive game of candy on a stick (or “carrot and stick” - “a metaphor for the use of a combination of reward and punishment to induce a desired behaviour” ~ https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Carrot_and_stick ). In my experience, a cult leader is highly skilled and experienced in manipulation (e.g. gaslighting, scapegoating, blackmailing, etc), psychology, isolation tactics, and are often people who would probably classify as having ‘narcissistic personality disorder’, and such. The success of a cult is greatly dependent on the leader’s ability to control their victims, and twist their own minds against themselves and others in their victims' lives.
The leader continually uses these things to manipulate their victims into believing they are lesser and weaker than the leader, and cannot be or become smarter, stronger, more successful, or more anything than the leader. This gets to the point where victims will talk against themselves, shame themselves, and abuse themselves because they truly believe they are “dirt” compared to the leader, and this is reinforced. The more they break a victim down, the easier it is for the cult leader to seem like a “saving grace” by comparison, and make themselves a victim’s “savior” (basically through forced transferring of power from the victim to the leader). The stronger the need to be “saved” grows in a victim, the better a cult can manipulate them.
One doesn’t need to already be crazy or a broken person to fall for a cult (if a person is, that's just less work for the leader). A person can be a completely healthy person and still fall for them. Cults usually don’t want people who are healthy nor can they afford for you to be healthy, because their entire relationship with their victims is based on fear and manipulation. The simple reason why they do this is because you can’t control and oppress healthy, strong people. If you are healthy and the cult wants to go to the trouble of targeting healthy people, they will first try to break them or “get rid” of them (depending on the cult, this can mean different things…), usually through methods of brainwashing, abuse, manipulation, fear, force, torture, etc.
The leader drags their victims down (mentally, emotionally, socially, sometimes physically, etc.) beneath themselves and keeps them there. They believe they are “perfect”, and the victims are “broken”. The leader is “infallible”, they don’t “make mistakes”, and if they do wrong they are not accountable and will transfer any blame back onto their victims. Anyone beneath them is accountable for everything, even for things that are not their fault. The victims are manipulated to believe they need to be “fixed” and “healed” by the leader, and they can “help you do it” through their “services” and whatever else. They don’t allow you to use your own power to help yourself, power is filtered through the leader. This is important because this places a person into a weakened and dependent-position to the cult leader.
Over time, the victim is manipulated by the leader of the cult to become, for all intents and purposes, a literal child in terms of what a child is like - naive; lacking knowledge, experience and independent thought; overly dependent, overly trusting, helpless; able to be controlled, spoon fed, etc. A cult will never allow its victims to rise above or out of this state.
This is where a cult leader enforces a codependent relationship on its victims, and this ultimately is what makes the clockwork run in a cult.
See more here:
https://www.verywellmind.com/what-is-codependency-5072124#:~:text=Exelberg,'
It should already be obvious the differences between a healthy leadership to follower relationship compared to what I’ve just described above. Cult leader to follower (victim) relationships are NOT based on trust, earned respect, and mutual benefit. “Respect and trust” is “won” through fear, abuse, and manipulation (rather than an honest relationship), and only the leader benefits while the victim suffers in whatever fashion.
The entire cult is centered around the leader, and the leader is the only important person and the only one that matters (key word here: ONLY).
In the cult I was a victim of, there were three leaders; 2 main and 1 co-leader. The leaders claimed to be many things, including but not limited to: claiming to be the reincarnation of deities (which later, they claimed to “literally” be these deities after doing rituals on themselves, including one of our highly beloved Gods). The extent of blasphemes in this cult would make most here puke. One of the main leaders knew how to astral project and work with energies, and they were the main person who performed rituals on people.
Early on, these people had connections to other enemy mages whose spiritual practices were even more damaging than the cult leaders’. The main leaders kicked them out from the cult and a small propaganda war happened between them because these mages had been making more money off of the cult victims than the main leaders were at the time. Not much else to it, I guess. These enemy mages really fucked up Jrvan’s chakras.
I didn’t notice until it was too late to make a difference, but the main leader who could do magick never performed their own rituals on themselves. They did so to everyone else in the cult, the other leaders included, but never on themselves. People like this in cults are a major red flag. They are fully aware of what they’re doing to their victims.
One of the dangerous things about a cult is when they finally get into a person’s head and twist them so that the person “naturally” follows whatever direction the leader wants them to go in on their own, without the leader having to pull strings to make it happen. In the above cult, a victim would defend the leaders even when they were abusing them. They’d love them even when the leaders or other victims were telling them to die, and give themselves up to entities. If outsiders tried to get the victims out, they would fight them and defend the leaders, and make excuses for their behavior. If the leaders were in any way criticized or flaws in the narrative pointed out, the leaders would become more hostile and attempt to turn other victims in the cult against this person… which wasn’t difficult. Many of the cult's victims targeted whoever the leaders hated on their own anyway. If something threatened the cult's ability to use and keep its victims under its control, the leaders and/or brainwashed victims attacked the threat.
Some cults plainly don’t care if outsiders know they’re a cult or not, because they have their followers (victims) so controlled, people wouldn’t be able to convince them they’re in one anyway. You could probably think of a couple well known ones off the top of your head. Xianity is, frankly, one massive cult.
The psychology starts to become an insane loop of blinded “love” and worship (the corrupted kind), and fear: victims wanted to please and stay in the leaders’ favor to gain their affection, “love”, and attention, and to avoid losing access to their “services” or suffering punishment. So when punishment was threatened for anything (even unnecessary minor things), the leaders had their victims on puppet strings, and they would do whatever the leader wanted them to do. Total blind obedience. The more the leader favored a victim, the more they “rewarded” them and were “nice” to them to rope them further into their control. If a person remained loyal, obeyed, and were “good”, they were rewarded sometimes with status in the cult, and more tracks or rituals, which really… all that meant was just being a better pawn for the leader to use as they pleased.
Anyone within the inner circle to the leaders became like guard dogs to reinforce the narrative onto lower ranked victims. These were the closest victims to the leaders and most “trusted” - (again… simply the ones most deeply controlled and obeying the leaders’ wishes. There’s no actual “trust”). These people often behaved similarly to the leaders, and treated lower ranks the same as, or in some rare cases worse than, the leaders did. A sort of corrupted “family” dynamic was pushed by some higher ranked victims of the cult… one victim that I was close with, abused me continually and claimed that I was going to be raped and killed at one point (basically pushing their gang stalking mentality onto me). They constantly pointed out all the signs of some people apparently stalking me, and had seen them come into my home when I wasn’t there. They claimed the food and water had been poisoned so I couldn’t eat or drink. That I couldn’t trust my family… it wasn’t hard to believe, given how my parents are underneath. Yet this person kept calling me their sibling, and insisting they were my older sibling. They would tell me they love me, and then tell me that they wanted me dead. Once, they pushed me to watch distburing pornography, and afterwards mocked and shamed me for not liking it and telling them to turn it off. That I had offended them because of my reaction, and had to make it up to them.
The victims are not people nor allowed to be people in a cult. They are completely dependent on the leader, trapped in a child state, poisoned by the leader’s “candy” and tied on puppet strings. A victim can be high ranking, and later be discarded because anyone is disposable the moment the leader doesn't need them or are a threat to the cult.
I learned as I write this, that there was a cord deeply rooted into the back extension of my throat chakra leading to one of the cult leaders. It felt like wearing a collar, and being owned. In a cult, you’re a slave, for all intents and purposes.
The “Candy” - Part 1:
This is the endless poisonous unfulfilled promises, lies, deception, and fake narrative fed to victims again and again by the cult leader, designed to slowly break them down over time into an addicted, paranoid mess that they can use for their benefit.
In normal healthy organizations, there are appeals to a cause/s and marketing is used to encourage people to join and support the cause, and they follow up on these things. A cult does not follow up on its promises. EVER. The leader convinces their victims in different ways, twisting their perception of reality, to make them believe they are giving their victims exactly what they promised but it’s just lies. The victim might get bread crumbs, but they’ll never get the meal that was promised. The best deceivers always tie a little truth in with lies. Whatever is presented on the surface is just a mask to trap you and that’s it, whatever lies underneath is only poison.
In the JoS, there is continual and visible progress upward that people make in their lives who actually take it seriously. We go up here in personal power, prosperity, health, happiness, strength, and all positive things, even as we go through the ugly stages of clearing away karma and healing. The path is upward.
In a cult, you see a continual downward spiral that only keeps going into the negative, and when a victim hits the bottom (if there is one), it is extremely hard to rise back up and out of it, especially alone. A person loses far more than one is ever promised they might gain in a cult. I guess one could think of it like gambling, with the cost being that you lose everything just to win a penny, but have been blinded to think this “penny” is a million dollars.
The “candy” that was presented in the cult, in my case, had two forms: the “services” they offered (tracks, rituals, etc), and the narrative they sold to their victims. I’ll write more about the first form in part 2, however, both of these things were going on simultaneously. I’m just separating them for ease of writing and keeping my thoughts on track.
Over time the narrative changed and became more ridiculous and crazy, but by then it didn’t matter how insane it got. People bought into it and accepted it without question, even if it was plainly obvious to anyone with their head on straight how stupid it was. Originally, it started off as just some kind of online “self-help” thing, I guess you could call it, and as it grew, this eventually turned into just doomsday “spiritual” cult nonsense. Victims were brainwashed and manipulated enough that, even when people picked up on the irregularities and plot holes, or had warnings in their thoughts telling them this cult was no good place, they always gave excuses and made up things to explain it away.
As things progressed, the leaders fed their victims the main narrative of what the cult believed in. The process was like swallowing a spiked drink or a hidden pill in food. A person didn’t know they’d slipped it in, but they were there accepting it like they’ve accepted everything else at this point, unaware of it but feeling the effects, and then losing their ability to reason.
There were many claims about “saving the planet” but false ones. They brainwashed people to believe they needed to reconnect with their "real self" and that they were the incarnations of different beings and creatures from different worlds, and needed to fuse back with them from earth. There was a lot of perversion of the mythologies, mixing movie and video game crap with the stories of different ancient cultures, and fed back to people over and over. This was a huge part of the foundation of that cult, and the victims were not allowed to share information to outsiders unless given permission by the main leaders.
The leaders asked for donations from their followers so they could build a “safe house” where followers of the cult would eventually go to live when the “collapse of society began”. They succeeded in building this place. They talked about the collapse of society often and “when it would happen”, and whenever the cult went another year without their prophesied “doomsday” occurring, they made up further narratives to explain it had been “postponed” to a later time date. The narrative developed to include a lot of human-hating crap, and this sometimes got a bit extreme with a few of the higher ranked victims.
This “safe house” was quite the opposite of its name. On rare occasions, they’d give victims a bone here and there if one was lucky and the leaders were in a decent mood, but that’s all one would get. Scraps.
Those who lived at this place were abused continually, and constantly scraping the bottom of the barrel to simply meet their needs. If one was an immediate family member of the leaders, they were at least treated semi-decently, for the most part. Everyone under the leaders were completely dependent on them for just about everything.
During the day, victims in the house (even children in the house) labored away with whatever the leaders told them to do. If they worked, they were “paid” - unless one was immediate family. Any payment they earned from labor was only allowed to be used for food, board, and more rituals. It wasn’t money in a bank account or physical cash… more like credit points or something. Victims couldn’t access this so-called “payment” unless they asked the leaders and told them what they wanted to spend it on. The payment wasn’t much, so they had to work more to have more to get by.
For my sake and to keep us safe in the cult's house, my partner tolerated a lot of abuse from these people. One of the leaders made several attempts to separate us and often started fights with my partner, to keep me there and try to justify kicking him out. This person was quite perverted and creepy towards younger girls.
My partner at times went some days without eating, so that I could eat, because the leaders wouldn’t let the victims use any of their food. Anything of theirs we were “allowed” to eat were drugged treats, even the kids were given them. One kid stated loudly once during a meal time, eating one of these things, that they loved being high. The first time I was given one, I started having twitches and seizure-like spasms until I blacked out. I remember being able to hear voices and feeling my body being moved, but I couldn’t open my eyes or move my body on my own or respond. It was like being paralyzed.
The drinking water tasted horrible. The leaders didn’t like water to be “wasted” on hygiene, so no one bathed much. If anyone wanted to bathe more, they were told to bathe in the pool which smelled. There was a young teen I caught trying to wash themselves with a cloth in the sink of the single bathroom. They hadn’t showered for a month, and their skin was coated in a visible layer of dirt. Victims of the house were not allowed to help the younger kids without someone getting into trouble in some way with the leaders, whether it’d be the kids or the older victims, or both. The children didn’t go to school, nor did I ever see them being homeschooled.
The leaders were also quite abusive to their animals at this place. One of them confessed to me that they were planning to use the animals for sacrifices, like the chickens they had and such.
Another of the victims that lived there was obsessed with the cult leaders and their blood-family. They wanted to one day have a gravestone with the cult leaders’ last name written on it instead of their own.
Any mistake or accident that occurred was blamed on the victims living in the house, even if they were doing nothing wrong or didn’t make the proclaimed “error”. The leaders kept giving everyone different rules and instructions to follow that contradicted each other, so when anyone tried to do what they thought was the right thing, they were barked at and bullied instead. Often victims couldn’t sit for more than a few minutes to have some space without being yelled at for being “lazy”.
At night, our bed was a concrete floor and sleeping bags in a separate part of the building. The children were cramped in one small room with bunks, a couple of the kids sometimes slept on the floor, and the leaders had proper full sized bedrooms and beds.
It was always cold and we couldn’t sleep properly. Then in the morning, it would start all again. Work, eat, work, kinda-sleep, repeat.
I remember feeling constantly anxious, stressed, and scared. My partner struggled with damage done to his chakras, and trying to keep us both afloat, while day after day taking abuse. When I got my period, it was worse than normal, and I was screaming in the bathroom for hours because of the cramps and no pain killers. No one, except my partner, came to see what was wrong. My partner asked the leaders for help with my health problems, and in exchange he had to do more labor work. The leaders did a ritual on my womb and breast because of the problems I was having. I don’t know what it was exactly they did, but the next cycle I had (when we inevitably left), I almost needed to go to the hospital, and since then my periods haven’t been ok.
Later, there was a situation that happened between us and the cult leaders. They began seeing us as a threat to their cult, but it gave us an opening to get out of there. In a way, we were lucky. We managed to get outside help from someone we knew to be able to leave, since we didn’t have the transportation or money to do so ourselves.
We didn’t try to tell the other victims what had happened at first. I realize now that even if we had at the time, it wouldn’t have done anything other than bring us trouble. Like I mentioned earlier, some cults just don’t care if anyone knows it’s a cult because their followers are too brainwashed and controlled. We found out in the end anyway just how far gone they were when we did end up deciding to attempt to expose it ourselves out of anger.
We found out that one of the leaders was a criminal, another had been a long-time scammer, and the other had been a mormon before being part of the cult. Despite trying to bring this information to the other victims with the evidence of it, no one cared, and continued to praise and defend the leaders without hesitation.
The “Candy” - Part 2:
The other form of the “candy” was, in the beginning, the leaders convincing people to use their subliminal message tracks (one of their “services” offered). Effectively, self-hypnosis tracks. In their cult, they had pictures of people showing before-and-after results of using the tracks, etc. These were free to use as anyone pleased at first, and were plastered with “self-responsibility” warnings, and what have you. When one listened to them, you couldn’t tell what was being said aside from some words and sentences here and there. There were many overlapping voices and it was jarring to listen to. The first time I tried, I threw off my headphones, frightened by it.
I don’t think I need to explain just how dangerous this was. Victims listened to these tracks for months on end as was instructed in order to “see results”; others did so for years. These later became rituals, chants, and so on. I learned later that they were making their living from the revenue of these so-called “free” tracks. When rituals started to be offered, something happened to the cult's ability to get money from the tracks behind the scenes. So the leaders abandoned the tracks, and things changed completely over to rituals that one needed to pay for. This is when the leaders started to manipulate people through different fear tactics into believing they needed these things to “help themselves”, and followers were happy to pay whatever price the leaders wanted in exchange for these rituals. It got to a point that victims were asking for donations from other victims to help them afford the rituals and new things “offered” by the cult. Many became obsessed with them, spending hundreds to thousands of dollars on rituals and such (each one cost anywhere between $50 to $800 per ritual).
People became stuck in the cult through the leaders fueling their desperation, fear, addiction, and such, and making them blinded by whatever thing the cult was manipulating them to need. This is how they controlled people.
When you are able to get a person to want and need what you claim to have, you have the ability to manipulate people to do as you want them to and behave as you want them to through behavior (operant) conditioning, without ever actually making good on your promises. Yet the victim fully believes they are getting said “promises”. They used this to control and keep their victims in line and obedient to the leaders’ desires. “Do as I say, get rewarded. Disobey, receive punishment and/or ‘lose’ access to X ritual”, etc.
Through this, the cult leaders convinced people to hand over their personal power to them. The more of a person's own power they hand over and give up, the tighter the hold the cult can have over a person. This could be anything depending on the aim and desires of the cult - your body, your life, your identity, your ability to do things for yourself, your successes, your beliefs, your social connections, your wealth, etc.
With a subliminal like the ones victims in this cult listened to, the cult leaders don't have to do anything. They’ve already convinced a person to brainwash themselves without lifting a finger.
The “Candy” - Part 3:
They offered many many rituals of all sorts. New rituals and services, and much later even servitors that connected to the heart chakra, were offered periodically whenever the flow of income in the cult was starting to stagnate:
“Chakra Removal”, “Subconscious Removal”, and rituals for connecting with these “beings” that they claimed were people's “real self”. The list is endless. These rituals were highly destructive. It was like being cursed over and over again. Some rituals did damage to chakras and such, some to steal energy, but the main idea for most of them was to slowly kill the “human self” (the “real self” was not considered to be human), i.e. the victim, their identity and self, and replace them with entities.
A person’s identity, personality, sense of self, desires, thinking patterns… everything was altered. And victims had already been convinced to want this, crave it, need it. There was a lot of New Age approach to this “spirituality”, and just plain corruption of shit.
Ignorance is such a curse…. Anyway. Victims were paying the leaders to ruin themselves all under the guise of “self-improvement and saving the world”. For a price, victims got to “talk” to their “real self”, find out who “they” are, and connect with them / “become” them.
Sometimes the leaders used experiences in their victim’s pasts, especially childhood, where people would share things that had happened that they couldn’t explain, and one of the leaders would claim something-or-other about it having a connection with their “real self”. Or things like how their “real self” was trying to communicate with the person and whatever… It’s an easy way to sell a narrative and manipulate people into believing lies, making undeniable things that truly happened in a person's past connect to a false cause / reality of the situation in their memory. As I write this, it kinda reminds me of how xians always think it’s “god” who caused this or that to happen in their life and shit. It’s a form of control over a person's perception of reality, since it reinforces belief and alters memories to suit the cult leader’s narrative and story they feed the cult. Because of this perceived past connection with these “real self” beings, it gave an anchor to an otherwise retarded and false story that had no basis in reality.
“You as the human need to die so you can be your ‘real self’ ” - was a frequent way of thinking there. The cult leaders took everything a person was into their hands, and the person was taught to hate themselves and favor being their “real self” because the “human self” was “inferior”. As is the way of things in cults, everything became filtered through the leaders, and victims were manipulated to no longer trust themselves and their own judgement.
These rituals were performed regularly on people by the cult leaders. Even their own children, and the children of different victims in the cult. Most of the cult victims were teens and young adults. These rituals… It was like a drug. Victims became totally addicted to them, buying and buying and buying constantly. No one ever actually got the results they were promised, of course, and the leaders just made up reasons why this was the case, such as “for your own safety, X won’t physically develop until society collapses because you’ll be persecuted otherwise”.
They changed a person from the inside out, and many people became possessed by different entities. There are people who think that a person can’t be convinced or manipulated to go against their nature and natural tendencies… if you lose your power to a cult leader, they can take you away from yourself entirely. Doesn’t matter what your astrology is. Things you wouldn’t ever normally do, they can convince you to do it, even make you believe you want to do it, and like it. If they possess you with who-knows-what, all the worse.
From personal experience, possession feels like there are two people inside your head: yourself, and whatever thing you are being possessed by. Each day, it’s like switching a light on and off, constantly. You’re there, then you’re not and the entity is there instead, and repeat. You watch the world in your eyes for a while, then you see it through the entity's eyes, and your mind gets cloudy, like a constant haze that won’t go away. Slowly, each day the clear difference between you and this thing bleeds into each other, until you no longer know who’s who, and your consciousness merges entirely with that of the entity’s. It feels like you’re buried alive inside your own head, and you have some awareness of it but also no awareness either anymore. Your memory goes to shit, you forget yourself, your energy changes.
I couldn’t remember most of my childhood anymore or even what happened during much of the time I was in the cult, neither what happened before it until some months ago and things started coming back to me as I worked on myself with the knowledge of JoS and guidance of our Gods. When I had started to break the possession, sometimes I could hear my voice at a distance yelling in my head, quite like the way it sounds when someone is telepathically talking to you, saying over and over “I hate you”.
The more rituals one had, the worse it got. Seeing “shadows”, paranoia, nightmares, voices telling you to die or shame you again and again, getting attacked astrally. Victims increasingly became more and more hostile and cruel to each other, worse to those who were still retaining some sense of self or were considered lower in rank. Some “higher” victims manipulated and frightened others of the cult into completely believing their life was in danger, and to run away from their family. The leaders didn’t care.
Whenever these things were spoken about, or people complained of attacks, the leaders would craft elaborate narratives around it to explain them away. Sometimes even offering further rituals to have these "entities" removed, if you could afford to pay for it. Before coming to JoS, there was a time where this tall gangly black being dug its hand into my shoulder and fed off my energy for a few days. I was exhausted and had constant pains all over my body, and couldn’t move well. When my partner and I asked for help from the leaders, they told us we had to pay some amount to first get a scan to see what it was, and another payment to have it actually removed and dealt with. We didn’t have the money to spare at the time until days later. Sometimes they claimed that these “entity attacks” people complained of were life threatening and had to be taken care of asap, but if someone couldn’t pay the leaders to have them removed, they just ignored the person and offered no way to help themselves.
It’s common for cults to isolate their victims from outsiders, and this is what this cult did. The cult leaders and some “higher ranking” victims began to close off and isolate the cult from the public, and crafted a “the cult vs the world” kind of narrative… among everything else. Everyone else was a “threat”; the victim’s friends, their families, authorities like police, common folk, themselves. Everyone who was human (they had long brainwashed their victims to believe they weren’t human because of the “real self” thing). They convinced their victims to fester hatred for everyone else except the leaders. Anyone could be an enemy of the cult leaders anytime the leaders chose to make one their enemy. Once a person was their target, they would curse them, sometimes through the use of a poppet ritual, and other victims would abuse them.
I tried to suicide because I couldn’t take it anymore. I asked the leaders to be killed in ritual, to simply let the “real self” that possessed me have my body because I didn’t want to live anymore… Victims in the cult I was close with encouraged it as well. The ritual messed with my consciousness and altered my personality enough that I really thought I was gone, and the “real self” was all that was left.
What Happened After We Left...
Unfortunately, there are still people left in that cult. My partner and I tried confronting some victims who had abused us the most, and it just became more obvious the kind of shit hole it all was. We were angry and felt hopeless. Though we had left and gotten a place of our own, we were at a low on many levels.
We were always hungry for a while, and lost weight from not being able to eat properly. We looked ill for a long time and felt aged. Our health was poor on many levels, mentally and physically. Our auras were riddled with holes, like someone had decided to play target practice with them. Entities clung to our energy and made us feel miserable, but no matter what we did, they wouldn’t go away. Things felt like they were missing from our heads due to one of the rituals. We felt disconnected from the world and humanity. Our chakras were in an awful state, and our souls were heavily polluted. Our memories were messed up, and many things were just wrong… We attracted toxic people, and were treated as outcasts. Things were bad enough that we nearly fell for the bullshit of xianity all over again despite having rejected it long ago.
I don’t remember how, but my partner found his way to Bitchute, and eventually found all sorts of videos regarding the jews, their crimes, and the truth about Germany and Lord Hitler. We began walking down a long road watching documentary after documentary. It flipped everything we’d known on its head. During a fasting because we were struggling with food, my partner got really angry and shouted about how he was sick of all the lies, and wanted the truth. Some days later, there was a person on Bitchute who had made comments on videos sharing the link to the JoS websites.
Jrvan followed the link and spent much time reading over the information. He seemed excited and suddenly full of life about it, and wanted to give it a try. I, on the other hand, was terrified. “What if this is just another trap? What if it’s another cult?” - these thoughts went through my head a lot, but my partner was encouraging and I trusted him, so I began reading the information as well. We spent several months just reading and reading, before we decided to dedicate ourselves to Satan.
Even during the dedication ritual, I was still afraid, but I figured I’d already gone through all the crap, I had nothing else to lose… If things weren’t what they truly are, I could just walk away. What more could happen? The first week after dedication, I had few doubts anymore. The entity that had felt impossible to get rid of suddenly started to loosen its grip on me, and even though I wasn’t really myself yet, it was enough that it felt like I could breathe again if just a little. It was the greatest hope that what had happened to us could be undone, so I started to fight back to get myself back. That hope has kept us going even when we were ready to give up, when things seemed so suffocating that simply dying looked like the only solution rather than trying to fight this uphill battle to heal. This hope ultimately decided my path forward from there to trust in Satan and begin meditation and learning magick along with my partner.
The damage has been confusing to sort out, and just trying to understand what exactly happened to us and how to heal from everything has been extremely stressful and challenging.
As I’ve worked through things, I’ve had panic attacks, and sometimes have had episodes of being terrified of being in my own body. But I feel myself coming back all the time, and my energy slowly waking up and becoming unpolluted. My partner’s energy has also improved considerably from where it was at the beginning of dedication. Our auras are healing at a good pace. Things in our life are getting better for us, and our wealth is building back up. For the first time, we have hope that someday we can have a normal life and achieve our goals.
We’ve done many bindings on those who hurt us, and have felt great results from them. We hit the ground running, and it’s been nonstop every day since dedication, working on healing ourselves, clearing karma, cleaning away the soul pollution, destroying the entities, clearing the rituals from our souls, and trying to get back to a level of normal. Sometimes we’ve gotten harassed by entities of the leaders, but their attacks are becoming less and less effective.
All I can say to close this post is that, no: the Joy of Satan is not a cult.
If you’ve ever had days where you feel like something is impossible to fix… believe me, it can be fixed. With your own power and strength, and all that the JoS offers you, you can heal, and you can create a better life for yourself. It may take time, and a lot of hard work, but it’s worth it. Don’t give up. I know I am not.
By Tabby
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