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How does one know whether their Jewish or not without knowing they have Jewish ancestry?

I don't sympathize with Jews or the enemy, but something has been working on me, trying to get me to love or accept them. It makes me feel so disgusting. I know spirits can make you feel things, I have been possessed before multiple times.

All I know is this, if I'm a jew... I want to be destroyed by Satan. Or at least for Satan. I'll die for him, knowing in my mind that he will be happy I'm gone. I'll die for all of you, but mostly for Satan.

I have tried to kill myself multiple times because of me thinking that I'm the enemy. Is it true? I hear voices. Someone tells me that I'm loved and that I'm not a jew... then others tell me to kill myself because I'm disgusting and also say that I'm "satan".

Today I felt oppressed and someone giving me that feeling of wanting to kill myself... Satan helped me get through it and got it away from me.

I hate fucking Jews. I despise kikes! Somebody do something to me horrible because I can't stand these bastards anymore!

I just want to be free of enemy hold.

But if I'm a jew, I will kill myself and happily accept my fate. I just want Satan to be happy. He deserves to be happy. You all deserve to be happy.

Hail Satan always!

 

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You've been agonizing over this since last year. Everytime you've brought this up, you were met with many responses from many different people that all tell you the evidence that you're not jewish. You've even claimed that your guardian, another demon, and even Satan himself on separate instances have told you that you're not jewish. If you don't listen to us, and you don't even listen to them, who are you going to listen to?

You don't even listen to yourself, otherwise you would notice the things you're saying and know that the thoughts & feelings you have are mutually exclusive with jewery. Only a gentile would ever worry about these things.


You need to learn to chill and control yourself. Are you keeping up with your meditations?

 

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Well, I did some Aura of Protection this morning. I feel better... is it normal to feel warm inside and then cool on the outside? I felt a gentile breeze when I meditated.

 

[ed8874]

Well Said Curi.Blackdragon you gotta stop giving power to this thought, the first few times were enough to understand that these are bullshit thought  created by the enemy and amplified by your mind, so just stop giving it power, you're not a jew and no matter how hard you give this enemy created thought power you will never be a jew

 

[Mikel Batsard]

Remember this; AoP should be performed daily for as long as possible..You cannot work your body intensly for one day and expect to see results from said workout two years down the line. Some days doing AOP multiple times may be necessary, but as with most other magical workings, more isn't always better; Wherein lies the potency is your intention.As for the negative thoughts: "Send them to the void", as I like to say. Learn void meditation to get rid of them. Once you can truly learn to let go, it becomes easier to do.

On Tue, Feb 26, 2019, 3:30 PM ed8874@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Well Said Curi.Blackdragon you gotta stop giving power to this thought, the first few times were enough to understand that these are bullshit thought  created by the enemy and amplified by your mind, so just stop giving it power, you're not a jew and no matter how hard you give this enemy created thought power you will never be a jew

 

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Thank you all of you...for your support. This is what I say to the enemy: I'm not a jew, but if I am... I'll gladly die for Satan when he returns.

From what my guardian told me, Satan is returning soon. I'm so happy when I hear that and it gives me hope.

I'll work on Aura Cleansing and AoP.

Hail Satan

 

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It's good that you did your AoP. Like Mikel says, you really need to stay on top of this stuff. Consistency is key. Cleaning your aura & building an aura of protection are the absolute bare minimum we should be doing for ourselves, meditation-wise. Void should also be considered essential since if you're not in control of your mind, the mind is in control of you. Your emotions and thoughts run amok and drag you along with them, wherever they please, and when you're susceptible to outside influences, or have negative thought patterns, this can be disastrous. As you know.

If you have to, start small and do what you can until you build a habit of it but never skip a day with these things. Their importance really can't be overstated. And as Ed says, pay attention to the content of your thoughts and try not to reward thoughts that work against you. Create positive thoughts as a replacement and reward those instead. If you keep feeding the idea that you're a plaything of the enemy, then you're going to invite this into your reality.

Same as with people that take attacks as proof that they're powerful or some other egotistical thing. These people may unwittingly invite more enemy influence into their life, because they've convinced themselves that it's an affirmation of their greatness, regardless of whether they are or are not. The more they're attacked, the greater they are(in their mind). Since people obviously want to be great & powerful, they will unwittingly open themselves up to more harassment to affirm their idea of who they are. Obviously, this is a suicidal way to think. So try to be aware of what goes on in your mind and try to shift the content of those thoughts toward something that works in your favor.


It may not be effortless, but it doesn't have to be hard work either. It just takes time and a willingness to work on it.

 

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Thanks for your advice, Curi0. I appreciate it. I'll look up void meditation and work on it.

Thanks guys. May Father bless you.

Hail Satan

 

[thisisafalsealias]

Yup that's normal it's just because you are relaxed and the same thing happens when you go to sleep. That's a sign you are relaxed but don't get sleepy. I also feel a breeze at times, I feel that the most when my aura needs working on, and it feels like energy is swirling around me to patch up my aura. When my aura is strong, that "gentile breeze" (gentle, but gentile breeze is funny ) is more uniform, and makes it feel like it's causing me to float


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Well, I did some Aura of Protection this morning. I feel better... is it normal to feel warm inside and then cool on the outside? I felt a gentile breeze when I meditated.

 

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I dont know you really, but I'm 31 going on 32.

You are right about what you said. All my life I have been called Satan... By Christian filth.

One guy kept saying Jesus to me over and over.

I officially joined a couple years ago, but I joined Satanism earlier but a bit differently. I just want to do it right.

I think it's a fear I have, that "what if I'm Jewish?" I tried to kill myself more than once because I wanted to die for Satan and his people...when I believed I was.

I'll admit that when I was little, demons in my dreams told me to be proud of being a gentile. Even now the gods tell me that I have a gentile soul. I'm not a reptilian, the reptilian was the one who died. Not me.

I have ptsd. I'm trying to overcome that.

Satan has helped me a lot.

 

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Is it normal to itch while meditating? I have Fibermialgia and when I was in new age I itched too. Also I felt something touch me everywhere.

Hail Satan

 

[thisisafalsealias]

Itching might have to do with histamine production. I don't know if it's normal. And yeah I realize we don't know each other but I remember everybody's names and stories who post here since I go on this forum just about every day. I'm in my early 20s
And yes obviously its a fear you have but not a valid one, just don't think about that because it will not do you any good at all