magus.immortalis1
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My aura is really big. And it gets in the way. Is there some way to make it smaller?
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "magus.immortalis" <magus.immortalis@... wrote:
My aura is really big. And it gets in the way. Is there some way to make it smaller?
On Sun, Nov 4, 2012 1:28 PM PST magus.immortalis wrote:
My aura is really big. And it gets in the way. Is there some way to make it smaller?
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "magus.immortalis" <magus.immortalis@... wrote:
My aura is really big. And it gets in the way. Is there some way to make it smaller?
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "En Haradren Amlug" <hecktic_shadow@... wrote:
Care to go into a bit more detail? Why is it big, if you know? How is it in the way?
Also you can find this information on the JoS and using a bit of intuition.
Hail Satan! Praise the True Gods of Old!
-En Haradren Amlug.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "magus.immortalis" <magus.immortalis@ wrote:
My aura is really big. And it gets in the way. Is there some way to make it smaller?
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "magus.immortalis" <magus.immortalis@... wrote:
It's a lot of personal information, but I feel I should tell the group because it's important.
I am going through a kundalini awakening right now, and my aura merged with my merkaba disc (I wrote about this in the Advanced Meditation group some months back) and now my aura is over 100 feet in diameter. I feel trucks, cars, people from very far away...walking, moving. The downside to having such a big aura is that whenever I read the posts on JoS groups, and look at people's profiles on FB, I feel them. My aura overwhelms theirs. I merge with them. It's more intimate to me then sex (I apologize, as it is NOT my intention. I do my best to ignore what and who I am feeling and detach as soon as possible.)
The only way to stop this from happening was a) stop going on the groups to read posts. I don't even need to read the post, just looking at the name of the poster ties me into them; b) make my aura smaller.
Since JoS yahoo groups are my home and where I also learn more and talk to my brothers and sisters, I chose the latter.
A sidenote: I physically contract a muscle in my front extension to avoid tying into people. It works pretty well, but it gets tiring. No worries, I do it anyways. (I don't have this problem in person, only over the Net.)
I made my aura smaller and this problem went away. However, new problems arose within the same day: I felt weaker, and got very sick. The next day my nose started running and got plugged up and I got attacks from the enemy because they saw I had purposefully weakened myself as to not annoy other people with the astral merging problem.
The bigger the aura, the stronger it can get. This is what I learned. My aura weakened when it shrunk in size. I weakened.
I made it bigger now, I won't go into details how. When you get to a certain level in meditations you know what to do. I don't know why I posted my original question. Guess I was annoyed, had to learn the hard way how things work.
Maybe some good will come out of this post after all.
I felt led to explain the above.
When you begin your kundalini awakening, the only way to go is forward. In some cases you go backwards and your vibration drops and you can get sick, physically. This is what I learned, from my experience. I have gone backwards before (with other things in my kundalini process) in this process and I have experienced flu like symptoms that took more then one week to go away.
Hail Satan and the True Gods of Hell forever!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "En Haradren Amlug" <hecktic_shadow@ wrote:
Care to go into a bit more detail? Why is it big, if you know? How is it in the way?
Also you can find this information on the JoS and using a bit of intuition.
Hail Satan! Praise the True Gods of Old!
-En Haradren Amlug.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "magus.immortalis" <magus.immortalis@ wrote:
My aura is really big. And it gets in the way. Is there some way to make it smaller?
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lydia_666@..." <lydia_666@... wrote:
Lol no worries. I'm a natural "reader", I can read most people over the internet as well, even without pictures. It is a bit creepy though... oh well. As long as my on switch is on, it keeps me from infiltrators etc, as I'm sure it does for you.
Hail Satan!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "magus.immortalis" <magus.immortalis@ wrote:
It's a lot of personal information, but I feel I should tell the group because it's important.
I am going through a kundalini awakening right now, and my aura merged with my merkaba disc (I wrote about this in the Advanced Meditation group some months back) and now my aura is over 100 feet in diameter. I feel trucks, cars, people from very far away...walking, moving. The downside to having such a big aura is that whenever I read the posts on JoS groups, and look at people's profiles on FB, I feel them. My aura overwhelms theirs. I merge with them. It's more intimate to me then sex (I apologize, as it is NOT my intention. I do my best to ignore what and who I am feeling and detach as soon as possible.)
The only way to stop this from happening was a) stop going on the groups to read posts. I don't even need to read the post, just looking at the name of the poster ties me into them; b) make my aura smaller.
Since JoS yahoo groups are my home and where I also learn more and talk to my brothers and sisters, I chose the latter.
A sidenote: I physically contract a muscle in my front extension to avoid tying into people. It works pretty well, but it gets tiring. No worries, I do it anyways. (I don't have this problem in person, only over the Net.)
I made my aura smaller and this problem went away. However, new problems arose within the same day: I felt weaker, and got very sick. The next day my nose started running and got plugged up and I got attacks from the enemy because they saw I had purposefully weakened myself as to not annoy other people with the astral merging problem.
The bigger the aura, the stronger it can get. This is what I learned. My aura weakened when it shrunk in size. I weakened.
I made it bigger now, I won't go into details how. When you get to a certain level in meditations you know what to do. I don't know why I posted my original question. Guess I was annoyed, had to learn the hard way how things work.
Maybe some good will come out of this post after all.
I felt led to explain the above.
When you begin your kundalini awakening, the only way to go is forward. In some cases you go backwards and your vibration drops and you can get sick, physically. This is what I learned, from my experience. I have gone backwards before (with other things in my kundalini process) in this process and I have experienced flu like symptoms that took more then one week to go away.
Hail Satan and the True Gods of Hell forever!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "En Haradren Amlug" <hecktic_shadow@ wrote:
Care to go into a bit more detail? Why is it big, if you know? How is it in the way?
Also you can find this information on the JoS and using a bit of intuition.
Hail Satan! Praise the True Gods of Old!
-En Haradren Amlug.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "magus.immortalis" <magus.immortalis@ wrote:
My aura is really big. And it gets in the way. Is there some way to make it smaller?
On Nov 4, 2012 11:25 PM, "magus.immortalis" <magus.immortalis@... wrote:
My aura is really big. And it gets in the way. Is there some way to make it smaller?
[/QUOTE] [/TD]My aura is really big. And it gets in the way. Is there some way to make it smaller?
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "damnplanetsaturn" <damnplanetsaturn@... wrote:
Your going at this the wronge way Magus. You dont get power to just throw it away. Use your powers. It is a good thing to connect with others and know who you are dealing with. Do you think Satan shrinks his aura when dealing with people?
If you overpower or dominate them, then that is just too bad. That is going to happen no matter what you do anyway. If your soul is more powerful, then you are going to dominate over people. Weakening yourself is not the answer, for why bother empowering yourself to begin with?
Hail Satan!!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lydia_666@" <lydia_666@ wrote:
Lol no worries. I'm a natural "reader", I can read most people over the internet as well, even without pictures. It is a bit creepy though... oh well. As long as my on switch is on, it keeps me from infiltrators etc, as I'm sure it does for you.
Hail Satan!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "magus.immortalis" <magus.immortalis@ wrote:
It's a lot of personal information, but I feel I should tell the group because it's important.
I am going through a kundalini awakening right now, and my aura merged with my merkaba disc (I wrote about this in the Advanced Meditation group some months back) and now my aura is over 100 feet in diameter. I feel trucks, cars, people from very far away...walking, moving. The downside to having such a big aura is that whenever I read the posts on JoS groups, and look at people's profiles on FB, I feel them. My aura overwhelms theirs. I merge with them. It's more intimate to me then sex (I apologize, as it is NOT my intention. I do my best to ignore what and who I am feeling and detach as soon as possible.)
The only way to stop this from happening was a) stop going on the groups to read posts. I don't even need to read the post, just looking at the name of the poster ties me into them; b) make my aura smaller.
Since JoS yahoo groups are my home and where I also learn more and talk to my brothers and sisters, I chose the latter.
A sidenote: I physically contract a muscle in my front extension to avoid tying into people. It works pretty well, but it gets tiring. No worries, I do it anyways. (I don't have this problem in person, only over the Net.)
I made my aura smaller and this problem went away. However, new problems arose within the same day: I felt weaker, and got very sick. The next day my nose started running and got plugged up and I got attacks from the enemy because they saw I had purposefully weakened myself as to not annoy other people with the astral merging problem.
The bigger the aura, the stronger it can get. This is what I learned. My aura weakened when it shrunk in size. I weakened.
I made it bigger now, I won't go into details how. When you get to a certain level in meditations you know what to do. I don't know why I posted my original question. Guess I was annoyed, had to learn the hard way how things work.
Maybe some good will come out of this post after all.
I felt led to explain the above.
When you begin your kundalini awakening, the only way to go is forward. In some cases you go backwards and your vibration drops and you can get sick, physically. This is what I learned, from my experience. I have gone backwards before (with other things in my kundalini process) in this process and I have experienced flu like symptoms that took more then one week to go away.
Hail Satan and the True Gods of Hell forever!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "En Haradren Amlug" <hecktic_shadow@ wrote:
Care to go into a bit more detail? Why is it big, if you know? How is it in the way?
Also you can find this information on the JoS and using a bit of intuition.
Hail Satan! Praise the True Gods of Old!
-En Haradren Amlug.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "magus.immortalis" <magus.immortalis@ wrote:
My aura is really big. And it gets in the way. Is there some way to make it smaller?
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "magus.immortalis" <magus.immortalis@... wrote:
It's a lot of personal information, but I feel I should tell the group because it's important.
I am going through a kundalini awakening right now, and my aura merged with my merkaba disc (I wrote about this in the Advanced Meditation group some months back) and now my aura is over 100 feet in diameter. I feel trucks, cars, people from very far away...walking, moving. The downside to having such a big aura is that whenever I read the posts on JoS groups, and look at people's profiles on FB, I feel them. My aura overwhelms theirs. I merge with them. It's more intimate to me then sex (I apologize, as it is NOT my intention. I do my best to ignore what and who I am feeling and detach as soon as possible.)
The only way to stop this from happening was a) stop going on the groups to read posts. I don't even need to read the post, just looking at the name of the poster ties me into them; b) make my aura smaller.
Since JoS yahoo groups are my home and where I also learn more and talk to my brothers and sisters, I chose the latter.
A sidenote: I physically contract a muscle in my front extension to avoid tying into people. It works pretty well, but it gets tiring. No worries, I do it anyways. (I don't have this problem in person, only over the Net.)
I made my aura smaller and this problem went away. However, new problems arose within the same day: I felt weaker, and got very sick. The next day my nose started running and got plugged up and I got attacks from the enemy because they saw I had purposefully weakened myself as to not annoy other people with the astral merging problem.
The bigger the aura, the stronger it can get. This is what I learned. My aura weakened when it shrunk in size. I weakened.
I made it bigger now, I won't go into details how. When you get to a certain level in meditations you know what to do. I don't know why I posted my original question. Guess I was annoyed, had to learn the hard way how things work.
Maybe some good will come out of this post after all.
I felt led to explain the above.
When you begin your kundalini awakening, the only way to go is forward. In some cases you go backwards and your vibration drops and you can get sick, physically. This is what I learned, from my experience. I have gone backwards before (with other things in my kundalini process) in this process and I have experienced flu like symptoms that took more then one week to go away.
Hail Satan and the True Gods of Hell forever!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "En Haradren Amlug" <hecktic_shadow@ wrote:
Care to go into a bit more detail? Why is it big, if you know? How is it in the way?
Also you can find this information on the JoS and using a bit of intuition.
Hail Satan! Praise the True Gods of Old!
-En Haradren Amlug.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "magus.immortalis" <magus.immortalis@ wrote:
My aura is really big. And it gets in the way. Is there some way to make it smaller?
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "magus.immortalis" <magus.immortalis@... wrote:
It's a lot of personal information, but I feel I should tell the group because it's important.
I am going through a kundalini awakening right now, and my aura merged with my merkaba disc (I wrote about this in the Advanced Meditation group some months back) and now my aura is over 100 feet in diameter. I feel trucks, cars, people from very far away...walking, moving. The downside to having such a big aura is that whenever I read the posts on JoS groups, and look at people's profiles on FB, I feel them. My aura overwhelms theirs. I merge with them. It's more intimate to me then sex (I apologize, as it is NOT my intention. I do my best to ignore what and who I am feeling and detach as soon as possible.)
The only way to stop this from happening was a) stop going on the groups to read posts. I don't even need to read the post, just looking at the name of the poster ties me into them; b) make my aura smaller.
Since JoS yahoo groups are my home and where I also learn more and talk to my brothers and sisters, I chose the latter.
A sidenote: I physically contract a muscle in my front extension to avoid tying into people. It works pretty well, but it gets tiring. No worries, I do it anyways. (I don't have this problem in person, only over the Net.)
I made my aura smaller and this problem went away. However, new problems arose within the same day: I felt weaker, and got very sick. The next day my nose started running and got plugged up and I got attacks from the enemy because they saw I had purposefully weakened myself as to not annoy other people with the astral merging problem.
The bigger the aura, the stronger it can get. This is what I learned. My aura weakened when it shrunk in size. I weakened.
I made it bigger now, I won't go into details how. When you get to a certain level in meditations you know what to do. I don't know why I posted my original question. Guess I was annoyed, had to learn the hard way how things work.
Maybe some good will come out of this post after all.
I felt led to explain the above.
When you begin your kundalini awakening, the only way to go is forward. In some cases you go backwards and your vibration drops and you can get sick, physically. This is what I learned, from my experience. I have gone backwards before (with other things in my kundalini process) in this process and I have experienced flu like symptoms that took more then one week to go away.
Hail Satan and the True Gods of Hell forever!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "En Haradren Amlug" <hecktic_shadow@ wrote:
Care to go into a bit more detail? Why is it big, if you know? How is it in the way?
Also you can find this information on the JoS and using a bit of intuition.
Hail Satan! Praise the True Gods of Old!
-En Haradren Amlug.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "magus.immortalis" <magus.immortalis@ wrote:
My aura is really big. And it gets in the way. Is there some way to make it smaller?
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hoodedcobra666" <hoodedcobra666@... wrote:
I couldn't leave my aura be like this, seriously. I tried to 'encompress it'. In large crowds I would feel I was seriously going insane and crazy, each madam's concerns and their money issues or other pains. Also I don't want my aura and generally being to expand over the beings of the kikes, as having your aura over someone can be quite energizing in some cases...Unless you have programmed it to rip them to shreds without their conscious knowledge or knowledge at any level [tippy tip]. I remember when I used to go outside I would get onto my bed having so many thoughts and feelings of insanity that I wanted to end my life. If my intention was very powerful, like killing someone or something, sometimes they could feel it strongly, or anything. If I would 'lie' about something, it would be too known by some individuals. This wasn't good for me. I was having mental problems I never thought on about, feeling like I was in 100 bodies simutaneously sometimes. Also the physical aura, the astral aura and the mental aura are quite different. One body, if had an aura of 100 feet, physically, that would be extraordinary and you would be able to do ...Many many things. I on purpose encompressed my aura by programming it, in all levels, to be around 45-60 cm from my physical body.
If in any case I need this, I de-compress my aura by programming to decompress fully. I don't want to risk my sanity because anyone around me is having goddamn issues, neither I want all these stares like what the fuck is this guy doing. Sometimes I would be so high it would be at least unfunny. At other times, a family member was at another room and I was sharing their dreams involuntarily. This was not long ago. I too attracted ghosts and spirits when I was meditating and they were asking me questions, but for the most of time I heared gibberish. I know from this experience that the dead are very sad about being dead and they really see us as their saviors. Because they know that in the 'other side' none did help them of who they expected.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "magus.immortalis" <magus.immortalis@ wrote:
It's a lot of personal information, but I feel I should tell the group because it's important.
I am going through a kundalini awakening right now, and my aura merged with my merkaba disc (I wrote about this in the Advanced Meditation group some months back) and now my aura is over 100 feet in diameter. I feel trucks, cars, people from very far away...walking, moving. The downside to having such a big aura is that whenever I read the posts on JoS groups, and look at people's profiles on FB, I feel them. My aura overwhelms theirs. I merge with them. It's more intimate to me then sex (I apologize, as it is NOT my intention. I do my best to ignore what and who I am feeling and detach as soon as possible.)
The only way to stop this from happening was a) stop going on the groups to read posts. I don't even need to read the post, just looking at the name of the poster ties me into them; b) make my aura smaller.
Since JoS yahoo groups are my home and where I also learn more and talk to my brothers and sisters, I chose the latter.
A sidenote: I physically contract a muscle in my front extension to avoid tying into people. It works pretty well, but it gets tiring. No worries, I do it anyways. (I don't have this problem in person, only over the Net.)
I made my aura smaller and this problem went away. However, new problems arose within the same day: I felt weaker, and got very sick. The next day my nose started running and got plugged up and I got attacks from the enemy because they saw I had purposefully weakened myself as to not annoy other people with the astral merging problem.
The bigger the aura, the stronger it can get. This is what I learned. My aura weakened when it shrunk in size. I weakened.
I made it bigger now, I won't go into details how. When you get to a certain level in meditations you know what to do. I don't know why I posted my original question. Guess I was annoyed, had to learn the hard way how things work.
Maybe some good will come out of this post after all.
I felt led to explain the above.
When you begin your kundalini awakening, the only way to go is forward. In some cases you go backwards and your vibration drops and you can get sick, physically. This is what I learned, from my experience. I have gone backwards before (with other things in my kundalini process) in this process and I have experienced flu like symptoms that took more then one week to go away.
Hail Satan and the True Gods of Hell forever!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "En Haradren Amlug" <hecktic_shadow@ wrote:
Care to go into a bit more detail? Why is it big, if you know? How is it in the way?
Also you can find this information on the JoS and using a bit of intuition.
Hail Satan! Praise the True Gods of Old!
-En Haradren Amlug.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "magus.immortalis" <magus.immortalis@ wrote:
My aura is really big. And it gets in the way. Is there some way to make it smaller?
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hoodedcobra666" <hoodedcobra666@... wrote:
I couldn't leave my aura be like this, seriously. I tried to 'encompress it'. In large crowds I would feel I was seriously going insane and crazy, each madam's concerns and their money issues or other pains. Also I don't want my aura and generally being to expand over the beings of the kikes, as having your aura over someone can be quite energizing in some cases...Unless you have programmed it to rip them to shreds without their conscious knowledge or knowledge at any level [tippy tip]. I remember when I used to go outside I would get onto my bed having so many thoughts and feelings of insanity that I wanted to end my life. If my intention was very powerful, like killing someone or something, sometimes they could feel it strongly, or anything. If I would 'lie' about something, it would be too known by some individuals. This wasn't good for me. I was having mental problems I never thought on about, feeling like I was in 100 bodies simutaneously sometimes. Also the physical aura, the astral aura and the mental aura are quite different. One body, if had an aura of 100 feet, physically, that would be extraordinary and you would be able to do ...Many many things. I on purpose encompressed my aura by programming it, in all levels, to be around 45-60 cm from my physical body.
If in any case I need this, I de-compress my aura by programming to decompress fully. I don't want to risk my sanity because anyone around me is having goddamn issues, neither I want all these stares like what the fuck is this guy doing. Sometimes I would be so high it would be at least unfunny. At other times, a family member was at another room and I was sharing their dreams involuntarily. This was not long ago. I too attracted ghosts and spirits when I was meditating and they were asking me questions, but for the most of time I heared gibberish. I know from this experience that the dead are very sad about being dead and they really see us as their saviors. Because they know that in the 'other side' none did help them of who they expected.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "magus.immortalis" <magus.immortalis@ wrote:
It's a lot of personal information, but I feel I should tell the group because it's important.
I am going through a kundalini awakening right now, and my aura merged with my merkaba disc (I wrote about this in the Advanced Meditation group some months back) and now my aura is over 100 feet in diameter. I feel trucks, cars, people from very far away...walking, moving. The downside to having such a big aura is that whenever I read the posts on JoS groups, and look at people's profiles on FB, I feel them. My aura overwhelms theirs. I merge with them. It's more intimate to me then sex (I apologize, as it is NOT my intention. I do my best to ignore what and who I am feeling and detach as soon as possible.)
The only way to stop this from happening was a) stop going on the groups to read posts. I don't even need to read the post, just looking at the name of the poster ties me into them; b) make my aura smaller.
Since JoS yahoo groups are my home and where I also learn more and talk to my brothers and sisters, I chose the latter.
A sidenote: I physically contract a muscle in my front extension to avoid tying into people. It works pretty well, but it gets tiring. No worries, I do it anyways. (I don't have this problem in person, only over the Net.)
I made my aura smaller and this problem went away. However, new problems arose within the same day: I felt weaker, and got very sick. The next day my nose started running and got plugged up and I got attacks from the enemy because they saw I had purposefully weakened myself as to not annoy other people with the astral merging problem.
The bigger the aura, the stronger it can get. This is what I learned. My aura weakened when it shrunk in size. I weakened.
I made it bigger now, I won't go into details how. When you get to a certain level in meditations you know what to do. I don't know why I posted my original question. Guess I was annoyed, had to learn the hard way how things work.
Maybe some good will come out of this post after all.
I felt led to explain the above.
When you begin your kundalini awakening, the only way to go is forward. In some cases you go backwards and your vibration drops and you can get sick, physically. This is what I learned, from my experience. I have gone backwards before (with other things in my kundalini process) in this process and I have experienced flu like symptoms that took more then one week to go away.
Hail Satan and the True Gods of Hell forever!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "En Haradren Amlug" <hecktic_shadow@ wrote:
Care to go into a bit more detail? Why is it big, if you know? How is it in the way?
Also you can find this information on the JoS and using a bit of intuition.
Hail Satan! Praise the True Gods of Old!
-En Haradren Amlug.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "magus.immortalis" <magus.immortalis@ wrote:
My aura is really big. And it gets in the way. Is there some way to make it smaller?
On Tue, Nov 6, 2012 1:42 PM PST damnplanetsaturn wrote:
Your going at this the wronge way Magus. You dont get power to just throw it away. Use your powers. It is a good thing to connect with others and know who you are dealing with. Do you think Satan shrinks his aura when dealing with people?
If you overpower or dominate them, then that is just too bad. That is going to happen no matter what you do anyway. If your soul is more powerful, then you are going to dominate over people. Weakening yourself is not the answer, for why bother empowering yourself to begin with?
Hail Satan!!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lydia_666@..." <lydia_666@... wrote:
Lol no worries. I'm a natural "reader", I can read most people over the internet as well, even without pictures. It is a bit creepy though... oh well. As long as my on switch is on, it keeps me from infiltrators etc, as I'm sure it does for you.
Hail Satan!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "magus.immortalis" <magus.immortalis@ wrote:
It's a lot of personal information, but I feel I should tell the group because it's important.
I am going through a kundalini awakening right now, and my aura merged with my merkaba disc (I wrote about this in the Advanced Meditation group some months back) and now my aura is over 100 feet in diameter. I feel trucks, cars, people from very far away...walking, moving. The downside to having such a big aura is that whenever I read the posts on JoS groups, and look at people's profiles on FB, I feel them. My aura overwhelms theirs. I merge with them. It's more intimate to me then sex (I apologize, as it is NOT my intention. I do my best to ignore what and who I am feeling and detach as soon as possible.)
The only way to stop this from happening was a) stop going on the groups to read posts. I don't even need to read the post, just looking at the name of the poster ties me into them; b) make my aura smaller.
Since JoS yahoo groups are my home and where I also learn more and talk to my brothers and sisters, I chose the latter.
A sidenote: I physically contract a muscle in my front extension to avoid tying into people. It works pretty well, but it gets tiring. No worries, I do it anyways. (I don't have this problem in person, only over the Net.)
I made my aura smaller and this problem went away. However, new problems arose within the same day: I felt weaker, and got very sick. The next day my nose started running and got plugged up and I got attacks from the enemy because they saw I had purposefully weakened myself as to not annoy other people with the astral merging problem.
The bigger the aura, the stronger it can get. This is what I learned. My aura weakened when it shrunk in size. I weakened.
I made it bigger now, I won't go into details how. When you get to a certain level in meditations you know what to do. I don't know why I posted my original question. Guess I was annoyed, had to learn the hard way how things work.
Maybe some good will come out of this post after all.
I felt led to explain the above.
When you begin your kundalini awakening, the only way to go is forward. In some cases you go backwards and your vibration drops and you can get sick, physically. This is what I learned, from my experience. I have gone backwards before (with other things in my kundalini process) in this process and I have experienced flu like symptoms that took more then one week to go away.
Hail Satan and the True Gods of Hell forever!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "En Haradren Amlug" <hecktic_shadow@ wrote:
Care to go into a bit more detail? Why is it big, if you know? How is it in the way?
Also you can find this information on the JoS and using a bit of intuition.
Hail Satan! Praise the True Gods of Old!
-En Haradren Amlug.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "magus.immortalis" <magus.immortalis@ wrote:
My aura is really big. And it gets in the way. Is there some way to make it smaller?
On Tue, Nov 6, 2012 11:04 PM PST Quick SILVER wrote:
Hey, just curious isn't it better to have a larger aura? Therefore you're
protected more intensely? And doesn't having a bigger aura also include
having stronger power??
HAIL FATHER SATAN!!
On Nov 4, 2012 11:25 PM, "magus.immortalis" <magus.immortalis@...
wrote:
**
My aura is really big. And it gets in the way. Is there some way to make
it smaller?
On Tue, Nov 6, 2012 11:44 PM PST En Haradren Amlug wrote:
Seeing that Yahoo is letting me reply again now, I'll add my reply here incase you didn't get my email, and for others to read.
When suggesting to make your aura smaller. It wasn't intended that you weaken it, that you bring your energy levels and vibration down to a level where your aura is smaller. I meant that you should condense it.
This is the same with condensing energy or an element. You breath in the energy into a ball. And then focus compressing/condensing that ball in on itself. It still contains the same power/energy, but it is smaller, and also more concentrated. You can do this with the aura as well. As you bring your aura in, you will feel it to be stronger around you and it will also be a lot brighter.
Goodluck.
Hail Satan! Praise the True Gods of Old!
-En Haradren Amlug.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "magus.immortalis" <magus.immortalis@... wrote:
It's a lot of personal information, but I feel I should tell the group because it's important.
I am going through a kundalini awakening right now, and my aura merged with my merkaba disc (I wrote about this in the Advanced Meditation group some months back) and now my aura is over 100 feet in diameter. I feel trucks, cars, people from very far away...walking, moving. The downside to having such a big aura is that whenever I read the posts on JoS groups, and look at people's profiles on FB, I feel them. My aura overwhelms theirs. I merge with them. It's more intimate to me then sex (I apologize, as it is NOT my intention. I do my best to ignore what and who I am feeling and detach as soon as possible.)
The only way to stop this from happening was a) stop going on the groups to read posts. I don't even need to read the post, just looking at the name of the poster ties me into them; b) make my aura smaller.
Since JoS yahoo groups are my home and where I also learn more and talk to my brothers and sisters, I chose the latter.
A sidenote: I physically contract a muscle in my front extension to avoid tying into people. It works pretty well, but it gets tiring. No worries, I do it anyways. (I don't have this problem in person, only over the Net.)
I made my aura smaller and this problem went away. However, new problems arose within the same day: I felt weaker, and got very sick. The next day my nose started running and got plugged up and I got attacks from the enemy because they saw I had purposefully weakened myself as to not annoy other people with the astral merging problem.
The bigger the aura, the stronger it can get. This is what I learned. My aura weakened when it shrunk in size. I weakened.
I made it bigger now, I won't go into details how. When you get to a certain level in meditations you know what to do. I don't know why I posted my original question. Guess I was annoyed, had to learn the hard way how things work.
Maybe some good will come out of this post after all.
I felt led to explain the above.
When you begin your kundalini awakening, the only way to go is forward. In some cases you go backwards and your vibration drops and you can get sick, physically. This is what I learned, from my experience. I have gone backwards before (with other things in my kundalini process) in this process and I have experienced flu like symptoms that took more then one week to go away.
Hail Satan and the True Gods of Hell forever!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "En Haradren Amlug" <hecktic_shadow@ wrote:
Care to go into a bit more detail? Why is it big, if you know? How is it in the way?
Also you can find this information on the JoS and using a bit of intuition.
Hail Satan! Praise the True Gods of Old!
-En Haradren Amlug.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "magus.immortalis" <magus.immortalis@ wrote:
My aura is really big. And it gets in the way. Is there some way to make it smaller?
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "chazzitup13" <chazzitup13@... wrote:
I experience the same to similar things that hooded cobra described. only thing is i haven't meditated a lot and i doubt i have a big or strong aura. because i haven't even opened my chakras yet..
But it just seems like people can read my thoughts. like its an open buffet for everyone that walks past me. i don't understand is it my aura or facial expression or something like a spirit messing with me.
For example today. i had no way home because i forgot my train ticket and wallet at home. only decided to beg for money at the end of the day at the station. Luckily i bumped into someone i knew from work and they gladly gave me money.
Only thing is i asked for the wrong amount and was 50 cents short. But i did not know this and when i was standing in line i asked the guy how much the ticket cost and he nodded when i asked if it was the amount i had. Anyway I go and buy it. the lady refuses to give the ticket because I'm 50 cent short and I am forced to beg for 50 cents. so a girl in the line gives me 50 cents after watching me get denied my ticket and then i go stand in another line to buy my ticket.
So the lines quite short with only two people in front of me and there's guy buying his ticket. He leaves with an unsure look on his face. Almost surprised. I ignore it. then the next person buys their ticket and the next and then I'm next in line then the guy comes back. pushes into line and goes to the ticket lady and says "Are you still 50 cents short?" the lady seems confused and so am i then. Because he looks right at me after he says this. And then after the lady says 'What?' he says again. 'You 50 cents short i owe you 50 cents'. and i think to myself woah what a coincidence. But the way he said it was like he directed at me. I was stunned. Because besides the fact that it was a coincidence that i was 50 cents short why would the guy come running back to give the lady the small change he owed?
I even asked the ticket lady to make sure. She seemed so shocked. because you know. Who comes running backing to give more money?
Anyway and it continues.. i buy my ticket I'm on my way to my train and then two girls i walk past are talking, they say ' its only a 50 cents' 'ja just 50 cents'. and I think to myself ok wtf. Coincidences like this happen a lot to me. But not so direct and clear. which made me think that there has to be some kind of supernatural thing going on.
I'm thinking I imagined it. I just don't know what to think anymore. like am i crazy or what? because stuff like that happens more often than not and i wonder what it is.
[/TD]--- [/IMG][email protected], "chazzitup13" <chazzitup13@... wrote:
I experience the same to similar things that hooded cobra described. only thing is i haven't meditated a lot and i doubt i have a big or strong aura. because i haven't even opened my chakras yet..
But it just seems like people can read my thoughts. like its an open buffet for everyone that walks past me. i don't understand is it my aura or facial expression or something like a spirit messing with me.
For example today. i had no way home because i forgot my train ticket and wallet at home. only decided to beg for money at the end of the day at the station. Luckily i bumped into someone i knew from work and they gladly gave me money.
Only thing is i asked for the wrong amount and was 50 cents short. But i did not know this and when i was standing in line i asked the guy how much the ticket cost and he nodded when i asked if it was the amount i had. Anyway I go and buy it. the lady refuses to give the ticket because I'm 50 cent short and I am forced to beg for 50 cents. so a girl in the line gives me 50 cents after watching me get denied my ticket and then i go stand in another line to buy my ticket.
So the lines quite short with only two people in front of me and there's guy buying his ticket. He leaves with an unsure look on his face. Almost surprised. I ignore it. then the next person buys their ticket and the next and then I'm next in line then the guy comes back. pushes into line and goes to the ticket lady and says "Are you still 50 cents short?" the lady seems confused and so am i then. Because he looks right at me after he says this. And then after the lady says 'What?' he says again. 'You 50 cents short i owe you 50 cents'. and i think to myself woah what a coincidence. But the way he said it was like he directed at me. I was stunned. Because besides the fact that it was a coincidence that i was 50 cents short why would the guy come running back to give the lady the small change he owed?
I even asked the ticket lady to make sure. She seemed so shocked. because you know. Who comes running backing to give more money?
Anyway and it continues.. i buy my ticket I'm on my way to my train and then two girls i walk past are talking, they say ' its only a 50 cents' 'ja just 50 cents'. and I think to myself ok wtf. Coincidences like this happen a lot to me. But not so direct and clear. which made me think that there has to be some kind of supernatural thing going on.
I'm thinking I imagined it. I just don't know what to think anymore. like am i crazy or what? because stuff like that happens more often than not and i wonder what it is.
On Wed, Nov 7, 2012 11:14 AM PST chazzitup13 wrote:
I experience the same to similar things that hooded cobra described. only thing is i haven't meditated a lot and i doubt i have a big or strong aura. because i haven't even opened my chakras yet..
But it just seems like people can read my thoughts. like its an open buffet for everyone that walks past me. i don't understand is it my aura or facial expression or something like a spirit messing with me.
For example today. i had no way home because i forgot my train ticket and wallet at home. only decided to beg for money at the end of the day at the station. Luckily i bumped into someone i knew from work and they gladly gave me money.
Only thing is i asked for the wrong amount and was 50 cents short. But i did not know this and when i was standing in line i asked the guy how much the ticket cost and he nodded when i asked if it was the amount i had. Anyway I go and buy it. the lady refuses to give the ticket because I'm 50 cent short and I am forced to beg for 50 cents. so a girl in the line gives me 50 cents after watching me get denied my ticket and then i go stand in another line to buy my ticket.
So the lines quite short with only two people in front of me and there's guy buying his ticket. He leaves with an unsure look on his face. Almost surprised. I ignore it. then the next person buys their ticket and the next and then I'm next in line then the guy comes back. pushes into line and goes to the ticket lady and says "Are you still 50 cents short?" the lady seems confused and so am i then. Because he looks right at me after he says this. And then after the lady says 'What?' he says again. 'You 50 cents short i owe you 50 cents'. and i think to myself woah what a coincidence. But the way he said it was like he directed at me. I was stunned. Because besides the fact that it was a coincidence that i was 50 cents short why would the guy come running back to give the lady the small change he owed?
I even asked the ticket lady to make sure. She seemed so shocked. because you know. Who comes running backing to give more money?
Anyway and it continues.. i buy my ticket I'm on my way to my train and then two girls i walk past are talking, they say ' its only a 50 cents' 'ja just 50 cents'. and I think to myself ok wtf. Coincidences like this happen a lot to me. But not so direct and clear. which made me think that there has to be some kind of supernatural thing going on.
I'm thinking I imagined it. I just don't know what to think anymore. like am i crazy or what? because stuff like that happens more often than not and i wonder what it is.
From: Daniel Carstens <carstensd13@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Tuesday, November 6, 2012 3:55 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: How do you make your aura smaller?
I have found that having your aura connect to mundane people can drain you of energy and make your aura impure. That is why I practice the ability to shrink and to enlarge My aura. So that I can choose when I want to over power someone with My aura instead of always being overpowering. I would rather be in the background if you catch My drift. The point of empowering yourself is so that you can work on the person you are, give your energy to Satan, and fight to destroy his enemies. So why exhaust yourself giving your energy out for mundanes to feast upon. What's the point of closing and opening your chakras? I would say the same thing.
Hail Satan!
------------------------------
On Tue, Nov 6, 2012 1:42 PM PST damnplanetsaturn wrote:
Your going at this the wronge way Magus. You dont get power to just throw it away. Use your powers. It is a good thing to connect with others and know who you are dealing with. Do you think Satan shrinks his aura when dealing with people?
If you overpower or dominate them, then that is just too bad. That is going to happen no matter what you do anyway. If your soul is more powerful, then you are going to dominate over people. Weakening yourself is not the answer, for why bother empowering yourself to begin with?
Hail Satan!!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lydia_666@..." <lydia_666@... wrote:
Lol no worries. I'm a natural "reader", I can read most people over the internet as well, even without pictures. It is a bit creepy though... oh well. As long as my on switch is on, it keeps me from infiltrators etc, as I'm sure it does for you.
Hail Satan!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "magus.immortalis" <magus.immortalis@ wrote:
It's a lot of personal information, but I feel I should tell the group because it's important.
I am going through a kundalini awakening right now, and my aura merged with my merkaba disc (I wrote about this in the Advanced Meditation group some months back) and now my aura is over 100 feet in diameter. I feel trucks, cars, people from very far away...walking, moving. The downside to having such a big aura is that whenever I read the posts on JoS groups, and look at people's profiles on FB, I feel them. My aura overwhelms theirs. I merge with them. It's more intimate to me then sex (I apologize, as it is NOT my intention. I do my best to ignore what and who I am feeling and detach as soon as possible.)
The only way to stop this from happening was a) stop going on the groups to read posts. I don't even need to read the post, just looking at the name of the poster ties me into them; b) make my aura smaller.
Since JoS yahoo groups are my home and where I also learn more and talk to my brothers and sisters, I chose the latter.
A sidenote: I physically contract a muscle in my front extension to avoid tying into people. It works pretty well, but it gets tiring. No worries, I do it anyways. (I don't have this problem in person, only over the Net.)
I made my aura smaller and this problem went away. However, new problems arose within the same day: I felt weaker, and got very sick. The next day my nose started running and got plugged up and I got attacks from the enemy because they saw I had purposefully weakened myself as to not annoy other people with the astral merging problem.
The bigger the aura, the stronger it can get. This is what I learned. My aura weakened when it shrunk in size. I weakened.
I made it bigger now, I won't go into details how. When you get to a certain level in meditations you know what to do. I don't know why I posted my original question. Guess I was annoyed, had to learn the hard way how things work.
Maybe some good will come out of this post after all.
I felt led to explain the above.
When you begin your kundalini awakening, the only way to go is forward. In some cases you go backwards and your vibration drops and you can get sick, physically. This is what I learned, from my experience. I have gone backwards before (with other things in my kundalini process) in this process and I have experienced flu like symptoms that took more then one week to go away.
Hail Satan and the True Gods of Hell forever!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "En Haradren Amlug" <hecktic_shadow@ wrote:
Care to go into a bit more detail? Why is it big, if you know? How is it in the way?
Also you can find this information on the JoS and using a bit of intuition.
Hail Satan! Praise the True Gods of Old!
-En Haradren Amlug.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "magus.immortalis" <magus.immortalis@ wrote:
My aura is really big. And it gets in the way. Is there some way to make it smaller?
[/TD]--- [/IMG][email protected], "chazzitup13" <chazzitup13@... wrote:
I experience the same to similar things that hooded cobra described. only thing is i haven't meditated a lot and i doubt i have a big or strong aura. because i haven't even opened my chakras yet..
But it just seems like people can read my thoughts. like its an open buffet for everyone that walks past me. i don't understand is it my aura or facial expression or something like a spirit messing with me.
For example today. i had no way home because i forgot my train ticket and wallet at home. only decided to beg for money at the end of the day at the station. Luckily i bumped into someone i knew from work and they gladly gave me money.
Only thing is i asked for the wrong amount and was 50 cents short. But i did not know this and when i was standing in line i asked the guy how much the ticket cost and he nodded when i asked if it was the amount i had. Anyway I go and buy it. the lady refuses to give the ticket because I'm 50 cent short and I am forced to beg for 50 cents. so a girl in the line gives me 50 cents after watching me get denied my ticket and then i go stand in another line to buy my ticket.
So the lines quite short with only two people in front of me and there's guy buying his ticket. He leaves with an unsure look on his face. Almost surprised. I ignore it. then the next person buys their ticket and the next and then I'm next in line then the guy comes back. pushes into line and goes to the ticket lady and says "Are you still 50 cents short?" the lady seems confused and so am i then. Because he looks right at me after he says this. And then after the lady says 'What?' he says again. 'You 50 cents short i owe you 50 cents'. and i think to myself woah what a coincidence. But the way he said it was like he directed at me. I was stunned. Because besides the fact that it was a coincidence that i was 50 cents short why would the guy come running back to give the lady the small change he owed?
I even asked the ticket lady to make sure. She seemed so shocked. because you know. Who comes running backing to give more money?
Anyway and it continues.. i buy my ticket I'm on my way to my train and then two girls i walk past are talking, they say ' its only a 50 cents' 'ja just 50 cents'. and I think to myself ok wtf. Coincidences like this happen a lot to me. But not so direct and clear. which made me think that there has to be some kind of supernatural thing going on.
I'm thinking I imagined it. I just don't know what to think anymore. like am i crazy or what? because stuff like that happens more often than not and i wonder what it is.
From: Daniel Carstens <carstensd13@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Tuesday, November 6, 2012 3:55 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: How do you make your aura smaller?
I have found that having your aura connect to mundane people can drain you of energy and make your aura impure. That is why I practice the ability to shrink and to enlarge My aura. So that I can choose when I want to over power someone with My aura instead of always being overpowering. I would rather be in the background if you catch My drift. The point of empowering yourself is so that you can work on the person you are, give your energy to Satan, and fight to destroy his enemies. So why exhaust yourself giving your energy out for mundanes to feast upon. What's the point of closing and opening your chakras? I would say the same thing.
Hail Satan!
------------------------------
On Tue, Nov 6, 2012 1:42 PM PST damnplanetsaturn wrote:
Your going at this the wronge way Magus. You dont get power to just throw it away. Use your powers. It is a good thing to connect with others and know who you are dealing with. Do you think Satan shrinks his aura when dealing with people?
If you overpower or dominate them, then that is just too bad. That is going to happen no matter what you do anyway. If your soul is more powerful, then you are going to dominate over people. Weakening yourself is not the answer, for why bother empowering yourself to begin with?
Hail Satan!!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lydia_666@..." <lydia_666@... wrote:
Lol no worries. I'm a natural "reader", I can read most people over the internet as well, even without pictures. It is a bit creepy though... oh well. As long as my on switch is on, it keeps me from infiltrators etc, as I'm sure it does for you.
Hail Satan!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "magus.immortalis" <magus.immortalis@ wrote:
It's a lot of personal information, but I feel I should tell the group because it's important.
I am going through a kundalini awakening right now, and my aura merged with my merkaba disc (I wrote about this in the Advanced Meditation group some months back) and now my aura is over 100 feet in diameter. I feel trucks, cars, people from very far away...walking, moving. The downside to having such a big aura is that whenever I read the posts on JoS groups, and look at people's profiles on FB, I feel them. My aura overwhelms theirs. I merge with them. It's more intimate to me then sex (I apologize, as it is NOT my intention. I do my best to ignore what and who I am feeling and detach as soon as possible.)
The only way to stop this from happening was a) stop going on the groups to read posts. I don't even need to read the post, just looking at the name of the poster ties me into them; b) make my aura smaller.
Since JoS yahoo groups are my home and where I also learn more and talk to my brothers and sisters, I chose the latter.
A sidenote: I physically contract a muscle in my front extension to avoid tying into people. It works pretty well, but it gets tiring. No worries, I do it anyways. (I don't have this problem in person, only over the Net.)
I made my aura smaller and this problem went away. However, new problems arose within the same day: I felt weaker, and got very sick. The next day my nose started running and got plugged up and I got attacks from the enemy because they saw I had purposefully weakened myself as to not annoy other people with the astral merging problem.
The bigger the aura, the stronger it can get. This is what I learned. My aura weakened when it shrunk in size. I weakened.
I made it bigger now, I won't go into details how. When you get to a certain level in meditations you know what to do. I don't know why I posted my original question. Guess I was annoyed, had to learn the hard way how things work.
Maybe some good will come out of this post after all.
I felt led to explain the above.
When you begin your kundalini awakening, the only way to go is forward. In some cases you go backwards and your vibration drops and you can get sick, physically. This is what I learned, from my experience. I have gone backwards before (with other things in my kundalini process) in this process and I have experienced flu like symptoms that took more then one week to go away.
Hail Satan and the True Gods of Hell forever!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "En Haradren Amlug" <hecktic_shadow@ wrote:
Care to go into a bit more detail? Why is it big, if you know? How is it in the way?
Also you can find this information on the JoS and using a bit of intuition.
Hail Satan! Praise the True Gods of Old!
-En Haradren Amlug.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "magus.immortalis" <magus.immortalis@ wrote:
My aura is really big. And it gets in the way. Is there some way to make it smaller?
From: Daniel Carstens <carstensd13@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Tuesday, November 6, 2012 3:55 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: How do you make your aura smaller?
I have found that having your aura connect to mundane people can drain you of energy and make your aura impure. That is why I practice the ability to shrink and to enlarge My aura. So that I can choose when I want to over power someone with My aura instead of always being overpowering. I would rather be in the background if you catch My drift. The point of empowering yourself is so that you can work on the person you are, give your energy to Satan, and fight to destroy his enemies. So why exhaust yourself giving your energy out for mundanes to feast upon. What's the point of closing and opening your chakras? I would say the same thing.
Hail Satan!
------------------------------
On Tue, Nov 6, 2012 1:42 PM PST damnplanetsaturn wrote:
Your going at this the wronge way Magus. You dont get power to just throw it away. Use your powers. It is a good thing to connect with others and know who you are dealing with. Do you think Satan shrinks his aura when dealing with people?
If you overpower or dominate them, then that is just too bad. That is going to happen no matter what you do anyway. If your soul is more powerful, then you are going to dominate over people. Weakening yourself is not the answer, for why bother empowering yourself to begin with?
Hail Satan!!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lydia_666@..." <lydia_666@... wrote:
Lol no worries. I'm a natural "reader", I can read most people over the internet as well, even without pictures. It is a bit creepy though... oh well. As long as my on switch is on, it keeps me from infiltrators etc, as I'm sure it does for you.
Hail Satan!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "magus.immortalis" <magus.immortalis@ wrote:
It's a lot of personal information, but I feel I should tell the group because it's important.
I am going through a kundalini awakening right now, and my aura merged with my merkaba disc (I wrote about this in the Advanced Meditation group some months back) and now my aura is over 100 feet in diameter. I feel trucks, cars, people from very far away...walking, moving. The downside to having such a big aura is that whenever I read the posts on JoS groups, and look at people's profiles on FB, I feel them. My aura overwhelms theirs. I merge with them. It's more intimate to me then sex (I apologize, as it is NOT my intention. I do my best to ignore what and who I am feeling and detach as soon as possible.)
The only way to stop this from happening was a) stop going on the groups to read posts. I don't even need to read the post, just looking at the name of the poster ties me into them; b) make my aura smaller.
Since JoS yahoo groups are my home and where I also learn more and talk to my brothers and sisters, I chose the latter.
A sidenote: I physically contract a muscle in my front extension to avoid tying into people. It works pretty well, but it gets tiring. No worries, I do it anyways. (I don't have this problem in person, only over the Net.)
I made my aura smaller and this problem went away. However, new problems arose within the same day: I felt weaker, and got very sick. The next day my nose started running and got plugged up and I got attacks from the enemy because they saw I had purposefully weakened myself as to not annoy other people with the astral merging problem.
The bigger the aura, the stronger it can get. This is what I learned. My aura weakened when it shrunk in size. I weakened.
I made it bigger now, I won't go into details how. When you get to a certain level in meditations you know what to do. I don't know why I posted my original question. Guess I was annoyed, had to learn the hard way how things work.
Maybe some good will come out of this post after all.
I felt led to explain the above.
When you begin your kundalini awakening, the only way to go is forward. In some cases you go backwards and your vibration drops and you can get sick, physically. This is what I learned, from my experience. I have gone backwards before (with other things in my kundalini process) in this process and I have experienced flu like symptoms that took more then one week to go away.
Hail Satan and the True Gods of Hell forever!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "En Haradren Amlug" <hecktic_shadow@ wrote:
Care to go into a bit more detail? Why is it big, if you know? How is it in the way?
Also you can find this information on the JoS and using a bit of intuition.
Hail Satan! Praise the True Gods of Old!
-En Haradren Amlug.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "magus.immortalis" <magus.immortalis@ wrote:
My aura is really big. And it gets in the way. Is there some way to make it smaller?
"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan