How do I rid my phyche of negative associations?

[luciusnikao]

Greetings,

I have no been involved with the Christian faith now for well over 20 years and have worked hard at transforming myself from a brainwashed idiot teenager into a freethinking adult. I take pride in having accomplished this to a fuller degree than would have thought possible those many years ago.

I am very new to the JoS website, this message board, or the idea of spiritual Satanism. What has initially captured my interest is the extraordinary similarities that I have found between the magickal practices that JoS proposes and my own Hermetic practices. They seem strangely parallel.

Now for the unexpected hang up -- all that pride in having purged my mind seems to ultimately give way to dismay after all. Terms like "Satan, Demons, Hell and etc ... leave me with a putrid smack of days long past and a brief negative feeling. I can't be sure why. I dislike the fact that those feelings are there. I am a bit disappointed in myself for them. How or when do these remnants evaporate?

Lucius Nikao

 

[siguard666]

Glad that you see the truth in our religion!!

As for the associations - you know, xianity and their shit is everywhere. One doesn't have to be a sheep to acquire some lies that xianity spreads.

As for me, I like the name 'Lucifer' - The Light Bearer. Enlightenment. First I thought that I will acquire some knowledge DARK TO THE UTMOST. Now, I can see that we are driven towards Light. If you have any prejudices (so to say), call Him Lucifer - they will disappear.

And another personal note - I used to associate Hell with Knowledge/Lore/Wisdom, therefore I wanted to see this place, go there no matter what. Now I know that Hell is the place where we will all go after a decent life. Don't know how it looks like, but Ours report that it is a place of bliss, or something like that.

Anyway, xianity slanders whatever it can - keep that in mind.

HAIL LUCIFER AND THE GODS OF THE OLD!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "luciusnikao" <luciusnikao@... wrote:

Greetings,

I have no been involved with the Christian faith now for well over 20 years and have worked hard at transforming myself from a brainwashed idiot teenager into a freethinking adult. I take pride in having accomplished this to a fuller degree than would have thought possible those many years ago.

I am very new to the JoS website, this message board, or the idea of spiritual Satanism. What has initially captured my interest is the extraordinary similarities that I have found between the magickal practices that JoS proposes and my own Hermetic practices. They seem strangely parallel.

Now for the unexpected hang up -- all that pride in having purged my mind seems to ultimately give way to dismay after all. Terms like "Satan, Demons, Hell and etc ... leave me with a putrid smack of days long past and a brief negative feeling. I can't be sure why. I dislike the fact that those feelings are there. I am a bit disappointed in myself for them. How or when do these remnants evaporate?

Lucius Nikao

 

[tmt1922]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "luciusnikao" <luciusnikao@... wrote:

Greetings,

I have no been involved with the Christian faith now for well over 20 years and have worked hard at transforming myself from a brainwashed idiot teenager into a freethinking adult. I take pride in having accomplished this to a fuller degree than would have thought possible those many years ago.

I am very new to the JoS website, this message board, or the idea of spiritual Satanism. What has initially captured my interest is the extraordinary similarities that I have found between the magickal practices that JoS proposes and my own Hermetic practices. They seem strangely parallel.

Now for the unexpected hang up -- all that pride in having purged my mind seems to ultimately give way to dismay after all. Terms like "Satan, Demons, Hell and etc ... leave me with a putrid smack of days long past and a brief negative feeling. I can't be sure why. I dislike the fact that those feelings are there. I am a bit disappointed in myself for them. How or when do these remnants evaporate?

Lucius Nikao

Re Hi This is all quite normal, DONT worry about it
just carry on & one day youll just see .....theve gone !!
allso youll realise what crap & lies they made you swallow over all these years
good luck
AVE SATANAS

 

[Elke Brujere]

<td val[/IMG]It is just a conditioned response to a word.  I had the same trouble.  It is the same if you hear a word like nigger or cunt...etc.  You are just conditioned to respond badly.  Think how bad the work fuck was 20 years ago.   Nowadays, no one cares.

--- On Fri, 8/7/09, luciusnikao <luciusnikao@... wrote:

From: luciusnikao <luciusnikao@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] How do I rid my phyche of negative associations?
To: [email protected]
Date: Friday, August 7, 2009, 11:17 AM

  Greetings,

I have no been involved with the Christian faith now for well over 20 years and have worked hard at transforming myself from a brainwashed idiot teenager into a freethinking adult. I take pride in having accomplished this to a fuller degree than would have thought possible those many years ago.

I am very new to the JoS website, this message board, or the idea of spiritual Satanism. What has initially captured my interest is the extraordinary similarities that I have found between the magickal practices that JoS proposes and my own Hermetic practices. They seem strangely parallel.

Now for the unexpected hang up -- all that pride in having purged my mind seems to ultimately give way to dismay after all. Terms like "Satan, Demons, Hell and etc ... leave me with a putrid smack of days long past and a brief negative feeling. I can't be sure why. I dislike the fact that those feelings are there. I am a bit disappointed in myself for them. How or when do these remnants evaporate?

Lucius Nikao

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[highabove72]

One good way to rid your "phyche" is to focus on what you want. Stop wasting your precious energies on useless emotions. Time is flying.

Hail Satan!

 

[Dominic Wolfheart]

You'll get used to it. At first you'll draw a sort of weird power from drawing from the supposed forbidden and evil. Eventually, what you subconsiously associate with these terms will change. Don't worry, this happens to everyone.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "luciusnikao" <luciusnikao@... wrote:

Greetings,

I have no been involved with the Christian faith now for well over 20 years and have worked hard at transforming myself from a brainwashed idiot teenager into a freethinking adult. I take pride in having accomplished this to a fuller degree than would have thought possible those many years ago.

I am very new to the JoS website, this message board, or the idea of spiritual Satanism. What has initially captured my interest is the extraordinary similarities that I have found between the magickal practices that JoS proposes and my own Hermetic practices. They seem strangely parallel.

Now for the unexpected hang up -- all that pride in having purged my mind seems to ultimately give way to dismay after all. Terms like "Satan, Demons, Hell and etc ... leave me with a putrid smack of days long past and a brief negative feeling. I can't be sure why. I dislike the fact that those feelings are there. I am a bit disappointed in myself for them. How or when do these remnants evaporate?

Lucius Nikao

 

[Sincere]

That is exactly how I felt a year or two ago Dominic.

As for alleviating your negative associations, it will take time. It's been a good three years since I've done the dedication ritual, and it is within these past few months have I TRULY and HONESTLY been feeling this is the true path. The metamorphosis is indescribable. (It might not take that long, Im talking personally)

You know what it took for me to finally finish my "deprogramming" from christian filth? I was sitting on a stoop with some friends. One of them, Jay, had been injected wrongfully, by a doctor with some kind of schizophrenic medication. He developed a small twitch in his neck. My other friend's grandma comes over and starts praying to thier false "god" with her hand on his head, we were all kind of drunk. I sat there for a second, while they all shut their eyes and knelt their heads and laughed as I watched them, but pitied their ignorance. I slowly backed away chuckling, and a few minutes later she says to my friend Jay, "the doctor's dont know how to help you, but ONLY 'god' will help you."
Right when I heard this, I knew how blatantly stupid and misguided that comment was.

One thing should be understood, science and satanism go hand-in-hand. Imagine what kind of technology we would of had without The Dark Ages and the centuries of christian oppression against us. It's only now science is barely hitting the flesh with such things as 'esp' and synestiesa where people literally SEE music. Auras can now be seen with... some type of photography, i'm drawing a blank BUT I guarantee if you stick with the left hand path, do the power mediatations daily, and research the roots of Satanism and how the xians have stolen and altered everything from it, you will witness first hand the power of the One, True God, Satan/Lucifer.

Hail Satan!

P.S. It did take some time for me to say His name without a negative assosiation, now I say it with pride, though I tell no one for they won't understand. Just remember EVERYTHING in the bible is false, including EVERYTHING that is said about Satan.
Good luck and dark blessings while you walk the left hand path!









[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Dominic Wolfheart" <shadowprometheus666@... wrote:

You'll get used to it. At first you'll draw a sort of weird power from drawing from the supposed forbidden and evil. Eventually, what you subconsiously associate with these terms will change. Don't worry, this happens to everyone.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "luciusnikao" <luciusnikao@ wrote:

Greetings,

I have no been involved with the Christian faith now for well over 20 years and have worked hard at transforming myself from a brainwashed idiot teenager into a freethinking adult. I take pride in having accomplished this to a fuller degree than would have thought possible those many years ago.

I am very new to the JoS website, this message board, or the idea of spiritual Satanism. What has initially captured my interest is the extraordinary similarities that I have found between the magickal practices that JoS proposes and my own Hermetic practices. They seem strangely parallel.

Now for the unexpected hang up -- all that pride in having purged my mind seems to ultimately give way to dismay after all. Terms like "Satan, Demons, Hell and etc ... leave me with a putrid smack of days long past and a brief negative feeling. I can't be sure why. I dislike the fact that those feelings are there. I am a bit disappointed in myself for them. How or when do these remnants evaporate?

Lucius Nikao

 

[samael semiazas]

yeah dude,i am with you on this one,it also took me 3 long years to deprogramme myself.

if it wasn't for science we satanists would have never been able to discuss our matters over the internet.

What is more pathetic is these believers of Buybull try to substitute science with their illogical reasoning.

On Mon, Aug 10, 2009 at 5:29 PM, Sincere <xsincere@... wrote:

  That is exactly how I felt a year or two ago Dominic.

As for alleviating your negative associations, it will take time. It's been a good three years since I've done the dedication ritual, and it is within these past few months have I TRULY and HONESTLY been feeling this is the true path. The metamorphosis is indescribable. (It might not take that long, Im talking personally)

You know what it took for me to finally finish my "deprogramming" from christian filth? I was sitting on a stoop with some friends. One of them, Jay, had been injected wrongfully, by a doctor with some kind of schizophrenic medication. He developed a small twitch in his neck. My other friend's grandma comes over and starts praying to thier false "god" with her hand on his head, we were all kind of drunk. I sat there for a second, while they all shut their eyes and knelt their heads and laughed as I watched them, but pitied their ignorance. I slowly backed away chuckling, and a few minutes later she says to my friend Jay, "the doctor's dont know how to help you, but ONLY 'god' will help you."
Right when I heard this, I knew how blatantly stupid and misguided that comment was.

One thing should be understood, science and satanism go hand-in-hand. Imagine what kind of technology we would of had without The Dark Ages and the centuries of christian oppression against us. It's only now science is barely hitting the flesh with such things as 'esp' and synestiesa where people literally SEE music. Auras can now be seen with... some type of photography, i'm drawing a blank BUT I guarantee if you stick with the left hand path, do the power mediatations daily, and research the roots of Satanism and how the xians have stolen and altered everything from it, you will witness first hand the power of the One, True God, Satan/Lucifer.

Hail Satan!

P.S. It did take some time for me to say His name without a negative assosiation, now I say it with pride, though I tell no one for they won't understand. Just remember EVERYTHING in the bible is false, including EVERYTHING that is said about Satan.
Good luck and dark blessings while you walk the left hand path!

[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Dominic Wolfheart" <shadowprometheus666@... wrote:

You'll get used to it. At first you'll draw a sort of weird power from drawing from the supposed forbidden and evil. Eventually, what you subconsiously associate with these terms will change. Don't worry, this happens to everyone.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "luciusnikao" <luciusnikao@ wrote:

Greetings,

I have no been involved with the Christian faith now for well over 20 years and have worked hard at transforming myself from a brainwashed idiot teenager into a freethinking adult. I take pride in having accomplished this to a fuller degree than would have thought possible those many years ago.

I am very new to the JoS website, this message board, or the idea of spiritual Satanism. What has initially captured my interest is the extraordinary similarities that I have found between the magickal practices that JoS proposes and my own Hermetic practices. They seem strangely parallel.

Now for the unexpected hang up -- all that pride in having purged my mind seems to ultimately give way to dismay after all. Terms like "Satan, Demons, Hell and etc ... leave me with a putrid smack of days long past and a brief negative feeling. I can't be sure why. I dislike the fact that those feelings are there. I am a bit disappointed in myself for them. How or when do these remnants evaporate?

Lucius Nikao