How do I get a guardian Demon?

[boundtomortalways]

Hi I am new to this and don't know much about anything here. Actually I have been able to see spirits and had a sixth sense since my earliest memories. Its a long story why I am here, and like all sixth sense people I made a mistake to work with Light and had nothing but a horrible life doing that the moment I got directly involved with them. I actually tried asking Demons to help like three months ago but there are too many beings from the Light around and Angels so I cant get my request for help over to get their help. So I need someone here to pass the word that I am ready and want their help. I want all of the things I liked that working with Light caused me to Love. How do I state my needs to the demon that will work with being a guardian to me? I had a guardian Angel and he didn't do much for me. Hearing the last 10-15 years of my life its no secret why I am here. Fate almost brought me here at age 25. So if anyone can help me, I need my life to be good to go through again. I am not here to spread all of that, I only mentioned it to state why I need to be here now.
Frank