How can I resolve this problem?

[fiftycolor]

Hello. this problem never happened before becoming Satanist. I have been Satanist for 2 years and I have recently opened the power to be able to feel all sorts of energy and very easily enter into contact with entities, including spirits. recently I moved to a house very close to a church and I feel his Christian energies, I felt that someone stared at me as soon as I left the house. the most serious problems started from this church. I've been very attacked by enemies in the past and I know I have enemy thought shapes that I'm cleaning out of my soul. the mind gives me answers alone and projects images with voices, as if someone were telling me. but I know that nobody is telling me and I'm ashamed of this. It seems schizophrenia, a mental illness that I have never had before. I do not know what to do to fix this problem. I am resolving the fact of estranging myself from the astral mode in every possible way. I also hear the energies of laughter that I feel very clearly, followed by insults against the Gods. as many others have experienced, the insults against the gods are dated by an enemy thought form. I do not know how to solve this problem. I can not disconnect from the astral world! I have a lover demon that is always close to me. could it be that I feel its energy and automatically reconnect with the astral world? I need help. I can not disconnect myself from the Gods in any way and I know it's my fault or the enemy's fault, but I do not know how to get rid of this problem. when I leave home, I do not feel safe anymore. I do not always want to think about the gods, mind me. they have so many jobs to perform and to hear someone who always mentions him is not nice ... can someone help me? thank you so much.

 

[Liz Cartwright]

Instead of concentrating on the Christian church near you I would try to spend more time with people that you trust and care about. Sometimes energies in our lives as Satanists or pagans will try to play on stereotypes to cause strife in your life. Although a church can definitely project energy and beings there may be aware of you, they don't necessarily want to cause you harm . When you start feeling overwhelmed by thoughts like you have had especially schizophrenic thoughts you should immediately go spend time with someone you trust and also maybe have a drink  or smoke some weed or something to offer your mind some ability to calm down. Spirits will play on the energy that your thoughts project , they get very excited over certain ideas especially those about religion. I hope this helps! You are not alone.

On ‎Thursday‎, ‎September‎ ‎13‎, ‎2018‎ ‎02‎:‎10‎:‎15‎ ‎AM‎ ‎EDT, fiftycolor@... [JoyofSatan666] <[email protected] wrote:

 
Hello. this problem never happened before becoming Satanist. I have been Satanist for 2 years and I have recently opened the power to be able to feel all sorts of energy and very easily enter into contact with entities, including spirits. recently I moved to a house very close to a church and I feel his Christian energies, I felt that someone stared at me as soon as I left the house. the most serious problems started from this church. I've been very attacked by enemies in the past and I know I have enemy thought shapes that I'm cleaning out of my soul. the mind gives me answers alone and projects images with voices, as if someone were telling me. but I know that nobody is telling me and I'm ashamed of this. It seems schizophrenia, a mental illness that I have never had before. I do not know what to do to fix this problem. I am resolving the fact of estranging myself from the astral mode in every possible way. I also hear the energies of laughter that I feel very clearly, followed by insults against the Gods. as many others have experienced, the insults against the gods are dated by an enemy thought form. I do not know how to solve this problem. I can not disconnect from the astral world! I have a lover demon that is always close to me. could it be that I feel its energy and automatically reconnect with the astral world? I need help. I can not disconnect myself from the Gods in any way and I know it's my fault or the enemy's fault, but I do not know how to get rid of this problem. when I leave home, I do not feel safe anymore. I do not always want to think about the gods, mind me. they have so many jobs to perform and to hear someone who always mentions him is not nice ... can someone help me? thank you so much.

 

[Magus Immortalis]

I highly recommend AGAINST smoking weed. When one gets high, enemy entities on the astral notice and they will harass the daylights out of you, even going so far to implant suicidal thoughts or ones of hurting yourself or others.This happened to me. My GD had to step in and chase them away.
One does not need to depend on outside substances, illegal or not, to get "spiritual" or get a "spiritual experience". 
Some power meditations do induce a lot of bliss and that is better than using a substance.Drugs also leave holes in the aura.
But hey, it's your choice in the end.
Just my two cents.
Hail Satan!

On Friday, September 14, 2018, 3:24:17 a.m. EDT, Liz Cartwright l_cartwright@... [JoyofSatan666] <[email protected] wrote:

  Instead of concentrating on the Christian church near you I would try to spend more time with people that you trust and care about. Sometimes energies in our lives as Satanists or pagans will try to play on stereotypes to cause strife in your life. Although a church can definitely project energy and beings there may be aware of you, they don't necessarily want to cause you harm . When you start feeling overwhelmed by thoughts like you have had especially schizophrenic thoughts you should immediately go spend time with someone you trust and also maybe have a drink  or smoke some weed or something to offer your mind some ability to calm down. Spirits will play on the energy that your thoughts project , they get very excited over certain ideas especially those about religion. I hope this helps! You are not alone.
On ‎Thursday‎, ‎September‎ ‎13‎, ‎2018‎ ‎02‎:‎10‎:‎15‎ ‎AM‎ ‎EDT, fiftycolor@... [JoyofSatan666] <[email protected] wrote:

 
Hello. this problem never happened before becoming Satanist. I have been Satanist for 2 years and I have recently opened the power to be able to feel all sorts of energy and very easily enter into contact with entities, including spirits. recently I moved to a house very close to a church and I feel his Christian energies, I felt that someone stared at me as soon as I left the house. the most serious problems started from this church. I've been very attacked by enemies in the past and I know I have enemy thought shapes that I'm cleaning out of my soul. the mind gives me answers alone and projects images with voices, as if someone were telling me. but I know that nobody is telling me and I'm ashamed of this. It seems schizophrenia, a mental illness that I have never had before. I do not know what to do to fix this problem. I am resolving the fact of estranging myself from the astral mode in every possible way. I also hear the energies of laughter that I feel very clearly, followed by insults against the Gods. as many others have experienced, the insults against the gods are dated by an enemy thought form. I do not know how to solve this problem. I can not disconnect from the astral world! I have a lover demon that is always close to me. could it be that I feel its energy and automatically reconnect with the astral world? I need help. I can not disconnect myself from the Gods in any way and I know it's my fault or the enemy's fault, but I do not know how to get rid of this problem. when I leave home, I do not feel safe anymore. I do not always want to think about the gods, mind me. they have so many jobs to perform and to hear someone who always mentions him is not nice ... can someone help me? thank you so much.

 

[Mertcem Boy]

What about smoking cigarettes? 

HAIL SATAN!

On 15 Sep 2018, at 03:21, Magus Immortalis magus.immortalis@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  I highly recommend AGAINST smoking weed. When one gets high, enemy entities on the astral notice and they will harass the daylights out of you, even going so far to implant suicidal thoughts or ones of hurting yourself or others.This happened to me. My GD had to step in and chase them away.
One does not need to depend on outside substances, illegal or not, to get "spiritual" or get a "spiritual experience". 
Some power meditations do induce a lot of bliss and that is better than using a substance.Drugs also leave holes in the aura.
But hey, it's your choice in the end.
Just my two cents.
Hail Satan!
On Friday, September 14, 2018, 3:24:17 a.m. EDT, Liz Cartwright l_cartwright@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Instead of concentrating on the Christian church near you I would try to spend more time with people that you trust and care about.. Sometimes energies in our lives as Satanists or pagans will try to play on stereotypes to cause strife in your life. Although a church can definitely project energy and beings there may be aware of you, they don't necessarily want to cause you harm . When you start feeling overwhelmed by thoughts like you have had especially schizophrenic thoughts you should immediately go spend time with someone you trust and also maybe have a drink  or smoke some weed or something to offer your mind some ability to calm down. Spirits will play on the energy that your thoughts project , they get very excited over certain ideas especially those about religion. I hope this helps! You are not alone.
On ‎Thursday‎, ‎September‎ ‎13‎, ‎2018‎ ‎02‎:‎10‎:‎15‎ ‎AM‎ ‎EDT, fiftycolor@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

 
Hello. this problem never happened before becoming Satanist. I have been Satanist for 2 years and I have recently opened the power to be able to feel all sorts of energy and very easily enter into contact with entities, including spirits. recently I moved to a house very close to a church and I feel his Christian energies, I felt that someone stared at me as soon as I left the house. the most serious problems started from this church. I've been very attacked by enemies in the past and I know I have enemy thought shapes that I'm cleaning out of my soul. the mind gives me answers alone and projects images with voices, as if someone were telling me. but I know that nobody is telling me and I'm ashamed of this. It seems schizophrenia, a mental illness that I have never had before. I do not know what to do to fix this problem. I am resolving the fact of estranging myself from the astral mode in every possible way. I also hear the energies of laughter that I feel very clearly, followed by insults against the Gods. as many others have experienced, the insults against the gods are dated by an enemy thought form. I do not know how to solve this problem. I can not disconnect from the astral world! I have a lover demon that is always close to me. could it be that I feel its energy and automatically reconnect with the astral world? I need help. I can not disconnect myself from the Gods in any way and I know it's my fault or the enemy's fault, but I do not know how to get rid of this problem. when I leave home, I do not feel safe anymore. I do not always want to think about the gods, mind me. they have so many jobs to perform and to hear someone who always mentions him is not nice .... can someone help me? thank you so much.

 

[seeker.o]

If you decide to smoke something it better be a cigar: relaxing, long lasting, tasty… and on top of that legal. Many agree it's meditative.
Whenever I smoke a cigar lots of questions pop out of my head and I post them in this group.

(I just happen to have had one yesterday, and three interesting thoughts came to my mind right after.)

If you decide to do so, take the time to learn how to enjoy it (you better read stuff about it on the internet before trying it), and buy a mild one to begin with. Don't buy the cheapest one you can get… (The minimum price it should cost 6-7$ per piece. For example La Morena Churchill, and the Djarum WoodTip series)

 

[thisisafalsealias]

You don't sound schizophrenic to me, you seem to have a strong inner voice which is common with writers and artists. Anybody who doesn't have an adequate aura will get those attacks, you're not different.

I know what it's like to want a chemical to alter yourself, it's common. Especially since these days any problem you have you are pushed a solution. For anxiety its benzos, weed, etc. Stub your toe? Take an ibuprofen, etc. It's annoying to attempt a clean life when everyone around you is taking chemicals but just ignore it.

A really good way around this is to allow yourself to see meditation as a form of technology and a form of "cheating the system". You can administer meditations to yourself as if they are a drug medication and release your inhibitions. In fact last night I did Maxine's meditation where you wash all the dirt from your body and put it in a pile and this specific meditation was so strong it's still shocking to me that this is a real facet of human life to be able to do this at virtually any time.

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Cigarettes? Why would you want to take something so addictive?I quit smoking over 15 years ago. I relapsed twice, and had two different cigarettes on two different occasions. It's so addictive.
But do whatever you want. These are just my thoughts.

On Tuesday, September 18, 2018, 11:22:05 a.m. EDT, seeker.o@... [JoyofSatan666] <[email protected] wrote:

  If you decide to smoke something it better be a cigar: relaxing, long lasting, tasty… and on top of that legal. Many agree it's meditative.
Whenever I smoke a cigar lots of questions pop out of my head and I post them in this group.

(I just happen to have had one yesterday, and three interesting thoughts came to my mind right after.)

If you decide to do so, take the time to learn how to enjoy it (you better read stuff about it on the internet before trying it), and buy a mild one to begin with. Don't buy the cheapest one you can get… (The minimum price it should cost 6-7$ per piece. For example La Morena Churchill, and the Djarum WoodTip series)

 

[Taol]

Dont smoke anything! It is bad for your lungs and body in sooo many ways..
If you must persist with it you can do the inhaling and exhaling as a meditative breathing exercise but dont put smoke in your lungs/toxins in your body.

To the one who wrote the message. Make an aop properly situated to deal with this and do that beside your normal aop, clean your aura a bit more and keep doing banishings.

Tune out from the nastiness. Dont feed it.

You can make or design a protection for your home as well to keep the negative crap out.

 

[diexell4]

In my opinion if you are a spiritual person you cant get addicted from cigarettes. But of course  most people get addicted. For me personal I can smoke 3 cigarettes within 20 minutes or one package a day. On the other side I can smoke 0 within 2 weeks. If you clean your aura and chakras you wont get addicted BUT it HARMS your Aura and everything else.

 

[Tara Lambert]

Thats not true. Just because YOU don’t get addicted doesn’t mean anyone else won’t. Everyones different. Blanket statements are naive.

Skickat från min iPhone

 

[[email protected]]

Stick to weed and nothing but it

 

[Magus Immortalis]

How about not sticking to weed? Smoking that puts holes in one's auras and makes one more susceptible to attacks, or programming. 
I remember browsing Youtube and settled on a Tomorrowland video (I don't remember which year it was) but people go there to dance, drink, get stoned out of their minds and overall just party. At one point over the speakers, whether it was an actual woman or just a pre-recorded message from a machine (with a woman's voice), they started spewing shit about how we are all "one" and how we should love one another. People who are intoxicated are very much susceptible to this programming because they are not in their right, thinking, sober mind. 
They don't think about what they are told. They put up no resistance. Just like good sheep.

Think on how it can happen to you, whether you choose to read up on negative lies (through websites, videos, blogs, books, etc.) that can program you further when you are high, or if it just is inserted into your mind and you put up no resistance to or question it.
I once read how one member on here ( I forget who it was) mentioned that there is a spike in energy when one gets high. The enemy spirits notice this and take full advantage of it. The last time I smoked weed, over 5 years ago, I was told to jump off the balcony and kill myself. They inserted emotions into me along with the thoughts, making it seem it was such a good idea.

At one point, I mentally visualized the messenger demons to come help me and Marchosias came instead. She yelled at me, "don't smoke any more!" as she chased away the Greys.
If you choose to smoke weed anyways, that's your choice. Just remember what can happen, now that I've written some of the possibilities, one cannot feign ignorance over this anymore, since one has read this post.
Hail Satan!

On Thursday, September 20, 2018, 9:27:49 p.m. EDT, hunterharris903@... [JoyofSatan666] <[email protected] wrote:

  Stick to weed and nothing but it

 

[[email protected]]

Yes, hunter, stick to the jew 's promotion of poison. Tear holes in your Soul/Aura and Mind, and be stupid. That's a great idea.

 

[sable.wolf616]

If you keep promoting drugs, you'll get banned.
HS!88!


---In [email protected], <hunterharris903@... wrote :

Stick to weed and nothing but it

 

[[email protected]]

Weed isnt a drug it's literally and herb drugs are processed so I'm not promoting drugs I'm trying to be nice but I've had the worst day of my life and people I'm supposed to look to as brothers and sisters are attacking me I'm probaly going to kill myself after tonight I'm so sick of life and noones gives a fuck about anyone I want someone to love but noone cares if I die so why dont you ban me your all rasist anyways and believe Jews and Christian's are the problem instead of there religion instead of helping me through this time your attacking me please ban me I'll be dead tommorow anyways

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Why don't you sit down and chill out.
Instead of throwing accusations and clearly showing how much you misunderstood, can you try to articulate some intelligent, well-thought out questions that invite discussion?
Why don't you try again. And maybe you will get answers when you show you are respectful, mature and a thinking individual.
As for Hitler, I am not sure if you have seen these sites:
http://www.666blacksun.com

Read it completely and thoroughly, along with the "The Third Reich and Christianity" and "The Real Holocaust" and then tell me who our real enemies are.
Hail Satan!Hail Marchosias!

On Sunday, September 23, 2018, 10:18:08 p.m. EDT, hunterharris903@... [JoyofSatan666] <[email protected] wrote:

  I'm losing faith anyways this is such a fucking cult to the point it gives me a headache reading some of this shit one person believes Jews are fucking reptilians I could understand like aliens but I'm the bad guy I constantly meditate and shit it doesnt change my suicidal mood I cleaned my aura for 2 days nothing changed I did a dedication ritual and tried asking for a succubus so I would feel cared about but nothing I'm so sick of life if satan gave a fuck he would have destroyed the jew by now and you people think Jews and Christian's are the problem instead of there beliefs you think hitler was a good person with no proof you all say you talk to demons if demons were real then why aren't they saying anything if god gave a fuck he would or he could use christianity against them by saying hes god and using his powers to prove it ugh

 

[[email protected]]

Hunter, as I said, Spiritual Satanism (Spiritual) = Nazism (Political). Hitler is a Nazi. Satan and the Gods and Goddesses are Nazis. It's either Nazi or jew - the choice is yours. There isn't any other choice. There aren't any other options.

Weed is poison. Go drink battery acid. Both can be found on Earth, and both do damage to you. Weed and meditations from Satan don't mix.

 

[[email protected]]

I'm so so sorry there is no excuse for the immaturity I just showed I apologize

 

[soldier6661]

smoking is another weapon of enemy