mathewfisher143
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Hi everyone,
I've read through a lot if not nearly every link on JOS now and I'm still very unsure about what is recommended of me! I know what I need to do to dedicate myself to our father satan, but I also read in one of the links that people who mess with this ritual have found out the hard way that is isn't something to be played with! Now I appreciate and strongly agree with the statement but it also got me thinking if I was to do this would something go wrong and even after offering my soul meaningfully is there a chance I could also see these bad effects from it even though my intentions are true and I am wanting to do this to be where I feel I now belong?
I came across a comment about JOS last night on a video link on YouTube, the reason I was on there is because for "days" I've been looking into the "illuminati" and all the symbols that are in the world, building, music videos, reversed song lyrics to reveal satanic messages and subliminal message on many things in life. I was christened at a very young age and i still remember to this day i laughed when they poured water on my head and i just knew it wasn't right for me! so still to this day I am an atheist and don't believe on god what so ever!! BUT... I have since questioned a lot of things in life and I did question myself about the fact the the so called GOD Christians believe in wasn't exactly what they were making him out to be and I though to myself is satan the real GOD? And after reading through JOS and messages on here I believe it is very much true that he is! Even going back to the bible the snake told Adam and Eve they could be god and be equals basically after requiring the knowledge and I think after hours and days an months of looking into all this I am more open minded than others who choose to be blinded with lies and let themselves be controlled!
So if anyone can help me with more Info and help ensure I'm making the right decision in dedicating myself the our father because as mentioned above I don't want anything to go wrong
Ps. Over the last couple of years I've had a spirit/demon/paranormal entity be around me, I don't know if s/he is a good thing but I always know when s/he is around! I have even been pinned to my bed and unable to move till s/he went away, I couldn't even physically move even though I was using all my strength to move! But recently I woke up and saw a MALE shaped figure sat in front of me just watching me but he said nothing and soon disappeared. Does anyone know what this might mean?
Thank you to anyone who takes the time to help me on this matter
I've read through a lot if not nearly every link on JOS now and I'm still very unsure about what is recommended of me! I know what I need to do to dedicate myself to our father satan, but I also read in one of the links that people who mess with this ritual have found out the hard way that is isn't something to be played with! Now I appreciate and strongly agree with the statement but it also got me thinking if I was to do this would something go wrong and even after offering my soul meaningfully is there a chance I could also see these bad effects from it even though my intentions are true and I am wanting to do this to be where I feel I now belong?
I came across a comment about JOS last night on a video link on YouTube, the reason I was on there is because for "days" I've been looking into the "illuminati" and all the symbols that are in the world, building, music videos, reversed song lyrics to reveal satanic messages and subliminal message on many things in life. I was christened at a very young age and i still remember to this day i laughed when they poured water on my head and i just knew it wasn't right for me! so still to this day I am an atheist and don't believe on god what so ever!! BUT... I have since questioned a lot of things in life and I did question myself about the fact the the so called GOD Christians believe in wasn't exactly what they were making him out to be and I though to myself is satan the real GOD? And after reading through JOS and messages on here I believe it is very much true that he is! Even going back to the bible the snake told Adam and Eve they could be god and be equals basically after requiring the knowledge and I think after hours and days an months of looking into all this I am more open minded than others who choose to be blinded with lies and let themselves be controlled!
So if anyone can help me with more Info and help ensure I'm making the right decision in dedicating myself the our father because as mentioned above I don't want anything to go wrong
Ps. Over the last couple of years I've had a spirit/demon/paranormal entity be around me, I don't know if s/he is a good thing but I always know when s/he is around! I have even been pinned to my bed and unable to move till s/he went away, I couldn't even physically move even though I was using all my strength to move! But recently I woke up and saw a MALE shaped figure sat in front of me just watching me but he said nothing and soon disappeared. Does anyone know what this might mean?
Thank you to anyone who takes the time to help me on this matter