Hi Everyone!! (I'm new)

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Cześć and welcome, friend. It sounds like you've made good progress so far in deprogramming yourself and are making spiritual gains. Keep on the path.

In regards to your Ritual inquiry, a low voice will work just as well. Pronunciation is more of a factor if anything, and there are audio files/Youtube videos that can help if you are uncertain as to the proper pronunciation. In addition to the forums of course.

 

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You can do the Ritual very quietly, or if you have to you can whisper it. But you can't be silent because it works by the vibrations from the voice.