hey, new and thirsty for knowledge.

[nexusrzing]

hello,

Firstly, if this ain't in the right spot, sorry. i didn't see any directories so i just posted this wherever...

I can't remember how or why i found this site a few days ago but ever since i did i couldn't stop thinking about it. I have been a a spiritual slump for awhile, and nothing seemed to feel right.

For some reason i felt drawn here, so i joined. I try to listen to my gut feelings as most i can since there usually right. Hoping to find useful information, and to learn. I'm tired of all the lies, the unanswered questions, i just want to find something that's real and give it my all. I wonder if that makes me sound selfish...

I started doing the training exercises, and am on my third day of week 1. I'm trying to learn as much as i can. I do the exercises 3 times a day. My body gets really relaxed fast now, and my body seems to be getting more comfortable with the breathing method. I have only reached the 'falling effect' twice though. So i'm a bit worried that maybe i'm not progressing as fast as i should...

Also, for the new ones (or those that remember when they were new), did you feel a bit awkward at first? Like you really want to contact/ talk to satan and the demons ( are some ways better then others btw? ) but are afraid that you would be a bother?

thanks

 

[Allison Passino]

Hi. Nice to meet you! Don't worry about the trance thing...I and many other newer Satanists have trouble with that. You just have to keep at it. You'll get there eventually. Welcome to the group! Oh, and don't worry about possibly being a bother; the demons and Father love to help us. You may not always know when they're near or be able to talk with them, but they never leave you. Hail Satan!

----- Original Message ----- From: nexusrzing To: Sent: Friday, March 06, 2009 5:28 AM Subject: [HellsArmy666] hey, new and thirsty for knowledge.
hello,

Firstly, if this ain't in the right spot, sorry. i didn't see any directories so i just posted this wherever...

I can't remember how or why i found this site a few days ago but ever since i did i couldn't stop thinking about it. I have been a a spiritual slump for awhile, and nothing seemed to feel right.

For some reason i felt drawn here, so i joined. I try to listen to my gut feelings as most i can since there usually right. Hoping to find useful information, and to learn. I'm tired of all the lies, the unanswered questions, i just want to find something that's real and give it my all. I wonder if that makes me sound selfish...

I started doing the training exercises, and am on my third day of week 1. I'm trying to learn as much as i can. I do the exercises 3 times a day. My body gets really relaxed fast now, and my body seems to be getting more comfortable with the breathing method. I have only reached the 'falling effect' twice though. So i'm a bit worried that maybe i'm not progressing as fast as i should...

Also, for the new ones (or those that remember when they were new), did you feel a bit awkward at first? Like you really want to contact/ talk to satan and the demons ( are some ways better then others btw? ) but are afraid that you would be a bother?

thanks

 

[A.W.]

You all should google and learn more about what Trance is consisted of.
People already walk around all day going in and out of different
trance states. Some of the hardest people to put into trance also
happen to be one of the most natural and usually unknowingly spend more
time in altered states of trance.




Allison Passino wrote:

Hi. Nice to meet you! Don't worry about the trance thing...I and many
other newer Satanists have trouble with that. You just have to keep at
it. You'll get there eventually. Welcome to the group! Oh, and don't
worry about possibly being a bother; the demons and Father love to help
us. You may not always know when they're near or be able to talk with
them, but they never leave you. Hail Satan!

----- Original Message -----
*From:* nexusrzing <mailto:nexusrzing@...
*To:*
<mailto:
*Sent:* Friday, March 06, 2009 5:28 AM
*Subject:* [HellsArmy666] hey, new and thirsty for knowledge.

hello,

Firstly, if this ain't in the right spot, sorry. i didn't see any
directories so i just posted this wherever...

I can't remember how or why i found this site a few days ago but
ever since i did i couldn't stop thinking about it. I have been a a
spiritual slump for awhile, and nothing seemed to feel right.

For some reason i felt drawn here, so i joined. I try to listen to
my gut feelings as most i can since there usually right. Hoping to
find useful information, and to learn. I'm tired of all the lies,
the unanswered questions, i just want to find something that's real
and give it my all. I wonder if that makes me sound selfish...

I started doing the training exercises, and am on my third day of
week 1. I'm trying to learn as much as i can. I do the exercises 3
times a day. My body gets really relaxed fast now, and my body seems
to be getting more comfortable with the breathing method. I have
only reached the 'falling effect' twice though. So i'm a bit worried
that maybe i'm not progressing as fast as i should...

Also, for the new ones (or those that remember when they were new),
did you feel a bit awkward at first? Like you really want to
contact/ talk to satan and the demons ( are some ways better then
others btw? ) but are afraid that you would be a bother?

thanks

 

[nexusrzing]

Hello Allison,

nice to meet you too! really? thanks for letting me know. that is a big reasurance for me! now i don't feel to bad. i though that i HAD to learn that within the first week/ or that something was wrong with me that i wasn't getting it. Because the breathing is going along great as well as me feeling really relaxed and almost numb but... even when i do the ladder, elevator, hell i've even tried going down stairs... it's like hit or miss. Somethimes it works other times not... but i have no intention of giving up, and now that i know it is normal, it's all good.

glad to be here! i really like the blacksun website, so much interesting stuff to read. I actually downloaded some things from the site here and have been reading those as well. You can tell so much when into it. Some people are really knowledgable. I just don't like the whole shaving head thing. Takes me forever to grow my hair. Is that really a nessesity i wonder?

well, i'm good at sensing/ feeling energy, i think that's the only thing i'm actually good at so i do feel the air thicken and lots of warm touches ( shoulders, arm, near me when im all nice in comfy in bed ) and such.

I see. I don't know why i worried about that. It should be obvious they wouldn't mind. Does this mean they can hear my thoughts and energy directed to them?

--- In , "Allison Passino" <chimera11@... wrote:

Hi. Nice to meet you! Don't worry about the trance thing...I and many other newer Satanists have trouble with that. You just have to keep at it. You'll get there eventually. Welcome to the group! Oh, and don't worry about possibly being a bother; the demons and Father love to help us. You may not always know when they're near or be able to talk with them, but they never leave you. Hail Satan!
----- Original Message -----
From: nexusrzing
To:
Sent: Friday, March 06, 2009 5:28 AM
Subject: [HellsArmy666] hey, new and thirsty for knowledge.


hello,

Firstly, if this ain't in the right spot, sorry. i didn't see any directories so i just posted this wherever...

I can't remember how or why i found this site a few days ago but ever since i did i couldn't stop thinking about it. I have been a a spiritual slump for awhile, and nothing seemed to feel right.

For some reason i felt drawn here, so i joined. I try to listen to my gut feelings as most i can since there usually right. Hoping to find useful information, and to learn. I'm tired of all the lies, the unanswered questions, i just want to find something that's real and give it my all. I wonder if that makes me sound selfish...

I started doing the training exercises, and am on my third day of week 1. I'm trying to learn as much as i can. I do the exercises 3 times a day. My body gets really relaxed fast now, and my body seems to be getting more comfortable with the breathing method. I have only reached the 'falling effect' twice though. So i'm a bit worried that maybe i'm not progressing as fast as i should...

Also, for the new ones (or those that remember when they were new), did you feel a bit awkward at first? Like you really want to contact/ talk to satan and the demons ( are some ways better then others btw? ) but are afraid that you would be a bother?

thanks

 

[Anonymous]

<td val[/IMG]Hey, welcome....its nice to hear more people thirsty for knowledge....its a good feeling...   Ave Satanas

'I don't see the point in loving everyone, as the christian bible says 'love thy enemy'; it cheapens the idea of love.'

Marilyn Manson

--- On Sat, 3/7/09, Allison Passino <chimera11@... wrote:

From: Allison Passino <chimera11@...
Subject: Re: [HellsArmy666] hey, new and thirsty for knowledge.
To:
Date: Saturday, March 7, 2009, 2:36 AM

Hi. Nice to meet you! Don't worry about the trance thing...I and many other newer Satanists have trouble with that. You just have to keep at it. You'll get there eventually. Welcome to the group! Oh, and don't worry about possibly being a bother; the demons and Father love to help us. You may not always know when they're near or be able to talk with them, but they never leave you. Hail Satan!

----- Original Message ----- From: nexusrzing To: HellsArmy666@ yahoogroups. com Sent: Friday, March 06, 2009 5:28 AM Subject: [HellsArmy666] hey, new and thirsty for knowledge.
hello,

Firstly, if this ain't in the right spot, sorry. i didn't see any directories so i just posted this wherever...

I can't remember how or why i found this site a few days ago but ever since i did i couldn't stop thinking about it. I have been a a spiritual slump for awhile, and nothing seemed to feel right.

For some reason i felt drawn here, so i joined. I try to listen to my gut feelings as most i can since there usually right. Hoping to find useful information, and to learn. I'm tired of all the lies, the unanswered questions, i just want to find something that's real and give it my all. I wonder if that makes me sound selfish...

I started doing the training exercises, and am on my third day of week 1.. I'm trying to learn as much as i can. I do the exercises 3 times a day. My body gets really relaxed fast now, and my body seems to be getting more comfortable with the breathing method. I have only reached the 'falling effect' twice though. So i'm a bit worried that maybe i'm not progressing as fast as i should...

Also, for the new ones (or those that remember when they were new), did you feel a bit awkward at first? Like you really want to contact/ talk to satan and the demons ( are some ways better then others btw? ) but are afraid that you would be a bother?

thanks

[/TD]

 

[Melanie Hachey]

Hello,

Thanks for the welcome. I would think so, means more a waking up. I haven't even been here long, and i already feel different.

From: Devil's Own <signedbythedevil@...
To:
Sent: Saturday, March 7, 2009 3:44:41 PM
Subject: Re: [HellsArmy666] hey, new and thirsty for knowledge.

<td style="font-fa[/IMG]Hey, welcome....its nice to hear more people thirsty for knowledge... .its a good feeling...   Ave Satanas

'I don't see the point in loving everyone, as the christian bible says 'love thy enemy'; it cheapens the idea of love.'

Marilyn Manson

--- On Sat, 3/7/09, Allison Passino <chimera11@verizon. net wrote:

From: Allison Passino <chimera11@verizon. net
Subject: Re: [HellsArmy666] hey, new and thirsty for knowledge.
To: HellsArmy666@ yahoogroups. com
Date: Saturday, March 7, 2009, 2:36 AM

Hi. Nice to meet you! Don't worry about the trance thing...I and many other newer Satanists have trouble with that. You just have to keep at it. You'll get there eventually. Welcome to the group! Oh, and don't worry about possibly being a bother; the demons and Father love to help us. You may not always know when they're near or be able to talk with them, but they never leave you. Hail Satan!

----- Original Message ----- From: nexusrzing To: HellsArmy666@ yahoogroups. com Sent: Friday, March 06, 2009 5:28 AM Subject: [HellsArmy666] hey, new and thirsty for knowledge.
hello,

Firstly, if this ain't in the right spot, sorry. i didn't see any directories so i just posted this wherever...

I can't remember how or why i found this site a few days ago but ever since i did i couldn't stop thinking about it. I have been a a spiritual slump for awhile, and nothing seemed to feel right.

For some reason i felt drawn here, so i joined. I try to listen to my gut feelings as most i can since there usually right. Hoping to find useful information, and to learn. I'm tired of all the lies, the unanswered questions, i just want to find something that's real and give it my all. I wonder if that makes me sound selfish...

I started doing the training exercises, and am on my third day of week 1.. I'm trying to learn as much as i can. I do the exercises 3 times a day. My body gets really relaxed fast now, and my body seems to be getting more comfortable with the breathing method. I have only reached the 'falling effect' twice though. So i'm a bit worried that maybe i'm not progressing as fast as i should...

Also, for the new ones (or those that remember when they were new), did you feel a bit awkward at first? Like you really want to contact/ talk to satan and the demons ( are some ways better then others btw? ) but are afraid that you would be a bother?

thanks

[/TD]

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[Melanie Hachey]

Hello,
You know that's probably true, and good advice, don't know why i didn't think of it. I guess i just had some ideas of what a trance was supose to feel like.


From: A.W. <krystollsynth@...
To:
Sent: Saturday, March 7, 2009 3:27:20 AM
Subject: Re: [HellsArmy666] hey, new and thirsty for knowledge.



You all should google and learn more about what Trance is consisted of.
People already walk around all day going in and out of different
trance states. Some of the hardest people to put into trance also
happen to be one of the most natural and usually unknowingly spend more
time in altered states of trance.

Allison Passino wrote:

Hi. Nice to meet you! Don't worry about the trance thing...I and many
other newer Satanists have trouble with that. You just have to keep at
it. You'll get there eventually. Welcome to the group! Oh, and don't
worry about possibly being a bother; the demons and Father love to help
us. You may not always know when they're near or be able to talk with
them, but they never leave you. Hail Satan!

----- Original Message -----
*From:* nexusrzing <mailto:nexusrzing@yahoo. ca
*To:* HellsArmy666@ yahoogroups. com
<mailto:HellsArmy666@ yahoogroups. com
*Sent:* Friday, March 06, 2009 5:28 AM
*Subject:* [HellsArmy666] hey, new and thirsty for knowledge.

hello,

Firstly, if this ain't in the right spot, sorry. i didn't see any
directories so i just posted this wherever...

I can't remember how or why i found this site a few days ago but
ever since i did i couldn't stop thinking about it. I have been a a
spiritual slump for awhile, and nothing seemed to feel right.

For some reason i felt drawn here, so i joined. I try to listen to
my gut feelings as most i can since there usually right. Hoping to
find useful information, and to learn. I'm tired of all the lies,
the unanswered questions, i just want to find something that's real
and give it my all. I wonder if that makes me sound selfish...

I started doing the training exercises, and am on my third day of
week 1. I'm trying to learn as much as i can. I do the exercises 3
times a day. My body gets really relaxed fast now, and my body seems
to be getting more comfortable with the breathing method. I have
only reached the 'falling effect' twice though. So i'm a bit worried
that maybe i'm not progressing as fast as i should...

Also, for the new ones (or those that remember when they were new),
did you feel a bit awkward at first? Like you really want to
contact/ talk to satan and the demons ( are some ways better then
others btw? ) but are afraid that you would be a bother?

thanks

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[Melanie Hachey]

Hello,

I don't know why you would want to talk to me ( if you ment me?)... I'm new at this so i can't realy offer any valid advice or guidance.

From: clive brown <marcusgarvey100@...
To:
Sent: Saturday, March 7, 2009 11:45:53 AM
Subject: Re: [HellsArmy666] hey, new and thirsty for knowledge.

i would like to talk wit u my name is clive brown u can reach me at 678 732 5069 or if is long distance give me your number i will call u i need to talk to someone live hail satan

From: Allison Passino <chimera11@verizon. net
To: HellsArmy666@ yahoogroups. com
Sent: Friday, March 6, 2009 9:36:24 PM
Subject: Re: [HellsArmy666] hey, new and thirsty for knowledge.

Hi. Nice to meet you! Don't worry about the trance thing...I and many other newer Satanists have trouble with that. You just have to keep at it. You'll get there eventually. Welcome to the group! Oh, and don't worry about possibly being a bother; the demons and Father love to help us. You may not always know when they're near or be able to talk with them, but they never leave you. Hail Satan!

----- Original Message ----- From: nexusrzing To: HellsArmy666@ yahoogroups. com Sent: Friday, March 06, 2009 5:28 AM Subject: [HellsArmy666] hey, new and thirsty for knowledge.
hello,

Firstly, if this ain't in the right spot, sorry. i didn't see any directories so i just posted this wherever...

I can't remember how or why i found this site a few days ago but ever since i did i couldn't stop thinking about it. I have been a a spiritual slump for awhile, and nothing seemed to feel right.

For some reason i felt drawn here, so i joined. I try to listen to my gut feelings as most i can since there usually right. Hoping to find useful information, and to learn. I'm tired of all the lies, the unanswered questions, i just want to find something that's real and give it my all. I wonder if that makes me sound selfish...

I started doing the training exercises, and am on my third day of week 1. I'm trying to learn as much as i can. I do the exercises 3 times a day. My body gets really relaxed fast now, and my body seems to be getting more comfortable with the breathing method. I have only reached the 'falling effect' twice though. So i'm a bit worried that maybe i'm not progressing as fast as i should...

Also, for the new ones (or those that remember when they were new), did you feel a bit awkward at first? Like you really want to contact/ talk to satan and the demons ( are some ways better then others btw? ) but are afraid that you would be a bother?

thanks

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[Mike Hegedus]

the bible makes no fucking sence. hail satan

From: Devil's Own <signedbythedevil@...
To:
Sent: Saturday, March 7, 2009 1:44:41 PM
Subject: Re: [HellsArmy666] hey, new and thirsty for knowledge.

<td vAl[/IMG] Hey, welcome....its nice to hear more people thirsty for knowledge... .its a good feeling...   Ave Satanas

'I don't see the point in loving everyone, as the christian bible says 'love thy enemy'; it cheapens the idea of love.'

Marilyn Manson

--- On Sat, 3/7/09, Allison Passino <chimera11@verizon. net wrote:

From: Allison Passino <chimera11@verizon. net
Subject: Re: [HellsArmy666] hey, new and thirsty for knowledge.
To: HellsArmy666@ yahoogroups. com
Date: Saturday, March 7, 2009, 2:36 AM

Hi. Nice to meet you! Don't worry about the trance thing...I and many other newer Satanists have trouble with that. You just have to keep at it. You'll get there eventually. Welcome to the group! Oh, and don't worry about possibly being a bother; the demons and Father love to help us. You may not always know when they're near or be able to talk with them, but they never leave you. Hail Satan!

----- Original Message ----- From: nexusrzing To: HellsArmy666@ yahoogroups. com Sent: Friday, March 06, 2009 5:28 AM Subject: [HellsArmy666] hey, new and thirsty for knowledge.
hello,

Firstly, if this ain't in the right spot, sorry. i didn't see any directories so i just posted this wherever...

I can't remember how or why i found this site a few days ago but ever since i did i couldn't stop thinking about it. I have been a a spiritual slump for awhile, and nothing seemed to feel right.

For some reason i felt drawn here, so i joined. I try to listen to my gut feelings as most i can since there usually right. Hoping to find useful information, and to learn. I'm tired of all the lies, the unanswered questions, i just want to find something that's real and give it my all. I wonder if that makes me sound selfish...

I started doing the training exercises, and am on my third day of week 1.. I'm trying to learn as much as i can. I do the exercises 3 times a day. My body gets really relaxed fast now, and my body seems to be getting more comfortable with the breathing method. I have only reached the 'falling effect' twice though. So i'm a bit worried that maybe i'm not progressing as fast as i should...

Also, for the new ones (or those that remember when they were new), did you feel a bit awkward at first? Like you really want to contact/ talk to satan and the demons ( are some ways better then others btw? ) but are afraid that you would be a bother?

thanks

[/TD]