Hey guys, serious question here

[isaiahsimerly2]

So, I am a dedicated spiritual satanist. I dedicated over a year ago, and I fell back into christianity for less than a month and I came back and started studying the site more and more and I kept doing meditations and I still haven't felt anything at all. Like, no change. I read that people who are spiritual satanists start seeing things happen in their life like changes for the better, and are introduced to their guardian demon who helps them on their path and I have none of that. I have no idea how to contact my guardian demon either. I wander if I have even been accepted by Satan, I spread the word about him and everything to my friends telling the truth and I still feel like nothing AT ALL has happened, and its rather frustrating. Is there something that i am doing wrong? I don't understand, that's why I am asking for someone's advice. I would also like it if someone would take me under their wing and show me things like lead me to books or websites/articles things like that. I live in Tennessee, a southern American state for those who aren't in America, so there really isn't a lot of resources. I am the only person in my town who is a spiritual satanist, and doesn't make up things. So can someone point me on the right path? 

 

[the_fire_starter666]

You've got the wrong idea. You're not supposed to spread the word to people with expectations to get contacted. You only do that because you know the right thing. All things are done without expectations. Now, yes, you can see things like that in your life if you don't have expectations. Having expectations means you have an idea in your mind on how your life is supposed to be and you compare your current life to that idea. No, just do these without expecting anything and without being attached to what is gonna happen.

 

[call_me_something_else]

As for resources, there are many available here and on Satan's library.

As for having tour astral senses open, keep at it.

But, I'd also recoemd you at least try apologizing to Father Satan.

I mean, by "falling back into christinsanity" you DID run back to His enemy.
Show Him your sincerity. Speak to Him frankly and honestly.

And, keep at the meditations, even if you don't feel anything.

I'd also recommend you keep your secrets until you're able to defend yourself.

 

[fake name]

Open the chakras and then start a meditation program
Opening the Soul 666

Are you vibrating your mantras deep in the back of your throat? Life is in the breath, power is in the voice!Also try this meditation.1. Vibrate VUUUUU into your solar chakra 6 times.
2. Vibrate VAAAHHHH into your heart chakra 6 times
3. Vibrate VOOOHHHHH into your 6th chakra 6 times.

Then try a sun mantra on your whole aura 40 times or so. Prefereably Suryae-SUUUUUU-RR-YAAAAAA-YAAAAAYYYYYand then this mantra in your upper chakras/head
CHANDRAMASE, vibrated as CH-AH-NN-D-RR-AH-MM-AHSAY
This should help your astral senses and sensitivity open up.
Remember to vibrate your voice as hard as possible in the back of your throat or you won't get results.But don't try TOO hard and get a sore throat. As deep as comfortable and as strong as possible.

HAIL SATAN!


On Monday, June 29, 2015 3:53 PM, "isaiahsimerly2@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  So, I am a dedicated spiritual satanist. I dedicated over a year ago, and I fell back into christianity for less than a month and I came back and started studying the site more and more and I kept doing meditations and I still haven't felt anything at all. Like, no change. I read that people who are spiritual satanists start seeing things happen in their life like changes for the better, and are introduced to their guardian demon who helps them on their path and I have none of that. I have no idea how to contact my guardian demon either. I wander if I have even been accepted by Satan, I spread the word about him and everything to my friends telling the truth and I still feel like nothing AT ALL has happened, and its rather frustrating. Is there something that i am doing wrong? I don't understand, that's why I am asking for someone's advice. I would also like it if someone would take me under their wing and show me things like lead me to books or websites/articles things like that. I live in Tennessee, a southern American state for those who aren't in America, so there really isn't a lot of resources. I am the only person in my town who is a spiritual satanist, and doesn't make up things. So can someone point me on the right path? 

 

[travisjordanhatcher]

Not everyone NEEDS to meet their guardian right away, I only met mine because the strength of our relationship in past lives, you might not be prepared, or maybe you are unable to perceive them, if you want to talk to them I'd suggest using a pendulum, but self sufficiency should be important here, they are a guide and if you aren't fucking up or in need of something they think is crucial to your spiritual growth, they leave you to it