Help with the Hexagradior...

[Botan shijo]

Hi everyone...

Basically the title says it all...

Right now i am so !&#$ing pissed... of all the things we can do to feel energy this seems to be the most easy way, the first step seems pretty straightforward yet i can't seem to feel anything...

I tried doing it like it is described on the title but i just can't, i felt so stupid staying in the same position for hours... i even did firebreath and Kundalini spinal energy yoga or whatever that is called trying to raise energies hoping it would make the hexagradior exercise more perceptible provided the energy is there in the first place...

I did felt a peak of energy after a hour or so, but the only thing but it manifested on was repelling my bedroom door when i punched it at 5am...

I had all the harmony and concentration during my attempt, was laying in my bed, 100% dark, even placed sticker in front of my computer, phone and tv leds to avoid any light whatsoever, helps me keep concentrated even if i open my eyes, that is how i meditate too, i simply lost my patience...

Has anyone here followed the steps on hexagradior, if yes can you explain me how you do it? They are very clear about anyone being able to do it and don't mention any prerequisites...

I believe this energy to be some kind of electromagnetic or static electricity that is polarized in our bodies the same way it is on anything that contains it, be it an object or a body and i believe that if our hands attract each other it will mean our poles are are left and right side, if they repel each other it means our poles are our feet and head, in that case, since our arms\hands are a part of our upper body they will have the same poles, therefore, repelling themselves or maybe, just maybe... i am thinking too much...

Anyway... here i am again after bashing my head against the wall a few dozen times...

Any help will be highly appreciated...

Thanks in advance
Tiago Cabral

Hail Satan

 

[jhd4412]

I recommend trying to get into a trance light to medium while visualizing energy all over your body and in it, or while meditating. This can be useful for those who did not do much spiritual work in a past life. Once you feel energy try to recall it at will, or remember the feeling at the same places. After a certain point you should be fully capable of being able to control energy at will. Also when feeling pressure or tingling in meditation, it is a sign that you are gaining control of energy.

Hail Father Enki and Lord Thoth

--- In , "tiago_filipe_cabral" <tiago_filipe_cabral@... wrote:

Hi everyone...

Basically the title says it all...

Right now i am so !&#$ing pissed... of all the things we can do to feel energy this seems to be the most easy way, the first step seems pretty straightforward yet i can't seem to feel anything...

I tried doing it like it is described on the title but i just can't, i felt so stupid staying in the same position for hours... i even did firebreath and Kundalini spinal energy yoga or whatever that is called trying to raise energies hoping it would make the hexagradior exercise more perceptible provided the energy is there in the first place...

I did felt a peak of energy after a hour or so, but the only thing but it manifested on was repelling my bedroom door when i punched it at 5am...

I had all the harmony and concentration during my attempt, was laying in my bed, 100% dark, even placed sticker in front of my computer, phone and tv leds to avoid any light whatsoever, helps me keep concentrated even if i open my eyes, that is how i meditate too, i simply lost my patience...

Has anyone here followed the steps on hexagradior, if yes can you explain me how you do it? They are very clear about anyone being able to do it and don't mention any prerequisites...

I believe this energy to be some kind of electromagnetic or static electricity that is polarized in our bodies the same way it is on anything that contains it, be it an object or a body and i believe that if our hands attract each other it will mean our poles are are left and right side, if they repel each other it means our poles are our feet and head, in that case, since our arms\hands are a part of our upper body they will have the same poles, therefore, repelling themselves or maybe, just maybe... i am thinking too much...

Anyway... here i am again after bashing my head against the wall a few dozen times...

Any help will be highly appreciated...

Thanks in advance
Tiago Cabral

Hail Satan

 

[High Priestess Lydia Coventina]

Also, try unplugging (not just turning off) all your electronics. They can interfere with meditations.

Hail Satan

--- In , "jhd4412" <jhdea11@... wrote:


I recommend trying to get into a trance light to medium while visualizing energy all over your body and in it, or while meditating. This can be useful for those who did not do much spiritual work in a past life. Once you feel energy try to recall it at will, or remember the feeling at the same places. After a certain point you should be fully capable of being able to control energy at will. Also when feeling pressure or tingling in meditation, it is a sign that you are gaining control of energy.

Hail Father Enki and Lord Thoth

--- In , "tiago_filipe_cabral" <tiago_filipe_cabral@ wrote:

Hi everyone...

Basically the title says it all...

Right now i am so !&#$ing pissed... of all the things we can do to feel energy this seems to be the most easy way, the first step seems pretty straightforward yet i can't seem to feel anything...

I tried doing it like it is described on the title but i just can't, i felt so stupid staying in the same position for hours... i even did firebreath and Kundalini spinal energy yoga or whatever that is called trying to raise energies hoping it would make the hexagradior exercise more perceptible provided the energy is there in the first place...

I did felt a peak of energy after a hour or so, but the only thing but it manifested on was repelling my bedroom door when i punched it at 5am...

I had all the harmony and concentration during my attempt, was laying in my bed, 100% dark, even placed sticker in front of my computer, phone and tv leds to avoid any light whatsoever, helps me keep concentrated even if i open my eyes, that is how i meditate too, i simply lost my patience...

Has anyone here followed the steps on hexagradior, if yes can you explain me how you do it? They are very clear about anyone being able to do it and don't mention any prerequisites...

I believe this energy to be some kind of electromagnetic or static electricity that is polarized in our bodies the same way it is on anything that contains it, be it an object or a body and i believe that if our hands attract each other it will mean our poles are are left and right side, if they repel each other it means our poles are our feet and head, in that case, since our arms\hands are a part of our upper body they will have the same poles, therefore, repelling themselves or maybe, just maybe... i am thinking too much...

Anyway... here i am again after bashing my head against the wall a few dozen times...

Any help will be highly appreciated...

Thanks in advance
Tiago Cabral

Hail Satan

 

[Botan shijo]

I am sorry but i don't have the slightest clue about how to visualize\imagine energy...

Also, when going into a trance, which i believe i did last night, probably accidentally, it didn't helped much with the hexagradior, we are supposed to feel our hands attracting or repelling each other and at some point, when i had my eyes close, focusing on my palms i lost perception of my fingers, like i was losing perception of some parts of my body... it also affected my vision, to counter this i opened my eyes, it was 100% dark but after some time my vision adapted and i was able to see a few things like my sheets (that are white) between my legs, i focused on that white part and it started to turn black like a stain expanding throughout my field of vision... blinking my eyes would make it go away or even without doing that, simply by focusing on my vision but if stared at some place and focused all my attention in my palms it would come back really quickly, like 1~2 seconds.

--- In , "jhd4412" <jhdea11@... wrote:


I recommend trying to get into a trance light to medium while visualizing energy all over your body and in it, or while meditating. This can be useful for those who did not do much spiritual work in a past life. Once you feel energy try to recall it at will, or remember the feeling at the same places. After a certain point you should be fully capable of being able to control energy at will. Also when feeling pressure or tingling in meditation, it is a sign that you are gaining control of energy.

Hail Father Enki and Lord Thoth

--- In , "tiago_filipe_cabral" <tiago_filipe_cabral@ wrote:

Hi everyone...

Basically the title says it all...

Right now i am so !&#$ing pissed... of all the things we can do to feel energy this seems to be the most easy way, the first step seems pretty straightforward yet i can't seem to feel anything...

I tried doing it like it is described on the title but i just can't, i felt so stupid staying in the same position for hours... i even did firebreath and Kundalini spinal energy yoga or whatever that is called trying to raise energies hoping it would make the hexagradior exercise more perceptible provided the energy is there in the first place...

I did felt a peak of energy after a hour or so, but the only thing but it manifested on was repelling my bedroom door when i punched it at 5am...

I had all the harmony and concentration during my attempt, was laying in my bed, 100% dark, even placed sticker in front of my computer, phone and tv leds to avoid any light whatsoever, helps me keep concentrated even if i open my eyes, that is how i meditate too, i simply lost my patience...

Has anyone here followed the steps on hexagradior, if yes can you explain me how you do it? They are very clear about anyone being able to do it and don't mention any prerequisites...

I believe this energy to be some kind of electromagnetic or static electricity that is polarized in our bodies the same way it is on anything that contains it, be it an object or a body and i believe that if our hands attract each other it will mean our poles are are left and right side, if they repel each other it means our poles are our feet and head, in that case, since our arms\hands are a part of our upper body they will have the same poles, therefore, repelling themselves or maybe, just maybe... i am thinking too much...

Anyway... here i am again after bashing my head against the wall a few dozen times...

Any help will be highly appreciated...

Thanks in advance
Tiago Cabral

Hail Satan