IShatterFur1 min to readHello. I truly need help in overcoming my addiction to fentanyl and heroin, I am in my twenties, and have battled with this since I was 15.
Is there anyway the clergy or higher ranking members could help guide me through this.
I overdose when I relapse.
-Shatter
Hello. I truly need help in overcoming my addiction to fentanyl and heroin, I am in my twenties, and have battled with this since I was 15.
Is there anyway the clergy or higher ranking members could help guide me through this.
I overdose when I relapse.
-Shatter
Hello. I truly need help in overcoming my addiction to fentanyl and heroin, I am in my twenties, and have battled with this since I was 15.
Is there anyway the clergy or higher ranking members could help guide me through this.
I overdose when I relapse.
There is no easy way out, you just have to stop.
If you don’t stop with this trash, you will die before next year.
Search in google how to stop doing drugs in a safe manner, and just stick with it.
You either succeed or you will die, it is this simple. I am sorry.
Good Luck!
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"Don’t quit. Suffer now,
and live the rest of your life as a Champion.“
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HAIL FATHER ZEUS!!
Hello. I truly need help in overcoming my addiction to fentanyl and heroin, I am in my twenties, and have battled with this since I was 15.
Is there anyway the clergy or higher ranking members could help guide me through this.
I overdose when I relapse.
There is no easy way out, you just have to stop.
If you don’t stop with this trash, you will die before next year.
Search in google how to stop doing drugs in a safe manner, and just stick with it.
You either succeed or you will die, it is this simple. I am sorry.
Good Luck!
i used to be addicted to opioids... its the toughest addiction to beat... you need to find supportive people that will keep you on track(off the opioids) and they need to help you for years. when you make a plan to quit (write it out on paper) it should be a span of 5 years; it might take you a few months to quit the drug but the addictive qualities will pop up in your head for years after. delete your dealers number and delete the numbers of the people you know who have drug addictions. find a mental health facility that will take you in for free or little money.
i used to be addicted to opioids... its the toughest addiction to beat... you need to find supportive people that will keep you on track(off the opioids) and they need to help you for years. when you make a plan to quit (write it out on paper) it should be a span of 5 years; it might take you a few months to quit the drug but the addictive qualities will pop up in your head for years after. delete your dealers number and delete the numbers of the people you know who have drug addictions. find a mental health facility that will take you in for free or little money.
i forgot to add but use the runes berkano, algiz and ansuz and just use it for like a long time
i forgot to add but use the runes berkano, algiz and ansuz and just use it for like a long time
Go to rehab, nothing else. Do not try to stop on your own, you'll likely suffer to the point of death. REHAB, seek medical help, not help from forum in this case.
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Go to rehab, nothing else. Do not try to stop on your own, you'll likely suffer to the point of death. REHAB, seek medical help, not help from forum in this case.
Dude that stuff can/will kill you, you know this too.
Do you want a chance at living and improving your life or do you want to die and end it?
I understand that it’s not that easy but you really need to make that decision.
For people who are in this deep, you might want to consider getting on methadone or suboxone.
Those are prescribed “medications” for people with deadly opioid addictions such as yours. They are designed to stop your withdrawals and mimic the opioid feeling.
Yes it would be best to stop taking everything in general and just practice spirituality but some people are just too deep in. In that situation you may want to consider the above programs/medications^ so you can get off the “real stuff” IE the heroin and fentanyl and get on one of those medications I listed so you can get your life back and live normally and avoid your potential death and rebuild your life.
So that way, not only will you be able to get your life back but you will be able to practice the meditations that the Temple of Zeus website has so you can work on the real root of the issue; it’s in the soul.
The meditations can correct correct this if you really give it a try and really desire to solve this issue.
Good luck to you, I hope you choose life over death. And a functional/better life over a life of addiction and misery. The addicts life isn’t truly functional and you ruin different aspects of yourself and your life, I hope you make the better decision and attempt to make something of yourself
Dude that stuff can/will kill you, you know this too.
Do you want a chance at living and improving your life or do you want to die and end it?
I understand that it’s not that easy but you really need to make that decision.
For people who are in this deep, you might want to consider getting on methadone or suboxone.
Those are prescribed “medications” for people with deadly opioid addictions such as yours. They are designed to stop your withdrawals and mimic the opioid feeling.
Yes it would be best to stop taking everything in general and just practice spirituality but some people are just too deep in. In that situation you may want to consider the above programs/medications^ so you can get off the “real stuff” IE the heroin and fentanyl and get on one of those medications I listed so you can get your life back and live normally and avoid your potential death and rebuild your life.
So that way, not only will you be able to get your life back but you will be able to practice the meditations that the Temple of Zeus website has so you can work on the real root of the issue; it’s in the soul.
The meditations can correct correct this if you really give it a try and really desire to solve this issue.
Good luck to you, I hope you choose life over death. And a functional/better life over a life of addiction and misery. The addicts life isn’t truly functional and you ruin different aspects of yourself and your life, I hope you make the better decision and attempt to make something of yourself
The only solution for this problem is help from doctors and your willingness to give up drugs and not come back again.
The only solution for this problem is help from doctors and your willingness to give up drugs and not come back again.
Hello. I truly need help in overcoming my addiction to fentanyl and heroin, I am in my twenties, and have battled with this since I was 15.
Is there anyway the clergy or higher ranking members could help guide me through this.
I overdose when I relapse.
You can mediate on your crown chakra:
https://templeofzeus.org/Crown_Chakra.php"* Opening this pathway is also very healing for drug addicts as it naturally induces extreme pleasure."
Thanks to everyone.
*Yes I changed it my signature was strange..made it under the influence
Hello. I truly need help in overcoming my addiction to fentanyl and heroin, I am in my twenties, and have battled with this since I was 15.
Is there anyway the clergy or higher ranking members could help guide me through this.
I overdose when I relapse.
You can mediate on your crown chakra:
https://templeofzeus.org/Crown_Chakra.php"* Opening this pathway is also very healing for drug addicts as it naturally induces extreme pleasure."
Thanks to everyone.
*Yes I changed it my signature was strange..made it under the influence
Go to rehab, nothing else. Do not try to stop on your own, you'll likely suffer to the point of death. REHAB, seek medical help, not help from forum in this case.
Totally good advice. From someone who has used those types of drugs before. I would say the same thing. It doesn't fully matter how spiritual you are. This stuff has a really strong hold on people. It is very difficult. Best bet is to get help with this.
You should do a freeing the soul working from this stuff once you detox from it.
Hello. I truly need help in overcoming my addiction to fentanyl and heroin, I am in my twenties, and have battled with this since I was 15.
Is there anyway the clergy or higher ranking members could help guide me through this.
I overdose when I relapse.
There is no easy way out, you just have to stop.
If you don’t stop with this trash, you will die before next year.
Yes that is true. It will not be that much longer before your dead. Even druggie people fear and try to avoid fentanyl for the most part.
Good luck to you as well.
Go to rehab, nothing else. Do not try to stop on your own, you'll likely suffer to the point of death. REHAB, seek medical help, not help from forum in this case.
Totally good advice. From someone who has used those types of drugs before. I would say the same thing. It doesn't fully matter how spiritual you are. This stuff has a really strong hold on people. It is very difficult. Best bet is to get help with this.
You should do a freeing the soul working from this stuff once you detox from it.
Hello. I truly need help in overcoming my addiction to fentanyl and heroin, I am in my twenties, and have battled with this since I was 15.
Is there anyway the clergy or higher ranking members could help guide me through this.
I overdose when I relapse.
There is no easy way out, you just have to stop.
If you don’t stop with this trash, you will die before next year.
Yes that is true. It will not be that much longer before your dead. Even druggie people fear and try to avoid fentanyl for the most part.
Good luck to you as well.
Hello. I truly need help in overcoming my addiction to fentanyl and heroin, I am in my twenties, and have battled with this since I was 15.
Is there anyway the clergy or higher ranking members could help guide me through this.
I overdose when I relapse.
You can mediate on your crown chakra:
https://templeofzeus.org/Crown_Chakra.php"* Opening this pathway is also very healing for drug addicts as it naturally induces extreme pleasure."
Thanks to everyone.
*Yes I changed it my signature was strange..made it under the influence
Can you do me a favour?
When you read this, pull out your phone and write following message to all of your friends who also do drugs.
„Hey Friend,
Right now I am quitting drugs. It‘s too much for me to bear now, I want to live and I need to change my future or it will be too late.
That’s why I ask you to understand me, we need to cut ties, as if we don’t we will continue doing this, even if we don’t want to.
I don’t want to die yet. I hope you understand this. I will block you for now and enter a rehab program for addicts.
I hope you will at least try to do the same, I don’t want you to die.
Good bye friend.“
And block each and everyone of them.
And ENTER a fucking REHAB program for addicts.
[ email redacted ]
"Don’t quit. Suffer now,
and live the rest of your life as a Champion.“
Read the Temple of Zeus: Learn the truth and knowledge that has been secret and forbidden for MILLENIA!!
STAND TALL, BE PROUD, BE STRONG, YOU ARE PART OF ZEUS‘S HOUSE!
HAIL LADY INANNA!!
HAIL LORD APOLLO!!
HAIL BAAL-ZEBULON!!
HAIL FATHER ZEUS!!
Hello. I truly need help in overcoming my addiction to fentanyl and heroin, I am in my twenties, and have battled with this since I was 15.
Is there anyway the clergy or higher ranking members could help guide me through this.
I overdose when I relapse.
You can mediate on your crown chakra:
https://templeofzeus.org/Crown_Chakra.php"* Opening this pathway is also very healing for drug addicts as it naturally induces extreme pleasure."
Thanks to everyone.
*Yes I changed it my signature was strange..made it under the influence
Can you do me a favour?
When you read this, pull out your phone and write following message to all of your friends who also do drugs.
„Hey Friend,
Right now I am quitting drugs. It‘s too much for me to bear now, I want to live and I need to change my future or it will be too late.
That’s why I ask you to understand me, we need to cut ties, as if we don’t we will continue doing this, even if we don’t want to.
I don’t want to die yet. I hope you understand this. I will block you for now and enter a rehab program for addicts.
I hope you will at least try to do the same, I don’t want you to die.
Good bye friend.“
And block each and everyone of them.
And ENTER a fucking REHAB program for addicts.
While this may wake up some, these circles are known to try to pull people back in. The ways they can do this are numerous, and they are at no shortage to invent new ways to get other people back in.
It's in the best interest of the OP to move away, or go straight into rehab, without giving any explanation whatsoever.
He has to mind himself solely for now, first and foremost.
You can mediate on your crown chakra:
https://templeofzeus.org/Crown_Chakra.php"* Opening this pathway is also very healing for drug addicts as it naturally induces extreme pleasure."
BTW delete your signature or change it to something positive.
Thanks to everyone.
*Yes I changed it my signature was strange..made it under the influence
Can you do me a favour?
When you read this, pull out your phone and write following message to all of your friends who also do drugs.
While this may wake up some, these circles are known to try to pull people back in. The ways they can do this are numerous, and they are at no shortage to invent new ways to get other people back in.
It's in the best interest of the OP to move away, or go straight into rehab, without giving any explanation whatsoever.
He has to mind himself solely for now, first and foremost.
You can mediate on your crown chakra:
https://templeofzeus.org/Crown_Chakra.php"* Opening this pathway is also very healing for drug addicts as it naturally induces extreme pleasure."
BTW delete your signature or change it to something positive.
Thanks to everyone.
*Yes I changed it my signature was strange..made it under the influence
Can you do me a favour?
When you read this, pull out your phone and write following message to all of your friends who also do drugs.
While this may wake up some, these circles are known to try to pull people back in. The ways they can do this are numerous, and they are at no shortage to invent new ways to get other people back in.
It's in the best interest of the OP to move away, or go straight into rehab, without giving any explanation whatsoever.
He has to mind himself solely for now, first and foremost.
From my own expierence I can attest to this.
Only when a person wants to change they will, and cutting all ties permanently is one key factor in success with this.
You came to the right place with right idea about going forward. I hope you find success in your personal battle and overcome all your obstacles. Onward to victory!
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While this may wake up some, these circles are known to try to pull people back in. The ways they can do this are numerous, and they are at no shortage to invent new ways to get other people back in.
It's in the best interest of the OP to move away, or go straight into rehab, without giving any explanation whatsoever.
He has to mind himself solely for now, first and foremost.
From my own expierence I can attest to this.
Only when a person wants to change they will, and cutting all ties permanently is one key factor in success with this.
You came to the right place with right idea about going forward. I hope you find success in your personal battle and overcome all your obstacles. Onward to victory!
While this may wake up some, these circles are known to try to pull people back in. The ways they can do this are numerous, and they are at no shortage to invent new ways to get other people back in.
It's in the best interest of the OP to move away, or go straight into rehab, without giving any explanation whatsoever.
He has to mind himself solely for now, first and foremost.
You are right, they do want to pull you back. And they will also become very angry with you when you leave them. They are degenerate.
So if you don’t have a strong enough character, they will just persuade you to come and do drugs all day once again.
I hate those people.
[ email redacted ]
"Don’t quit. Suffer now,
and live the rest of your life as a Champion.“
Read the Temple of Zeus: Learn the truth and knowledge that has been secret and forbidden for MILLENIA!!
STAND TALL, BE PROUD, BE STRONG, YOU ARE PART OF ZEUS‘S HOUSE!
HAIL LADY INANNA!!
HAIL LORD APOLLO!!
HAIL BAAL-ZEBULON!!
HAIL FATHER ZEUS!!
While this may wake up some, these circles are known to try to pull people back in. The ways they can do this are numerous, and they are at no shortage to invent new ways to get other people back in.
It's in the best interest of the OP to move away, or go straight into rehab, without giving any explanation whatsoever.
He has to mind himself solely for now, first and foremost.
You are right, they do want to pull you back. And they will also become very angry with you when you leave them. They are degenerate.
So if you don’t have a strong enough character, they will just persuade you to come and do drugs all day once again.
I hate those people.
I certainly understand your situation. Please understand that you're not alone. Many of us here have been in this same situation or worse. With the advice that hp Zevios Metathronos, and many others will provide for you, it will help you, and the help from the Temple of Zeus's power meditations, you will find the strength through this and you will overcame all of this, and live a healthier, happier life. It is never too late! This is your time to defeat this struggle and empower yourself! Coming here and asking for help was the best start. I know that the Temple of Zeus will be a great help to you. I wish you the best in your recovery...
LADY BELLATRIX
SATANIC WARRIOR
HAIL ZEUS/LUCIFER!
Enlightened_Serpent, I don't mind if you don’t remember who I am from so long ago but I am 99% sure that it was you who I met on social media randomly years ago and talked to for a couple days. We exchanged pictures and stuff. I want to explain how much it meant to me to encounter you and that I believe my GD specifically led me to you to restore a lot of the belief that I had lost in many others around that time in my life. I hope I didn't offend you with my behavior.
It was just hard to believe because there are/were so many infiltrators, but if you were one of them then you obviously wouldn’t have given me a reason to fight for so long. I love you a lot, and it still makes me happy to see that you are here with us, as you have been my personal heroine and a major inspiration to me for years even from what little I know about you. I wanted to say here thank you for bringing me that, thank you for being a Zevist, and that I look forward to hopefully someday seeing you on the other side of this path as well, wherever it may lead us.
HAIL ZEUS
I certainly understand your situation. Please understand that you're not alone. Many of us here have been in this same situation or worse. With the advice that hp Zevios Metathronos, and many others will provide for you, it will help you, and the help from the Temple of Zeus's power meditations, you will find the strength through this and you will overcame all of this, and live a healthier, happier life. It is never too late! This is your time to defeat this struggle and empower yourself! Coming here and asking for help was the best start. I know that the Temple of Zeus will be a great help to you. I wish you the best in your recovery...
LADY BELLATRIX
SATANIC WARRIOR
HAIL ZEUS/LUCIFER!
Enlightened_Serpent, I don't mind if you don’t remember who I am from so long ago but I am 99% sure that it was you who I met on social media randomly years ago and talked to for a couple days. We exchanged pictures and stuff. I want to explain how much it meant to me to encounter you and that I believe my GD specifically led me to you to restore a lot of the belief that I had lost in many others around that time in my life. I hope I didn't offend you with my behavior.
It was just hard to believe because there are/were so many infiltrators, but if you were one of them then you obviously wouldn’t have given me a reason to fight for so long. I love you a lot, and it still makes me happy to see that you are here with us, as you have been my personal heroine and a major inspiration to me for years even from what little I know about you. I wanted to say here thank you for bringing me that, thank you for being a Zevist, and that I look forward to hopefully someday seeing you on the other side of this path as well, wherever it may lead us.
HAIL ZEUS
I certainly understand your situation. Please understand that you're not alone. Many of us here have been in this same situation or worse. With the advice that hp Zevios Metathronos, and many others will provide for you, it will help you, and the help from the Temple of Zeus's power meditations, you will find the strength through this and you will overcame all of this, and live a healthier, happier life. It is never too late! This is your time to defeat this struggle and empower yourself! Coming here and asking for help was the best start. I know that the Temple of Zeus will be a great help to you. I wish you the best in your recovery...
LADY BELLATRIX
SATANIC WARRIOR
HAIL ZEUS/LUCIFER!Enlightened_Serpent, I don't mind if you don’t remember who I am from so long ago but I am 99% sure that it was you who I met on social media randomly years ago and talked to for a couple days. We exchanged pictures and stuff. I want to explain how much it meant to me to encounter you and that I believe my GD specifically led me to you to restore a lot of the belief that I had lost in many others around that time in my life. I hope I didn't offend you with my behavior.
It was just hard to believe because there are/were so many infiltrators, but if you were one of them then you obviously wouldn’t have given me a reason to fight for so long. I love you a lot, and it still makes me happy to see that you are here with us, as you have been my personal heroine and a major inspiration to me for years even from what little I know about you. I wanted to say here thank you for bringing me that, thank you for being Zevism, and that I look forward to hopefully someday seeing you on the other side of this path as well, wherever it may lead us.
You are too cute!
[ email redacted ]
"Don’t quit. Suffer now,
and live the rest of your life as a Champion.“
Read the Temple of Zeus: Learn the truth and knowledge that has been secret and forbidden for MILLENIA!!
STAND TALL, BE PROUD, BE STRONG, YOU ARE PART OF ZEUS‘S HOUSE!
HAIL LADY INANNA!!
HAIL LORD APOLLO!!
HAIL BAAL-ZEBULON!!
HAIL FATHER ZEUS!!
I certainly understand your situation. Please understand that you're not alone. Many of us here have been in this same situation or worse. With the advice that hp Zevios Metathronos, and many others will provide for you, it will help you, and the help from the Temple of Zeus's power meditations, you will find the strength through this and you will overcame all of this, and live a healthier, happier life. It is never too late! This is your time to defeat this struggle and empower yourself! Coming here and asking for help was the best start. I know that the Temple of Zeus will be a great help to you. I wish you the best in your recovery...
LADY BELLATRIX
SATANIC WARRIOR
HAIL ZEUS/LUCIFER!Enlightened_Serpent, I don't mind if you don’t remember who I am from so long ago but I am 99% sure that it was you who I met on social media randomly years ago and talked to for a couple days. We exchanged pictures and stuff. I want to explain how much it meant to me to encounter you and that I believe my GD specifically led me to you to restore a lot of the belief that I had lost in many others around that time in my life. I hope I didn't offend you with my behavior.
It was just hard to believe because there are/were so many infiltrators, but if you were one of them then you obviously wouldn’t have given me a reason to fight for so long. I love you a lot, and it still makes me happy to see that you are here with us, as you have been my personal heroine and a major inspiration to me for years even from what little I know about you. I wanted to say here thank you for bringing me that, thank you for being Zevism, and that I look forward to hopefully someday seeing you on the other side of this path as well, wherever it may lead us.
You are too cute!
You are too cute!
Hahaha, yeah maybe I am. At some point it had to be said though, I know there's only so many people I can care about, so I must be a pretty gullible schizophrenic if I'm wrong this time.
You are too cute!
Hahaha, yeah maybe I am. At some point it had to be said though, I know there's only so many people I can care about, so I must be a pretty gullible schizophrenic if I'm wrong this time.
I certainly understand your situation. Please understand that you're not alone. Many of us here have been in this same situation or worse. With the advice that hp Zevios Metathronos, and many others will provide for you, it will help you, and the help from the Temple of Zeus's power meditations, you will find the strength through this and you will overcame all of this, and live a healthier, happier life. It is never too late! This is your time to defeat this struggle and empower yourself! Coming here and asking for help was the best start. I know that the Temple of Zeus will be a great help to you. I wish you the best in your recovery...
LADY BELLATRIX
SATANIC WARRIOR
HAIL ZEUS/LUCIFER!Enlightened_Serpent, I don't mind if you don’t remember who I am from so long ago but I am 99% sure that it was you who I met on social media randomly years ago and talked to for a couple days. We exchanged pictures and stuff. I want to explain how much it meant to me to encounter you and that I believe my GD specifically led me to you to restore a lot of the belief that I had lost in many others around that time in my life. I hope I didn't offend you with my behavior.
It was just hard to believe because there are/were so many infiltrators, but if you were one of them then you obviously wouldn’t have given me a reason to fight for so long. I love you a lot, and it still makes me happy to see that you are here with us, as you have been my personal heroine and a major inspiration to me for years even from what little I know about you. I wanted to say here thank you for bringing me that, thank you for being Zevism, and that I look forward to hopefully someday seeing you on the other side of this path as well, wherever it may lead us.
~Thank you so much for remembering. I think I do recall who you are, but I would need a name you used even if it wasn't your real one, during that time, it's okay. Was it an Enochian name or initials? the year we may have started chatting may help. I have had a lot of ups and downs with people before and I have met one or two people in person in the past from TOZ over the years through different media as you have, and some were not very kind to me for reasons of their own, which is understandable, as you say there are indeed many infiltrators. You never offended me, because I understand how hard it is to trust someone online, even in person,(if you are who I think you are) if you are not the person I am thinking of, I apologize. Either way, I was never offended, and I do understand. To be honest I thought and hoped you would come around in the future and realize that about me. It's interesting how true friends find one another if they are of the same path in life, even in these sort of situations. And I am happy about that as well. I am honored to be a Zevist and I am sure we will cross paths again whether in this life or the other side. I am glad you are a Zevist as well.
I just wanted to let you know that I am not the same person that was on the websites high priest/ess pages years back at the very beginning of the TOZ. I remember the name was a similar name to mine, but the reason I adopted this name years from then, now, was because it was spoken to me by Father himself; during a deep meditation I asked for a name to use for my brothers and sisters to address me when I joined here and Bellatrix was the word he spoke. So you may be thinking of the HighPriestess that was here before myself. Either way a name can be used more than once, so long as it's not abused and I would never abuse this beautiful name. I joined the yahoo groups before the egroups were down permanently. But I am happy to be here for you either way, and I will always be apart of the TOZ, even if the internet is fully shut down at some point. I will always be a Zevist and here to help those who seek me. But if it turns out I am not who you're thinking of, I am sorry, and I hope you find her, but I can be your friend as well. but if it is me, I thank you for your words of kindness, and appreciation, and give you the best of wishes on your journey as a Zevist. May all of your endeavors in life succeed...
LADY BELLATRIX
SATANIC WARRIOR
HAIL ZEUS!
I certainly understand your situation. Please understand that you're not alone. Many of us here have been in this same situation or worse. With the advice that hp Zevios Metathronos, and many others will provide for you, it will help you, and the help from the Temple of Zeus's power meditations, you will find the strength through this and you will overcame all of this, and live a healthier, happier life. It is never too late! This is your time to defeat this struggle and empower yourself! Coming here and asking for help was the best start. I know that the Temple of Zeus will be a great help to you. I wish you the best in your recovery...
LADY BELLATRIX
SATANIC WARRIOR
HAIL ZEUS/LUCIFER!Enlightened_Serpent, I don't mind if you don’t remember who I am from so long ago but I am 99% sure that it was you who I met on social media randomly years ago and talked to for a couple days. We exchanged pictures and stuff. I want to explain how much it meant to me to encounter you and that I believe my GD specifically led me to you to restore a lot of the belief that I had lost in many others around that time in my life. I hope I didn't offend you with my behavior.
It was just hard to believe because there are/were so many infiltrators, but if you were one of them then you obviously wouldn’t have given me a reason to fight for so long. I love you a lot, and it still makes me happy to see that you are here with us, as you have been my personal heroine and a major inspiration to me for years even from what little I know about you. I wanted to say here thank you for bringing me that, thank you for being Zevism, and that I look forward to hopefully someday seeing you on the other side of this path as well, wherever it may lead us.
~Thank you so much for remembering. I think I do recall who you are, but I would need a name you used even if it wasn't your real one, during that time, it's okay. Was it an Enochian name or initials? the year we may have started chatting may help. I have had a lot of ups and downs with people before and I have met one or two people in person in the past from TOZ over the years through different media as you have, and some were not very kind to me for reasons of their own, which is understandable, as you say there are indeed many infiltrators. You never offended me, because I understand how hard it is to trust someone online, even in person,(if you are who I think you are) if you are not the person I am thinking of, I apologize. Either way, I was never offended, and I do understand. To be honest I thought and hoped you would come around in the future and realize that about me. It's interesting how true friends find one another if they are of the same path in life, even in these sort of situations. And I am happy about that as well. I am honored to be a Zevist and I am sure we will cross paths again whether in this life or the other side. I am glad you are a Zevist as well.
I just wanted to let you know that I am not the same person that was on the websites high priest/ess pages years back at the very beginning of the TOZ. I remember the name was a similar name to mine, but the reason I adopted this name years from then, now, was because it was spoken to me by Father himself; during a deep meditation I asked for a name to use for my brothers and sisters to address me when I joined here and Bellatrix was the word he spoke. So you may be thinking of the HighPriestess that was here before myself. Either way a name can be used more than once, so long as it's not abused and I would never abuse this beautiful name. I joined the yahoo groups before the egroups were down permanently. But I am happy to be here for you either way, and I will always be apart of the TOZ, even if the internet is fully shut down at some point. I will always be a Zevist and here to help those who seek me. But if it turns out I am not who you're thinking of, I am sorry, and I hope you find her, but I can be your friend as well. but if it is me, I thank you for your words of kindness, and appreciation, and give you the best of wishes on your journey as a Zevist. May all of your endeavors in life succeed...
LADY BELLATRIX
SATANIC WARRIOR
HAIL ZEUS!
~Thank you so much for remembering. I think I do recall who you are, but I would need a name you used even if it wasn't your real one, during that time, it's okay. Was it an Enochian name or initials? the year we may have started chatting may help. I have had a lot of ups and downs with people before and I have met one or two people in person in the past from TOZ over the years through different media as you have, and some were not very kind to me for reasons of their own, which is understandable, as you say there are indeed many infiltrators. You never offended me, because I understand how hard it is to trust someone online, even in person,(if you are who I think you are) if you are not the person I am thinking of, I apologize. Either way, I was never offended, and I do understand. To be honest I thought and hoped you would come around in the future and realize that about me. It's interesting how true friends find one another if they are of the same path in life, even in these sort of situations. And I am happy about that as well. I am honored to be an Zevism and I am sure we will cross paths again whether in this life or the other side. I am glad you are an Zevism as well.
I just wanted to let you know that I am not the same person that was on the websites high priest/ess pages years back at the very beginning of the TOZ. I remember the name was a similar name to mine, but the reason I adopted this name years from then, now, was because it was spoken to me by Father himself; during a deep meditation I asked for a name to use for my brothers and sisters to address me when I joined here and Bellatrix was the word he spoke. So you may be thinking of the HighPriestess that was here before myself. Either way a name can be used more than once, so long as it's not abused and I would never abuse this beautiful name. I joined the yahoo groups before the egroups were down permanently. But I am happy to be here for you either way, and I will always be apart of the TOZ, even if the internet is fully shut down at some point. I will always be an Zevism and here to help those who seek me. But if it turns out I am not who you're thinking of, I am sorry, and I hope you find her, but I can be your friend as well. but if it is me, I thank you for your words of kindness, and appreciation, and give you the best of wishes on your journey as an Zevism. May all of your endeavors in life succeed...LADY BELLATRIX
SATANIC WARRIOR
HAIL ZEUS!
I think I used an animal name with something about icecream in it, I had curly hair around the time and I think I told you my real name too but I don't want to say it here. I'm glad to hear you weren't offended, I know what it's like with this stuff, but I think it'll get easier for Zevism to get in touch with each other as time moves on and things become more obvious. I actually think it can be awkward to talk to other Zevists most of the time because there can be an element of competition and the anxiety/paranoia at this stage can be really insane, lol. I really think it's going to get a lot easier at some point for all of us though when all the static anxiety that Zevists have for eachother is replaced with familiarity and comfort and there eventually won't be as much stress. I think it's already better now than 5 years ago.
But anyways I think I joined groups in 2015/16 and we talked in 2016/17, I might be wrong. We may have met in person, too... depending on what you mean by that. But I don't remember anyone else with your name and I thought it was you when I saw you in the yahoo groups too. I probably could have said this all earlier but it might have even be best we didn't talk much at the time, I'm not sure, I've grown a lot since then. I feel like we have lot in common with our attitudes and general life stories or something though that I can't quite put my finger on. By the way I looked up the meaning of Bellatrix and it suits you perfectly, I usually have a good sense of people and always thought you were really badass and cool ;)
I actually pretty much made that account, ended up talking to you within a week for less than a week, and then deleted the account like a week later because I felt that talking to you was probably the reason for my urge to make the account on that platform in the first place. You said I was "kinda cute", haha. I know this is kind of extreme in a way but I wouldn't be surprised if we knew each other in a previous life or two because I have a big "I know you" feeling about you especially after seeing your face and the fact we're both serious Zevism. Maybe just a confused feeling for someone who's exactly like you but it all seems too coincidental to be anything except for that, maybe you feel the same way. I've met a few Zevists IRL too but I realized eventually you can't make someone into what you want them to be, and that's why you inspire me so much. Some Zevists just get tired or something but I will always be here too no matter what, and I don't doubt you will be either.
If you want to you can send me an email or add me to your contacts to keep in touch just in case, I would love to be your friend either way. I try not to fill the boards with too many personal messages and stuff but this is a special occasion for me so I'll put some extra Rituals into the "personal post jar" later. I originally wrote more here too but I walked away from the computer and it signed me out so I can't remember if I'm missing anything I was going to say. I also wasn't and wouldn't be offended for the fact that there's nothing I can say to make you trust me (or my accounts) or to make you feel about or look at me in any way either. It's up to you but I'll reply to you anytime you want to email now or in the future, it's [ email redacted ]
~Thank you so much for remembering. I think I do recall who you are, but I would need a name you used even if it wasn't your real one, during that time, it's okay. Was it an Enochian name or initials? the year we may have started chatting may help. I have had a lot of ups and downs with people before and I have met one or two people in person in the past from TOZ over the years through different media as you have, and some were not very kind to me for reasons of their own, which is understandable, as you say there are indeed many infiltrators. You never offended me, because I understand how hard it is to trust someone online, even in person,(if you are who I think you are) if you are not the person I am thinking of, I apologize. Either way, I was never offended, and I do understand. To be honest I thought and hoped you would come around in the future and realize that about me. It's interesting how true friends find one another if they are of the same path in life, even in these sort of situations. And I am happy about that as well. I am honored to be an Zevism and I am sure we will cross paths again whether in this life or the other side. I am glad you are an Zevism as well.
I just wanted to let you know that I am not the same person that was on the websites high priest/ess pages years back at the very beginning of the TOZ. I remember the name was a similar name to mine, but the reason I adopted this name years from then, now, was because it was spoken to me by Father himself; during a deep meditation I asked for a name to use for my brothers and sisters to address me when I joined here and Bellatrix was the word he spoke. So you may be thinking of the HighPriestess that was here before myself. Either way a name can be used more than once, so long as it's not abused and I would never abuse this beautiful name. I joined the yahoo groups before the egroups were down permanently. But I am happy to be here for you either way, and I will always be apart of the TOZ, even if the internet is fully shut down at some point. I will always be an Zevism and here to help those who seek me. But if it turns out I am not who you're thinking of, I am sorry, and I hope you find her, but I can be your friend as well. but if it is me, I thank you for your words of kindness, and appreciation, and give you the best of wishes on your journey as an Zevism. May all of your endeavors in life succeed...LADY BELLATRIX
SATANIC WARRIOR
HAIL ZEUS!
I think I used an animal name with something about icecream in it, I had curly hair around the time and I think I told you my real name too but I don't want to say it here. I'm glad to hear you weren't offended, I know what it's like with this stuff, but I think it'll get easier for Zevism to get in touch with each other as time moves on and things become more obvious. I actually think it can be awkward to talk to other Zevists most of the time because there can be an element of competition and the anxiety/paranoia at this stage can be really insane, lol. I really think it's going to get a lot easier at some point for all of us though when all the static anxiety that Zevists have for eachother is replaced with familiarity and comfort and there eventually won't be as much stress. I think it's already better now than 5 years ago.
But anyways I think I joined groups in 2015/16 and we talked in 2016/17, I might be wrong. We may have met in person, too... depending on what you mean by that. But I don't remember anyone else with your name and I thought it was you when I saw you in the yahoo groups too. I probably could have said this all earlier but it might have even be best we didn't talk much at the time, I'm not sure, I've grown a lot since then. I feel like we have lot in common with our attitudes and general life stories or something though that I can't quite put my finger on. By the way I looked up the meaning of Bellatrix and it suits you perfectly, I usually have a good sense of people and always thought you were really badass and cool ;)
I actually pretty much made that account, ended up talking to you within a week for less than a week, and then deleted the account like a week later because I felt that talking to you was probably the reason for my urge to make the account on that platform in the first place. You said I was "kinda cute", haha. I know this is kind of extreme in a way but I wouldn't be surprised if we knew each other in a previous life or two because I have a big "I know you" feeling about you especially after seeing your face and the fact we're both serious Zevism. Maybe just a confused feeling for someone who's exactly like you but it all seems too coincidental to be anything except for that, maybe you feel the same way. I've met a few Zevists IRL too but I realized eventually you can't make someone into what you want them to be, and that's why you inspire me so much. Some Zevists just get tired or something but I will always be here too no matter what, and I don't doubt you will be either.
If you want to you can send me an email or add me to your contacts to keep in touch just in case, I would love to be your friend either way. I try not to fill the boards with too many personal messages and stuff but this is a special occasion for me so I'll put some extra Rituals into the "personal post jar" later. I originally wrote more here too but I walked away from the computer and it signed me out so I can't remember if I'm missing anything I was going to say. I also wasn't and wouldn't be offended for the fact that there's nothing I can say to make you trust me (or my accounts) or to make you feel about or look at me in any way either. It's up to you but I'll reply to you anytime you want to email now or in the future, it's [ email redacted ]
Do you want to get married and move to eachother? I really want a family some day and can't really see wanting anyone else to raise children with by choice. I read your post about raising kids with Zevism. I have some money and connections in real estate and stuff so it would be a little bit easier to get a head start. I don't know about the vaccine or whatever but it's worth the risk in my opinion, I'd rather get it and risk it to move than risk not doing that.
I really do love you, like anyone else here, but I'm grateful for specifically showing me it's not all doom and gloom for love. This is hard to explain but you're obviously really pretty and after being told so many times I'm supposed to only care about one thing or whatever it's nice to just love someone who proves that's obviously not all there is to it. It might be antiquated or whatever to outright ask but I trust you and I think probably you understand. I would have asked before but I thought maybe you wouldn't believe I was being serious.
Do you want to get married and move to eachother? I really want a family some day and can't really see wanting anyone else to raise children with by choice. I read your post about raising kids with Zevism. I have some money and connections in real estate and stuff so it would be a little bit easier to get a head start. I don't know about the vaccine or whatever but it's worth the risk in my opinion, I'd rather get it and risk it to move than risk not doing that.
I really do love you, like anyone else here, but I'm grateful for specifically showing me it's not all doom and gloom for love. This is hard to explain but you're obviously really pretty and after being told so many times I'm supposed to only care about one thing or whatever it's nice to just love someone who proves that's obviously not all there is to it. It might be antiquated or whatever to outright ask but I trust you and I think probably you understand. I would have asked before but I thought maybe you wouldn't believe I was being serious.
I am not a doctor and you should see yours but if you wanna come off it I would recommend you ask your doctor for a high dosage of gabepentin. It's a non-narcotic and does wonders for opiod addicts coming off. I've watched a docu about it. It talked about the successes.
I am not a doctor and you should see yours but if you wanna come off it I would recommend you ask your doctor for a high dosage of gabepentin. It's a non-narcotic and does wonders for opiod addicts coming off. I've watched a docu about it. It talked about the successes.
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