Help from any experienced satanist would be greatly appreciated.

[hiimcordell2]

I tried to post this a few days ago, I don't know what happened. I guess to put it simply... I believe all that I've read on joyofsatan.org, but I need proof. I need a way to prove to myself that this is real. Everything I've read makes sense when I think about it and think about what I already know about world history. I just have trouble accepting it as factual without having an actual experience to back it up. I am not trying to be disrespectful, I am not trying to make anyone question their faith. I only need something to believe in, and I want to believe in this, but my mind will not let me without a solid experience. Any advice or assistance would be greatly appreciated. I know this sounds bad. I cannot help it. I want to believe... I think I believe it. But I still have some doubt. It sound too good to be true.

 

[C Y]

Many of us here have been here for years. We have gotten facts and proof over time by experience. Things in Spiritual Satanism does not come right away, and this is something i should let you know.

Spiritual Satanism based on the original ancient Pagan religions, predating Christianity or as i like to call it, Communism of the rats.

I do not think you read everything in the JOS.

I recommend reading ExposingChristianity website.

http://see_the_truth.webs.com/

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hiimcordell2" <hiimcordell2@... wrote:

I tried to post this a few days ago, I don't know what happened. I guess to put it simply... I believe all that I've read on joyofsatan.org, but I need proof. I need a way to prove to myself that this is real. Everything I've read makes sense when I think about it and think about what I already know about world history. I just have trouble accepting it as factual without having an actual experience to back it up. I am not trying to be disrespectful, I am not trying to make anyone question their faith. I only need something to believe in, and I want to believe in this, but my mind will not let me without a solid experience. Any advice or assistance would be greatly appreciated. I know this sounds bad. I cannot help it. I want to believe... I think I believe it. But I still have some doubt. It sound too good to be true.

 

[Shannon Outlaw]

Dedicate yourself and meditate and you will see. YOUR experience will be the best teacher for you. So seek put the answers you you want. Also continue to read the joyofsatan website for sources etc




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On Sun, Aug 11, 2013 9:50 PM PDT hiimcordell2 wrote:

I tried to post this a few days ago, I don't know what happened. I guess to put it simply... I believe all that I've read on joyofsatan.org, but I need proof. I need a way to prove to myself that this is real. Everything I've read makes sense when I think about it and think about what I already know about world history. I just have trouble accepting it as factual without having an actual experience to back it up. I am not trying to be disrespectful, I am not trying to make anyone question their faith. I only need something to believe in, and I want to believe in this, but my mind will not let me without a solid experience. Any advice or assistance would be greatly appreciated. I know this sounds bad. I cannot help it. I want to believe... I think I believe it. But I still have some doubt. It sound too good to be true.

 

[the_fire_starter666]

Honestly, you're thinking the wrong way, but not what you currently imagine. Practice and experience and enjoy, that's what you should be the first thing in your mind. All power meditations and other disciplines are supposed to be done without expectation of results. You just don't do them for 1 week like you said and expect results. You do them as a hobby no matter what happens and you don't focus on your mind trying to cause anything. It's a common failure thing among people who try to bring desperately results.

That's the reason many of us keep journals and advise people to do that. It's much like another thing you practice, like shooting free throws. Common sense tells us that at the first time you practice you won't really shoot at the goal successfully. But as you practice, it'll become easier and even automatic. A person learning to play basketball doesn't really say "I need proof, I have tried to shoot free throws and I can't, how can I know this is real??" He simply practices and enjoys the practice. Like with many things, there's no really quickproof. It's something that takes practice.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hiimcordell2" <hiimcordell2@... wrote:

I tried to post this a few days ago, I don't know what happened. I guess to put it simply... I believe all that I've read on joyofsatan.org, but I need proof. I need a way to prove to myself that this is real. Everything I've read makes sense when I think about it and think about what I already know about world history. I just have trouble accepting it as factual without having an actual experience to back it up. I am not trying to be disrespectful, I am not trying to make anyone question their faith. I only need something to believe in, and I want to believe in this, but my mind will not let me without a solid experience. Any advice or assistance would be greatly appreciated. I know this sounds bad. I cannot help it. I want to believe... I think I believe it. But I still have some doubt. It sound too good to be true.

 

[Eduardo]

It seems like you are an honest and sincere man and I appreciate that. I was exactly like you, and to tell the truth, I'm still little sceptical.

I do meditation daily, I'm still almost on the beggining line but I'm hoping to have strong proofs soon.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hiimcordell2" <hiimcordell2@... wrote:

I tried to post this a few days ago, I don't know what happened. I guess to put it simply... I believe all that I've read on joyofsatan.org, but I need proof. I need a way to prove to myself that this is real. Everything I've read makes sense when I think about it and think about what I already know about world history. I just have trouble accepting it as factual without having an actual experience to back it up. I am not trying to be disrespectful, I am not trying to make anyone question their faith. I only need something to believe in, and I want to believe in this, but my mind will not let me without a solid experience. Any advice or assistance would be greatly appreciated. I know this sounds bad. I cannot help it. I want to believe... I think I believe it. But I still have some doubt. It sound too good to be true.

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Please be sure to keep a journal and write down how you felt, what you did (meditation and yoga-wise), the results and over a few months time, you will have the proof you seek.How detailed you are in your entry helps.
From: Eduardo <edugui22@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Monday, August 12, 2013 6:31:32 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Help from any experienced satanist would be greatly appreciated.

  It seems like you are an honest and sincere man and I appreciate that. I was exactly like you, and to tell the truth, I'm still little sceptical.

I do meditation daily, I'm still almost on the beggining line but I'm hoping to have strong proofs soon.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hiimcordell2" <hiimcordell2@... wrote:

I tried to post this a few days ago, I don't know what happened. I guess to put it simply... I believe all that I've read on joyofsatan.org, but I need proof. I need a way to prove to myself that this is real. Everything I've read makes sense when I think about it and think about what I already know about world history. I just have trouble accepting it as factual without having an actual experience to back it up. I am not trying to be disrespectful, I am not trying to make anyone question their faith. I only need something to believe in, and I want to believe in this, but my mind will not let me without a solid experience. Any advice or assistance would be greatly appreciated. I know this sounds bad. I cannot help it. I want to believe... I think I believe it. But I still have some doubt. It sound too good to be true.