Virbra said:
I've never successfully contacted mine. I've tried ouija I've tried a pendulum. I've tried meditating and asking. I'm afraid either I'm not open enough or perhaps my absence from satanism made them not wish to contact me. I'm doing Rituals and meditating trying to prove that I'm serious and here to stay, I'm just overcome by a longing to contact them.
I'm grateful for all the advice I've gotten on here it's been very helpful for me to Advance I was really crippled by depression in a lot of pain that I went through but I'm feeling better I just want to get better and move forward I really want to be able to contact my guardian.
There's usually a good reason. You might not be advanced enough to sense/feel them or their energy or they might be preoccupied or busy and may come to you at a later date. The gods have lives, schedules and things they need to do in their days as well. They also fight a war with the enemy on their own planet, how they find the time for us at all on top of all that is beyond me.
My own guardian is one who is very busy all the time, like extremely so. So much apparently that when I'm under an attack by the enemy that I can't handle he sends another demon to help me on his behalf. In all my years of JoS I've only ever had maybe one "face-to-face" interaction with him. I know he still takes care of me though and has helped me countless times on matters of safety and protection when it was out of my hands. He is Satan's chief guard and head of security so I 100% understand and don't ever blame him when he's too busy to answer me at any given time.
I assure you your guardian demon is more than aware of you and your desires to contact them and they are more involved with you and your progress on a day-to-day basis than you think. Just because you can't see or hear them does not mean they aren't there or that they've abandoned you.