HELP. AM I READY?

[Christina Bird]

well,, i've always known that there's much more to satanism than what it seems, and finally to be here, its amazing.
many times in the night, i feel like im not alone n that i have someone watching over me. i want to know my Father..and when i read the website, somehow i just felt that i didnt even need anything more to make me feel convinced. but now i see my life just fading away..i feel blue and powerless..im almost depressed..
since the past few days, something inside my mind tells me that i shud dedicate soon.
yesterday i felt reeeally fuckin weak. spiritually..emotionally. i needed something to lift me up. later that day while i was bathing, it just came to me that its time for me to tell Satan that i want his presence in my life..and just then my mood, my mind..just brightened up. and that i want to...i need to feel the joy of being part of this. but im still not sure if im ready.
please help asap i need to know..
and what are the immediate effect in ur life after u've dedicated?

 

[Skye Gamet]

feeling weak could be a grey or angel sucking you of energy. i have alwas felt that way, but i have huge ravens following me instead of just a feeling. i dedicted two weeks ago on tuesday. for me i felt very very happy afterwards and joyfull, which is strange cause i haven't felt that way in a very very long time. i would say go for it. it will help your life the results might not be immediate, but they will come. HAIL SATAN!!
From: Christina Bird <wicked.doll_christina@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Fri, December 4, 2009 6:42:40 AM
Subject: [Teens4Satan] HELP. AM I READY?

  well,, i've always known that there's much more to satanism than what it seems, and finally to be here, its amazing.
many times in the night, i feel like im not alone n that i have someone watching over me. i want to know my Father..and when i read the website, somehow i just felt that i didnt even need anything more to make me feel convinced. but now i see my life just fading away..i feel blue and powerless..im almost depressed..
since the past few days, something inside my mind tells me that i shud dedicate soon.
yesterday i felt reeeally fuckin weak. spiritually. .emotionally. i needed something to lift me up. later that day while i was bathing, it just came to me that its time for me to tell Satan that i want his presence in my life..and just then my mood, my mind..just brightened up. and that i want to...i need to feel the joy of being part of this. but im still not sure if im ready.
please help asap i need to know..
and what are the immediate effect in ur life after u've dedicated?

 

[garimevil]

well it does seem that you need to be inspired by Satan for your life to take change.I definitly agree for you to dedicate.

ALL OF THE EFFECTS OF DEDICATING ARE POSITIVE! Some might be negative,but that is only for change to take place.
Trust me.Its worth it.
HAIL SATAN

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Christina Bird <wicked.doll_christina@... wrote:

well,, i've always known that there's much more to satanism than what it seems, and finally to be here, its amazing.
many times in the night, i feel like im not alone n that i have someone watching over me. i want to know my Father..and when i read the website, somehow i just felt that i didnt even need anything more to make me feel convinced. but now i see my life just fading away..i feel blue and powerless..im almost depressed..
since the past few days, something inside my mind tells me that i shud dedicate soon.
yesterday i felt reeeally fuckin weak. spiritually..emotionally. i needed something to lift me up. later that day while i was bathing, it just came to me that its time for me to tell Satan that i want his presence in my life..and just then my mood, my mind..just brightened up. and that i want to...i need to feel the joy of being part of this. but im still not sure if im ready.
please help asap i need to know..
and what are the immediate effect in ur life after u've dedicated?