Giulia Tofana
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i wanted to talk about this because I still feel so bad and dirty.
i had a 'friend' from my university, from the same class. i have always seen him as weird and quiet, he wouldn't talk with many people and always stare. we eventually ended up in a conversation since we were in the same class. I always had that feeling in heart, like he was acting weird. not shy weird or anxious weird. I don't even know how to explain this but I just felt cautious around him. we interacted around the collage and drank a coffee or two together. (we only spoke for like 2 weeks.) one day we sat on the grass while speaking and I kept seeing that look in his eyes, empty. it was like he was talking with a rock or tree or something. and after a while he tried to kiss me, I of course rejected him but he insisted. my body rejected him in a surprising way. the weird thing was that we were still on the grass, there were many people around. I threatened him and walked away. then he called me for like 20 or 30 times, messaged me about how sorry he felt. I blocked him immediately. I haven't seen him for a while now.
the things he said was terrifying. I couldn't communicate with him because he just wouldn't understand. I said that "you really disturb me and I don't want to talk to you anymore." and he said that "I said sorry, you will talk to me. you can talk to me, why isn't it enough to say sorry? you can pretend it never happened. you are pathetic, you are problematic, you are overreacting." when I explain it like this, it sounds really simple I know it. but the way he looked at me, the way he spoke really frightened me. he was like soulless, like he was just a body and didn't really have a soul. i cant even explain it, but I hope you guys would understand. he couldn't manage to understand emotions, feelings. I was saying that I felt bad, but he was acting like I was a lunatic. I know men are not as emotionally intelligent as woman mostly, but that was different. it was like he didn't even know what those meant. he looked at me like i was just a garbage. and I'm sure he wasn't even aware of that.
i felt disgusting afterwards. I felt stained and dirty. I mean a guy can try to kiss me, maybe if he thought that I liked him too or whatever. but if he sees that im rejecting, he would stop right then and say sorry. but that guy was expecting ME to say sorry. I felt bad for days, my energy was so low and my aura was stained. I had to do aura cleansing repeatedly for days to feel better. later i found out that he was a jew, and even worse his father was a religious one. i should have known, but I wanted to be optimistic and make a new friend.
i never felt so disrespected and insulted in my whole life. interacting with him disgusted me. and I felt remorse after blocking him, because I ignored the feeling inside me. for days, i only tried to clean my aura. now a new year is beginning, I gladly changed my collage. I will never see him again.
this made me realize jow destructive jews can be. if he can make me feel terrible like this alone, they all together are harming the world in a way we can't even begin to understand. they are far from human. they don't experience emotions like we do, that's why they can't understand them. even their eyes are not human. I saw pigs much more alive than they are. after that day I increased my aura protection. this was a lesson for me, it taught me to trust my instincts. and it also taught me how horrible jews can be. i was sadly underestimating them before. I dont know if I'm overreacting, I really don't. I just still feel bad after months when i remembef this experience and wanted to share it with you guys. i really need to hear that I was not overreacting.
i had a 'friend' from my university, from the same class. i have always seen him as weird and quiet, he wouldn't talk with many people and always stare. we eventually ended up in a conversation since we were in the same class. I always had that feeling in heart, like he was acting weird. not shy weird or anxious weird. I don't even know how to explain this but I just felt cautious around him. we interacted around the collage and drank a coffee or two together. (we only spoke for like 2 weeks.) one day we sat on the grass while speaking and I kept seeing that look in his eyes, empty. it was like he was talking with a rock or tree or something. and after a while he tried to kiss me, I of course rejected him but he insisted. my body rejected him in a surprising way. the weird thing was that we were still on the grass, there were many people around. I threatened him and walked away. then he called me for like 20 or 30 times, messaged me about how sorry he felt. I blocked him immediately. I haven't seen him for a while now.
the things he said was terrifying. I couldn't communicate with him because he just wouldn't understand. I said that "you really disturb me and I don't want to talk to you anymore." and he said that "I said sorry, you will talk to me. you can talk to me, why isn't it enough to say sorry? you can pretend it never happened. you are pathetic, you are problematic, you are overreacting." when I explain it like this, it sounds really simple I know it. but the way he looked at me, the way he spoke really frightened me. he was like soulless, like he was just a body and didn't really have a soul. i cant even explain it, but I hope you guys would understand. he couldn't manage to understand emotions, feelings. I was saying that I felt bad, but he was acting like I was a lunatic. I know men are not as emotionally intelligent as woman mostly, but that was different. it was like he didn't even know what those meant. he looked at me like i was just a garbage. and I'm sure he wasn't even aware of that.
i felt disgusting afterwards. I felt stained and dirty. I mean a guy can try to kiss me, maybe if he thought that I liked him too or whatever. but if he sees that im rejecting, he would stop right then and say sorry. but that guy was expecting ME to say sorry. I felt bad for days, my energy was so low and my aura was stained. I had to do aura cleansing repeatedly for days to feel better. later i found out that he was a jew, and even worse his father was a religious one. i should have known, but I wanted to be optimistic and make a new friend.
i never felt so disrespected and insulted in my whole life. interacting with him disgusted me. and I felt remorse after blocking him, because I ignored the feeling inside me. for days, i only tried to clean my aura. now a new year is beginning, I gladly changed my collage. I will never see him again.
this made me realize jow destructive jews can be. if he can make me feel terrible like this alone, they all together are harming the world in a way we can't even begin to understand. they are far from human. they don't experience emotions like we do, that's why they can't understand them. even their eyes are not human. I saw pigs much more alive than they are. after that day I increased my aura protection. this was a lesson for me, it taught me to trust my instincts. and it also taught me how horrible jews can be. i was sadly underestimating them before. I dont know if I'm overreacting, I really don't. I just still feel bad after months when i remembef this experience and wanted to share it with you guys. i really need to hear that I was not overreacting.
