jefftielke
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hello my name is jeff tielke and im sort of new to religion in general. i was, i guess you can say, raised to believe in the christian way of thinking. i went to a christian school from pre-school to third grade and was forced to go to church every friday, and after that my family made me and my sister go to sunday school i think till about half way thru fourth or fifth grade i cant remember. anyway i considered myself more of an atheist, but was open to the concept of a higher power, that being god (from christianity), which evolved into what i believed as a hierarchy, i.e. god as king, then lesser gods (like from the ancient religions, mainly Egyptian gods) angels, demons, then humanity on the bottom being ruled in a sort of way. then one night a few months back i was surfing through youtube and stumbled onto the video "The Evils of the System" ( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xYgBRmCLdSI ) by AngelFighter666, which at first i thought was an anti-government video. boy was this a shock. it felt like a blow to the head, i needed to know more, questions from days long forgotten arouse and new answers were found. eventually i made it to the JoS website and began to study. it was a bit overwhelming at first but now its settling in on me. i was about to start trying to open the chakras and astral projection when i read that it was highly recommended to do the dedication ceremony beforehand, for protection from Father. long story short im waiting for the candles and such to come in the mail.
but one day a religious discussion broke out in the shop where i work, and i was labeled as a "devil worshiper" simply because i wear all black when not at work - i like the color, i think it looks good on me. anyway, i mentioned what ive been looking into and was immediately shot down and felt like an idiot because i could not counter their counter-counter argument.... so i was asked to show them where i got "these ridicules ideas" from, so i e-mailed the JoS website and two sermons from this e-group. the reply's i got back were rather disturbing and i haven't talked to him about it since. i feel like i needed to post these here, but i would like some feedback on the matter. i mean no disrespect and the opinions posted in the quotes are entirely of the other individual:
"Tielke this is the stupidest shit I've ever heard in my life. This is
just a group of contrary people who started a counter-"cult"ure religion
just for the point of being contrary. If that wasn't true, then they
wouldn't have stolen judeo christian symbols of demons and devils (which
were stolen from older religions when they themselves were created.)
This religion is built upon equal parts of stolen ideas, accusation,
hypocracy, googling zeitgeist information about main-stream religions,
mind expanding drug use, and imagination. At least look into some
counter culture religion for demons and such that has it's act together,
these people sound retarded. They need some originality."
"This person is trying to talk about the Jewish religion when saying Xian
which they mean Zion. They mention that it is a Zionistic belief that
money is the root of all evil which is so incrediably contradictory to
reality I feel like they're insane or joking. Please find something
else to read that has it's shit together, this is pathetic. There has to
be a satan worship out there that has it's shit together. "
end quote
again i dont mean to offend...
Hail Father Enki!
but one day a religious discussion broke out in the shop where i work, and i was labeled as a "devil worshiper" simply because i wear all black when not at work - i like the color, i think it looks good on me. anyway, i mentioned what ive been looking into and was immediately shot down and felt like an idiot because i could not counter their counter-counter argument.... so i was asked to show them where i got "these ridicules ideas" from, so i e-mailed the JoS website and two sermons from this e-group. the reply's i got back were rather disturbing and i haven't talked to him about it since. i feel like i needed to post these here, but i would like some feedback on the matter. i mean no disrespect and the opinions posted in the quotes are entirely of the other individual:
"Tielke this is the stupidest shit I've ever heard in my life. This is
just a group of contrary people who started a counter-"cult"ure religion
just for the point of being contrary. If that wasn't true, then they
wouldn't have stolen judeo christian symbols of demons and devils (which
were stolen from older religions when they themselves were created.)
This religion is built upon equal parts of stolen ideas, accusation,
hypocracy, googling zeitgeist information about main-stream religions,
mind expanding drug use, and imagination. At least look into some
counter culture religion for demons and such that has it's act together,
these people sound retarded. They need some originality."
"This person is trying to talk about the Jewish religion when saying Xian
which they mean Zion. They mention that it is a Zionistic belief that
money is the root of all evil which is so incrediably contradictory to
reality I feel like they're insane or joking. Please find something
else to read that has it's shit together, this is pathetic. There has to
be a satan worship out there that has it's shit together. "
end quote
again i dont mean to offend...
Hail Father Enki!