I have read the joy of Satan i have read many other articles that might be true. I am finding it hard to bring myself to him i don't care tho of what others have put in my mind since i was a child i have read the words and i like that a coven is like a family were as the christian and catholic people hesitate to greet each other and then lie as they commit sins beg for forgiveness and then go and do it again i have seen it all when know one else notices. the point in this topic is i would like to join, dedicate, and offer my being and soul to father Lucifer. I i have to dedicate to him alone i will but i am always lost in my mind always so clouded. i have much more to say but i am not sure how to bring it out but if you shall answer me i give u my gratitude.