Hello everyone..

[produkt94]

I have been in a certain situation for about a year and a couple months now..my name is Chris by the way..please hear me out, I'm not alone if you know what I mean.

I have always enjoyed writing poetry..until I wanted to take it to the next level. I love rapping. Not the "bitches, money, weed" rap on the radio, I'm talking about real life situations described in a song.

I was outside one night, thinking, about a year and a half ago. My life at that time was spinning outta control. Nothing I did was right, I couldn't get ahead for anything..I was frustrated..

I decided, and it was a strong decision, that I was gonna make music. I felt it, I got the goosebumps from the new path I was going to take. And right at that moment, I heard a male voice that said, "you have it"

My heart started racing and I perked my ears a little and said, "excuse me?"
Then I heard a female say "he's terrified!"

The only thing I could think of was demons.

Please respond to this message..I've had 2 things happen to me.

I felt a weird pressure in my head, moving around..it got deeper and my brain was literally shocked..my vision went red and my tv started messing up..

Number two experience..I was in bed, and felt an energy enter my torso/stomach area..it felt hot, but not overbearing heat..every exhale made the energy surface to my skin, making it feel tingly, until I would inhale, then it would go back in...

I'm not scared, I'm just really confused.

 

[lonebluetear]

I'm new here but have had a lot of 'paranormal' experiences since I was a little kid.  From my own experience, there was a time when I was in total need of direction.  My husband at that time was extremely abusive but I really didn't (I was a Christian at the time and told by the church to stay in the situation, though I know he would have ended up killing me) know for sure that I could leave the situation without 'God' being angry with me.  Anyhow, I was in the bathroom and trying to figure out what to do was driving me nuts.  I was standing by the mirror and a male voice said, clear as day, "It's okay for you to leave."  That was it.  I THINK that because I had so much energy and such into it (as you did with your dilemma), that it allowed a spiritual being to help guide me.  It sounds like (though I cannot be sure) you had 2 beings who were trying to help you.  And yeah, I guess if you're not used to things like this happening (I've had lots of things happen, including voices, so it didn't freak me out) I can see how the other entity/spirit/guide would have commented on your being scared - though I think a reassuring word on her part would have been more soothing.  As far as the physical sensation - I've had a lot of physical stuff happen to me, which continues (from being gently touched to being punched in the stomach over and over), I've not felt what you are describing.  I DO know, that 3 days ago, when I had my first actual conversation (verbally, me to Him), I felt a strong presence which was a bit heavy, but comforting and things were a bit 'blurred' I guess would be the word.  I believe it was His way to let me know, indeed, now that I know Satan is our actual Creator and God (and I have been searching for the truth for a long time) and want to dedicate myself to Him, He is here for me.  That brings me great joy but I am angry at being lied to for so long and how the lie continues.  Sorry to ramble, but it sounds like good things are about to happen for you.  And when you hear someone talking to you, from my own experience (for the most part), it's something that's pretty rare for most people - but a voice we can generally trust.  If it was a voice saying to do bad things, then no.  I wouldn't trust it.  But it sounds like a positive confirmation which you needed to hear.  May good things come your way.