Hello there.
I was wondering if anybody resides in the UK? I live in a small town and not met any fellow Satanist whom comes from the UK.
Also, my dream last night. I have recently started meditating again - and I have moved away from my previous home due to problems and it was where I did my dedication ritual and such. Even though bad things had happened there - I had an odd attachment for the place. I have plenty of dreams of wanting to go back there and I know, it was stupid and pointless. But anyhow, last night I had a dream that 'awoken me', if you will. It was if I went back to the house, it would be as worse as ever. And now, I just get a horrible feeling about the place, as if I shouldn't think about it anymore and be happy with where I am now. It has pushed me forward and it feels as if a weight has been lifted from my shoulders.Now, I have been dedicated two years but prior to these events I have not been meditating for around a year. But recently, I have been able to meditate again. I will still call myself a beginner. And may I ask, is it due to my meditations and myself that has moved me on or is it something else?Thank you for your time.AVE SATANAS![/B]HAIL THE GODS OF OLD![/B]
I was wondering if anybody resides in the UK? I live in a small town and not met any fellow Satanist whom comes from the UK.
Also, my dream last night. I have recently started meditating again - and I have moved away from my previous home due to problems and it was where I did my dedication ritual and such. Even though bad things had happened there - I had an odd attachment for the place. I have plenty of dreams of wanting to go back there and I know, it was stupid and pointless. But anyhow, last night I had a dream that 'awoken me', if you will. It was if I went back to the house, it would be as worse as ever. And now, I just get a horrible feeling about the place, as if I shouldn't think about it anymore and be happy with where I am now. It has pushed me forward and it feels as if a weight has been lifted from my shoulders.Now, I have been dedicated two years but prior to these events I have not been meditating for around a year. But recently, I have been able to meditate again. I will still call myself a beginner. And may I ask, is it due to my meditations and myself that has moved me on or is it something else?Thank you for your time.AVE SATANAS![/B]HAIL THE GODS OF OLD![/B]
