The sudden obsession to spend does not feel like self control. Not 100% certain that the time is right to buy a laptop. This absurd obsession with doing it now is impulsive.
On Wednesday, January 13, 2016 1:32 AM, "Light Yagami tapapakiastinseira@... [JoyofSatan666]" <
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@Usul why would you not buy a laptop if this is what you want to do?
So, to answer Aldric's questions:
Have you put Satan first in your life?No matter how I look at it, my goals and my final destination is always going through His Path.
<b [/IMG]Are you still living for yourself and your own ego?[/B]This question can be perceived in two ways.
The way *I* perceive it: YES I am -finally- living for myself and heading towards my happiness, but I know this is not what you meant... So, according to what *you* meant, no, I don't care only for myself since as humans we are all connected naturally. I do have a strong ego, but this is goood, ego is goood.
(let us remember HP HoodedCobra's Sermon about ego. We're not talking about caring only for yourself and ignoring humanity's troubles or our Gods' war)
<b [/IMG]Have you decided to make Satan the center of your life?[/B]Nnnno? I think this connects to the previous question? I am always fighting; this is my way of living. Doing at least one reverse torah ritual daily. I am a Warrior, but I have other needs as well, I have other goals to achieve, I want to make comics so I have to dedicate myself fully to drawing. I want to create my own music so, likewise. I can't ignore my desires to make Satan the center of my life. I still want to live so many things, to achieve my dreams, so if I were to only meditate the entire day or to be doing 20 reverse torah rituals a day... that would make me miserable. Satan does not require slavish worship; it's been said many times before.
<b [/IMG]Have you dedicated yourself to him as a warrior even to death? Well, what say all of you? Are you ready too?
[/B]I have most certainly dedicated myself even to death, but I am NOT willing to die!! I am NOT going to die because as a Spiritual Satanist and a Warrior I will ALWAYS have the knowledge and the power needed to overcome ANY trial and to be victorious against the enemy!!!
So, Aldric, your questions can be perceived in two ways eh.. XD
Στις 8:47 π.μ. Τρίτη, 12 Ιανουαρίου 2016, ο/η "Usul Mystic usulmystic@... [JoyofSatan666]" <
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I think so. Got this obsession with going into town and buying a laptop. What is with this madness? No! The real mission is complete and absolute self control. Also seem to get very low energy and loss of focus. My first magical objective is to become immersed in meditation, yoga and reverse torah rituals. Raising energy for affirmations on raising energy to do affirmations. Using the Ansuz rune.
On Tuesday, January 12, 2016 10:44 AM, "aldric.strickland88@... [JoyofSatan666]" <
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Have you put Satan first in your life? Are you still living for yourself and your own ego? Have you decided to make Satan the center of your life? Have you dedicated yourself to him as a warrior even to death? Well, what say all of you? Are you ready too?
