Start a basic power meditation program and yoga routine, done consistently everyday. Be realistic with how much you can put in at first, and stick to it. From there, you can add more minutes to your routine once you have it down pat.
You could also do spiritual warfare. Do a ritual or in prayer/talking to Lord Satan, ask what you could do. Be aware of ideas that come to you in the next few days or hours, and follow up on them. Just be sure not to reveal your allegiance to others who are not Spiritual Satanists; for your own safety and the fact that word gets around fast. You don't want to lose your basic needs at home, your job or your social network.
Hi, my name is Kira and I am fairly new to Satanism. I've read up and studied a lot about Satanism and I've even done a ritual dedicating myself to Satan. But since I've done this, everything has gone downhill for me. I pray to Him for help and continue to try spells and rituals, but I feel like I've been rejected. How do I get closer to Satan and turn my life around?