greetings, im new here

[silas.westen]

Im sorry if this is inappropriate, im aware that most topics here are more in depth discussions about more experienced things, and i cant say i have something better to offer. I'll try not to make this a sob story, but i feel i'll need to explain some things for you best to understand me. This is a greeting after all.Satanism came to me in a very strange and subtle way, and i have only had very minor paranormal experiences as well as being too young and stupid at the time to consider it of any importance. Despite that, i still haven't given up on trying to even slightly strengthen myself spiritually, but im just about at the end of my rope here, i havent felt any auras, seen any spirits or demons, nothing. Maybe i just dont have that natural talent, or i havent trained hard enough. Either way, its very discouraging. Im in my early 20's and i've been paying attention to certain patterns of events in my life, and decided that Satanism might be the answer to many questions i've had. I have a good feeling about this.Anyway, a coworker told me a bit about Satanism, and thats what sparked my interest in it. I read about it here and there, and then i stumbled upon the Joy Of Satan site. Honestly, it was very captivating, i very much like the approach it took and the way it explained spirituality and the potential connection one could have with Satan, the fact that he would actually talk with you as opposed to the several unanswered prayers i've had. Not to mention the exposing christianity portion, the whole site made me see christianity in a whole new light. Of course i never had any love for that religion to begin with, nowadays its hard not to feel resentment towards it and its blind worshippers. The site had many of my own opinions and more, and as soon as i learned about the left hand path, i was inspired in a way i havent been in a long time. I feel like i could really belong to the left hand path. At the same time, im still feeling apprehensive somewhat, i can help but think at the back of my mind that its like every other attempt i've made for spiritual strength, the website is so perfect, it literally seems way to good to be true. I know for a fact that i have no subconscious christian ties, but i dont know whats holding me back. I think i'd feel better if i got some confirmation from someone here thats its all real, some reassuring at the very least. I've searched up several Satanic rituals, and most of them vary, so how can i be sure that the Joy Of Satan ritual is the true one? Did all of you do the same thing, and what happened? I really want to believe it, but im afraid of feeling foolish and empty if nothing happens afterwards. If i could hear a voice, or feel a touch, or a significant smell, or maybe a feeling of your soul being strengthened like the website describes i would lunge right into meditation eagerly. I would be so devout, since i would finally have a strong sense of purpose because it certainly wouldnt hurt to help change other peoples view, especially from christianity. I have so many questions and probably more if all turns out well. Just to finish up, im going to meditate for a couple days and then try the ritual that the website describes, please wish me luck if we believe in such a thing. Even if nothing happens, i would still be very interested in the points of views a Satanic community has, and please dont hesitate to privately email me if theres something you feel i need to know, i want as much information as possible.Thank you for your patience.

 

[dark_pagan_666]

People come to satanism in different levels; Some are more psychically open, some are not that open, some have powerful abilities, and thos who are just not that open has to work to open these abilities, which is done by meditation.

And likely, you are one of those who are not that open yet, but this will come in time.

The reason you feel this way, afraid or just don't wanna get dissapointed comes from the falsehood xianity has put upon people. That you never really got any answers from that filthy god.
With Satan he will answer you, and show you through different means, meaning he will represent something to you, that only you will notice and understand.

Your statement, that you have no subconscious ties. You will discover that you most likely do have some, as if you advance. Even the afraid to get dissapointed again comes from that.

I suggest you do not start the meditations until you've dedicated. Because the enemy may try to harass you and scare you away.

Be patient with you when it comes to open your soul, all this, depending on your strength in soul and mind will determine how fast you will open. For some it may even take years. For some, a few weeks.

My life after the dedication improved greatly, and must say it has been a freaking rollercoaster. But this was or is my individual way of learning, growing and understanding. Satan have learned and shown me so much, and for that I am grateful. And he always is there when I need him, especially in crucial times!

HAIL SATAN!

 

[vognard.moonstone]

Wellcome and hail Satan

 

[magnum.arcanum]

Your starting down a new path and you fell a bit apprehensive about it.  Well, that feeling is simply the undoing of all the false programming you've had.  Their is nothing to fear here.  Read the website, ask questions regarding the website and enjoy.  Welcome! 

---In [email protected], <silas.westen@... wrote :

Im sorry if this is inappropriate, im aware that most topics here are more in depth discussions about more experienced things, and i cant say i have something better to offer. I'll try not to make this a sob story, but i feel i'll need to explain some things for you best to understand me. This is a greeting after all.Satanism came to me in a very strange and subtle way, and i have only had very minor paranormal experiences as well as being too young and stupid at the time to consider it of any importance. Despite that, i still haven't given up on trying to even slightly strengthen myself spiritually, but im just about at the end of my rope here, i havent felt any auras, seen any spirits or demons, nothing. Maybe i just dont have that natural talent, or i havent trained hard enough. Either way, its very discouraging. Im in my early 20's and i've been paying attention to certain patterns of events in my life, and decided that Satanism might be the answer to many questions i've had. I have a good feeling about this.Anyway, a coworker told me a bit about Satanism, and thats what sparked my interest in it. I read about it here and there, and then i stumbled upon the Joy Of Satan site. Honestly, it was very captivating, i very much like the approach it took and the way it explained spirituality and the potential connection one could have with Satan, the fact that he would actually talk with you as opposed to the several unanswered prayers i've had. Not to mention the exposing christianity portion, the whole site made me see christianity in a whole new light. Of course i never had any love for that religion to begin with, nowadays its hard not to feel resentment towards it and its blind worshippers. The site had many of my own opinions and more, and as soon as i learned about the left hand path, i was inspired in a way i havent been in a long time. I feel like i could really belong to the left hand path. At the same time, im still feeling apprehensive somewhat, i can help but think at the back of my mind that its like every other attempt i've made for spiritual strength, the website is so perfect, it literally seems way to good to be true. I know for a fact that i have no subconscious christian ties, but i dont know whats holding me back. I think i'd feel better if i got some confirmation from someone here thats its all real, some reassuring at the very least. I've searched up several Satanic rituals, and most of them vary, so how can i be sure that the Joy Of Satan ritual is the true one? Did all of you do the same thing, and what happened? I really want to believe it, but im afraid of feeling foolish and empty if nothing happens afterwards. If i could hear a voice, or feel a touch, or a significant smell, or maybe a feeling of your soul being strengthened like the website describes i would lunge right into meditation eagerly. I would be so devout, since i would finally have a strong sense of purpose because it certainly wouldnt hurt to help change other peoples view, especially from christianity. I have so many questions and probably more if all turns out well. Just to finish up, im going to meditate for a couple days and then try the ritual that the website describes, please wish me luck if we believe in such a thing. Even if nothing happens, i would still be very interested in the points of views a Satanic community has, and please dont hesitate to privately email me if theres something you feel i need to know, i want as much information as possible.Thank you for your patience.

 

[silas.westen]

wow, i didnt know that even the smallest fear like that is connected to christian tiesim not so much afraid of harassment, as far back as i remember i've always been some blacksheep to them, so im confident i've had my fair share, in fact im getting really tired of their shitim very sure of my decision, but i want to do this right and i dont know if i should proceed with the initiation ritual and then the 40 day training? or simple meditiation to open my mind for the ritual and THEN the 40 day training?

 

[descipleofthegods13]

Hm, I'll tell you this, it's a return to your Origins. Think about it like this. There's something you really like/feel native to, and are starved of the ability to enjoy it, or even do it by some psychotic harassing bastards.

That is the main goal of xianity, a jewish conspiracy upon Gentiles. You've literally stripped of your birth rite, and been force fed lies about it being wrong, hideous. The jews in all essence want us dead, or at least as their slaves. Just read the talmud, or the learned protocols of the elders of zion. That will tell you in more detail what I have said here.

This might also work:[email protected]: Judaism gave birth to Marxism Just go past the I wish to understand part and read it word for word.
 
Anything that you have been taught that is anti-Pagan/anti-Satanism is something that need to be found in your mind and eradicated. It will take dutiful study, along with power meditation everyday.Just realize this, you've been lied to in murderous ways. Xianity in whatever form it comes in, even liberalism is nothing short of a blueprint for Gentile destruction from direct command from jewhova(i.e. the jews themselves).
You can come here with any questions regarding just about whatever so long as they follow the group guidelines. Welcome home
HAIL SATAN!!
SAY IT LOUD AND PROUD!!

 

[silas.westen]

also, one more thing, if you will: should i follow the initiation ritual thats on the site? i've read about so many various rituals and i want to do this correctly