Giving up

[Mc Rundown]

Am new to Satanism. Having been practising my meditations everyday for two months now. Ve been doing the meditation for attracting money since ve a lot of financial difficulties and credits but nothing seems to work. I affirm fully like "Large amounts of free and easy money are coming to me. This money is all mine for me to spend and keep as I like. The money is coming to me in a happy way." I visualise energy bring this money but nothing is working. Everyday I'm having more debts instead of free money coming to me and its now worrying me and affecting my concentration on power meditation. I feel like am back praying to a xian god who takes forever to answer you but enjoys seeing you suffer more. I know Father Satan and Gods of hell are real coz ve seen a number of postive indications that my power meditation is working such as feeling the energy,tingling sensations and so on but my financial problems are worsening. I don't want to give up though I feel
like this is not working. I read on the site that Enki helps us with things we can't handle when we are new but nothing is happening and now my debts are way to much. What should I do? HAIL ENKI!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[the_fire_starter666]

Are you trying to solve your debts physically too or you're just relying on that while doing nothing? There are many other extra factors like if you started the working in a favorable timing, the moon was in an appropriate sign and not void of course, how advanced your soul is and how trained your mind is (if you are new this type of magick won't work at once and will take extra sessions). The thing is that if you are new, you shouldn't rely in your magick totally, as your magickal abilities are not that strong. 2 months isn't really that much of a time. In some cases where there are some serious problems, even adepts should not rely totally on magick to solve their problems. You should always find first physical ways to solve your problem. It's pretty much guaranteed to fail if you do nothing and you just sit and watch your debt build up, because a spell always seeks and enhances the easiest way and opens up more opportunities if you work to solve that problem physically.

It's like a love spell for example. Of course the love spell won't work if you just sit all day and expect your lover to knock on your door without even knowing him/her and never having met him/her. Like the love spell, you must have ways in which the money can come in. If you have no way from which the money can come, this can be very hard and only very advanced people can bring money out of nowhere.

The key word here is they help us with THINGS WE CAN'T HANDLE. Are you sure you can't handle it? I mean if you sit and say "it's impossible" and you want to depend on something else, it means you didn't even try to solve it. Did you search for ways and plans to try to minimize your debt? If you did, were you persistent or quit after a day? Think about that. For me if I had a problem like that I would always be searching for solutions and trying different solutions and never stop trying until that problem was solved. No matter how painful the solutions might be, such as selling a house and renting a much smaller one.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Mc Rundown <mcrundown@... wrote:


Am new to Satanism. Having been practising my meditations everyday for two months now. Ve been doing the meditation for attracting money since ve a lot of financial difficulties and credits but nothing seems to work. I affirm fully like "Large amounts of free and easy money are coming to me. This money is all mine for me to spend and keep as I like. The money is coming to me in a happy way." I visualise energy bring this money but nothing is working. Everyday I'm having more debts instead of free money coming to me and its now worrying me and affecting my concentration on power meditation. I feel like am back praying to a xian god who takes forever to answer you but enjoys seeing you suffer more. I know Father Satan and Gods of hell are real coz ve seen a number of postive indications that my power meditation is working such as feeling the energy,tingling sensations and so on but my financial problems are worsening. I don't want to give up though I feel
like this is not working. I read on the site that Enki helps us with things we can't handle when we are new but nothing is happening and now my debts are way to much. What should I do? HAIL ENKI!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[the_fire_starter666]

BTW don't confuse that money meditation with the Gods. It's totally separate, in magick you use your own powers and don't depend on the Gods. That money meditation you said doesn't involve the Gods at all, but directs your own powers of the mind to get money.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@... wrote:

Are you trying to solve your debts physically too or you're just relying on that while doing nothing? There are many other extra factors like if you started the working in a favorable timing, the moon was in an appropriate sign and not void of course, how advanced your soul is and how trained your mind is (if you are new this type of magick won't work at once and will take extra sessions). The thing is that if you are new, you shouldn't rely in your magick totally, as your magickal abilities are not that strong. 2 months isn't really that much of a time. In some cases where there are some serious problems, even adepts should not rely totally on magick to solve their problems. You should always find first physical ways to solve your problem. It's pretty much guaranteed to fail if you do nothing and you just sit and watch your debt build up, because a spell always seeks and enhances the easiest way and opens up more opportunities if you work to solve that problem physically.

It's like a love spell for example. Of course the love spell won't work if you just sit all day and expect your lover to knock on your door without even knowing him/her and never having met him/her. Like the love spell, you must have ways in which the money can come in. If you have no way from which the money can come, this can be very hard and only very advanced people can bring money out of nowhere.

The key word here is they help us with THINGS WE CAN'T HANDLE. Are you sure you can't handle it? I mean if you sit and say "it's impossible" and you want to depend on something else, it means you didn't even try to solve it. Did you search for ways and plans to try to minimize your debt? If you did, were you persistent or quit after a day? Think about that. For me if I had a problem like that I would always be searching for solutions and trying different solutions and never stop trying until that problem was solved. No matter how painful the solutions might be, such as selling a house and renting a much smaller one.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Mc Rundown <mcrundown@ wrote:


Am new to Satanism. Having been practising my meditations everyday for two months now. Ve been doing the meditation for attracting money since ve a lot of financial difficulties and credits but nothing seems to work. I affirm fully like "Large amounts of free and easy money are coming to me. This money is all mine for me to spend and keep as I like. The money is coming to me in a happy way." I visualise energy bring this money but nothing is working. Everyday I'm having more debts instead of free money coming to me and its now worrying me and affecting my concentration on power meditation. I feel like am back praying to a xian god who takes forever to answer you but enjoys seeing you suffer more. I know Father Satan and Gods of hell are real coz ve seen a number of postive indications that my power meditation is working such as feeling the energy,tingling sensations and so on but my financial problems are worsening. I don't want to give up though I feel
like this is not working. I read on the site that Enki helps us with things we can't handle when we are new but nothing is happening and now my debts are way to much. What should I do? HAIL ENKI!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[backed_by_love]

have you got xian scum praying for you? maybe there are bonds or other things making your affirmations go screwy.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Mc Rundown <mcrundown@... wrote:


Am new to Satanism. Having been practising my meditations everyday for two months now. Ve been doing the meditation for attracting money since ve a lot of financial difficulties and credits but nothing seems to work. I affirm fully like "Large amounts of free and easy money are coming to me. This money is all mine for me to spend and keep as I like. The money is coming to me in a happy way." I visualise energy bring this money but nothing is working. Everyday I'm having more debts instead of free money coming to me and its now worrying me and affecting my concentration on power meditation. I feel like am back praying to a xian god who takes forever to answer you but enjoys seeing you suffer more. I know Father Satan and Gods of hell are real coz ve seen a number of postive indications that my power meditation is working such as feeling the energy,tingling sensations and so on but my financial problems are worsening. I don't want to give up though I feel
like this is not working. I read on the site that Enki helps us with things we can't handle when we are new but nothing is happening and now my debts are way to much. What should I do? HAIL ENKI!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[[email protected]]

I'm a satanist for six months now and am still finding most of the simple magic hard to do, is either you are lacking will, disire or some other things you need for magic. What you need is pecient and practice always, don't back off because it didn't work, remember nothing good comes easly try and concentrate on your meditation. This is what i do when i do most of the magic, i believe and i forget about it i don't want what will bring my faith down because thinking of it or waiting for one or two weeks time for it to come through will bring my faith down and i think that's what is happening to you now to be honest most of the magic works for me while most don't, is a gradual process, like when i'm angry or in a sexual mood i visualise and concentrate very easy and clear without puching it so i do most of my magic when in those moods and it work that depends on what i want but the most important thing is strong will, faith and try to forget about it and go on your nomal day to day activity don't dwell in your magic at liest not now and don't get upset, keep training your soul to be strong you are still new just like me but i experiment a lot. You should try sex magic for the money broblem the energy is preety high try out things thats what will make you perfect.
Hail Satan.


------Original message------
From: Mc Rundown <mcrundown@...
To: <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Wednesday, October 17, 2012 3:12:33 AM GMT-0700
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Giving up


Am new to Satanism. Having been practising my meditations everyday for two months now. Ve been doing the meditation for attracting money since ve a lot of financial difficulties and credits but nothing seems to work. I affirm fully like "Large amounts of free and easy money are coming to me. This money is all mine for me to spend and keep as I like. The money is coming to me in a happy way." I visualise energy bring this money but nothing is working. Everyday I'm having more debts instead of free money coming to me and its now worrying me and affecting my concentration on power meditation. I feel like am back praying to a xian god who takes forever to answer you but enjoys seeing you suffer more. I know Father Satan and Gods of hell are real coz ve seen a number of postive indications that my power meditation is working such as feeling the energy,tingling sensations and so on but my financial problems are worsening. I don't want to give up though I feel
like this is not working. I read on the site that Enki helps us with things we can't handle when we are new but nothing is happening and now my debts are way to much. What should I do? HAIL ENKI!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[Daniel Collins]

  Dear Joy of Satan.<var [/IMG]</var> I am serching for speracal truth and have not ruld awt satanisum as a posabelaty. Plees give me your insit. No biasas plees. Thank you.                                                                                                                              Senserle Dan

 

[backed_by_love]

your spelling is quite atrocious... you are searching for what kind of truth? spiritual? no offense Dan...

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Daniel Collins <yahdaniyel@... wrote:

  Dear Joy of Satan.
I am serching for speracal truth and have not ruld awt satanisum as a posabelaty. Plees give me your insit. No biasas plees. Thank you.
 
                            
 
 
 
                                                                                        Senserle Dan

 

[Mc Rundown]

Thanx Fire_starter. You are making perfect sense. I also realised I need to make a few lifestyle changes. I'm beginning to work extra harder and intensify my power meditations so I can advance further. I'm continueing to do my magick spells for money and combining them with physical solutions to solve the problem. Once again thanx. HAIL ENKI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




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On Wed, Oct 17, 2012 10:19 AM PDT the_fire_starter666 wrote:

Are you trying to solve your debts physically too or you're just relying on that while doing nothing? There are many other extra factors like if you started the working in a favorable timing, the moon was in an appropriate sign and not void of course, how advanced your soul is and how trained your mind is (if you are new this type of magick won't work at once and will take extra sessions). The thing is that if you are new, you shouldn't rely in your magick totally, as your magickal abilities are not that strong. 2 months isn't really that much of a time. In some cases where there are some serious problems, even adepts should not rely totally on magick to solve their problems. You should always find first physical ways to solve your problem. It's pretty much guaranteed to fail if you do nothing and you just sit and watch your debt build up, because a spell always seeks and enhances the easiest way and opens up more opportunities if you work to solve that
problem physically.

It's like a love spell for example. Of course the love spell won't work if you just sit all day and expect your lover to knock on your door without even knowing him/her and never having met him/her. Like the love spell, you must have ways in which the money can come in. If you have no way from which the money can come, this can be very hard and only very advanced people can bring money out of nowhere.

The key word here is they help us with THINGS WE CAN'T HANDLE. Are you sure you can't handle it? I mean if you sit and say "it's impossible" and you want to depend on something else, it means you didn't even try to solve it. Did you search for ways and plans to try to minimize your debt? If you did, were you persistent or quit after a day? Think about that. For me if I had a problem like that I would always be searching for solutions and trying different solutions and never stop trying until that problem was solved. No matter how painful the solutions might be, such as selling a house and renting a much smaller one.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Mc Rundown <mcrundown@... wrote:


Am new to Satanism. Having been practising my meditations everyday for two months now. Ve been doing the meditation for attracting money since ve a lot of financial difficulties and credits but nothing seems to work. I affirm fully like "Large amounts of free and easy money are coming to me. This money is all mine for me to spend and keep as I like. The money is coming to me in a happy way." I visualise energy bring this money but nothing is working. Everyday I'm having more debts instead of free money coming to me and its now worrying me and affecting my concentration on power meditation. I feel like am back praying to a xian god who takes forever to answer you but enjoys seeing you suffer more. I know Father Satan and Gods of hell are real coz ve seen a number of postive indications that my power meditation is working such as feeling the energy,tingling sensations and so on but my financial problems are worsening. I don't want to give up though I
feel
like this is not working. I read on the site that Enki helps us with things we can't handle when we are new but nothing is happening and now my debts are way to much. What should I do? HAIL ENKI!!!!!!!!!!!