Getting the gist of this

[badmood136]

Hey guys and girls. I am known as "Alastor" *only a nickname, I have no idea where is spawned from* or "Crimson" *shortened from Crimson_Storm, a common IGN of mine*, and I recently stumbled upon a website that linked to this group. This is my first time working with YahooGroups, so I'm not quite sure how this works - but I'm giving it a shot nonetheless because I'm bored.

As a teen, I consider myself to have advanced, mentally, further than most my age *sounds a tad arrogant, I know*. I spend a good bit of time studying random topics *how I ran upon this*, and learning about the world around me - trying to achieve a better understanding of the chaotic place I live in. This habit actually extends back to when I first learned how to read *which was actually a bit late*. One of the first things I read *once I pushed past basic skills and into more advanced reading* was the Bible.

I found that while this "Holy Book" was to be pushed upon me by most of the people I grew up around, very few of them actually knew the book itself that well. Needless to say the book that I read was a good story - it just didn't make sense. And the more my logical understanding of the physical world grew - the more I realised just how out there it was for people to believe this. I adapted an athiestic view, and cast aside all supernatural ideas as "nonsense".

I, however, try to keep an open mind to ideas. Recently *within the past year* I've been having strange dreams and in my contemplations, came about similar ideas to what the site that linked me here stated. The main focus of my contemplations was this: "What if Lucifer wasn't the bad guy?" There was a lot more than just that - but it's late where I am and it's hard to sum it up better than that. He, in whatever name or form he is given, is always portrayed as a being of evil. But what if this is a con - I wondered.

It's really hard to explain - as I said above I'm quite tired at the moment, but I want to put this up before I wind up forgetting it for some reason. I come from an insane mother and father - so it's likely a mental disorder is upon me, too - but my contemplations and dreams just seem too similar to what I've read. At this moment I am looking for no answers - but I guess I'll keep this topic here to be ready to ask. Ehh... *scratches head* Yea, that's it - if I type anymore I'll start running in circles. So... Right!
^_^;;

~~Alastor

 

[kreckian_lord]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "badmood136" <badmood136@... wrote:

Hey guys and girls. I am known as "Alastor" *only a nickname, I have no idea where is spawned from* or "Crimson" *shortened from Crimson_Storm, a common IGN of mine*, and I recently stumbled upon a website that linked to this group. This is my first time working with YahooGroups, so I'm not quite sure how this works - but I'm giving it a shot nonetheless because I'm bored.

As a teen, I consider myself to have advanced, mentally, further than most my age *sounds a tad arrogant, I know*. I spend a good bit of time studying random topics *how I ran upon this*, and learning about the world around me - trying to achieve a better understanding of the chaotic place I live in. This habit actually extends back to when I first learned how to read *which was actually a bit late*. One of the first things I read *once I pushed past basic skills and into more advanced reading* was the Bible.

I found that while this "Holy Book" was to be pushed upon me by most of the people I grew up around, very few of them actually knew the book itself that well. Needless to say the book that I read was a good story - it just didn't make sense. And the more my logical understanding of the physical world grew - the more I realised just how out there it was for people to believe this. I adapted an athiestic view, and cast aside all supernatural ideas as "nonsense".

I, however, try to keep an open mind to ideas. Recently *within the past year* I've been having strange dreams and in my contemplations, came about similar ideas to what the site that linked me here stated. The main focus of my contemplations was this: "What if Lucifer wasn't the bad guy?" There was a lot more than just that - but it's late where I am and it's hard to sum it up better than that. He, in whatever name or form he is given, is always portrayed as a being of evil. But what if this is a con - I wondered.

It's really hard to explain - as I said above I'm quite tired at the moment, but I want to put this up before I wind up forgetting it for some reason. I come from an insane mother and father - so it's likely a mental disorder is upon me, too - but my contemplations and dreams just seem too similar to what I've read. At this moment I am looking for no answers - but I guess I'll keep this topic here to be ready to ask. Ehh... *scratches head* Yea, that's it - if I type anymore I'll start running in circles. So... Right!
^_^;;

~~Alastor

Well Alastor i would be happy to teach you and show you several things about Satanism and tell you historic facts of the world almost no one outside of here will contact me on messenger MSN or Yahoo my account is dr.sethfcm@...